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Stew speaks at last

October 24, 2014 Friday
Stew: Had a very lovely time but I have a problem. Evidently my phone was set to share photos in iCloud with other devices that share my Apple ID, which included my wife’s phone so she saw the selfie of me in my shorts I sent u – I told her I was just fooling around but she obviously is suspicious.  So I deleted my AM profile and am going to stay off the grid for awhile – sorry about this – my wife knows nothing other than I took some selfies of me in shorts but I am going to be cautious and go dark 7:57 AM

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It was good to hear something but… ugh ugh ugh.  Newbies.  Technology.  Ugh.  I pondered a long while if this was the truth or some excuse to let me down easily.  It rang true to me, so I gave him the benefit of the doubt and crafted a response based on that.  
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Me: Ah…technology. Thank you for letting me know. I was worrying about you, guessing something must have happened. It makes sense to lie low. Thank you for a lovely lunch. And… dessert! I hope your situation calms down. If you need to talk, I’m here for you. I know how to help let off steam in safe ways. You made me care about you a lot in a short time… please let me know how life treats you. 4:18 PM


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Meeting Stew: The Lick Job

Tuesday October 21, 2014
Stew wrote to me a week ago – Sunday, October 12 – on Ashley Madison.  I stared at his message for a long time, arguing with myself about whether to answer or not.  I didn’t want to jump back into meeting new men, but it was clear that Kris was not going to be around much longer, and this fellow looks really good!  I waited until Tuesday last week to reply.  
We spent a week online and on the phone… flirting, exploring, fantasizing.  He seems perfect – funny, smart, tall, sweet, sexy.  I worry that he is new online, but he has had other affairs through work travel, so it could work.  He was very anxious to meet, so I took off work to meet him for coffee at Starbucks.   
As it happens, Kris said a “final goodbye” yesterday that feels final this time, and I could tell him I had a meet set up, so he won’t worry about me, and do this meet with a clear conscience.

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Me: Good morning! On my way! Ready to be hugged? Traffic is beastly. May be a bit late – please wait! 9:50 AM
Stew: Yes experiencing same problems trying to meander my way there but can’t wait to cu so I will wait as long as it takes 9:53 AM
Stew: So r your panties getting wet thinking about all the wonderful things I will do to u and u will do to u today and in the future? : ) I am close, taking forever want to cu so much 10:05 AM
Stew: to lick a Sassy pussy, to be inside a Sassy Pussy – I am ready for 10:10 AM
Stew: I am very ready to be hugged and so much more – I want Sassy hugs, 10:10 AM
Stew: Sassy kisses, to suck on Sassy boobs, to receive a Sassy blow job, 10:10 AM
Stew: what do u want to experience today? I am a up for anything or will soon be after I cu if u get my meaning : ) 10:10 AM
Me: I made it. Want anything from Starbucks? 10:10 AM
Me: You’re gonna find out what hugs with groping means! 10:12 AM

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10:13 AM
He called me!  Said he was stuck in traffic but hoped to see me very soon.  Aww….

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Me: Got a table at Starbucks! Hurry! 10:30 AM
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I went ahead to Starbucks.  He called!  I asked him if he wanted anything to drink.  He said he’d figure it out when he arrived.  So I got an iced chai latte and a table along the wall and waited, texting with a blogger friend, fretting that he might lose his nerve. 
10:25 am
He walked in and smiled and I melted. He’s gorgeous!  He had on a beautiful sky blue button-down dress shirt, and jeans.  Beautiful blue eyes, silver hair and mustache.  Very sexy body!  He reminds me of Steve Martin but a bit more handsome.  

Steve Martin
I had on my usual blue top and slacks with the silk scarf.  There were two chairs – one across the table, the other at a 90-degree angle on the left side.  He picked the right one – beside me!  He went to sit down but I stood and said wait, then hugged him great big and rubbed his ass once. He sighed and held me, then leaned back and gave me a lovely kiss and another, then wrenched himself away.  “I need a coffee,” he said and sauntered off.  
We sat and talked, telling stories about our lives and work.  I told him too much.  I held his hand but he was nervous, worried about who might see.  He talked about how torn he is, needing to have sex, to be selfish, but not wanting to bring any unhappiness to his family.  I posit my theory (that I learned from Riff Dawg) that if he makes himself happier, recharges, finds a respite, he will have more strength to return home and do what he needs to do.  He apologizes for checking his phone – he tells me about his heroin-addicted son at yet another crisis point today.  I know there is untold strength and myriad stories there.  
We talk about Buffy (he was a huge fan, made a point of being home from wherever his business travels took him, to watch with his daughter on Friday nights, whose 1st grade teacher complained about him letting her watch it!) and Marilyn Monroe and Firefly and Doctor Who (he’s never seen it) and Star Trek.  He talks about his days at a first class college.  He told me of his theater-going experiences – being miserable in the tiny seats at the Colonial Theater for Les Miserables, and being astonished at nudity 10 feet from his face in a local theater.  The woman’s breasts were different sizes!  I tell him most women are that way, and he may see another mismatched pair soon.  

I start to worry because I really, really like him.  That usually means I will never see him again.  I wonder why a gorgeous man like him would want me, then slap myself mentally to remember my assets.  I want to take him directly to my car but I suppress that urge.  We talk for an hour and then he asks if I’d like to get some lunch.  Yes!  
11:30 am 
We stroll over to PF Chang. As we walk, I tell him about a sexy blog article I read yesterday (Tom from “Three Spelling Mistakes” about what if men could suck themselves?) and he says that would definitely be what he’d do as it is his favorite feeling.  He smiles and shakes his head at the oddness of this conversation.  
We ended up at a corner table and slide together on the banquet.  I notice no one else looking our way, and lean over to kiss him!  He gets into it.  “You are THE BEST KISSER, ” he sighs.  I smile.  

The waiter interrupts us to take our drink order.  [Note to waitstaff – if a couple is kissing and the place isn’t crowded, come back later!)  I order a cucumber strawberry lemonade; he gets a seltzer with lime. I admit I can’t drink liquor but I like fun drinks. He tastes my drink.  He continues the oral sex discussion, wonders what the equivalent term is for a blow job for what a man does to a woman… a lick job?  We smile and agree that even the term blow job is not correct… you don’t blow.  I tell him I do… it makes a great opening salvo to feel the air, my breath circling around him.  He rolls his eyes then stares into mine.  Desire.  I see it, clear as a summer’s day.  
They have great lunch specials with soup or salad, rice and a small portion of an entree.  He got the salad; I got a hot & sour soup.  He got the salmon with asparagus; I try the fried shrimp and melon with walnuts.  He rubbed my leg under the table.  I rubbed his cock through his jeans!  He grins.  I wink.  Sassy is in full swing!  
He gets a serious look, asks me what I want… what I really want.  I look into his eyes and say that I want to look in his eyes.  And to know what his hands would feel like.  He asks where.  I say my chest, and my belly button.  He smiles.  He describes what he wants… to taste me, to drive me wild.  I say I am arguing with myself, that the demure business lady worries about being alone with him so soon, but Sassy wants to.  He asks if I will take him to my place.  Says to think about it.  I do.  It seems crazy, but a much better idea than fumbling in my car.  He is very persuasive.  I tell him about the angel on one shoulder and the devil on the other – how the demure lady whispers about the risks, not going too fast, not being a total hussy, while Sassy shouts to get the chance to suck and be sucked! 
We share our church stories.  He tells me about losing his first son, who was born early with health problems. He met a minister in the NICU and called him when his son died to ask if they would host a funeral for non-members.  The church took them in, sent food that evening, and he attended for the next four years.  Then the minister changed and he couldn’t deal with the new one.  
I ask him about safe sex.  He says he believes in it.  He asks if I mean condoms and I say yes.  Wow… we are getting to the nitty gritty fast!  He says he is not prepared for today but we can do other things.  I ask if he has been tested.  He says no.  But he has not had sex in two years and was always safe.  He did not want to add more trouble to his home life by bringing home some disease.  He said he is willing to be tested. I tell him I was tested in April and only been with Kris.  (I forgot about The Lawyer.  Oops) 
12:30 pm 
We finish eating and I offer to help with the check.  He insists he’ll pay.  He does so with cash – good sign.  He says he has about an hour before he has to head home.  I decide it is best spent in my bed.  I text Hubby (who is out with his lady friend) to tell him not to come home for awhile.  He is usually out until about 2 pm but I don’t want to take any chances!  
So we walk very quickly down the length of the mall to the upper garage and hop into my Mom’s big old car that I’m driving while mine is in the shop.  I lean over and he kisses me, grabbing my left breast for a gentle squeeze.  I want to kiss forever, but I also want to be naked with him, so I break away and roll out of there zooming to my place! 
He apologizes for the short amount of time, says he usually has way more finesse but hopes we can get right down it.  He plans to focus on me!  I agree to that!  I park in my garage and we dash to the elevator.  We kiss in the elevator.  He is an excellent kisser… slow, sexy.  He presses me against the side wall.  Mmm… 
We dash into my condo, straight to my bedroom, kissing and shedding clothes as we go and hug… ah, skin!  
We roll together on the bed.  He kisses me… long, sexy kisses filled with tongues!  He plays with my chest, marvels at it, then moves lower.  He ends up at my hip, at a right angle with his mouth between my legs.  
He is a master at oral sex!  I feel like an instrument that he knows how to play.  He uses his mouth, his lips, his chin, his tongue!  Oh my!  I hold his head in my hands, then rub on his cock and balls until I lose my mind and can only lie there moaning and shaking.  I started thinking very naughty thoughts and… he made me cum!  On the first try!  Damn!  Tingling, pulsing, burning… holy shit!  
He starts in again soon, rubbing his cock up and down my slit but not going in.  I adore that!  Then he is alternating between my clit and my breast, fingering, sucking… tossing in all the tricks.  Very soon I soar again and soak his face!  He giggles… says he thought a woman gushing or squirting was a myth!  He made such an amazing image with my juices all over his face!  He leaned up to kiss me, was impressed I just went with it like normal.  
I suggest he put his knees on either side of my face so I can suck on him.  I lick and suck and play with his cock and balls with my hand.  He is on the small side and not hard, so it is easy to get him way down my throat… I play with him with my tongue inside my mouth and he moans and shakes.  It’s odd to suck someone who is not erect, but I keep at it and his cock starts to grow and he pops his hips toward me.  He groans and holds on to the bookshelf at the head of my bed as I smack and suck and lick around him.  It’s wonderful to be able to look up his chest, see his handsome face contort as he soars.  
Suddenly he makes a surprised noise and says, “If you keep that up I am going to cum!”  I clearly take him deeper and make a circle around him with my hand, and he shoots hot white cum down my throat.  I swallow and swallow and swallow.  Yummy!  
He keels over beside me and says, “That was a first!!” I raise an eyebrow to ask for an explanation.  He replies, “I didn’t get totally hard… probably nerves… but… I came anyway and it felt amazing!”  I smile and nod.  He kisses me, tentatively at first and then deeper.  Mmm… 
1:30 pm 
Time’s up… he has to go!  Argh!  He washes up with the door open. This is the only moment I think of Kris… who always closed and locked the door!  I throw on my clothes, still pulsing inside.  I drive him back to the mall to his car.  He kisses me tenderly on the lips.  I tell him I’d like more…soon.  He says, “So do I.  Very soon.”  
1:45 pm
He got out of the car and disappears into the mall.  I drove home in a bit of a daze.  Please please please let him want to see me again!


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Stew can’t wait

October 20, 2014 Monday

Stew: Good morning! I am so excited we r going to meet – it is going to be a very long day today – Tuesday seems so far away 7:05 AM
Stew: I can’t wait to cu but it will b very difficult for me to control myself when I am with you because I will so much want to see the “girls” in their full glory! thinking of those beautiful bodacious boobies in your white and black bras – they need to be set free so I handle suck on them and play with your nipples with my tongue 7:43 AM
Me: Good morning Mr. Frisky! I feel like “Annie” singing “Tomorrow, tomorrow!” 8:15 AM
Stew: Yes it will be a long day today but so excited that we r taking the next step in our journey together. So Annie what do u want to do with your “Daddy Warbucks” when u do finally get me alone sometime in the future 8:18 AM
Me: Savor the anticipation…luxuriate in the fantasies! I want to fill my senses with you… look into your eyes, take in your scent, listen to your ecstasy, touch you in unusual places and taste your lips! Then give you a Sassy blow job! 8:27 AM
Stew: Oh my I hope that happens real soon because I am rock hard just thinking about it 8:37 AM
Stew: And I so much want to return the favor and drive you crazy with my tongue and have u squirt your beautiful funky love juices all over my face as you climax like u have never climaxed before  8:39 AM
Stew: What r some of your favorite positions – I would love to have u sit on me so that I could watch your beautiful, bodacious and bountiful boobs bounce up and down as u move up and down my shaft 8:59 AM
Stew: I keep thinking about a Sassy Blow job – I picture us both naked u facing me with ruby red nails and lipstick – your fingers look so sexy with the red nail polish wrapped around my engorged cock u take me I. Your mouth your red lips swallowing me whole and your head moves up and down my shaft as u do that your beautiful bodacious breasts swing back and forth. U speed up taking all of me in your mouth your boobs furiously swinging back and forth and then I explode shooting warm cum into your mouth as I have the most incredible orgasm in my life and u eagerly suck up every last drop of my spunk – I am literally completely drained 11:00 AM
Me: Ah, the fun we’ll have! Hope you decide I’m someone you want. The nerves are hitting me. 1:38 PM
Stew: Can u talk now I am driving alone for about an hour and would love to talk with u 1:48 PM
Me: Can’t right now but might in a few minutes. I’ll call if I can. 1:49 PM
Stew: Hope u can no worries if u can’t 1:51 PM
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2:15 PM
I called to tell him I’ve decided to take tomorrow off and meet him.  We talked for 20 minutes,  ironing out the details.  He is making it easy, coming into town to get together at an easy place for me to get to
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Stew: So excited about tomorrow can’t wait to cu want to hug -and not like an old friend – like the lovers we will be and want to kiss u and so much more but realize will have to start with the hugs and kisses But very soon I will want to be sucking Sassy boobs, licking Sassy Pussy, getting Sassy blow jobs . . . Speaking of Sassy Boobies 3:46 PM
Stew: love those cleavage shots any chance u can send me a photo of the girls in all their glory?  : ) 3:46 PM
Me: Just checked – Starbucks opens at 6 am… so no problem meeting there at 10 am if that works for you. It’s on the far end on the first floor. Whee! 4:12 PM
Stew: I will be there at 10 can’t wait 4:13 PM
Stew: I am so excited about tomorrow – I can’t wait to cu – I want to hug u kiss u and so much more but I guess that will cum later : )  7:44 PM
Me: I’m thinking about it too… doing laundry so I will have my favorite black underwear to put on! 7:50 PM
Stew: I wish I was in your large bed with u right now I want to explore every inch of your body with my fingers and tongue to find all of your erogenous zones and apply my best technique to them so I can bring u great pleasure 8:18 PM
Stew: BTW love black panties and bra but even better like taking them off of you : )  8:18 PM
Me: Ooooh! That sounds so fantastic! Soon… yes… please… 8:19 PM
Stew: If things go well over coffee as I know they will I will not object to u taking me home to allow me to do just that and to show u just how much u have inspired me. I want to show u just how much I mean it when I say all I want is to meet your every need and desire and to please you 8:24 PM
Me: Nice to know you’d be ready and flexible! Probably can’t tomorrow… but if we hit it off we should talk about getting together again soon! 8:27 PM
Stew: Just letting u know my feelings have not changed since u were getting nervous as u said I am content with just meeting u and hugging and kissing 8:28 PM
Me: It is lovely to be wanted. I am trying hard to hope, to fantasize, to savor but not get too far ahead of myself… It is refreshing to see your glee! 8:34 PM
Stew: I will be happy to go at your pace – I want u to be comfortable and fulfilled so I will not push 8:49 PM
Me: Ah… don’t filter. Let it pour… I like knowing what’s going on in that head of yours… both of them! 8:57 PM
Stew: Well I want u to take one of my heads into your Sassy lips with Ruby red lipstick and suck on it until I spew my warm cum into your mouth – how Is that for unfiltered : )  9:01 PM
Me: Fabulous! 🙂 9:03 PM
Me: I am thinking of a back rub. Sometimes it is the simple things I miss most… 9:31 PM
Stew: Well then take me back to your place and will give u a back rub u will not forget  : ) 9:43 PM
Stew: I of course would prefer to “rub” your front – but am happy to start with your back 9:50 PM
Me: Less than 12 hours now… 10:38 PM
Stew: Yes so excited can hardly wait 10:42 PM
Me: What will you have on? 10:44 PM
Me: Are you a boxers or briefs man? 10:45 PM
Stew: I will text u in the morning so u know 10:45 PM
Me: Not a lay it out the night before guy, huh? 10:46 PM
Me: I plan to wear blue… with a silk scarf. Long gray hair. Boobs! 10:48 PM
Stew: U have seen the picture of me – short gray hair with a mustache – no boobs – wish there was a way I could get to play with those boobs tomorrow 10:53 PM
Me: We’ll see… there may be a way! 10:55 PM
Stew: There is always hope : ) 11:03 PM
Stew: As for clothes I’ll figure it out in the morning but there will be tight boxers like what were in the photo I sent 11:05 PM
Me: Ooh… I liked those! 11:07 PM
Stew: Well maybe we can arrange a viewing tomorrow : )  11:08 PM

Me: Coffee… lunch… making a scene in the garage… mmmm 11:09 PM


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Planning to meet Stew

October 19, 2014  Sunday
From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: The Bass 
Sent: Sun, Oct 19, 2014 5:30 PM 
Hiya handsome!  How’s your day going?  
Want to get out our calendars and meet soon? 
Have you heard “It’s All About the Bass?” Found the Jimmy Fallon version… so catchy even on schoolroom instruments!  
https://www.youtube.com/embed/lc9MzCcmNCU?feature=player_embedded
Jimmy Fallon, Meghan Trainor & The Roots 
Sing “All About That Bass” (w/ Classroom Instruments)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc9MzCcmNCU
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Me: I’d be happy to see you. Wanna get out your calendar and find a time? 1:41 PM
Stew: [slew of emoji – party horns, thumbs up, smilies, hearts] 1:59 PM
Stew: [more hearts and smilies] 1:59 PM
Stew: Not to look a gift horse in the mouth but what prompted this – I am happy as hell but just curious. I am pretty flexible – meeting during the week day between 10 and 1 is easiest for me to pull off but I can figure something out – let me know where when and for how long u would like to meet 2:08 PM
Stew: The anticipation is killing me – I so want to cu – I feel like I am going to explode yet I don’t even know where or when I just know I want to be with u sooooooo bad 2:27 PM
Stew: Now this is like super torture – a note and then no more communication – the silence is killing me. But I assume ur busy and I will just try and be patient but it is very difficult because I want to be with u. I miss hearing from u and I am very hopeful about what our future will bring so I want to start our adventure 5:45 PM
Me: Hiya! Sorry for the delay! I was at a social thing. I’m looking at vegan restaurants – could work tomorrow for lunch? Do you have a favorite out my way? Veggie Galaxy? Red Lentil? Deluxe Town Diner? Theory – meet at 10 am… talk a bit in my car or yours, then eat if we want? 6:11 PM
Stew: Oh I would love to to meet u tomorrow but I have a dentist and doctors appointments during the day – could do it any other day next week and a Vegan is not important as I still eat meat just try to avoid it 6:23 PM
Stew: So while those places sound great pick your favorite place and please please please tell me we can do it another day this week – I want to cu so much 6:24 PM
Me: You want to try for later in the day Monday? Or same plan Tuesday morning? Let me think about a restaurant. Can’t take you to my faves as they know me. 7:43 PM
Stew: Same plan Tuesday would work better for me. I am so excited I can’t wit to cu 8:38 PM
Me: Great! I’ll figure out the restaurant thing and get back to you. This will be fun! 8:39 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: The Bass
Sent: Sun, Oct 19, 2014 11:10 PM
Yes I love that song. I am so glad you texted me!
I am just seeing this now – I have been running around today and didn’t check email until now.


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Stew’s shower scenario

October 18. 2014 Saturday
Stew: Good morning Sassy – ur deep in my psyche I think about u all the time and yearn to b with u – know that will b sometime in the future but hopefully we can at least talk today 7:41 AM
Me: Good morning to you! Wanna shower with me? Wash my back? Play with my front? 8:20 AM
Stew: Ur killing me : ) how can u be saying these things to me and not want to c me : )  now I have yet another raging hard on and no way to do anything about it 🙁 yes I would love that – on the road I often had big walk in showers in my room with multiple heads and a bench to sit on – I would live to be there now with u to rub soap and water all over your body and explore every erogenous spot u had – definitely 8:25 AM
Me: Here’s a morning grope for you. Off to Mom’s! I’ll ping when I get back!  8:55 AM


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Stew: I love oatmeal – can’t wait to share some with u : ) 10:02 AM
Me: Mom put down a deposit and will move in less than 3 weeks! Whee! Big relief! 11:36 AM
Me: Do you cook? 11:36 AM
Me: I make really good reservations! 11:37 AM
Stew: I enjoy cooking I make really great Thai food – spicy coconut curries – I am not a strict vegan but I try to eat non animal based foods as much as possible 11:43 AM
Stew: So how is your day going have been thinking about u all day – keep trying to think of ways to convey my normalness so that you would want to c me : )  3:27 PM
Me: Been thinking of you. If I handed you my panties, you’d be able to tell! 3:43 PM
Stew: Well that sounds like a good thing – hope it is – I have no desire to move in with my kids when I am old and need help – I would rather be in assisted living or nursing home 3:44 PM
Me: This place is so elegant! Everything brand new, thought out… 3:45 PM
Me: Did you end up coming into the regatta? 3:46 PM
Stew: I can’t wait to smell and taste your sweet juices – i live that u say u may be a bit of a squirter – I am hoping u will want to get together soon – this interchange is a lot of fun but I want to cu live and in living color : )  3:46 PM
Stew: No could not work out the cars – we have 3 cars for 4 people and my kids had to work and Saturday is my wife’s day to hang with her girlfriends and shop – I am alone now if u can talk 3:48 PM
Stew: Now u have me fixated on your panties and what they r covering – u really know how to get my engines revved 4:08 PM
Me: Driving home – can talk a little now or wait til I get home in 25 min? Call now if you like or I’ll ping when I get in. 4:19 PM
Stew: Unfortunately my daughter has come home so we will have to wait for another time 4:30 PM
Stew: I will try and get out to take the dogs for a walk in 25 minutes 4:31 PM
Stew: I am out walking the dogs call as soon as u can 5:07 PM
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5:08 PM
I called him, talked for almost half an hour while he walked his dogs.  He tells great dog stories!  I think that is a sign of a good man. 
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Me: What a marvelous menagerie! 7:22 PM
Stew: Yes they r good doggers and fun to have around – I like cats but love dogs because they r always so happy to cu 7:50 PM

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Stew makes his case

October 17, 2014 Friday 
From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 7:54 am
Keeping in mind security I think I will switch to Yahoo.  Let me know if you get this 
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Re: A Test
Date:  Fri, Oct 17, 2014 8:19 AM
Good morning!   Happy Friday!   I got your message and heartily approve having a mischief email account! Mwah! 
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Re: A Test
Date:  Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:04 AM
Do you use an Apple computer or pc?  Android or iPhone?  I’m an Apple person – work buys my computers.   And a Samsung Galaxy 3 android user.
There’s a problem with my desktop at work so I have a few moments while they work on it.  IT sent a pc person who doesn’t even know how to right-click on a Mac.  Ugh.
Hope your Friday is going well!
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:12 AM
Great – glad u got this.  We will use this going forward.
I cannot stop thinking about you.  I sent you an email from my yahoo address and for security reasons I think I will use that going forward.  My family knows I have a gmail account.  They all have gmail accounts and they used to know my gmail password.  So I think it best if I use Yahoo.  
I know you want to take things slowly and I respect that, but (here is the attorney in me coming out) I thought I should summarize my case for proceeding as soon as ur ready. 
I am 60 years old.  I am a very well educated attorney that is smart and thinks about things realistically and am guided by the facts and situation, rather than by emotions.  Emotion and passion are important for me but I do not let them control me to the point I do something stupid
Why is this important – I have been around, I have seen and experienced a lot and this is not something I have entered into lightly or without a lot of thought.  This is something I want very much and something I will do with great care and respect for your needs and wants
I love my home life and do not want to change it or harm it in any way.  So I will be very discrete and make sure I do nothing to hurt my family or you
I am an honest person – this not withstanding, but I will always be honest with you.  I wish I had your circumstances where I could be honest with my wife, but I don’t.  With you what you hear from me will be the truth and heartfelt
I am not looking for anyone to take care of me, to punish me or to fill any need other than to fill the void in my life which is I have no one who wants to hold me, kiss me and make mad passionate love with me.  That is all I want a friend with whom I can share wild, imaginative, passionate love making.  Nothing too kinky or weird and it will always be based upon kindness, respect and what turns you on 
I love big beautiful women.  I am 6 ft 215 lbs so I am a sturdy guy and I like a woman of substance.  I love big boobs.  So what I can see of the one picture you sent I think on a physical level we will be very compatible.  I am sure ur quite attractive, but face is not nearly as important to me as boobs and you have those in abundance – so that is excellent .
I will be respectful lover, who will be focused on what turns you on and what makes you happy.  Nothing will make me happier than when ur having your 12th orgasm and squirting love juices all over my face moaning that was amazing and you never experienced anything like that before .
In another words I am a good decent person that just wants to make you happy and will do whatever it takes to make that happen.  This is not intended to pressure you into agreeing to meet me it is just to let you know that I think I am what ur looking for and I strongly believe ur what I am looking for so when ur ready to meet I am more than ready
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:18 am
I am a total Apple guy.  Home computer, laptop, iPad and iPhone.  My son is home with me today so today is unusual I can’t talk during the day, but can email.  I am so excited bout meeting you and what the future could bring us.  I am smiling and jumping up and down (inside of course – must keep the outside picture I present the world the same to protect our privacy – always discretion) 
*:) happy 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:44 AM
By the way I have the worst case of blue balls : ) and as soon as I am alone I am going to have to take matters in my own hands and get some relief.  I have had so many erections over the last few days talking with and thinking about you that I am surprised I have not stroked out with all the blood constantly rushing to my cock   : ) You said you wanted some time to be “bad” and tell me what to do with my hands while we talked.  Definitely cannot do that with my son here, but would love to try that with you some time
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Talking again 
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 12:11 PM
Some how in the act of adding your number in my contacts under a random mail name I lost it all together because after I deleted my call history the contact was not there either. So when you get a chance send me a text. My son is still with me so cannot talk but would love a text from u so I can capture your number. Can’t wait to talk to u some more
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Re: A Test
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:11 PM
Ooh… not sure why but I like Apple people! Hooray!
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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[We started texting!]
Me: Will this work? 2:17 PM
Stew: Great and for some reason it came up as I entered it in my contact 2:20 PM
Stew: – ur a former co-worker on my phone : )  if ur curious. I loved our conversation last night and can’t stop thinking of u 2:20 PM
Me: Geesh…you can now call, IM, email…wow! 2:21 PM
Stew: He is a guy who I worked with a long time ago – have not talked to him in awhile but it is a name my wife would recognize not think twice about in case she ever saw my call history and is someone she would never run across 2:23 PM
Stew: I hope u enjoyed my advocacy email – just making the case for “normal” Stew 2:24 PM
Me: Very good name! Your case made me smile. You are such a lawyer. I mean that in a good way! Reminded me of my days at the law firm. 2:32 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:34 PM
That is because we are more creative especially when it comes to the “bedroom” wild imaginative sex that is not weird, kinky just respectfull and based upon a focus that our partners are completely and thoroughly satisfied and pleased : )  : ) 
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Stew: As I mentioned I have a terrible case of blue balls and can’t do anything about it – son doesn’t go to work until 3:30 – then I will have to take matters into my own hands  : ) wish I still had your black bra picture to inspire me : ) but I can clearly remember the “girls” 2:49 PM
Stew: those beautiful bounteous boobs  : )  : )  : )  : )  : ) 2:49 PM
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Fw: The blank
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:57 PM
Here they are again.  
—– Forwarded Message —–
From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:38 PM
Subject: The black
Here’s my famous cleavage.  : D
I fought hard to keep these so I get to show them off, right? 
-Sassy
Attachment: Photo (you know the one) 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: The Black
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 3:04 PM
Oh my thanks so much – now all I will need is u directing by phone in your “bad girl” persona telling me what u want me to do to myself  : ) 
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Black or white? 
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 3:32 PM
Here’s another look… 
Attachment:  Same cleavage, in a white bra
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Black or white?
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014  3:49 PM
Oh my ru trying to kill me : )  I love the pictures. Next you will send me one with the girls in their full glory naked with nipples rock hard sans any restraining bra. I so much want to explore every inch of those bountiful bodacious, beautiful, blessed boobies : )  : ) 
A guy can’t catch a break – now my daughter is home from school. No time to relieve the massive pressure that you have helped build in my balls. Don’t get me wrong I love the pictures keep them coming the less restraining clothes the better : )  thus as to your question I prefer neither : )  I would love to see the girls in their full glory
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Black or white? 
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:24 PM
Isn’t this fun?  I hope this is part of what you were hoping for in a special friend. 
Now… I have one word for you.  RECIPROCATE!  I adore shoulders.. toes… or whatever you want to show me. 
-S
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Stew: Finally alone – if u have a minute to talk I would love to talk with u 4:27 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Here u go
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:43 PM
Attachment:  Two photos of him, wearing sexy boxer briefs and nothing else
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Me: Sorry… there are people all around me. I want to talk but… can’t. Ugh. 4:48 PM
Stew: What time do u get off – I sent u two selfies of me – hope u like them 4:52 PM
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Re: Here u go
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:52 PM
Wow!  Hubba hubba!  Thank you!  I adore the mustache… my mind is racing thinking about how that will feel on my inner thigh!  
-S
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Black or white?
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:55 PM
Yes this is fun, and it is what I was hoping for in a special friend.  I hope u are feeling very good about us.  I want so much to see the girls up close and personal in their full glory – that would be way more fun.
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Me: Wow…not gonna touch that line about getting off! I leave work at 5 pm. Counting the minutes! 4:55 PM
Stew: Call as soon as u can – I hope the pictures gave u some fantasy material about what it will be like when we r together – I showed u full frontal nudity so in your words RECIPROCATE  : ) 4:57 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Here u go
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 5:02 PM
thanks I try to keep myself physically fit. I have had the mustache forever and you will feel that and lots more on your inner thigh as soon as you want to.  I cannot wait until your warm sweet love juices just gush over my mustache and face : ) 
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Me: Hubby picks me up… may go out to eat… probably can’t call for awhile… will let you know. Any open time this evening? 5:02 PM
Stew: Not sure – have fun and txt when ur available 5:04 PM
Me: Okay to call now?  5:21 PM
Stew: Yes!  5:21 PM
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5:22 PM 
I called him and we had another wonderful conversation!  We talked for 22 minutes while he drove.  
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Me: Hi 9:31 PM
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 9:55 PM
Hiya handsome! 
You have a great smile.  I’ve been looking at it and smiling back. 
Sorry I did not get back to you sooner… Work was a zoo today!  Hubby wanted to try a new Chinese place and then my sister announced that Mom has already made up her mind to move!  And we needed to fill out the rental application before 9:30 am tomorrow morning when we take her over there for the tour to put down a deposit.  So I got to wade thru Mom’s tax files looking for numbers.  This is happening so fast!  Whee!  The transition may be onerous, but after that life should be simpler. 
Did you ever get to release the pressure?  I was thinking of you… my fingers twitching to reach into those photos and touch… mmm… 
-S
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Stew: Hi back at u – just got back from seeing a movie – so we established u like the mustache – what was the second favorite thing or body part u liked in the photos 10:09 PM
Me: How was the movie? One of my pals was an extra, said the main actor was so nice to them! He commandeered an ice cream truck and handed out free treats! 10:14 PM
Me: Hmm… NIPPLES! Do you like to be touched there? 10:15 PM
Stew: I liked it – it was about a father and son coming to terms with each other after many years of estrangement. I love my nipples be played with and sucked – so u didn’t like my rock hard pecs and biceps 10:23 PM
Stew:  : ) 10:23 PM
Me: There are many, many things I liked. Things I want to touch. Taste. Also, I kept trying to scroll down! 10:25 PM
Stew: Well I can show my lower body – but I thought a cock shot would a bit much or were u hoping for a shot of my feet  : ) 10:37 PM
Me: Probably should leave some thing to be discovered in person. Naked. In a bed? 10:38 PM
Stew: I aim to please so if u want a picture of my feet I can do that  : ) or any other body part u would like to c – I aim to please and turn u on 10:40 PM
Me: I’m good for now… but tomorrow may be another day. Busy weekend for you? 10:41 PM
Stew: Well whatever my lady wants my lady gets – as for weekend I was thinking of going to the Head of the Charles – u want to meet me there – good cover there will b 100,000 other people 10:45 PM
Me: Hmmm… my lady… nice ring to that! Wow! Rowing… what an interesting idea! That may explain why traffic was so beastly tonight. Thank you for the kind invitation. Not ready yet. Do you sing? 10:51 PM
Stew: I don’t think u can call what I do singing 10:53 PM
Me: Are you a church person? 10:54 PM
Stew: No I feel that churches – the institutions like the Catholic Church often corrupt religion. For example with the priests molesting boys the Catholic Church was more worried about protecting the institution frayed than their own parishioners. I am a confirmed secular humanist who believes we should be decent and moral because that is the right thing to do 11:12 PM
Stew: I rowed in the Head of the Charles years ago so I like going to see it and see my old school row – sure u don’t want to meet me? I can wear my old crew shorts so u can check the boys out live and in person 11:14 PM
Me: Interesting! My dad was a minister – very liberal, ecumenical, social justice type – so I was all church until college. I took 10 years off, went back late 20s and was in deep until 7 years ago. Not very spiritual, mostly social justice work. Then my minister and I had a… difference of opinion about what is a good use of church space. And I decamped.  11:17 PM
Me: My dad coxed in college. You can not fit into your high school shorts?! 11:20 PM
Stew: Yes I can fit in my shorts – I weight 215 now and 205 then so basically the same size – yes I liked the church more in the 70s when there was a social justice movement – never understood why the church didn’t advocate for the poor and oppressed more I 11:23 PM
Stew: I know u say ur not ready and I respect that – I just can’t stop thinking about u and I am finding it very hard (literally most of the time) being patient. I will respect your wishes but believe me the moment u say ur ready the moment I will be there to meet u 11:25 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:37 PM
No worries I am still in a bad way – no time alone and so I have the pressure building up – I am afraid I may explode – u sure you can’t help a poor guy out : ) 
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:41 PM
I’m already helping… right?  😉 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:52 PM
If you mean by sending me pictures and talking about all the wonderful things we could explore together and do with each other that led to me having so many erections that my balls feel like they are going to explode then you have helped a lot a whole lot  : ) 
All kidding aside yes you have helped a lot – every conversation with you by email phone and text has been very enjoyable and left me yearning for more and wanting to see you.  I am doing my very best to be patient but it is hard oh is it ever hard  : ) <3
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:58 PM
You are amazing!  I adore the way you write!! 
have to toddle off to dream land now… have to meet Sis and Mom at the assisted living place at 9:30 am.  Bleh.   Sweet sexy dreams Stew
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 12:09 AM
No ur the amazing person.  I am so lucky you responded to my initial email and I am so excited about the possibilities that lie ahead for us.
Sleep well. I hope we can find time to talk soon

by

Stew’s Sassy dream

October 16, 2014 Thursday 

From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014  5:59 AM
your skirt was lifted up and folded on your back.  You were bent over the conference table and I was inside of you embraced by your hot and soaking wet pussy.  My cock was swollen like it never had been before as I thrust deep inside of you.  I held on to your hips to hold you in close to me and I kept thrusting harder and faster – my whole body was on fire. you were moaning with lustful pleasure and I could feel that I was about to explode blasting my white hot cum deep inside of you – The feeling of pressure building inside my cock was unbelievable when 
The alarm went off
Yes that is how I woke up this morning – extremely excited with a rock hard cock and a deep sense of frustration because I was not inside of you and was not anywhere near you.  What a vivid dream – you certainly have gotten in my psyche.
Hope your day goes well – can’t wait to talk with you
Stew
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 6:45 AM 
Good morning!   My goodness…hope it’s fun to get revved up in your dreams.  Amazing what four paragraphs can do.  🙂
I am tuning up my sultry voice for later. Put your finger behind your ear, and think of me kissing you there. 

Here’s to a great Thursday!  
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 7:45 AM
Yes it was simultaneously exciting and frustrating to wake up that way. can’t wait to experience that for real.
Can’t wait to talk to you – I have some questions that you can answer at your convenience either by email or when we talk
I am curious about your relationship with your husband. As I mentioned I signed on to AM Because while I like my wife, she is a good friend, wonderful mother, and great homemaker she has no interest in any intimacy.  It is a long story that I can discuss with you at some point, but I am not willing to live without passion nor do I want to break up my family.  So I am hoping to find one special friend on AM that I can share my passion with.
So while I do not feel good about sneaking around it is the only choice I have if I want to find passion again and keep my home life as it is.
What is the story with your husband – what does he know and how do you handle your home life and your AM life.
What are you looking for from me if we do find there is a chemistry between us and want to play together?  My hope for us is that you would be my one special friend that I can have fun with, good food, good conversation, good wine, laugh and enjoy ourselves and have wonderful, passionate, imaginative sex.  It will be hard enough to juggle my home life with you – I would never want to try and add other ladies to that mix.  Also, For me to have great passion I need intimacy and to develop intimacy there needs to be an underlying relationship.  I have no interest in one night stands or multiple partners.  I want one special lady and I hope that will be you.
If you don’t want one special guy I am ok with that.  Of course from a selfish standpoint I want us outside of our home lives to be exclusive to each other because that would make it easier to get together with you and so I hope you want the same arrangement as I do.  But if you don’t I can work with that as long as ur honest with me and when ur with me focused on me.  I am an honest truthful person – which is ironic given what I am trying to do.  But with that aside I do not play games and what u see is what u get.  So if you ever have any questions about me – why I did or did not do something or what I am feeling or want – just ask.  I will give an honest answer.
How long have you been playing around?  If you have been doing this before why ru looking now?
Me this is my first time on AM.  In my 30 years of marriage I have had three affairs and four one night stands.  I’ve been out on the road a lot – over the years four times I met a woman in a bar one evening and one thing led to another and we wound up in hers or my room, but it was very unsatisfying – as soon as we were done I would be lying next to her wondering about how quickly I could get out of there or would she leave if we were in my room.  With you I want to be wishing the time would never end and counting the moments until I see you again.  I had that with a woman I met in through work.  Given the nature of my job I was only in town about 8 times a year, but whenever I was we got together.  I looked forward to our time together and hated when I had to leave.  But don’t get to her area so our relationship has just faded away.  Sad for me but it has left me with wanting to find something similar here in my home state.  I hope you feel the same.
Have you ever been with a woman? I have never been with a man and have no desire to experience that.  
Have you ever been involved in a threesome?  I have and it was not very fulfilling.  My wife explored things with women in college and very early on in her marriage we invited one of her ex girlfriends into our house.  It was very exciting at first but I could tell that my wife was uncomfortable and had no interest in playing with her ex girlfriend and seemed uncomfortable when the two of us played together.  So it was unfulfilling to say the least.  I am not sure if I would ever try it again, but it would have to be with two women who very much wanted to play with each other and with me.  I have no interest being in a threesome with two guys and a woman.  But most of all what I want is one special lady who wants to explore a wide range of sexual experiences with me and wants and desires for my touch.
What type of toys do you have and how do you want to use them with me?  As I said I have not used toys but am open to anything that does not hurt and gives pleasure to you.
Have you ever used food in sex?  I have not but could be open to having something to lick off of you or for you to lick off of me.  If you were to do that what would you like to have on my cock and balls to lick off?  What would you like on you for me to lick off and where would you like me to place it?
If there was only one way for me to pleasure you what would you pick what way do you most want me to touch you when we are together?  If you could add a second type of touching what would be your second favorite?
If there was only one way for you to touch me what would you most want to do to me?  If you could add a second type of touching what would you add?
I cannot wait to learn more about you – I am so excited about the possibilities that lay ahead for us.  Look forward to talking with you and continuing our journey of discovery.
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 8:51 AM
Realized I did not answer for myself the questions I posed about touching.  So here goes
I think as you can see from my writings I am very oral, so by far my favorite thing would be licking you.  I love everything about going down on a woman – the smell , the taste, the feel, the warmth, the wetness.  I love when a women gets particularly wet and for some women when they have particularly intense climaxes their juices just squirt out.  
Number two would be kissing and exploring each other’s mouths with our tongues – I love it when a woman likes to taste herself, so I love it when a woman wants me to kiss her after I go down on her.
Number three would be sucking on your breasts and licking your nipples. I’m would love it if I could make you cum just by using my mouth and tongue on your breasts and nipples.
Number four would be playing with your pussy and clit with my fingers and using my fingers to probe the inside of your pussy and butt
Don’t worry I love being inside a woman, but you all have a great advantage over us men.  You can climax multiple times and you can climax and keep going.  So while I dearly love feeling all warm and snug wrapped inside a woman’s pussy it has the limitation that sooner or later I am going to cum and my cock will lose its firmness.  I do not have to worry about that with my mouth, tongue and fingers.  I can keep going indefinitely to give you pleasure and bring you to climax after climax.
I have never experienced anal sex but am open to anything you would find pleasurable.  I would think I would much prefer the warm embrace of your pussy lips but how would I know unless I had something to compare it to?
For your touching me my favorite would be for me to be inside you and to feel your warm wet pussy embrace my cock.  I love trying various different positions but my two favorite would be entering you from behind – I find I can angle my cock so it applies maximum friction to the clit in that position and thus can maximize the pleasure I provide a woman.  Also in that position your magnificent breasts would be hanging down and swinging back and forth with each thrust of my cock.  I would love to see them sway back and forth as I thrust back and forth inside of you.  Another favorite would be for you to sit on top of me – that way I can lie back and give you some control.  I can look at your face and I can reach up to those beautiful breasts.
I also love to have my cock sucked.  My last lady friend once sucked me off while I conducted a conference call with my staff.  It was very frustrating trying to ignore what she was doing and talk with my staff.  I love it when the woman massages my balls or places a finger up my butt while she is working on my cock.
These of course are a listing of what I like, but what I would like most of all is to see, hear, and feel you finding pleasure in my touch and reaching many deep and explosive orgasms at my touch.  So what I would like the most is whatever turns you on the most.  It just would be great if our likes matched up well but I am open to anything that would bring you pleasure.    
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:03 AM
As you can tell you are on my mind.  With today being your annual checkup it made me think about you having cancer.  I purposely have not asked about it because I did not want to presume given the very beginning of our relationship that I should ask such a personal question.  But I wanted you to know that I am open to talk about it however you may want.  If you wanted to leave that aspect of your life out of interactions, then I am fine with that.  Also I am happy to discuss it in any way shape or form that you want to.  I like most people have had health scares and losses in my life.  I am happy to discuss them with you if you are interested or I can keep them out of our discussions.  I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you today as you have your checkup in a way that was real and not pornographic  : ) 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Connecting
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 4:50 PM
Hope things went well today and my emails helped to out a smile on your face.
I am driving to meet my family for dinner and will have two windows between 5:30 and 6:30 and between 8:00 and 9:00 this evening when I will be driving alone.  I would love it if you could call me at [redacted]  during one or both of those windows – I want to hear that sultry voice of yours  : ) 
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5:42 PM 
I called him and we talked for nearly an hour.  He has a sexy voice and says sexy things!  I was very comfortable, felt like I could have talked with him all night!  We agreed to talk again at 8:30 when he’s done with dinner.  He asked me to send more erotica, so I did. 
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: The Storm
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 6:47 PM
The Storm
He made it inside just as the first thunder clap sounded.  BANG!  It started to pour as he walked past the living room windows.  Wow. That was close.  He loved thunderstorms!  He was very tempted to stand outside to watch the storm.  Maybe even dance in the downpour.  But there was something more important he had to do.  
He knew where to find her.  He shed his clothes as he made his way to the bedroom and sure enough, there was this lump the size of a person under the blanket. He rubbed where he thought a leg might be, and a slight whimper filtered out through the covers.  There was a crash of lightning and another big boom, and she shrieked.  
“It’s okay.  You’re okay.  I’m here,” he said calmly, trying to be soothing.  He crawled into the bed next to her.  She clung to him and wrapped herself around him, burying her head in his chest, trembling.  He couldn’t believe she was still such a wuss about thunderstorms.  She was so brave about almost everything else.  
But he knew how to distract her.  He put his hands on her back and rubbed gently.  He explored up and then down, surprised that she was naked.  He pressed her ass so that she fit tightly against him.  She moaned sweetly when she felt him hard against the top of her leg.  She shifted her head up and grabbed his head with her hands, kissing him frantically.  He slowed her down a bit, pressing his tongue into her mouth at a leisurely pace and making more soothing noises.  
“We have plenty of time…” he pointed out, squeezing her breast and teasing the nipple.
“Fuck me,” she whispered fiercely.  It sent a shock wave through him.  He loved it when she talked dirty to him.  Everyone else saw her as an ultra-polite, demure lady.  Only he knew about the wild girl inside.  She was turning the intense fear into another emotion, putting it to good use.  Smart girl.

“Yes, ma’am…” he chuckled.  He hugged her, pondering which position would be best. 
“Fuck me now,” she urged him. She wasn’t going to let him go slow today.  She flattened him onto the bed, straddled him and pressed him close, shifting her hips to rub him against her.  He could feel her dripping already.  It made him a little crazy.  He shifted slightly and she took him inside her and began to move.  Up and down she went.  He put a hand on her hip and one on her breast, twisting, teasing…
He knew her inside and out, as much as any person can know another.  But it never stopped surprising him how tight and hot she was, how he fit inside her like a sculptor had made him to be there and made her to make him feel so incredible every single time.  When he first touched her as a green boy, he realized that she was different.  He had felt an emotional connection for ages, but when they finally kissed, he felt a physical connection to her that he never felt again in his life.  Special, comfortable, exciting… and at times, inflammatory.  Chemistry.  That had never changed.  He thought he would get tired of her, stop thinking about her, stop wanting her… but it never happened.  Sometimes it drove him crazy, when he couldn’t get to her.  When he could and he couldn’t get inside her fast enough.  But it was the best kind of crazy… it made him feel alive.  Kept him young.  Made them both happier than anything or anyone else.  And the most amazing thing was that she felt the same way.  He marveled over that every day.  
She stopped moving… sensing that his mind had drifted.  He snapped back to her body and what she was doing, putting a finger at the top of her slit and flicking her most sensitive spot.  She sighed in pleasure and started moving again, rising up, arching her back and driving down on him again, shoving him so deep inside…. and then out again.  Her tits looked amazing when she did that!  It was the sweetest form of torture… so hot, so wet, so…. hmmmm.. he could not think when she was like this.  He could feel… oh, man could he feel!  Every nerve in his body was on fire.  And he craved the heat.  She kept turning up the temperature… taking him closer and closer… and then stopping.  She was panting.  She leaned over and kissed him again, sucking his tongue, twisting her hips… damn.  He felt the magic start.  He wasn’t going to last long if she kept this up… it was as if every muscle inside her was trying to squeeze him, milk him… whoa, baby.  What a woman…he thought she was going to make him peak.  But when he thought he couldn’t take it another moment, she stopped, flipping over onto her back on the bed. 
She lay there breathing loudly.  He tried to figure out what she was up to.  She turned to him and kissed him, wrapping herself around him on her side.  She stroked him, then put her hand lower, caressing his balls, pressing the spots she knew would send him soaring.  His breath grew ragged.. what would she do next?  
She pressed a finger inside his ass.  Oh, wow… she was really trying to push all his buttons this time!  His hips rocketed off the bed.  She pumped in and out, whispering in his ear.  “You like it when I fuck you, don’t you, fella?  Like it when I give your ass the love, eh?”she said, making a little sucking sound.  He moaned.  She knew just what to do.  She moved down his body, putting her mouth where her hand had been, licking his cock and sucking it deep into her mouth, then kissing his balls and sucking them and finally sticking her tongue in his ass!  He moaned and trembled.  She could be such a vixen!  
That was it.  He rolled over, pulled her legs up to his shoulders, and dove back inside her, pumping, deep, long strokes while she moaned and then screamed, her head thrashing from side to side.  He watched her shake, felt her hips crashing up against him.  She opened her eyes and the look… the look nearly made him explode.  So many words popped into his head… lust, passion, fire… love.  No one loved him like she did.  Her mind, her body… it all went together to make him know… mmmm…. 
There was another big thunderclap and she jumped.  He went wild on her, his hips thrusting in and out, hearing the slap of his balls on her skin and her moans… he let go, let his body take over, let the pulsing inside her trigger the flow…. he filled her, shooting over and over inside her, grunting and moaning and… exploding.  He collapsed beside her, feeling his heart beat, listening to her breathing… smiling. He did love thunderstorms!  And her…
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: re: Connecting
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 7:27 PM
Hiya hot stuff!  It was wonderful to talk with you and fill in more pieces of the “Stew puzzle.”  Thank you for brightening my evening!! 
-Sassy
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: The cancer thing
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 7:56 PM
Hiya Sexy man, 
Thank you for your kind words.  These check-ups are like driving up to the edge of cliff with a beautiful view.  The people are nice, it’s a shiny place but.. please God don’t let them shove me off the edge!  
Do you have questions?  I don’t mind talking about any part of my adventures, just don’t want to make it what I am about.  It took over my life four years ago for 10 months .  I wasn’t brave, I just went to the doctor a lot.  I worked the whole time.  I was cut, stabbed, poisoned and zapped.  And didn’t end up with any super powers!  I am whole and healthy and mostly put it all behind me.  
Here is the timeline: 
2010
Oct 25 Mammogram
Nov 3 Further tests
Nov 4 Diagnosis – breast cancer!  
Nov 20 Met with the team at MGH to hear their treatment plan
   a. Surgery in December
   b. Chemo Feb-May 
   c. Radiation  June-August
Dec 20 Surgery (removed a breast tumor the size of a shirt button) 
2011 
Jan 4 Second surgery (to get more tissue out) 
Feb – May Chemo every two weeks 
June-August Daily radiation 
I was very lucky to have found it early, to have a supportive family and an entire community to care for me.  And to live close to one of the best hospitals in the world.  
I didn’t have the nasty side effects you hear about – no nausea, no awful infections, no lasting side effects.  I had random crap like… everything tasted like soap for a week.  A nuisance but not painful.  I did spend one “interesting” weekend in the ICU with blood clots in my lungs.  But in every case, the doctors knew what to do, did it and I rolled along. 
The worst moments were the two weeks from when I was diagnosed to meeting the doctors and finding out what it really meant.  Once I got to the team at MGH, they took care of me.  And my dad died during my first weeks in chemo.  Nothing like going to a funeral with 200 people when you’re immunosuppressed and not supposed to be around crowds or touch people and your brain is mush.  But I did it anyway! 
The funniest moment was when I had lost 40 pounds, was wearing a wig feeling hideous and stupid.  Someone told me how great I looked and asked if I had been to a spa?  Ha!  Oh yes… Club Med(ical)!  
I am not usually vain but the worst part for me was losing my waist-length dark hair.  I rocked a wig for 6 months, then let my short hair show!  Thankfully, my hair is back to its long length… even if it’s silver now. 
Stories will come up now and then from those days, as I learned a lot.  But mostly it is in the past except for the check-ups 3 times a year.  If there is anything else you want to know, don’t hesitate to ask!  And feel free to share about your health adventures whenever you feel like it.  
-S
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 7:59 PM
I read over your thoughts about touching several times.  I hope to make it part of our “playbook” if we get together!  It all sounds possible and pleasurable!  
-S
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8:33 PM
I called him and we talked for another hour!  He is so easy to talk with… so sexy.  It’s scaring me how much I like him.

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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: The Storm
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:50 PM
Oh wow – I am going to have to reread this when I am alone and can properly relieve the tension I am feeling in my cock and balls.  Maybe you will have some time free during the day where you can be “bad” and tell me what you want me to do to myself  : ) 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: Connecting
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:52 PM
And you brightened my evening so very much.  I feel so excited about the possibilities that lay ahead of us.  I understand you want to proceed slowly and I will be patient, but I am totally smitten with you and am yours patiently waiting for when you want to meet for a drink.
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: That cancer thing 
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:55 PM
Thank you for sharing this with me.  Well all I can say is based upon the picture you sent me your breasts came through this in amazing shape.  They are two beautiful orbs of pleasure that I cannot wait to thoroughly explore.
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:58 PM
I am so glad you are open to my thoughts and that you are as imaginative as I am.  We seem to be a very good arch.  I know that we will someday be experiencing these and many more and I am confident as I said on the phone that you will find me a wonderful lover.   I certainly will do everything in my power to make you fulfilled.
BTW I am so glad that you can get so wet – I would love to feel your love juices gushing over me as you climax!
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:56 PM
Hi again!  
Wow… you keep me busy writing!  I so adore exploring inside your head.  Thank you for letting me in and sharing all these parts of yourself.   And thanks for asking to talk… it was great to have you in real time and go back and forth.  
What did you want to know about Hubby and I?  We met online.  He moved here from the midwest to live with me and we married a year later.  He is a talented, funny, sweet, smart man.  But he suffers from severe depression and morbid obesity.  Most days his medicines and therapy keep him on an even keel but some days he can’t get out of bed.  I promised to take care of him and I will continue to do that.  About 15 years ago he decided he did not want me physically anymore.  We are good friends. About 5 years ago he decided he wanted to see other women.  He started dating in 2012.  We are open.  He does his thing and I do mine.  We don’t share details, but he knows that I see other men.  He has a lady friend.  Perhaps you will meet him someday.  He would prefer that I date single men within our circle (the opposite of most men who want it to be no one they know and not close to home!) but I feel best when I am helping a man who would not otherwise be able to date, and does not want more than I can give or ask me to leave Hubby. 
I have no intention of changing your home life and will do everything in my power to keep your secrets.  You tell me whatever will help with that in terms of when it’s safe to call, or for you to visit, or anything that keeps you safe.  I have learned a lot from blogs and chat about what can go wrong and how to avoid it.  The main rules are:
– no use of credit cards that would be hard to explain, and
– “police your brass” in terms of your computer and phone.  Watch out for deleted messages in the trash, saved IM conversations, drafts, sent mail.  Use an incognito browser.  Save my number in your contacts under some random male name.  Watch out for phone logs.  
And don’t be “suddenly happier” or change your habits.  
I won’t wear perfume to get on your clothes, and I won’t mark your body as much as I would love to scratch or gently bite or… mmm… 
It is tough to lead the “double life” but I hope you will find me worth it!  I am leery of playing with newbies to AM but you seem to have learned the stealth lessons in other contexts and have your wits about you. 
Thank you so much for explaining what you want and setting expectations.  I find that can go a long way toward making it easier to be together.  My wishes match yours.  The phrase “friends with benefits” is trite but it fits.  I think it is very important to be honest.  I may need a “hall pass” if the old flame ever manages to see me again, but I will tell you and practice safe sex.  I am not possessive… if you decide you want others, just be nice to me and be safe, and I will judge you by how you are with me. 
I think I answered your questions about my history – old flame, on AM two years, changing now because my last guy got busted.  His wife left the house that night, moved away and has not seen him since except for one meet with their minister that was not productive.  She has filed for divorce, and he has moved on to dating “Good Christian Women” who will marry him.  We were together and exclusive for 6 months, but he doesn’t need me anymore.  We are friendly but he is busy with three other women!  If you want anything clarified, let me know. 
This is where I stopped to talk with you!  Whee!  
I told you about my one attempt with a woman, and the foursome.  Interesting but nothing I seek out or dream about. 
Thank you for explaining about your wife.  I think you have what chatters call DADT (Don’t ask, don’t tell) which is about as good as most men get. 
My toys are: 
1) 9″ “stunt cock”
2) The circus on a stick 
3) tiny black rubber butt plug that vibrates
4) silver bullet that vibrates
5) tiny rabbit keychain vibrator 
6 & 7) smaller vibrating dildos 
I got five in one package and two in another “on sale” that friends from chat recommended.  I don’t use them myself, just to enhance thing with a man.  Some day when we want some variety I can set them all out and we can experiment. 
I haven’t done much with food during sex.  Chocolate comes to mind, or there are certain lubes that taste like pina coladas!  I have lost my vegetable virginity… one guy showed up with a cucumber!  It was rather sweet… he had an inferiority complex about his size (He may have watched too much porn) and brought something big and smooth to please me.  His equipment was fine but we went ahead and played with the cuke!  I have to giggle every time I’m in the produce section now. 
I hope you are beginning to get a sense of who I am… and how we could have fun.  You are giving me great hope that we could be very special. 
Hugs with groping and a soft, sensual massage. 
-S
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 9:58 PM
I am so glad you are open to my thoughts and that you are as imaginative as I am.  We seem to be a very good arch.  I know that we will someday be experiencing these and many more and I am confident as I said on the phone that you will find me a wonderful lover   I certainly will do everything in my power to make you fulfilled.
BTW I am so glad that you can get so wet – I would love to feel your love juices gushing over me as you climax!
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: What a view two
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 10:16 PM
Wow what a wonderfully thorough and thoughtful response.  I have loved every interaction we have had so far.  You seem so honest, open and respectful and I strive to be the same.  As you can tell I want so much for us to move along and meet! That is just because I am so excited about the possibilities that await us.  It sounds like we will have a lot of fun together.  I also understand your need and to proceed slowly and I will respect that – it is just hard to wait.  I am like a little boy waiting for Christmas.  
I appreciate the tips and have and will be very careful.  I have changed all of my electronics so that they lock the screen after one minute of rest and I disabled the function to show previews of messages on locked screens (that is how my daughter saw a text before and told my wife).  I have changed all of my passwords and clear my history and delete emails after reading them. So I am and will be careful
Thank you so much for responding to my initial email and for you wonderful open heart.  I look forward to our future together. 
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Action shots
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 10:33 PM
As we were talking about what you’d like to do with my chest… I thought of a couple of .gifs I have in my modest collection.  Here they are for you to enjoy: 
1) The hands



2) The mouth


I find these little loops can be quite entertaining.  
-S  
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Action shots
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 10:39 PM
Thank- you but neither of those lady’s breasts come even close to you bountiful beautiful breasts : )  
I am so happy that you said you thought that I could bring you to climax just by sucking on your beautiful and luscious breasts.  I so much want to explore every inch of your beautiful boobs.  What little I have seen of you is spectacular.  I am a very lucky man to have found you!
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Action shots
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 11:19 PM
Sweet dreams – I look forward to talking to you tomorrow.  If you have a break during the day please give me a call.  I loved talking with you tonight.  And of course as soon as ur comfortable with meeting me for a drink I will make myself available.  I assure you there is no weirdness or oddity with me and you will find in me nothing but a decent, respectful lover focused on your wants and needs.  I understand that you want to to go slow and I respect that, but I will take every opportunity to assure you that my feelings and desires for you are true 
Just know when ur ready I will be ready for you.
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Re: Action shots
Sent: Thursday, October 16, 2014 11:11 PM
Awwww…. thanks.  I was trying to stay up to see the end of the baseball and football games but just can’t make it.  I am usually a night owl but having to get up early to take my car in has me dozing on the keyboard! 
I’m going to crawl into bed and think about you lying behind me, nibbling, tweaking… mmm…  
Sweet sexy dreams!  
-S


by

Stew’s views

October 15, 2014 Wednesday

From: Sassy
To: Stew
re: Connection
Sent: Wed, Oct 15, 2014 8:21 AM
Good morning!  Hope your Wednesday is off to a grand start.  I am dashing to work – very busy day running a big reception, but it should quiet down after that and I will have more time to answer.  Think of me and smile!  Hugs with groping and some naughty suggestions whispered in your ear.  -Sassy
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: A connection
Sent: Wed, Oct 15, 2014 9:10 AM
Good Morning to you as well.  I know I said I would give you time to answer but I can’t help myself – I am like a little boy trying to wait for Christmas morning to come.  So here is a description of how one of our dates might go.  This would be several dates in after we have established some trust and there is a strong underlying friendship between us.  I would be more demure on our first initial meetings.
As I said this is a ways into our affair and we have had some love making sessions where we have gotten to know each others turn ons and we are meeting for what to me seems like it would be a “regular” date.  Hope you like it – let me know what you think?
We meet at your favorite restaurant.  You are already seated and have a glass of wine in front of you and a devilish grin on your face.  I immediately notice that you are wearing a loose blouse and skirt and you clearly are not wearing a bra.  You catch me checking out your boobs under your blouse and you lean forward and ask me if I like what I see.  As you do this your blouse gaps open and I can see your beautiful breasts in their full glory and see that your nipples are rock hard.  It is all I can do to stop myself from grabbing them and placing my mouth on them.  Suddenly it seems very warm in the restaurant and my pants become very binding as my cock springs to life.  You bend towards my ear and place your hand on my rapidly growing cock and whisper in my ear that you have on no underwear at all. This makes me lose complete control and I start to stammer as the waitress smiles at us and said she will give us some more time.
At this point I can think of nothing other than that I want to take you right here and now in the restaurant and I have no idea how I am going to make it through dinner.  You are really enjoying yourself teasing me by rubbing my swollen cock under the table and flashing me your luscious boobs.  I can’t enjoy my food and I can barely carry on a conversation because clearly all of my blood is now in my cock.  All I can think of is that ur sitting right next to me in the restaurant and that there is just your very thin and loose blouse and skirt between me and true heaven.  
Finally i can’t take it any more and I slide my chair close to yours and slide my hand under the table and up your skirt.  As my fingers trace up your inner thighs you willingly spread your legs eager for my fingers to find their mark.  You scoot your butt down on the chair trying to thrust yourself on my fingers you want me so much.  As my fingers find your outer lips I can feel that you are soaking wet and my fingers trace along your labia as you bite your tongue barely able to suppress a moan.  My fingers are now moving in and around your labia and your pelvis is rhythmically thrusting against my fingers. I trace my fingers gently and slowly across your clit and you let out a noticeable moan of pleasure and desire and grip the table hard with your hands.  I look around to see if anyone have noticed what is going on under the table and I see that the staff and patrons are mercifully unaware of just how turned on we both are.  So I increase the speed and pressure of my fingers tracing your labia and clit and you quickly cum – your whole body shudders and you let out a muffled groan that seems to emanate from deep in your body.  You look me in the eyes and said that we need to leave as soon as possible or you were going to mount me right there in the restaurant.  So I motion to the waitress that we need the check. I see that my fingers are soaked and they are infused with your sweet funky love juices.  I can’t wait to get you alone where I can taste those juices and bring you to one climax after another with my tongue.
Hope you enjoyed this and that it makes you as wet as it has made my cock hard writing it .  If you like this I can tell you what happens once we get alone later that evening.  Also, if you like this you will need to tell me how you want me to refer to your “lady parts” – vagina, labia, clitoris are too clinical for me, but I will use whatever terms turns you on and makes you warm and moist. 
Can’t wait to read your response to this and my other emails.  Obviously I have followed your instruction and have been thinking of you with a big smile on my face as well as reactions other part of me have had in thinking about you.
So hugs with groping, some naughty suggestions and some wonderful playing with our hands and fingers.
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: A connection
Sent: Wed, Oct 15, 2014 7:24 PM 
Hope you had a good day – have been thinking of you – look forward to hearing from you and your reaction to all of my emails.
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Answers
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 7:51 PM
Hiya Studmuffin, 
How’s your evening going?  Was this a busy day for you?  
You are so impatient!  It’s rather thrilling to be sought after.  I survived running the reception at work… have put my feet up, taken ibuprofen, and eaten Japanese food!  Now it’s time for some fun!  I am scrolling back through your messages to answer and comment and tantalize you.  I’m a little brain dead, but hope this was worth waiting for!  
Phew… so relieved that you aren’t a Yankees fan!  I tend to trip over them, even if they haven’t lived in NY for almost 40 years!  So strange to have no Sox or Yankees in the play-off… no one to root for or against!  I’ve jumped on the Royals bandwagon for the duration.
I wish there was a quiz or something that would tell me if we’d be compatible.  It’s so tough to know if the chemistry will be there!  But everything you have written so far makes me think it’s worth exploring.  Thank you for the fantasy most especially… I find that an amazing way to get to know a man.  If you won’t think me too much of a hussy, perhaps I will share some erotica I’ve written or some of my favorite videos (aka porn.) 🙂 
Thank you for asking about terminology!  It’s a sad joke that I don’t have a term I like for my lady parts!  The medical terms definitely don’t do it… I’ve gotten used to the words pussy and clit, and will even toss off the intense cunt when the time is right, but can not recommend it for you!  So use whatever strikes your mood and if anything really weirds me out, I will say.  I tend to stick with vague niceties like “inside me” or hoo-haa!  Do you prefer cock?  Dick?  Willy?  Johnson?  I use cock unless instructed otherwise.  
What do I do to relax?  I like trying new restaurants.  I’m always searching for “cheap, fast and good” places, though it’s rare to find all three in one restaurant.  I like a wide variety – Italian, Mexican, Japanese, Chinese, Thai, Indian, Vietnamese, and lots of seafood.  Lobster is my favorite, with shrimp second.  If I were to take you out for your birthday, what would you order?  
Let me think about the perfect first meet… much depends on info I don’t about you yet.  I usually want a public place first, for a coffee or a drink, with the option for more (lunch, dinner), and if that works, a little kissing.  
We can figure out logistics later, but I am very flexible.  In theory I work 9-5 weekdays, but I have “doctors appointments” and lots of vacation time, and I can do whatever I like evenings and weekends.  Do you have a theory?  
I haven’t seen “Scent of a Woman.”  That quote makes me think you are a rather deep guy… with a big sexy streak!  
Your restaurant fantasy was so intense and sexy!  I had two reactions… the first from my demure side thinking I could never be that risqué in public.  My sassy side fights with her a lot!  Sassy thought you might inspire me to let that side out more!  It definitely had me tingling sitting at my desk at work.  Yum…. 
Is that everything?  Hope you will ask more… it’s so interesting to see what you want to know, and to think about answers. I’ll go now to dig up some of my writing, and perhaps a photo to titillate you! 
Mwah! 
-Sassy
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: Answers
Sent: Wed, Oct 15, 2014 8:02 PM 
Thanks for such a thorough response.  Yes ur correct I am very impatient.  I feel like a little boy waiting for Christmas and it is December 30th – day after my birthday and 360 days before Christmas.  In other words way too far in the future.  Tried setting up Yahoo – let me know if u got something from Hopin4passion60.  If yes we can chat by IM if u like.

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Yahoo IM chat

•  8:01 PM hopin4passion60: Tried IM let me know if you get this
•  8:12 PM Sassy: Hiya!
•  8:12 PM Sassy: I am touched! You set up YIM for me?
•  8:13 PM hopin4passion60: I aim to please
•  8:14 PM hopin4passion60: I would love it if u shared your erotica with me – and no I would not consider u a hussy – I want to know what turns you on
•  8:15 PM hopin4passion60: I would love to meet for coffee or a drink with potential for lunch or dinner and kissing – just let me know when you feel comfortable doing that
•  8:18 PM hopin4passion60: Ru looking for one special guy?  I am looking for one special lady and I hope it’s you.  I want one lady I can have fun with – good food, good wine, good conversation, laughing, and having a good time, followed by deep passionate lovemaking with the best kisser ever.  🙂  I can be flexible as well.  I work out of my house and my wife works during the day so Day time works best but I can make evenings work 
•  8:19 PM hopin4passion60: Glad u liked the Scent of Woman quote – I love everything about women but especially their pussies – the smell the taste the feel – it is a passport to heaven
•  8:20 PM hopin4passion60: I am glad u liked my fantasy – maybe we can experience that some day once we are truly relaxed and comfortable with each other
•  8:22 PM hopin4passion60: As for my man parts any term is fine – if you prefer cock then that works for me.  How about love muffin for your lady parts : ) and the little man in the boat for clit  : ) : )
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: The View
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:18 PM
Just as I was finishing my last meeting of the day yesterday, 
gathering my papers off the marble table in the conference 
room on the 36th floor, the sound of sirens wafted up from 
the expressway below.  Everyone else had left the room, so 
I took a minute to lean over the marble counter and stare 
down at the roadway.  There was a horrible wreck of mangled 
metal and shattered glass, several cars and a tractor trailer 
twisted together.  The traffic was stopped behind the mess, 
and the cars on the other side barely moved, rubbernecking.
Suddenly, I heard the door close. I straightened up, but before I
could turn, I felt your arm around my waist, and felt the heat of you
on my back through my dress.  You were already hard, pressed
tightly against my ass.  I started to speak, but you put a finger
on my lips and teased a corner.  I licked your thumb, and you moved
your hand down to unbutton my dress.  Just enough to slip
your hand inside and tease a hard nipple.  I moaned and let my head
fall back against your shoulder.  You bit my neck and ran your
tongue across my skin.
You slipped your hand under my skirt and inside my underwear,
teasing my most sensitive spot.  You pressed a finger inside,
unsurprised at the moisture gathered there.  I was startled
as you lowered my underwear.  I felt like my knees would
buckle, but you tightened your grip and spread my legs to
balance me against the counter.  I panicked when I heard
the rasping sound of your zipper, but before I could form the
words in my mind to stop you, I felt you hot and hard against
my skin, and a low moan was all that escaped my lips.  You
shoved it inside me, and your breathing grew ragged as you
watched yourself slide in and out.  You kneaded the flesh of
my hips as you moved, then reached around me to rub the top
of my slit in time with your strokes.  I was trying to be
quiet, but could not hold in all the gasps of pleasure as
you thrust deeper and deeper inside me, your balls slapping
against me.  You felt the trembling start inside me, and
the clenching around you.  You felt the pulsing, the searing
heat and suddenly lost control, pounding me into the wood
and stone, spurting up inside me over and over.
The only sound was our uneven breathing and the whirring
air conditioning.  You pressed your cheek to my back and
whispered, “What a view…”
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: The View
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:28 PM
WOW  – I definitely want to cum visit u in your office some day.  I am now rock hard and very frustrated that ur so far away! I will have to write u a more thorough response when I am more calm and collected.  
On a much more mundane topic I sent u lots of IMs to answer the questions you raised
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: The black
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:38 PM

Here’s my famous cleavage.  😀
I fought hard to keep these so I get to show them off, right? 
-Sassy
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From: Stew
To: Sassy

Re: The black
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:43 PM
Oh my – I so want to explore them with my mouth, lips and tongue.  Ur driving me crazy – I find this picture so sexy – it just makes me yearn all the more to meet you.  As I said I love busty curvy women and your cleavage and boobs are fantastic.
I am going to have to take matters into my own hands (if u know what I mean 🙂 until such time that I can see and touch them for real
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: The View
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 9:23 PM
Your description of that wonderful time in the office – u certainly must be a great office manager 🙂 inspired me.  Let me know what you think.
Here is what happened after we got to our hotel room after we left the restaurant.  Your were very frustrated that u were unable to play with me in the restaurant and felt it was very one sided with me having all of the fun.  But I was not done with you. I was determined to get you so worked up that you would be begging me to let you cum.
We got to the hotel room and drank some wine and relaxed.  You kept trying to get into my pants to unleash my cock so that you could have your way with it, but I would have none of it.  We kissed for a while with each of our tongues vigorously exploring the inside of the other’s mouth.  Finally I asked you to come over to the bed and we helped each other to take our clothes off.  Then I laid you down on the bed and pulled out a silk scarf at each end of the headboard, which I used to tie your hands down.
(Editor’s note:  I know you said that you did not like restraints and I would never do this unless u were totally and completely comfortable with this)
I did not want you restrained but I wanted to make sure that your hands could not get to me because I was going to take my time in exploring every inch of your body with mouth, tongue and fingers.  I wanted you to be totally frustrated that you could not return the favor and touch me.  Then I took out another silk scarf, which I use to cover your eyes because I want you to focus on your other senses, the feel of my fingers, mouth and tongue on your body and the sound of our lustful moans.
You are now at my mercy and I get on the bed on top of you and very briefly trace my rock hard cock across your lips and you eagerly lift your head trying vainly to take my cock into your mouth, but I shift my position so that now my lips are on yours and we slowly kiss with our tongues playing with each other.
I move away from your lips and start my tongue traveling down your front exploring every inch of your ample, luscious boobs.  My mouth takes in your breasts and I gently suck on them as my tongue plays with your nipple.  I keep switching back and forth between your lovely breasts.  You are amazed at how good my lip and tongue feels and you can feel a deep heat welling up in your loins.  It has never felt this good to have your breasts sucked and played with before.  My tongue was driving you crazy.  You pleaded with me to untie you so that u could get your hands on me.  But I was just getting started.  You were getting more and more turned on when much to your amazement you climaxed.  This had never happened before.  You were amazed at how turned on I had made you.
You again pleaded to untie you so that you could get your hands on me.  Instead I shifted again and brought my cock to your lips and you eagerly took it inside your mouth and moved up and down my shaft.  I was so hard and you wanted me to shoot my white-hot cum deep down your throat.  But just as I was moaning with pleasure and tensing my body so that you thought I was going to cum I pulled out.  At this point you were totally frustrated when I shifted once again to place my head between your legs.  I traced my tongue along the inside of your thighs every once in awhile my tongue would gently flick the outside of your love muffin’s (how does that work 4u?) lips.  You can’t believe how crazy my tongue is making you.  You desperately want the relief of a climax, on the other hand you never wanted this feeling to end – it felt so good.  You had never felt so turned on before.   My tongue was moving in and around your love muffin’s lips – I was changing the speed tempo and force of my tongue.  You wondered why I had not yet explored your clit when all of sudden your pussy exploded as my tongue landed on your clit.  You literally gushed a flood of love juices as your whole body exploded in orgasmic joy – every atom of your body was on fire.  The bed, your thighs and pussy and my face were drenched with your love juices.  I raised my head and brought my mouth on your mouth and you could taste your sweet funky love juices on my lips and tongue.  It made you want all the more to take my cock in your mouth so that you could taste my salty hot cum.
You pleaded for me to untie you or at the very least for me to let you suck me off.  But I just said no I was not yet done with you.  So I moved back down between your legs and began exploring your clit and pussy lips with my tongue.  You once again began to feel the heat building in your loins when I slid first one, then two and finally three fingers into your pussy.  So my tongue worked in and around your clit while my fingers thrust faster and faster back and forth inside your pussy.  You couldn’t believe how good it felt and that you were going to climax yet again.  As before, just as you felt like you were going to cum I would slow down or shift the position of my tongue.  It felt so good to be teased by me, but you desperately wanted the release of an orgasm.  Just as you felt like you were going to explode you felt the fingers of my other hand playing with the inside of your thigh, rolling my fingers in and around the love juices on your thighs.  You wondered what I was up to when you felt one finger slide up your butt.  You couldn’t believe it – my tongue on your clit and my fingers both in your front and backside filling up every slot and you came once again, but I kept up the pressure on your clit with my tongue and thrusting my fingers in and out of your pussy and butt.  The feeling was almost too much to bear after you had just climaxed but I kept at and you quickly came not once but a second time in quick succession.
You had lost track how many times you had cum, but you had never felt such intense climaxes before in your life and you were thoroughly and completely spent.  Our bed was soaked, we were both soaked with sweat and love juices and there was a strong funky smell of sex permeating the room.  You promised me that you would get your revenge soon, but you were too exhausted to do that now and we fell into a deep sleep cuddling in each other’s arms. 
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Re: The View
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 10:13 PM

Wow!  This was very special.  Thank you very much for sharing it!  It is so cool that I inspired you. 
Have you ever played with anyone you work with?  Oddly enough, I never have.  I’ve crossed many lines but not that one.  I did have three guys come after me when I left my first job!  That was an interesting surprise.  
I don’t mind restraints now and then for variety.  Especially not silk scarves. Though you could put a pillow on my hands and tell me not to move them and I probably would play along.  Just remember in my world of equality, if you do that with me, I get to try it with you the next time!  Have you be restrained?  Blindfolded?  Been entered here, there and everywhere?  
-Sassy
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: The View
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 10:21 PM
Yes I did play with a woman at work and she worked for me – so that was a double no no.  She worked in Sacramento, so I only saw her about 6 times a year but while it lasted it was very passionate.  She left and is now in the Peace Corp.  See the reaction I elicit in women.
I am open to any sex play that does not involve pain and is mutually agreed upon.  So if you want to try that sometime I am open for it.  Have never been restrained or blindfolded and have not done it with a woman but would love at the right time and place try it with you if we decide there is chemistry between us and want to try it.
Have had a woman place her fingers up the poop shoot while she was sucking me off – quite an enjoyable experience.
I would love to be able to talk with you.  My phone number is [redacted].  now is not a good time, but if you have some free time tomorrow I would really love to talk with you
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: The black
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 10:50 PM
U really know how to get my motors running – I keep looking at the picture of your cleavage and reading about our encounter in your office.  All I can think of is cupping those beautiful full boobs in my hands while I enter you from behind after I bend you over the conference room table. I have so many things I would love to talk to you so I hope that you can call me on my cell phone at [# redacted] when you get a chance tomorrow
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: re: The black
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 10:59 PM
So glad you like my chest… and could see yourself in the office with me.  
I would adore hearing your voice… and your words!  I am not working 
tomorrow but have a wacky day
8 am drop my car off to be repaired, take the Red Line to MGH
10 am Annual check-up at MGH, take the Red Line to Sis’ house
11:30 pm Lunch with Sis 
12:30 pm Visit to a possible assisted living center for my mom 
1:30 pm Pick up Mom’s car… hope it starts! 
If her car starts, I have to take it to be inspected.  After that I should be home!  So I will try to call you when I get home late afternoon?  If you can’t answer, just let it ring.  That should give you my number to call back when you can.  
I have a Google Voice number that looks like it’s from California, so don’t be startled.   
Tell me that you know how to keep from getting caught?  Last thing I want is to get you in trouble or face the ire of your wife! 
-S
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Re: The black
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 11:14 PM
I hope all goes really well with your checkup and car.  Ur right u have a wacky dy.   
I cannot wait to talk with you.  
As for being discrete I will be very careful.  I am new to this and am being very cautious.  My wife does not know the passwords to any of my devices and I make sure that no messages can appear on a locked screen and before I put down a device I make sure to clear history and sign off the application.  Finally while it kills me I delete the emails before I go to sleep.  While I would love to reread them many times i would much rather not do anything to jeopardize my being able to act them out for real with you.  
I work out of my house as a consultant and my wife works. So I am all alone from 7:15 until 3:30 for sure and often after that as my wife likes to visit with friends and shop after work.  Tomorrow from 5;30 until 6:30 I should be driving alone in the car which would be a perfect time for me to talk.
I am so excited about the possibilities our future holds and look forward to learning more about you.  It certainly seems like we want the same thing have the same adventurous spirit.  I think we are going to make each other very happy.  I want to make sure.
Have sweet dreams and and think of me pounding deep inside of you in your office.  I know I will  🙂

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Getting to know Stew

October 14, 2014 Tuesday
No word from Kris since Sunday.  Hubby is away overnight with his lady.  I am alone.  I asked Kris  to spend the night in my bed.  He didn’t.  We haven’t had sex in three weeks.  If he can meet other women, I can meet other men, right?  Guess I’ll put the time to good use and write to a new man on Ashley Madison!

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Date:  Oct 14th – 8:49pm
From:  Sassy
To: Hopin4passion60
Message:
Hiya Lookin! Thanks for your sweet note. And sending me to read your profile. I would like to learn more. Here are some questions and a bit more about me. Are you a native to Massachusetts? I was raised in upstate NY but moved here for college and stayed. I’m an office manager during the day. I help run a community project  in my spare time. I’m into theater but not drama! I’ve been married almost 18 years, no kids but two very handsome cats! Hubby and I are a great team, just not in the bedroom. I survived cancer three years ago and resolved to live life to the fullest. I am looking for a confidante to share fun and passion. Could that be you? What brings you to AM? How did you find it? I know how to spell discreet and plan to stay anonymous for awhile. I could go on but it’s late and I wanted you to have a response tonight. Do tell me more, and ask more questions? Hugs with groping! – Sassy
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Date:  Oct 14th – 9:14pm
From:  Hopin4passion60
To: Sassy
Message:
I was born in NYC, stayed in NY State until after college. Where in upstate NY ru from? I have been to Lake Placid/Saranac Lake/ Saratoga many times – love the Adirondacks. Went to law school in Boston, been here since. I have my own office now.  I am a liberal that believes in the power of government to help improve peoples’ lives – public policy interests me. Married over 30 years -grown kids, dogs and a cat. Wife is a good friend, wonderful mother, but no interest in any sort of physical intimacy. I very much want to be with a woman who wants and desires me and longs for my touch. Nothing would make me happier than to hear, see and feel a woman turned on by my touch. I too am looking for a confidante to share fun and passion, so it sounds like we want the same things. I do not want to change things at home but want passion in my life again. Saw an article about AM and thought I would try it. For me to have passion I need to have an emotional connection. I am not looking for love but I do want someone that longs to be with me when we are apart and not just because she is horny. Could that be you? I am happy to give you my email address if you want to “chat” outside of AM. Hugs with groping right back at you! – If we were to connect what type of groping do you most hope to receive from me? What really turns you on and what do you desire from a liaison? For me I much rather give than receive, so if we connect I would be a very attentive and imaginative lover focused on your wants and desires, but would love it if you like receiving oral. I love the intimacy – the smell, the taste, the feel the sounds – it is wonderful. If I can make you happy and fulfilled then I would be happy and fulfilled. Hope to hear from you soon
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Date:  Oct 14th – 9:59pm
From:  Hopin4passion60
To: Sassy
Message:
Ran out of characters in my last email. I am a good, respectful person that is looking for one special lady. I have a wide variety of interests and am non judgmental. All I really want is a lady who is interested in me, who when she is with me is relaxed and enjoying herself and when she is away from me she misses me and looks forward to being with me again. It is easy enough to get sexual release but what I really want is to be desired and to be with a woman that is turned on by me and wants to be with me. Do you think that could be you? What do want from me if we were to start a relationship. I love busty, curvy women so I am sure I would find you desirable and would hope you find me desirable, but there is only one way to find out – meet and see if there is an emotional and physical attraction. I understand you wanting to proceed slowly and respect and share that feeling, but I am hopeful that you would like to exchange private emails and phone numbers so we can explore whether there is chemistry between us. My email is [his real name@gmail.com]- please send me an email if you want to hear more. I certainly want to hear more from you and hope to hear from u soon.
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Date:  Oct 14th – 10:03pm
From:  Hopin4passion60
To: Sassy
Message:
I can be naughty when it is called for and I am always nice – here is a small gift to let u know I was happy to get your response and can “bearly” 🙂 wait for your next note.
 Stew
[He sent me an Ashley Madison gift – a teddy bear.  Very sweet but… guys… don’t do this.  It’s a waste of money!]
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Date:  Oct 14th – 10:04pm
From:  Sassy
To: Hopin4passion60
Message:
Hiya! Thanks for the prompt response. Aha! Another native New Yorker! Please tell me you are not still a Yankees fan?! I was raised around Albany. My grandparents were in Mt Vernon and worked in the city, so we visited there often.  I worked at a law firm in downtown Boston, so I have seen lawyers at their best and worst. Hope you are one of the good guys. I like the word liberal. I am so sad to hear your wife is not into the physical side of life. I expected to be a mundane, faithful wife but life dealt me other cards. You can find me at the same user name on Yahoo if you’d like to switch to email or IM. I want to be an equal partner. You do things, I do things, we do things together. I am not into pain or role-playing. I like variety. Some days slow and sensual, other days wild and fast! Have you played with toys? I bought some and want to experiment – see how they can enhance things. Ideal sex for me is a conversation with breaks for moaning. 🙂 I try to figure out what makes us both happy and do it a lot. I’ve been told I am THE BEST KISSER EVER… perhaps you can affirm that. Unlike many women, I adore oral sex – both giving and receiving! When was your last sassy blow job? Hugs with groping! And an ear nibble… just because. – Sassy
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Date:  Oct 14th – 10:12pm
From:  Sassy
To: Hopin4passion60
Message:
Ha ha! Thank you for the gift! That was very sweet. This reminds me of a joke I heard yesterday. Why did the teddy bear skip dessert? Because he was already stuffed! Are you cuddly?
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Date:  Oct 14th – 10:30pm
From:  Hopin4passion60
To: Sassy
Message:
I think I am cuddly – I certainly like to cuddle. I am 6 feet tall 215 pounds – physically fit. I have played sports all my life and keep physically active. So I have an athletic body with some mileage on it. But as I have said I love busty, curvy ladies. Sent you a note to Yahoo – let me know if you go it
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[He switched to emailing my mischief Yahoo account.  He used a gmail account with what looked like a real name… hmm… ]
From: StewartWhite@gmail.com 
To: Sassy 
Subject: Hi from Hopin4Passion60
Sent: October 14, 2014 10:33 PM
I was never really a Yankees fan – my family on my Dad’s side are all from Mass – my ancestors came here in the 17th Century.  My grandparents and parents lived in MA and I went to prep school in Western MA. My grandfather was a big Red Sox fan and I always enjoyed the Red Sox.  So it was easy becoming a full fledged member of Red Sox nation when I moved here.
Where near Albany?  My wife is from around there.  Never really practiced law, just use it to run my own business, so I guess I am one of the good guys.  I believe in being honest and ethical and don’t believe in doing whatever it takes to win for your client, so I feel more comfortable doing my own thing.
Being an equal partner – “you do things, I do things, we do things together” sounds great, but nothing would turn me on more than to taste, see, feel and hear you turned on by something I was doing with or for you. I too am not into pain or role-playing. I also like variety. I have not played with toys, but since you bought some and want to experiment I would be a willing “lab rat.” 🙂  As I said my focus would be on your wants and desires, so if toys help you experience pleasure then they would be pleasurable for me.  I of course like a great blow job and it has been awhile since I have received one, so I would love to be a recipient of a sassy blow job.  I am very oral, so being with THE BEST KISSER EVER would be a great bonus.
I am so happy you adore receiving oral sex – nothing would make me happier than to be melted between your legs tasting and smelling your love juices, exploring every inch of your lips with my tongue. I would love exploring with my tongue what turns you on and hearing you moan with lust and desire as I bring you to climax.   
Hugs with groping! And a long slow licking of your inner thighs and sweet moist (you need to tell me how u want me to refer to your lady parts :-)… just because. – S
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From: StewartWhite@gmail.com 
To: Sassy
Subject: More Questions
Sent: October 14, 2014 10:42 PM
Saw you are interested in Theater.  What other things do you like to do to relax? 
I enjoy theater, movies (all kinds – even chick flicks 🙂 saw a lot of them with my kids; books (mostly current and historical events), good food and good conversation.
What would be your idea of a perfect first date should we decide to pursue this?
Once we get through the discovery stage and were comfortable this is something we want to embark on how would you like to proceed?  How often when would you like to get together; where would you like to meet (i.e. what times of day and what days work for you and how flexible can you be).  
I am excited to learn more about you.  On a sexual level it sounds like we have the same interests and desires
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From: Sassy
To: StewartWhite@gmail.com 
Subject: A connection 
Sent: Tue, Oct 14, 2014 10:44 PM
Hiya… what do you prefer to be called?  Stewart?  Stew?  Studmuffin? 
I just got your messages!  Wow! I’ll go reply to that. 
I do like to meet but give me a little while to get more comfortable, to trust?  I won’t make you wait too long, but want to explore a bit further so I don’t waste your time.  
-Sassy
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From: StewartWhite@gmail.com  
To: Sassy
Subject: Scent of a Woman
Sent: October 14, 2014 10:46 PM
As I said I like movies and I watched Scent of a Woman today while I was working out.
Don’t know if you have seen it but Al Pacino plays a retired Lt Colonel who is very abrasive.  Since he is blind Chris O’Donnell is a High School student who helps him get around.
They go to NYC for a weekend for Al Pacino to experience the fine things in life and he wants to hire a high end escort.  Chris O’Donnell says that Al Pacino has a one track mind and wonders why he is so interested in women and Al Pacino replies:
“Women! What could you say? Who made ’em? God must have been a fuckin’ genius. The hair… they say the hair is everything, you know. Have you ever buried your nose in a mountain of curls… just wanted to go to sleep forever? Or lips… and when they touched, yours were like… that first swallow of wine… after you just crossed the desert. Tits. Hoo-ah! Big ones, little ones, nipples staring right out at ya, like secret searchlights. Mmm. Legs. I don’t care if they’re Greek columns… or secondhand Steinways. What’s between ’em… passport to heaven. There’s only two syllables in this whole wide world worth hearing: pussy.”
Pretty much sums up my feelings about women 🙂  I love everything about them.

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Hopin4Passion60 writes

October 12, 2014 Sunday

I got a message from AM – a new man wrote to me!  First time in over a month! If you’ve ever wondered what a “you’ve got mail” email from Ashley Madison looks like, here it is (with some edits to protect his privacy).  It tempts me with some bits of his profile.  This one looks good!

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Subject: Hopin4passion60 has sent you a Message

I logged on to read his message.  Oh my…

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Date: Oct 12th – 1:04pm
From: Hopin4passion60
To: Sassy
Message:
I love laughing, touching, finding a way to get with each other what we do not have in our homes. I believe I am reasonably smart, with a good sense of humor, and upbeat. I like a wide variety of restaurants. I enjoy making a lady smile and be appreciated. I want conversation and sex. I am 6ft, 220 lbs, athletically built, so I am a sturdy guy and I love big, busty, beautiful, demure women with a great smile, sultry voice and a great attitude. We seem to have the same wants and desires. I am looking for one special lady with whom I can share a passionate love life. But for me in order to have passion there needs to be an underlying friendship. I want one special lady with whom I can talk, laugh and enjoy being with her and of course have great sex. But for the sex to be great there has to first be a connection. I do not want casual sex or one night stands. I want a woman who wants to be with me when we are not and not just because she is horny. If there is a connection between us I promise that in me you will find a kind, respectful and imaginative lover focused on your needs and desires.