Naked shoulders

Wednesday, May 1, 2013
7:53am Phil
Morning! Have a great one!
[photo of his face leaving the gym]
Good morning handsome!
8:56am Phil
Just out of the gym
Hot hot hot
[photo of his face and naked shoulders]
Mmmm… skin.  Wanna touch.  Cmere kid.

Fender bender

Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Hiya Kid!  How was your Tuesday?

I voted, dealt with a car insurance claim for the first time – a fender bender – and work was nuts!  I want a calm evening and dreams of a handsome man with beautiful shoulders and a sweet smile!

The Journey

The Journey

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice–
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
“Mend my life!”
each voice cried.
But you didn’t stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do–
determined to save
the only life you could save.

by Mary Oliver
b. 1935
American poet who has won the National Book Award and the Pulitzer Prize. The New York Times described her as “far and away, [America’s] best-selling poet”

Chinese dinner

Monday, April 29, 2013
Good morning!   Heading back to work.  Have a great Monday and don’t think about my chest.

9:22am Phil
Good morning, tackling new tasks, have to put it all together.  It’s a gorgeous day.  Have a great Monday!

6:15 pm
Tried a “new to us” Chinese place in Brookline.  We’ve been to their suburban location but thought we’d give the one in town a taste.

Sizzling war bah beef rice cakes and ma pa tofu with white rice

Hey darlin’

From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Wednesday, April 24, 2013 12:06 PM
Subject: Re: Sunday
Good morning sweet Stan, 
All the mess down here makes me appreciate life a lot… simple things like being able to go out of my home!  But it also makes me realize my life is not how I wanted… I needed a man soooo badly.   Not just the sex… the hugs, the listening.  *sigh. 
Ah restaurants.  You know I can go on and on about those!  Have you been to Rudy’s Tequilaria in Teele Square?  They are smaller scale and low key compared to Painted Burro but better food and you can hear!  Red Bones is fun – I adore barbecue.  We’re often there with about 40 project people and whoop it up down under.  
I’ll have to check out your suggestions.  Thanks!  We used to go to Allston a lot to eat at a tiny Vietnamese place called VMajestic.  But it closed suddenly 3 years ago.  We adore the authentic Chinese at Shanghai Gate over at the corner of Comm and Harvard Ave.  
Are you really not getting anything?  When was your last roll in the hay?  How can you stand it?  Why don’t you let me help?!  I do wonder if you are an email king… which is fine with the wonderful emails you send!  Being together still feels like a great idea if the stars ever align.  You seem so much better than anyone else I am talking with, so I hold out hope it will be true in person.  Touching.  Tasting.  Fucking.  YES!
No fun sex lately.  I used to be juggling several guys but I have grown weary of that.  I am mostly on AM these days only to help friends edit their profiles.  I get hot messages from my old flame, but I am completely starved for male company.  I have been alone with a man doing sexy things exactly 5 hours this year.  NOT ENOUGH! 
1) An interesting Friday afternoon in February with a much-older local AM man at the Hyatt – he craves big women and despite me being large he wants someone bigger!  He wants to see me again but it’s tough after someone says you are not what they want.  He did send interesting videos that you have benefitted from, so he has his moments.
2) A delightful expensive dinner and “dessert” at a fancy hotel with an even older traveling AM man from Florida the first week of April – he is a complete sub and I am not a domme!  I tried but… it’s not as easy as you might think.  He only wants to email to set up a meet, so no fun day-to-day. Can’t decide if the perks of seeing him outweigh his quirks.  
You are so cute – it’s wonderful that bodies of all kinds can get you going!  Enjoy the view.  
I’m off to run a big reception with sweets and champagne.  I will eat an eclair and when the sweet cream slides down my throat, I’ll think of you and smile!  
From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 28, 2013 9:23 AM
Subject: re: Sunday
Hey darlin’ loved your email. Your words made me want to love you affectionately, talking and kissing into the wee hours of the morning.
I’ll have to look for the Rudy’s and the Shanghai Gate.
Yes I’ll show myself to you to be real, the email king comes alive!
Interesting encounters even if not totally fulfilling. Any fun heavy petting?
How was the reception and especially, how was that cream doing down your throat? 😉 I sure won’t let my cum go down your throat (well not all the time!) but rather let us play with it on your lips….
What’s up today? Nice weather huh? What clothes does this weather have you wearing? Me, shorts and t-shirt.
Let’s talk soon xoxo
From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 28, 2013 9:24 AM
Subject: Vid clip
Thought you might like this. Love how she’s on top fucking him hard to get herself off:
[Sadly, this video has disappeared. Here’s another of Alyssa Branch to entertain you.  Enjoy!  

I’m Not In Love

Now that I’ve been on Ashley Madison awhile, I hear this song totally differently.

10cc – I’m Not in Love 
1975 Video stereo widescreen

I’m not in love
So don’t forget it
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through
And just because
I call you up
Don’t get me wrong, don’t think you’ve got it made
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because.. 
I like to see you
But then again
That doesn’t mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you
Don’t make a fuss
Don’t tell your friends about the two of us
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because..

Be quiet.  Big boys don’t cry.  

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that’s lying there
So don’t you ask me
To give it back 
I know you know it doesn’t mean that much to me
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because.. 
Ooh you’ll wait a long time for me
Ooh you’ll wait a long time
Ooh you’ll wait a long time for me
Ooh you’ll wait a long time 
I’m not in love
So don’t forget it
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through
And just because I call you up
Don’t get me wrong, don’t think you’ve got it made
I’m not in love

I’m not in love
from Wikipedia’m_Not_in_Love
a song written by Eric Stewart and Graham Gouldman of the English group 10cc, from the album The Original Soundtrack. The lyric reveals a narrator in denial about the title’s ostensible theme. The song on the b-side “Good News” also appeared as a bonus track on the Japanese version of the album. The song revolves around the singer or narrator repeating several times “I’m not in love” but at the end of the song he realizes that he is deceiving himself. The song was released on 31 March 1975. It is on the soundtrack of the film Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason, and was also part of the soundtrack of the game Grand Theft Auto: Vice City Stories.

Catching up

Saturday, April 27, 2013
Hiya Kid. You have a good day? Beautiful weather. Mom was busy with a rummage sale, so I had lunch w/ a pal at the Chinese buffet.  So great to catch up!

Hugs with groping to you!

11:14pm Phil 
I did have a good day. Said goodbye to my buddy today. Moving away. Kinda sad but it’s the way it works.
You give him a good send off?

11:14pm Phil
Yeah, big party