Sunday, June 1, 2014
Me: Good morning hot stuff! 9:44 AM
Kris: Morning sexy Sass! Sat in church fantasizing more adventures…like early morning breakfast at your fave place in Laconia…then long, SLOW ride in boat around whole shoreline of all of Lake W….and of course….somehow/somewhere (in boat? room? TENT?)…..”try again”. (“Oh my, Mr. Kris,” she says ever so sultry and coyly…”Whatever r u talking about?”) 11:43 AM
Me: Fantasies in church? Naughty! I’m hiding in the bathroom at the barbecue, peopled out, hope to go home soon. Hope you’re having a nice Sunday! 3:27 PM
Kris: Kind of like Michael Corleone at Baptism in church…while people were simultaneously being murdered by his orders. But I’m only plotting adultery. Good thing I don’t live in ancient Israel… where adultery was a sin punishable by stoning to death. Off to get my bike…to ride to gym to work out…then little more gardening. Pretty active for an old man, yeah?! 😉 4:46 PM
Me: Just got home. Need to do stuff but nap is calling… you are pretty spritely for a man in his dotage. 4:48 PM
Kris: have to look up dotage. guess is old guy? lol. if u nap….let me in a dream… 🙂 4:53 PM
Kris: u up? 9:49 PM
Me: Yes. 9:50 PM
Kris: watchupto? 9:50 PM
Me: Bopping around the net. You? 9:52 PM
Kris: watchin movie…”Labor Day” with Kate Winslet…not usual “flesh and fucking” she usually does in movies….but sensual in subtle way…. u gonna b up for a while? 9:56 PM
Me: You know it is very tough to be with someone for 27 hours and then not be with them again for days. 9:57 PM
Kris: r u talking bout me?!? 9:59 PM
Me: I hope to stay up until sometime between 11 pm and midnight. But bed is calling me… 10:00 PM
Kris: can’t chat now, but could when movie is over. not sure how much longer though – would think hour at most, but not sure. 10:03 PM
Me: that’s fine. Check in when you can. I’ll leave my Yahoo chat open. If I go off to bed I will text you. 10:15 PM
Kris: k. curious about what u meant about spending 27 hours…then hard not to see for days. understand “sort of”…want to understand better. don’t try to explain here. save for chat. tomorrow if need b. let u know when movie ends. if you’re still up. sleep if u need to. hug & kiss….Kris 10:25 PM
Kris: movie’s over…going on chat 10:55 PM
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· Jun 01 11:00 PM Kris: Hi!
· Jun 01 11:00 PM Sassy: Hiya!
· Jun 01 11:00 PM Kris: Tired?
· Jun 01 11:02 PM Sassy: Not too bad
· Jun 01 11:02 PM Sassy: You?
· Jun 01 11:02 PM Kris: Same…glad to be chatting with you… : )
· Jun 01 11:03 PM Sassy: : )
· Jun 01 11:04 PM Kris: So what did you mean by hard to be with someone 27 hours…then not see for days? Sorry you did? Or wish you could see me sooner than “days”?
· Jun 01 11:04 PM Sassy: Tough to be so connected and then… disconnected.
· Jun 01 11:06 PM Kris: So would you rather not be “so connected”? Not spend so much time together at once?
· Jun 01 11:07 PM Sassy: Oh no… not at all.
· Jun 01 11:07 PM Sassy: Just a bit of emotional whiplash
· Jun 01 11:07 PM Sassy: to be so close and then so far
· Jun 01 11:07 PM Kris: is that new/different…than other relationships?
· Jun 01 11:08 PM Sassy: Seems more intense… and I haven’t spent the night with other AM men… probably something to do with that
· Jun 01 11:09 PM Kris: but not something you don’t want to do again….just a different experience…not used to?
· Jun 01 11:10 PM Sassy: Yes
· Jun 01 11:10 PM Sassy: A bit of a roller coaster
· Jun 01 11:10 PM Sassy: You feeling anything like that?
· Jun 01 11:11 PM Kris: no. not any sense of disconnectedness or it being too intense- only positive feelings of being close to you and getting to spend a lot of time with you. I do “intense” a lot in general anyhow (case you haven’t noticed). lol
· Jun 01 11:12 PM Kris: but it can scare people. I understand that. or cause strange feelings after. I understand that but I don’t experience it that way.
· Jun 01 11:13 PM Sassy: It was so fun, so spoiled and now I am back to having to shoulder everything
· Jun 01 11:13 PM Kris: and not to bring up a sore subject….but facing work tomorrow is a big downer for you sure.
· Jun 01 11:15 PM Sassy: I am mostly holding it off, telling myself it won’t be as bad as I thought
· Jun 01 11:17 PM Kris: maybe it won’t be. I’m glad you experienced our time together as fun and being spoiled. for me that means “mission accomplished” : D hope you’ll let me do it more. and not “protect yourself” against the “back to reality” part by not letting me cook up other ways I hope we can have fun and I can try to spoil you.
· Jun 01 11:18 PM Kris: I’m a little surprised you enjoyed it as much as you say. I believe you…just a little surprised….thought it might have all been
· Jun 01 11:18 PM Kris: might have been “a bit much”
· Jun 01 11:20 PM Sassy: I was surprised you didn’t get sick of me, and wanted to do all that mundane stuff… but it seemed quite intimate in a fun way
· Jun 01 11:26 PM Kris: why would I get sick of you? “intimate in a fun way” can be to me what “fast, casual sex” is to many people – turns me on. it’s kind of “slow extended foreplay” because when I get to fuck YOU, I’m fucking a real person I’m getting to know more intimately and the fucking is better for me that way. that’s when I get turned on. not just “use you” like when you fucked me for the first time. that was very intimate and real and brought the “trust thing” to a different level… but mundane stuff puts sex with you on a “different level” for me. that might make me a little “weird” or “different” or “whatever”. sometimes I like “fast and casual”…but honestly probably more in fantasy sex than real sex.
· Jun 01 11:30 PM Sassy: Wow… you explained that really well. I get it.
· Jun 01 11:32 PM Sassy: I really needed it this week. I can’t get over how you are here now…
· Jun 01 11:33 PM Kris: what do you mean “how I am here now”?
· Jun 01 11:33 PM Sassy: When other stuff in my life is so heavy, you are giving me breaks and helping me bear it
· Jun 01 11:34 PM Kris: good! glad to help! I’m having plenty of fun myself! : D
· Jun 01 11:35 PM Kris: have some more “intense” fantasies/ plans I was thinking of for spending more time together during the week if you want to….after my wife starts working and is gone most of the time.
· Jun 01 11:36 PM Sassy: I had to giggle at you cooking up stuff like that in church!
· Jun 01 11:37 PM Sassy: I’ve been watching naughty videos… but thinking of us doing the stuff
· Jun 01 11:37 PM Kris: Oh good! we should watch it together sometime. here are some more “fantasy plans” I could pick you up when you get out of work… since I’m not that far away in the course of my work anyhow. then bring you to my house and fuck you. sleep with you and bring you to work in the morning.
· Jun 01 11:38 PM Kris: after my wife starts work in a couple of weeks
· Jun 01 11:38 PM Kris: when she’s gone 24/7 with only one day home.
· Jun 01 11:41 PM Kris: don’t have to answer… got time to think about it…but you’re more adventurous than you let on to be, so I’m getting VERY HOPEFUL. with all my crazy schemes! LOL
· Jun 01 11:41 PM Sassy: I think about each one you tell me about
· Jun 01 11:41 PM Sassy: Try to imagine doing them
· Jun 01 11:43 PM Kris: ok….so “in general” do they seem “scary?” or “not that fun” or “might be fun” or”fun or “not sure what I think”?
· Jun 01 11:44 PM Sassy: It varies. : )
· Jun 01 11:45 PM Kris: makes sense. let’s find the one(s) with the best shot at being really fun. you’ll have to tell me what you prefer.
· Jun 01 11:45 PM Sassy: Sure.
· Jun 01 11:46 PM Kris: anything else on your mind as we approach “turning into pumpkins” time?
· Jun 01 11:46 PM Sassy: sex.
· Jun 01 11:46 PM Kris: be specific
· Jun 01 11:47 PM Kris: what was on the naughty videos you were watching?
· Jun 01 11:48 PM Sassy: I was thinking about 4 am Friday
· Jun 01 11:49 PM Kris: what about it?
· Jun 01 11:49 PM Sassy: Feeling the rhythm of your tongue on my nipple, matching the movement of your fingers and then your cock inside me… with it dark I was focusing on the feeling… the sounds.
· Jun 01 11:50 PM Kris: did it feel good?
· Jun 01 11:50 PM Sassy: Very.
· Jun 01 11:50 PM Kris: for me too
· Jun 01 11:51 PM Sassy: Makes my inside woggle thinking about it now
· Jun 01 11:51 PM Kris: good!
· Jun 01 11:51 PM Kris: we’ll have to do it again sometime!
· Jun 01 11:52 PM Kris: what sounds in particular?
· Jun 01 11:52 PM Sassy: your moans
· Jun 01 11:52 PM Kris: just before cumming and during?
· Jun 01 11:52 PM Sassy: yes
· Jun 01 11:54 PM Kris: I know you want me to talk more during sex….but you should be encouraged to know that I am much more expressive with you when I cum than “other times” I feel free to make sounds and that you’ll like it too… so that’s VERY different for me…and very fun!
· Jun 01 11:56 PM Sassy: I find it odd that you are so talkative and then just shut down… I suppose you are focusing on what’s going on, harder to think, talk?
· Jun 01 11:58 PM Kris: yes. I’m focusing on feeling…talking distracts me rather than turns me on. but that’s not to say I don’t want to try new things and need to find what turns you on. I’m willing to experiment and learn and do different things. part of it is that when you’ve been doing the same thing for so long in the same way there’s a bit of a “learning curve” but I’m willing to be a teachable student if you’ll keep being a patient teacher. : D
· Jun 01 11:59 PM Sassy: Sounds perfect!
· Jun 01 11:59 PM Sassy: I am so happy that you get that it isn’t perfect right off the bat, that it is worth working on
· Jun 02 12:00 AM Kris: I just hope it keeps moving in the right direction. I worry a lot about you not being satisfied, not cumming, giving up.
· Jun 02 12:02 AM Sassy: Not likely
· Jun 02 12:03 AM Kris: you seem to have a great capacity for “relishing what you DO get pleasure out of” and making that “enough” {for the moment)
· Jun 02 12:03 AM Kris: enough to keep going, trying new things… not giving up.
· Jun 02 12:04 AM Sassy: I get zilch at home, so it all seems to good to me!
· Jun 02 12:05 AM Kris: what do you mean by “zilch?”
· Jun 02 12:05 AM Sassy: I get nothing physical from Hubby
· Jun 02 12:06 AM Sassy: So holding your hand in Uno’s sticks out to me
· Jun 02 12:06 AM Kris: yes I know it means nothing…but with who? hubby….or “anyone for that matter”…..?
· Jun 02 12:07 AM Sassy: I am getting nothing from no one
· Jun 02 12:07 AM Sassy: Except all the wonderful attention from you!
· Jun 02 12:09 AM Kris: ok. just gotta get that sex thing really hot and satisfying for you. all my “extra-curricular” fantasies are all well and good….but need to keep the “main thing the main thing”… which I know for a fact YOU will not let us slip too far away from (even if it escapes me temporarily in my “dotage”). ; )
· Jun 02 12:10 AM Kris: tell me what you watched in the naughty video then I should let you go to sleep…as fun as it is to talk about sex with you.
· Jun 02 12:11 AM Sassy: They were pretty gross actually… if I find a good one, I will send it to you.
· Jun 02 12:11 AM Sassy: About squirting mostly
· Jun 02 12:12 AM Kris: I know we talked about this a little…but is that really squirting “v” juice? just find that hard to believe/imagine. think they’re actually pissing and saying it v-juice. LOL
· Jun 02 12:13 AM Sassy: I don’t know… was not pee from me!
· Jun 02 12:13 AM Kris: you’ve squirted?
· Jun 02 12:13 AM Sassy: Yes… you made it happen twice in the hotel in Salem
· Jun 02 12:14 AM Kris: that was squirting? I thought it was like an actual gush of v-juice that came out in a stream. did you experience it that way in Salem?
· Jun 02 12:15 AM Sassy: yes
· Jun 02 12:15 AM Kris: I don’t remember it in Salem. was that when the sheets were really wet? I though that was the first time in the hotel in Woburn after first lunch at the 99. but don’
· Jun 02 12:16 AM Kris: don’t trust my memory (I’m not keeping a journal)
· Jun 02 12:16 AM Sassy: The hotel in Woburn was where I got carried away and made it tough for you to sit down for awhile.
· Jun 02 12:17 AM Kris: not the sheets being drenching wet after?
· Jun 02 12:17 AM Sassy: No. that was Salem
· Jun 02 12:17 AM Sassy: with shrimp
· Jun 02 12:17 AM Sassy: it was an S day…Salem. Shrimp. Squirting!
· Jun 02 12:17 AM Kris: hee hee (as you would say)!
· Jun 02 12:18 AM Sassy: I should go to bed. But I don’t want to. Don’t want to leave you… and if I go to sleep I have to wake up and go to work. : (
· Jun 02 12:19 AM Kris: ok….but first tell me one thing you want me to do that we haven’t yet and then we’ll say goodnight.
· Jun 02 12:20 AM Sassy: mark me
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Kris: other than pee with the bathroom door open… or send you a pic of my feet.
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Kris: explain “mark me”
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Sassy: leave a mark on my breast
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Kris: how?
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Sassy: with your mouth
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Kris: bite you and suck hard enough to leave a mark?
· Jun 02 12:21 AM Sassy: Or you could draw it with a pen, I suppose
· Jun 02 12:22 AM Sassy: yes
· Jun 02 12:22 AM Sassy: something I can feel at the time, then look at when you’re gone and smile
· Jun 02 12:23 AM Kris: ok. I can do that…and will! hopefully soon. invite me to “cordially fuck you” when hubby has a date some time. if I can, i’ll be there.
· Jun 02 12:23 AM Sassy: Yes… I am working with him on this week’s calendar.
· Jun 02 12:23 AM Sassy: I am busy Tu with Mom and project meeting Thursday
· Jun 02 12:24 AM Sassy: More info as I get it!
· Jun 02 12:25 AM Kris: ok. Whenever. I’ll look forward to it. in the meantime can still bug you with texts and chatting. now time to say goodnight. Nite SEXY SASSY!!!
· Jun 02 12:25 AM Sassy: Good night dear man.
· Jun 02 12:25 AM Sassy: I may be quiet during work hours. Do not take it personally.
· Jun 02 12:26 AM Kris: Won’t. thanks for heads up….may restrain myself knowing that. understand. Nite!