More than Frisky

Sunday, April 13, 2014
From: Kris
To: Sassy
Sent: Sunday, April 13, 2014 3:33 AM
Subject: how i want to ravage you
ok…it’s 3:00 a.m. and i’ve spent the last 2 1/2 hours in bed unable to sleep just fantasizing about TODAY!  don’t worry….i’m not thinking of rushing out and buying an engagement ring–this is pure, unadulterated, sexual desire for you….lust, wanting to take you…and be had by you.
So please don’t think this silly…but here’s a little “fantasy” i’d actually like to do:
1) I’m so pissed off I can’t bring my bike tomorrow.  Even if you never ride it–you’ll see how impressive it is as a machine.  And when I wear all my leather it puts me “in a mood”–“bad boy”, “aggressive,” “lustful,” “live dangerously.”  Some women like that.  It’s even listed on AM for a preference of “what a woman wants”.  Most people who don’t ride don’t know what the real purpose of leather is (which is not to look “cool”).  The truth is it’s “armor” against the road when a biker goes down.  This certainly doesn’t help my cause to get you on the bike–but there’s an old saying everyone who rides knows: “When it comes to dumping a bike there’s only two categories of riders–those who have–and those who will.”  I should NOT have said that to you–but there it is.  I’ve already done my share of dumping bikes in the past–so I’m covered.  I’m not doing it again–certainly not an 800-pound, fully-dressed Harley touring bike I couldn’t even put back upright without another guy helping me lift it.  Anyhow—back to my fantasy:
I’m coming dressed in my leather:  jacket, chaps, boots, and instead of my full leather gloves i’m wearing my fingerless “power grips” that I use to lift weights at the gym.  Some bikers wear them too– because it helps to have your bare fingers to push all the buttons you need to for the different controls around the bike’s grips and handle bars.  
My fantasy is—-I want you to wait at your car–wherever it is you park it.  I’m going to walk up to you–take your face with my two hands (the power grips aren’t soft but I’ll hold your face gently)–and give you deep, fierce, passionate kisses–my tongue asking for yours.  Normally I’d wear my hoodie under my jacket–but tomorrow (correction TODAY!) it’s going to be too warm.  So I’ll have a “dressy casual” blue striped button down shirt on under my leather jacket.  Normally I wear undershirts–but no undershirt tomorrow.  Normally I wear boxer shorts–but no underwear tomorrow.  When I’m kissing you I want you to unzip my jacket–unzip some part of my shirt–and rub my chest.  Nothing else—save “full dessert” for later.  Then if you want to see if you can unzip my chaps (like you said you were good at)—I’ll take them off before we go into the restaurant together.
You said you got off in the parking lot last week.  I couldn’t feel it really.  Today I want to make sure–in the car later.  I’m going to buy some lubricant on the way—-and want to use it on you down there and play.  I really want to use my tongue—-so badly—but am going to have to force myself to wait.  You understand.  But I have “pretty good hands”—and the lubricant will help.  You don’t have to—but I wouldn’t object if you did something with it to me that I’ve never had done before.  If you decide to suck—maybe your finger could find it’s way someplace I’ve never experience it before.  I don’t know if I’d like it—but what the heck.  Get me while I’m in a really “bad boy” mood.  But don’t do anything unless you feel it in the moment.  I’m just telling you what I’m “open to”.  We need to do only what we feel like doing–and are comfortable with.  We’ve agreed to talk to each other.  If things get “weird” or “awkward”—we need to talk about them.  “Yes, Kris, that might work on a bed—but right now I feel like I’m going to break my back.  So let’s try this another time.”  And then we can both laugh hysterically….
I can’t wait to get at your breasts—to kiss them, and feel them, and lick them—and have you tell me how to do it so that you get as much out of it as I KNOW I’m going to.
And finally, could you bring those toys with you?  Even if we don’t use any–it would be fun to see them.  And who knows?
Some people would say that this is “scripting” sex and takes the fun and “spontanaeity” out of it.  I think it just “titillates” and builds more anticipation.  You seem to like it—so I hope this is ok.
I’m going to try and go to sleep now—and not think about you—which is hard.  Don’t worry—I don’t want to marry you—-I want to FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT AND HAVE YOU DO THE SAME TO ME!  If I also happen to think you’re just A WONDERFUL PERSON WHO’S FUN—well—I can’t help it—–cuz I think you are!
More than “Frisky”–plain hungry,
Kris
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Kris: important email with fantasy…please read…hope u don’t think it’s silly…most i think you’ll like…..mmmmmmm….can hardly wait….will try to sleep again now 4:03 AM
Kris: up yet? 9:10 AM
Me: Awake. In bed. 9:11 AM
Kris: 🙂 9:11 AM
Me: You write beautifully. Revved me up! And reassured me. 9:13 AM
Kris: i’m up to….after 4 hours those ads say i should go to the er 9:16 AM
Me: Hee hee. 9:16 AM
Kris: 🙂 9:17 AM
Kris: gotta go ….check back in hour 9:18 AM
Me: At restaurant, go around back, look for me in the back corner lot. Leaning on my car looking kissable! 9:18 AM
Kris: omg….hell yeah 9:20 AM
Kris: 100.7 fm …radio…”space my head is in”….oh baby 11:00 AM
Kris: may b 12:30….keep u posted…..mwah! 11:16 AM
Kris: still home? 11:37 AM
Me: Yes 11:37 AM
Kris: k….give u eta shortly…. 11:44 AM
Kris: i can 11:54 AM
Me: You can? 11:58 AM
Kris: i’m about to leave….is address 291 mishawum, woburn 12:00 PM
Me: No. 195 Cambridge Rd 12:01 PM
Kris: woburn? 12:01 PM
Me: Yes 12:01 PM
Me: 01801 zip 12:02 PM
Me: Google maps says 40 min 12:02 PM
Kris: that’s legally…bad boys drive fast….12 :35 latest…last text till there… 🙂 12:07 PM
Kris7: sorry…..had to make stop… closer to 12:45….jammin song on 100.7….. 🙂 12:19 PM
Me: 🙂 12:19 PM
Kris: can u call and give my name 12:24 PM
Kris: driving…. 12:25 PM
Me: ?? 12:25 PM
Kris: reserve at 99 12:26 PM
Kris: or text me # …i’ll call 12:27 PM
Me: Not necessary 12:29 PM
Kris: k 12:29 PM
Me: Here 12:48 PM
Kris: 5 min 12:52 PM

Kris: here….on back side…will walk around looking for u! 12:58 PM

Palm Sunday

Sunday, April 13, 2014
9:37am Sassy 
Happy Palm Sunday!   Don’t think about my chest!

I have a lunch date!  2nd meet! He’s going slow…very promising!

9:43am Phil 

Awesome! Enjoy and happy Palm Sunday!

Planning A Sexy Lunch

Saturday, April 12, 2014

·       Apr 12 11:05 PM Kris: Hi!…You are awesome….you made my day….twice in the last hour…..
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Sassy: How’d I do that??
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: first by texting me to ask me if i wanted to chat.
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: i was feeling sorry for myself….
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: i was ready to go sulk in a corner for the rest of the night
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: then you texted me…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it cheered me up completely…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it made me happy…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it gave me something to look forward to…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: #2…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: i just read your email…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: you are SO nice…are you real?
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Kris: ok…your turn
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Sassy: Hiya Kris
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Sassy: You are my treat at the end of a crappy day!
·       Apr 12 11:09 PM Kris: well…glad to hear i’m a treat. how was it crappy…what happened?
·       Apr 12 11:09 PM Sassy: eh… Mom waited til the last minute to go to H&R Block, and then she was missing SEVEN different documents
·       Apr 12 11:10 PM Sassy: So rather than go do the project stuff I was supposed to do… I had to go back to her house and sort through piles and… bleh.
·       Apr 12 11:11 PM Sassy: This too shall pass but man…
·       Apr 12 11:12 PM Kris: ok…what would you like to talk about?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Sassy: Sucking on you?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Kris: ok….lol…..and?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Sassy: Deep fierce kissing?
·       Apr 12 11:14 PM Kris: more…..
·       Apr 12 11:14 PM Kris: describe deep fierce kissing

·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: you hold my face with your hands
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: press your lips to mine
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: ask for entry with your tongue
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: check out my dental work
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Kris: lol
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: nibble my lip
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: then ravage me
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Kris: ravage as in?
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: passionate kisses
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: maybe some undresing
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: a viewing of my famous cleavage?
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: when/where is this happening…in “theory”…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: for the sake of this fantasizing…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Sassy: hmmm…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: thinking?
·       Apr 12 11:18 PM Sassy: yup
·       Apr 12 11:18 PM Kris: k…pick a good place
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Sassy: in my car (in reality)
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Sassy: in a hotel room (in a fantasy)
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Kris: explain why one is reality and one is fantasy
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: one is free and can happen easily and I don’t have my STD results yet
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: The other can be reality SOOON
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: If I am not typhoid Mary
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: omg…you’re serious…we’re actually going to have sex…i almost can’t believe it…
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: think maybe your car tomorrow?
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: omg…i can hardly wait…
·       Apr 12 11:22 PM Kris: to answer you question about lunch…anything but mexican…or spicy food in general…other than that…anything’s fine…have anything in mind?
·       Apr 12 11:23 PM Sassy: What time are you thinking?
·       Apr 12 11:24 PM Kris: any time from noon on…what works for you?
·       Apr 12 11:25 PM Sassy: noon is fine
Apr 12 11:25 PM Kris: k…where?
·       Apr 12 11:26 PM Sassy: I’m looking at the map…
·       Apr 12 11:26 PM Kris: k
·       Apr 12 11:27 PM Kris: going to get a drink…b right back…
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Kris: back!…find a place?
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: I’m thinking of the Ninety-Nine at 194 Cambridge Rd, Woburn
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: All-American
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: If you can deal with a chain
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Kris: that’s fine…know it pretty well…have decent food…sounds good
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Sassy: should be less than an hour from you, won’t have to come down into the city
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Kris: thanks…for being thoughtful…you’re just so NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Kris: and naughty…
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: If you know anywhere better, along Rte 93 up that way, say so
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: It’s about 2 mi off the hwy
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: But not too many turns
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Kris: that’s fine…see you there at noon…let’s go back to the “other stuff”…
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy:  : )
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: Wow… about 12 hours and whee!
·       Apr 12 11:37 PM Kris: right!
·       Apr 12 11:37 PM Kris: how long do we have again?
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: We’ll see
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: I’m supposed to be at a meeting at 5 PM
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: But I have to write the report
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: I’ve done all I can… am waiting on numbers from others
·       Apr 12 11:39 PM Sassy: Might have to bug out and scoot home to write it
·       Apr 12 11:39 PM Sassy: How long do you have?
·       Apr 12 11:40 PM Kris: let’s see…working out can take a couple of hours (provided she doesn’t try to go at the same time)…then i’ll shop at home depot…i can make excuses for tomorrow for a good 4-5 hours…
·       Apr 12 11:41 PM Sassy: Wow
·       Apr 12 11:42 PM Sassy: Text me when you’re headed that way and I’ll take off too
·       Apr 12 11:42 PM Sassy: Yay!
 Apr 12 11:43 PM Kris: k…should be leaving home around 11 whoopee!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Kris: i’m gonna be more casual…jeans…
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Sassy: Cool
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Sassy: Me too
·       Apr 12 11:44 PM Sassy: With a buttons shirt
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Sassy: That you can unbutton!
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Sassy: I’m going to park in the private-est spot I can find.
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Kris: i was “dressed to kill” today…the leather I got is so cool…you’ll love the chaps…my jeans are all that stick out of the front…almost a little embarrassing…almost looks like my cock is hard…but it’s just the jeans bunched up…but now i can’t wear that except i’ll probably wear my jacket.
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Kris: i can’t wait to unbutton you and play!
·       Apr 12 11:46 PM Sassy: I have a big chest…
·       Apr 12 11:46 PM Kris: i can’t wait!
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Kris: random question…about the “pics you ordered”…
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Sassy: ok
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Kris: i understand the “erect cock” pic…standard fare…but…
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: the feet in particular intrigued me…and
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: then the chest and shoulders (i think that’s what you said)…
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: what is it about those particular parts?
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Sassy: I like to ask for something non-standard
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: I’m a sucker for shoulders
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: and the toes are just silly fun
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: and easy to shoot
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Kris: oh…i thought maybe you had a “foot fetish” or something…lol
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: I knew you were thinking that.
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Kris: how?
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Sassy: I don’t find them sexual but often rubbing a man’s feet, listening to him… can be very comforting…
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Sassy: to both of us
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Kris: can i tell you a little story about how one of the women i had an affair with many years ago made me feel good that way?
·       Apr 12 11:51 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 12 11:51 PM Kris: ok…it was the pretty “coke whore”…(sorry…but she really was…even though I didn’t provide her with any…she was mainly my “drinking buddy”…so anyhow…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: one night we were on my bed in my little studio apartment…
 Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: i was separated from my wife for the second time…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: and i used to have discolored toe nails…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: from a fungus (yucky word)…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: so I’m laying on the bed with her and she’s sitting at the foot of the bed and i’ve got bare feet…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Sassy: bare other stuff or just feet?
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: and my wife has continually made fun of them…so …just bare feet…clothed…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: so she starts to rub my feet…
·       Apr 12 11:54 PM Kris: and i get self-conscious and say…you may not want to do that…they’re not very good looking…
·       Apr 12 11:54 PM Kris: and she looks at my feet and starts rubbing them more…really nicely and soothing and a little sexy…and says…”there’s nothing wrong with your feet…i like them..” and keeps rubbing them..
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: and it made me feel like “she’s just accepting me and i’m ok…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: and it wasn’t a big sexual thiing…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: but it made me feel good…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: that’s it…not too “hot”…but I remember it…and it does have something to do with you and me…
·       Apr 12 11:56 PM Kris: your turn
·       Apr 12 11:57 PM Sassy: A long time into knowing my old flame, he began to complain to me about his wife
·       Apr 12 11:57 PM Sassy: And I thought it was great that he was finally being real with me… sharing whatever was on his mind
·       Apr 12 11:58 PM Sassy: He was talking about how he drives four hours home from work on a Friday (he was a geographic bachelor during the week, then went home weekends)
·       Apr 12 11:58 PM Sassy: And all he wanted was a welcome home… a drink, a few snacks and someone to rub his feet and chill out
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: And how she would just not be there (out shopping) or be “busy” reading or whatever
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: He’d have to come home, make dinner, clean up the mess from a week in the kitchen
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: So I stored that away
·       Apr 13 12:00 AMSassy: And the next time I saw him, I brought a bag of snacks and drinks to the hotel
·       Apr 13 12:00 AM Sassy: And when he got in from his day at a conference, I had a little platter of olives, crackers, cheese etc.
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: And I sat him down in the chair and pulled his feet up into my lap
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and took off his shoes and socks
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and rubbed his feet and was quiet
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: while he snacked
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and then listened when he was ready to talk
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: He was astonished that I remembered
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and that I brought stuff and had it ready for him
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: and then let him chill
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: He was like a dog that someone had kicked for a long time
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: and he couldn’t believe a woman would pet him and let him sit awhile
·       Apr 13 12:03 AM Sassy: Not jump him, not drag him to dinner right away but do what he had longed for
·       Apr 13 12:03 AM Sassy: So I learned a lot of lessons from that
·       Apr 13 12:04 AM Kris: it’s kind of amazing…when you think of how short we’ve actually known each other…but nothing you’ve just said surprises me at all…it’s completely in character with who I think you are…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i know you’re listening carefully
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i know you’re storing little things away…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i don’t know how much i’ve given you to use yet…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: but i know you’ll use whatever i give you…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i want to do the same for you…
·       Apr 13 12:06 AMKris: so you need to tell me…what do YOU want/need most?
·       Apr 13 12:06 AM Kris: your turn again
·       Apr 13 12:06 AM Sassy: Talking and listening is crucial.
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: It takes this from a Wham bam thing to a higher level
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Kris: how am i doing…be honest
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Very well!
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Many guys want to fuck the first time they see me.
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Don’t want to know me, just fuck me
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I get where that come from but it doesn’t go very far
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I could be a blow doll up for all they know or care
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I don’t know the answer to what I want…
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: I have to see what you do… and then say “more of that!”
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: Sort of like trying a new restaurant
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: Have to read the menu first… try different things
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: then I know what to order next time
·       Apr 13 12:11 AM Kris: ok…how we do the sex itself matters…but the knowing you as a person part is what “gets me off” as much…which not everyone wants…for some people its’ too much”…casual sex is all they can do and want…I want more…can’t help it…
·       Apr 13 12:12 AM Sassy: That scares me a bit but I am trying to roll with it
·       Apr 13 12:12 AM Kris: i don’t want to scare you…and i know it can be…so i’m trying to understand what you want on that level too…that part is one of the “trickiest” for me…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: on some level an affair by definititon IS “casual”…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: just is…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: and on some level…”uncommitted sex” is “hotter”…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: less personal…
·       Apr 13 12:14 AM Kris: but on another level…I want to fuck YOU…not just your body…otherwise…like you say…why not just get a blow up doll or something…does that make any sense?
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Sassy: Yes. A lot.
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Kris: so i’m trying to find a “balance” there with you…just so you know…
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Sassy: I have to be interested in giving you pleasure… for it to be good for me.
·       Apr 13 12:16 AM Sassy: If I don’t care a bit, why bother?
·       Apr 13 12:16 AM Kris: explain…what do you mean you have to be “interested in giving you pleasure”?
·       Apr 13 12:17 AM Sassy: I can’t just use someone
·       Apr 13 12:17 AM Sassy: I need to care about how they feel
·       Apr 13 12:18 AM Sassy: But I also don’t want to get in too deep to where it hurts when I can’t be with them, and I panic when it gets to be longer than usual, and I get “addicted”
·       Apr 13 12:18 AM Kris: what’s longer than usual…so i know when to expect to be dumped…lol?
·       Apr 13 12:19 AM Sassy: Whatever our “usual” turns out to be
·       Apr 13 12:19 AM Sassy: I’ve ridden the roller coaster with the old flame and I want to stay on a more even keel if I can
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Kris: so what’s your strategy for “staying on an even keel”?
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Sassy: Try to stay less emotional, if I can. Tough to control though
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Kris: less emotional how…
·       Apr 13 12:21 AM Sassy: Enjoy when we’re together, not pine too much when we’re not
·       Apr 13 12:21 AM Kris: easier said than done…but we can try…i think staying playful…and for me that means “a little crazy”…helps…
·       Apr 13 12:22 AM Sassy: Not think about this “going anywhere” just enjoy what it is
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: But whatever I feel, I feel
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Kris: it’s going to be fun hopefully for awhile…and at some point it will end…as do all things…and on this point I agree with you…rather not dwell on it too much…when it happens we’ll deal with it then…we’re just starting for God’s sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: Yup
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: Don’t get too far ahead
·       Apr 13 12:24 AM Sassy: Most people are used to be quite linear… first we eat, then we dance, then we play, then we go steady, then engaged, marry, have kids, buy a house…
·       Apr 13 12:24 AM Sassy: This is much more “in a a circle”
·       Apr 13 12:25 AM Kris: except your speed of saying we’re going to actually have sex is comforting…and exciting…i can’t…WHOAA GIRL…started to type the previous but then you typed that…
·       Apr 13 12:26 AM Kris: let me go back to a couple of things i don’t want to forget…then we’re going to see each other soon and should probably say goodnight… couple of things before i forget…
·       Apr 13 12:26 AM Kris: ready?
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Sassy: Thing one
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Kris: You turn me on because of your appetite for sex…
·       Apr 13 12:28 AM Sassy: We are grown ups. Don’t have to worry about “first base” or whether we kiss on the first date or all that silliness
·       Apr 13 12:29 AM Kris: no…that’s not what i meant…just “in general”…that you really LIKE it…and want it…and want to do it with ME…turns me on…
·       Apr 13 12:29 AM Kris: and secondly…
·       Apr 13 12:30 AM Kris: the initiative you took…grabbing me and kissing me in public…and groping me in a parking lot…now I’ve got little fantasies of “little acts of exhibitionism” in public places going on…and that’s all REALLY DIFFERENT…if you remember…I said sex with my wife wasn’t “bad”…just “the same”…
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: that doesn’t mean I’m looking for something “novel” all the time…
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Sassy: Really? I hope to make it vary
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: but i think you’re going to be LOTS OF FUN…and give me LOTS OF PLEASURE
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Sassy: That’s my plan
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: i’m counting on it
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: Promise you won’t judge too much based on the first time?
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Kris: no and you too…
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: I will be nervous and thinking too much
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Kris: so let’s agree about that…and joke about it…
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: If it’s weird, let’s agree to talk and see if it’s fixable and try again
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Keep practicing until we get it right.  : )
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Kris: ok…
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Be honest. If after a couple of times it really isn’t working… say so
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Kris: ok
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Don’t pity fuck
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Kris: for either/both of us…
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Sassy: But I am really really hoping we click!
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Kris: honestly…i suppose it’s possible…but i will be surprised…disappointed and probably hurt…but surprised…
·       Apr 13 12:35 AM Kris: i don’t know why i think that…just do…
·       Apr 13 12:35 AM Sassy: Hope I am at least “better than nothing.”  ; )
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Kris: What?????????/ Where did that come from?
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Sassy: Out of the mouth of a relatively crappy guy
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Kris: someone said that to you?
·       Apr 13 12:37 AM Sassy: Yup.
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Kris: omg…you should have kicked him in the balls and run…
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Sassy: Heh
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Sassy: Not my style
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Kris: i know…but what do you do with all the ugly hurt people put on you from time to time?
·       Apr 13 12:39 AM Sassy: Think they’re stupid and tactless and hope to do better next time!
·       Apr 13 12:39 AM Kris: GO SASSY!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Sassy: At the start I would have taken it personally but I have gotten past that stage, thank goodness!
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Kris: at the start of having sex with different people?
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Kris: i wouldn’t know…i’m a “novice”…
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Kris: but i’m getting a good education so far…wink
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Sassy: I hope you never have to hear any bad stuff!
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Kris: men don’t as much…women aren’t as stupid or aggressive in general
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: I hope you will enjoy
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Kris: you?
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: It will make you less stressed rather than more
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: Add joy
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: Fulfill dreams
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Kris: has it for you?
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Sassy: or something like that…  : )
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Sassy: Definitely
·       Apr 13 12:44 AM Kris: ok…well i guess i’ll find out…and am REALLY looking forward to it…with YOU!
·       Apr 13 12:44 AM Kris: you’re a great kisser…and i get more tomorrow…and i’m going to say goodnight now…any last burning thing you want/need to say?
·       Apr 13 12:45 AM Sassy: Cleavage
·       Apr 13 12:45 AM Kris: omg…feel free to tell me how to play with it…if whatever i do isn’t working…ok?…but not now…tomorrow…but I KNOW i’m going to have fun there…
·       Apr 13 12:46 AM Sassy: Good night dear man
·       Apr 13 12:46 AM Sassy: Sweet sexy dreams!
·       Apr 13 12:47 AM Kris: Good night Sassy Lady…same to you…Mwahhh…will text you when i leave tomorrow…nite!

Eager Beaver

Saturday, April 12, 2014

From: Kris
To: Sassy
Sent: Saturday, April 12, 2014 2:01 PM
Subject: hope you’re having a good day / meet tomorrow or Monday?
Hi Sassy!
Hope your day is going well.  Don’t know if you read my other emails yet…..Was wondering if you’d like to meet for lunch tomorrow (Sunday)—-or do an early dinner Monday night?  
As per other email—I have a late afternoon session on Monday.  Could leave there by 4:00 and meet you someplace by 5:00.  Warm weather———–Vroom! Vroom!
If you want to chat tonight—what would be a good time?  Thinking of you ALL the time.  Getting VERY frisky—-wanting to “unwrap presents” soon…..fantasizing continually…..driving me CRAZY…….(it’s nice though).  😀
Kris
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Kris: moan….groan…fantasizing….can’t stop thinking of u….read last email and get back to me…..hug & kiss 2:04 PM
Me: Oooh! How fun! Crazy day! More later! 2:08 PM
Kris: k….big hard hug….DEEP long kiss….feeling very naughty…glad i don’t drink…b cruisin hog (harley)…u can cruise one too….even if 2:17 PM
Kris: ….even if never on a bike….wink 2:18 PM
Me: You’re a rascal! I like that. 🙂 2:23 PM
Kris: u have no idea….hope you’ll find out…..for now “don’t want to frighten the children” (scare off a hot lover)….mwah! 2:36 PM

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Me: Home. Chat? 9:03 PM
Kris: home…but can’t till later – still working…would b able to around 11 and would b up for it then cuz can sleep in tomorrow….but u may b tired….in meantime reply to my last email…..ignore all previous ones if u like…..sorry for “bombarding” u with so many at once….just an eager beaver 9:11 PM
Me: 11 pm is fine. Great end to my day! 9:13 PM
Kris: k….in the meantime read last email…but can tell me what u think when we chat…i had sucky day…..clutch on brand new f’n bike i paid a small fortune for not working…..didnt even get it on the street…..Arrgghh!!!!!…..u can cheer me up later 9:22 PM

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From: Sassy

To: Kris
Sent: Saturday, April 12, 2014 9:21 PM
Re: hope you’re having a good day / meet tomorrow or Monday?
Hiya Eager Beaver Earnest Frisky Kris!  
Hope you got to enjoy this beautiful weather!  
Would adore another chance to suck on your… fingers.  Lunch tomorrow sounds good.  What time?  Any certain food you’re hankering for?  I have to be at a meeting by 5 pm and have a report to prep first, but can play midday! 
So sorry I’ve been slow responding!  My net connection going out last night, and then a nutty day today, kept me away from the computer.  Had a disaster with my mom’s tax prep – major missing papers!  Argh.  Gave me the “stop the world, I need to step off!” feeling.  But this too shall pass! 
Talk to you soon! 
-S
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Me: Replied to email. Sorry about the bike! Seems like everyone had an odd day… we can perk each other up soon! 9:24 PM
Kris: 30 minutes and counting…hate working….would have done it till midnight but u rescued me…back to work…..arrghhh….chat soon 10:31 PM

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From: Kris
To: Sassy
Sent: Saturday, April 12, 2014 11:03 PM 
Re: hope you’re having a good day / meet tomorrow or Monday?
Hi Sexy Sassy!
You are so awesome….I’m not used to someone so nice.  Nice is a lame word….can’t describe it…..are you real?…..I expect to wake up any minute…talk soon!
Feeling all “lovey dovey”…
Kris

Planning A Sexy Lunch

Saturday, April 12, 2014

·       Apr 12 11:05 PM Kris: Hi!…You are awesome….you made my day….twice in the last hour…..
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Sassy: How’d I do that??
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: first by texting me to ask me if i wanted to chat.
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: i was feeling sorry for myself….
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: i was ready to go sulk in a corner for the rest of the night
·       Apr 12 11:06 PM Kris: then you texted me…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it cheered me up completely…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it made me happy…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: it gave me something to look forward to…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: #2…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: i just read your email…
·       Apr 12 11:07 PM Kris: you are SO nice…are you real?
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Kris: ok…your turn
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Sassy: Hiya Kris
·       Apr 12 11:08 PM Sassy: You are my treat at the end of a crappy day!
·       Apr 12 11:09 PM Kris: well…glad to hear i’m a treat. how was it crappy…what happened?
·       Apr 12 11:09 PM Sassy: eh… Mom waited til the last minute to go to H&R Block, and then she was missing SEVEN different documents
·       Apr 12 11:10 PM Sassy: So rather than go do the project stuff I was supposed to do… I had to go back to her house and sort through piles and… bleh.
·       Apr 12 11:11 PM Sassy: This too shall pass but man…
·       Apr 12 11:12 PM Kris: ok…what would you like to talk about?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Sassy: Sucking on you?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Kris: ok….lol…..and?
·       Apr 12 11:13 PM Sassy: Deep fierce kissing?
·       Apr 12 11:14 PM Kris: more…..
·       Apr 12 11:14 PM Kris: describe deep fierce kissing

·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: you hold my face with your hands
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: press your lips to mine
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: ask for entry with your tongue
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: check out my dental work
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Kris: lol
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: nibble my lip
·       Apr 12 11:15 PM Sassy: then ravage me
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Kris: ravage as in?
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: passionate kisses
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: maybe some undresing
·       Apr 12 11:16 PM Sassy: a viewing of my famous cleavage?
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: when/where is this happening…in “theory”…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: for the sake of this fantasizing…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Sassy: hmmm…
·       Apr 12 11:17 PM Kris: thinking?
·       Apr 12 11:18 PM Sassy: yup
·       Apr 12 11:18 PM Kris: k…pick a good place
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Sassy: in my car (in reality)
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Sassy: in a hotel room (in a fantasy)
·       Apr 12 11:19 PM Kris: explain why one is reality and one is fantasy
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: one is free and can happen easily and I don’t have my STD results yet
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: The other can be reality SOOON
·       Apr 12 11:20 PM Sassy: If I am not typhoid Mary
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: omg…you’re serious…we’re actually going to have sex…i almost can’t believe it…
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: think maybe your car tomorrow?
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 12 11:21 PM Kris: omg…i can hardly wait…
·       Apr 12 11:22 PM Kris: to answer you question about lunch…anything but mexican…or spicy food in general…other than that…anything’s fine…have anything in mind?
·       Apr 12 11:23 PM Sassy: What time are you thinking?
·       Apr 12 11:24 PM Kris: any time from noon on…what works for you?
·       Apr 12 11:25 PM Sassy: noon is fine
Apr 12 11:25 PM Kris: k…where?
·       Apr 12 11:26 PM Sassy: I’m looking at the map…
·       Apr 12 11:26 PM Kris: k
·       Apr 12 11:27 PM Kris: going to get a drink…b right back…
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Kris: back!…find a place?
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: I’m thinking of the Ninety-Nine at 194 Cambridge Rd, Woburn
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: All-American
·       Apr 12 11:34 PM Sassy: If you can deal with a chain
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Kris: that’s fine…know it pretty well…have decent food…sounds good
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Sassy: should be less than an hour from you, won’t have to come down into the city
·       Apr 12 11:35 PM Kris: thanks…for being thoughtful…you’re just so NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Kris: and naughty…
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: If you know anywhere better, along Rte 93 up that way, say so
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: It’s about 2 mi off the hwy
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: But not too many turns
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Kris: that’s fine…see you there at noon…let’s go back to the “other stuff”…
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy:  : )
·       Apr 12 11:36 PM Sassy: Wow… about 12 hours and whee!
·       Apr 12 11:37 PM Kris: right!
·       Apr 12 11:37 PM Kris: how long do we have again?
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: We’ll see
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: I’m supposed to be at a meeting at 5 PM
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: But I have to write the report
·       Apr 12 11:38 PM Sassy: I’ve done all I can… am waiting on numbers from others
·       Apr 12 11:39 PM Sassy: Might have to bug out and scoot home to write it
·       Apr 12 11:39 PM Sassy: How long do you have?
·       Apr 12 11:40 PM Kris: let’s see…working out can take a couple of hours (provided she doesn’t try to go at the same time)…then i’ll shop at home depot…i can make excuses for tomorrow for a good 4-5 hours…
·       Apr 12 11:41 PM Sassy: Wow
·       Apr 12 11:42 PM Sassy: Text me when you’re headed that way and I’ll take off too
·       Apr 12 11:42 PM Sassy: Yay!
 Apr 12 11:43 PM Kris: k…should be leaving home around 11 whoopee!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Kris: i’m gonna be more casual…jeans…
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Sassy: Cool
·       Apr 12 11:43 PM Sassy: Me too
·       Apr 12 11:44 PM Sassy: With a buttons shirt
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Sassy: That you can unbutton!
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Sassy: I’m going to park in the private-est spot I can find.
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Kris: i was “dressed to kill” today…the leather I got is so cool…you’ll love the chaps…my jeans are all that stick out of the front…almost a little embarrassing…almost looks like my cock is hard…but it’s just the jeans bunched up…but now i can’t wear that except i’ll probably wear my jacket.
·       Apr 12 11:45 PM Kris: i can’t wait to unbutton you and play!
·       Apr 12 11:46 PM Sassy: I have a big chest…
·       Apr 12 11:46 PM Kris: i can’t wait!
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Kris: random question…about the “pics you ordered”…
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Sassy: ok
·       Apr 12 11:47 PM Kris: i understand the “erect cock” pic…standard fare…but…
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: the feet in particular intrigued me…and
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: then the chest and shoulders (i think that’s what you said)…
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Kris: what is it about those particular parts?
·       Apr 12 11:48 PM Sassy: I like to ask for something non-standard
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: I’m a sucker for shoulders
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: and the toes are just silly fun
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: and easy to shoot
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Kris: oh…i thought maybe you had a “foot fetish” or something…lol
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Sassy: I knew you were thinking that.
·       Apr 12 11:49 PM Kris: how?
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Sassy: I don’t find them sexual but often rubbing a man’s feet, listening to him… can be very comforting…
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Sassy: to both of us
·       Apr 12 11:50 PM Kris: can i tell you a little story about how one of the women i had an affair with many years ago made me feel good that way?
·       Apr 12 11:51 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 12 11:51 PM Kris: ok…it was the pretty “coke whore”…(sorry…but she really was…even though I didn’t provide her with any…she was mainly my “drinking buddy”…so anyhow…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: one night we were on my bed in my little studio apartment…
 Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: i was separated from my wife for the second time…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: and i used to have discolored toe nails…
·       Apr 12 11:52 PM Kris: from a fungus (yucky word)…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: so I’m laying on the bed with her and she’s sitting at the foot of the bed and i’ve got bare feet…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Sassy: bare other stuff or just feet?
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: and my wife has continually made fun of them…so …just bare feet…clothed…
·       Apr 12 11:53 PM Kris: so she starts to rub my feet…
·       Apr 12 11:54 PM Kris: and i get self-conscious and say…you may not want to do that…they’re not very good looking…
·       Apr 12 11:54 PM Kris: and she looks at my feet and starts rubbing them more…really nicely and soothing and a little sexy…and says…”there’s nothing wrong with your feet…i like them..” and keeps rubbing them..
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: and it made me feel like “she’s just accepting me and i’m ok…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: and it wasn’t a big sexual thiing…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: but it made me feel good…
·       Apr 12 11:55 PM Kris: that’s it…not too “hot”…but I remember it…and it does have something to do with you and me…
·       Apr 12 11:56 PM Kris: your turn
·       Apr 12 11:57 PM Sassy: A long time into knowing my old flame, he began to complain to me about his wife
·       Apr 12 11:57 PM Sassy: And I thought it was great that he was finally being real with me… sharing whatever was on his mind
·       Apr 12 11:58 PM Sassy: He was talking about how he drives four hours home from work on a Friday (he was a geographic bachelor during the week, then went home weekends)
·       Apr 12 11:58 PM Sassy: And all he wanted was a welcome home… a drink, a few snacks and someone to rub his feet and chill out
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: And how she would just not be there (out shopping) or be “busy” reading or whatever
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: He’d have to come home, make dinner, clean up the mess from a week in the kitchen
·       Apr 12 11:59 PM Sassy: So I stored that away
·       Apr 13 12:00 AMSassy: And the next time I saw him, I brought a bag of snacks and drinks to the hotel
·       Apr 13 12:00 AM Sassy: And when he got in from his day at a conference, I had a little platter of olives, crackers, cheese etc.
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: And I sat him down in the chair and pulled his feet up into my lap
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and took off his shoes and socks
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and rubbed his feet and was quiet
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: while he snacked
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and then listened when he was ready to talk
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: He was astonished that I remembered
·       Apr 13 12:01 AM Sassy: and that I brought stuff and had it ready for him
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: and then let him chill
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: He was like a dog that someone had kicked for a long time
·       Apr 13 12:02 AM Sassy: and he couldn’t believe a woman would pet him and let him sit awhile
·       Apr 13 12:03 AM Sassy: Not jump him, not drag him to dinner right away but do what he had longed for
·       Apr 13 12:03 AM Sassy: So I learned a lot of lessons from that
·       Apr 13 12:04 AM Kris: it’s kind of amazing…when you think of how short we’ve actually known each other…but nothing you’ve just said surprises me at all…it’s completely in character with who I think you are…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i know you’re listening carefully
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i know you’re storing little things away…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i don’t know how much i’ve given you to use yet…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: but i know you’ll use whatever i give you…
·       Apr 13 12:05 AM Kris: i want to do the same for you…
·       Apr 13 12:06 AMKris: so you need to tell me…what do YOU want/need most?
·       Apr 13 12:06 AM Kris: your turn again
·       Apr 13 12:06 AM Sassy: Talking and listening is crucial.
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: It takes this from a Wham bam thing to a higher level
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Kris: how am i doing…be honest
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Very well!
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Many guys want to fuck the first time they see me.
·       Apr 13 12:07 AM Sassy: Don’t want to know me, just fuck me
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I get where that come from but it doesn’t go very far
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I could be a blow doll up for all they know or care
·       Apr 13 12:08 AM Sassy: I don’t know the answer to what I want…
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: I have to see what you do… and then say “more of that!”
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: Sort of like trying a new restaurant
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: Have to read the menu first… try different things
·       Apr 13 12:09 AM Sassy: then I know what to order next time
·       Apr 13 12:11 AM Kris: ok…how we do the sex itself matters…but the knowing you as a person part is what “gets me off” as much…which not everyone wants…for some people its’ too much”…casual sex is all they can do and want…I want more…can’t help it…
·       Apr 13 12:12 AM Sassy: That scares me a bit but I am trying to roll with it
·       Apr 13 12:12 AM Kris: i don’t want to scare you…and i know it can be…so i’m trying to understand what you want on that level too…that part is one of the “trickiest” for me…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: on some level an affair by definititon IS “casual”…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: just is…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: and on some level…”uncommitted sex” is “hotter”…
·       Apr 13 12:13 AM Kris: less personal…
·       Apr 13 12:14 AM Kris: but on another level…I want to fuck YOU…not just your body…otherwise…like you say…why not just get a blow up doll or something…does that make any sense?
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Sassy: Yes. A lot.
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Kris: so i’m trying to find a “balance” there with you…just so you know…
·       Apr 13 12:15 AM Sassy: I have to be interested in giving you pleasure… for it to be good for me.
·       Apr 13 12:16 AM Sassy: If I don’t care a bit, why bother?
·       Apr 13 12:16 AM Kris: explain…what do you mean you have to be “interested in giving you pleasure”?
·       Apr 13 12:17 AM Sassy: I can’t just use someone
·       Apr 13 12:17 AM Sassy: I need to care about how they feel
·       Apr 13 12:18 AM Sassy: But I also don’t want to get in too deep to where it hurts when I can’t be with them, and I panic when it gets to be longer than usual, and I get “addicted”
·       Apr 13 12:18 AM Kris: what’s longer than usual…so i know when to expect to be dumped…lol?
·       Apr 13 12:19 AM Sassy: Whatever our “usual” turns out to be
·       Apr 13 12:19 AM Sassy: I’ve ridden the roller coaster with the old flame and I want to stay on a more even keel if I can
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Kris: so what’s your strategy for “staying on an even keel”?
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Sassy: Try to stay less emotional, if I can. Tough to control though
·       Apr 13 12:20 AM Kris: less emotional how…
·       Apr 13 12:21 AM Sassy: Enjoy when we’re together, not pine too much when we’re not
·       Apr 13 12:21 AM Kris: easier said than done…but we can try…i think staying playful…and for me that means “a little crazy”…helps…
·       Apr 13 12:22 AM Sassy: Not think about this “going anywhere” just enjoy what it is
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: But whatever I feel, I feel
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Kris: it’s going to be fun hopefully for awhile…and at some point it will end…as do all things…and on this point I agree with you…rather not dwell on it too much…when it happens we’ll deal with it then…we’re just starting for God’s sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: Yup
·       Apr 13 12:23 AM Sassy: Don’t get too far ahead
·       Apr 13 12:24 AM Sassy: Most people are used to be quite linear… first we eat, then we dance, then we play, then we go steady, then engaged, marry, have kids, buy a house…
·       Apr 13 12:24 AM Sassy: This is much more “in a a circle”
·       Apr 13 12:25 AM Kris: except your speed of saying we’re going to actually have sex is comforting…and exciting…i can’t…WHOAA GIRL…started to type the previous but then you typed that…
·       Apr 13 12:26 AM Kris: let me go back to a couple of things i don’t want to forget…then we’re going to see each other soon and should probably say goodnight… couple of things before i forget…
·       Apr 13 12:26 AM Kris: ready?
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Sassy: Thing one
·       Apr 13 12:27 AM Kris: You turn me on because of your appetite for sex…
·       Apr 13 12:28 AM Sassy: We are grown ups. Don’t have to worry about “first base” or whether we kiss on the first date or all that silliness
·       Apr 13 12:29 AM Kris: no…that’s not what i meant…just “in general”…that you really LIKE it…and want it…and want to do it with ME…turns me on…
·       Apr 13 12:29 AM Kris: and secondly…
·       Apr 13 12:30 AM Kris: the initiative you took…grabbing me and kissing me in public…and groping me in a parking lot…now I’ve got little fantasies of “little acts of exhibitionism” in public places going on…and that’s all REALLY DIFFERENT…if you remember…I said sex with my wife wasn’t “bad”…just “the same”…
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: that doesn’t mean I’m looking for something “novel” all the time…
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Sassy: Really? I hope to make it vary
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: but i think you’re going to be LOTS OF FUN…and give me LOTS OF PLEASURE
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Sassy: That’s my plan
·       Apr 13 12:31 AM Kris: i’m counting on it
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: Promise you won’t judge too much based on the first time?
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Kris: no and you too…
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: I will be nervous and thinking too much
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Kris: so let’s agree about that…and joke about it…
·       Apr 13 12:32 AM Sassy: If it’s weird, let’s agree to talk and see if it’s fixable and try again
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Keep practicing until we get it right.  : )
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Kris: ok…
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Be honest. If after a couple of times it really isn’t working… say so
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Kris: ok
·       Apr 13 12:33 AM Sassy: Don’t pity fuck
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Kris: for either/both of us…
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Sassy: But I am really really hoping we click!
·       Apr 13 12:34 AM Kris: honestly…i suppose it’s possible…but i will be surprised…disappointed and probably hurt…but surprised…
·       Apr 13 12:35 AM Kris: i don’t know why i think that…just do…
·       Apr 13 12:35 AM Sassy: Hope I am at least “better than nothing.”  ; )
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Kris: What?????????/ Where did that come from?
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Sassy: Out of the mouth of a relatively crappy guy
·       Apr 13 12:36 AM Kris: someone said that to you?
·       Apr 13 12:37 AM Sassy: Yup.
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Kris: omg…you should have kicked him in the balls and run…
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Sassy: Heh
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Sassy: Not my style
·       Apr 13 12:38 AM Kris: i know…but what do you do with all the ugly hurt people put on you from time to time?
·       Apr 13 12:39 AM Sassy: Think they’re stupid and tactless and hope to do better next time!
·       Apr 13 12:39 AM Kris: GO SASSY!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Sassy: At the start I would have taken it personally but I have gotten past that stage, thank goodness!
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Kris: at the start of having sex with different people?
·       Apr 13 12:40 AM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Kris: i wouldn’t know…i’m a “novice”…
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Kris: but i’m getting a good education so far…wink
·       Apr 13 12:41 AM Sassy: I hope you never have to hear any bad stuff!
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Kris: men don’t as much…women aren’t as stupid or aggressive in general
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: I hope you will enjoy
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Kris: you?
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: It will make you less stressed rather than more
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: Add joy
·       Apr 13 12:42 AM Sassy: Fulfill dreams
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Kris: has it for you?
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Sassy: or something like that…  : )
·       Apr 13 12:43 AM Sassy: Definitely
·       Apr 13 12:44 AM Kris: ok…well i guess i’ll find out…and am REALLY looking forward to it…with YOU!
·       Apr 13 12:44 AM Kris: you’re a great kisser…and i get more tomorrow…and i’m going to say goodnight now…any last burning thing you want/need to say?
·       Apr 13 12:45 AM Sassy: Cleavage
·       Apr 13 12:45 AM Kris: omg…feel free to tell me how to play with it…if whatever i do isn’t working…ok?…but not now…tomorrow…but I KNOW i’m going to have fun there…
·       Apr 13 12:46 AM Sassy: Good night dear man
·       Apr 13 12:46 AM Sassy: Sweet sexy dreams!
·       Apr 13 12:47 AM Kris: Good night Sassy Lady…same to you…Mwahhh…will text you when i leave tomorrow…nite!

To-do List

Saturday, April 12, 2014
11:00am Phil 
Thanks girl

11:02am Sassy 
You are most welcome.  I’ve been sitting here making a list for you.  Ha ha.  Not my place but can’t get my mind to shut off!  Ah well… off to Mom’s.  Praying for you!

#1 Depart gracefully from the job.

#2 Talk to a divorce lawyer.  Know your options.

#3 Have some down time.

#4 Check on how to get out of lease.  Are you allowed to sublet etc?

#5 Find somewhere you can stay short term… with a friend?  Your own apt?

#6 Pack your car with essentials.

#7 Tell your lovely wife you would prefer not to live with her anymore, you will be filing for divorce.

#8 Go away

#9 Have some down time.

#10 Notice that you are MUCH HAPPIER.

#11 Continue to make changes and have a wonderful life.

My lists go to 11.

Oh!  I forgot one!

12) Drive to NY to visit family and stop in BOSTON on the way back.

That’s all.

1:58pm
Eating Greek for lunch with Mom.  Remembering Greek with you!

3:03pm Sassy
Spring flowers!

1:09am Phil 
Ha, love that list. Rest of day was fabulous

At the same time

Friday, April 11, 2014 
From: Kris 
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 12:58 AM
Subject: How I plan to ravage you / final STD test results attached
Hi Sassy,
You are SO hot—because you understand so clearly what “good sex” really is—and most importantly WHERE it is—-which is in our heads!  Of course–the “parts” matter–but the exact shapes and sizes don’t so much as “the whole package”—including who you are.  And more importantly—how we use “the parts.”
But to be completely honest—-I REALLY want to get at your breasts—-and like them BIG—-and you are so clearly well-endowed.  I’ve made a mental note that you want your whole breasts kissed and licked and touched and explored–and not just your nipples.  Keep teaching me—-telling me what you like.  I can’t imagine a woman who can actually have an orgasm just by being touched on the right spot on her back.  So forgive me for “needing proof”—but I will have my hand pressing between your legs to feel your contractions—-not just for “proof”—-but because feeling your orgasmic contractions turns me on.
Let me tell you some “basic” ways I like to have sex.  When we get into it “hot and heavy”—-I will want to “work everything on you at almost the same time.”  Meaning, while I am thrusting deeply and rhythmically in you I will simultaneously being rubbing your clitoris with my finger.  I’ll try to find a rhythm that matches—- a medium speed of rhythmically thrusting and rubbing your clitoris—AT THE SAME TIME.  I may intermittently take my cock out of you to spread your wet juices on your clitoris–to make sure it’s as wet and lubricated as possible—-and then go back inside you thrusting deeply and rhythmically and rubbing your clitoris.  AT THE SAME TIME I’m doing both those things—-I’ll be intermittently deeply kissing you and licking and sucking on your nipples.  I can’t promise at that point I’ll be able to focus on your whole breast—I may be “fixated” at that point on your nipples.  But all of the above will be after a long period of foreplay—after I’ve spent plenty of time building up to going in you.  Back rub, rubbing and caressing you all over, kissing, touching, rubbing your clitoris, licking your clitoris, licking your clitoris and putting my fingers in you……..
As I said tonight chatting—-while I’d like to know your real name—-it’s more important to me that you feel you can trust me, and that I’m not pressuring you.  My wife will NEVER “come after you”–NO MATTER WHAT.  And I’m going to do EVERYTHING in my power to NOT get caught—-mainly because I don’t want to hurt her.
Attached here are the final results of my tests–all negative.  “Trust” is hard earned, easily broken, and requires some “hard facts” to be real.  Here are some hard facts to back up what I’ve told you about my sexual history–a clean slate.
And finally, maybe you don’t want to think about this—but if you have contracted any sexual disease and anything comes back positive—-I’m not “walking away” from you.  I probably don’t make a very good “casual fuck buddy”—but you’ll be hard-pressed to find a lover who will be a better, true friend.  In my line of work there is an ethical obligation to “never abandon a client at a point of their greatest need.”  So whatever your test results—I’m going to be there for you one way or another—and move forward with you in some way that makes sense.  Not just “dump you and walk away.”  I hope everything is negative and we just have “hot, care-free sex.”  But just so you know……..not for nothing—-I am different.  Not trying to be proud—-just am.  I’ve been forgiven a lot—so I can’t justify treating people in any way but as well as I possibly can.  Just so you know……
Kris
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From: Sassy
To: Kris
Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 9:39 AM
Re: Friday fun
Good morning Kris!  Happy Friday!  What’s on your calendar today?  
I’m at work, doing payroll and then have a super-exciting (not really) meeting with the IT folks about putting in a new “customer relations database.”  
Thank you for this message.  I adore how you answer questions I haven’t asked but have been thinking about.  It is very very hot, but also comforting, to hear what might happen when we’re alone.  It made me wet and caused some interesting twinges.   
Hallelujah for negative tests results!  I am praying for the same.  It’s not worrying me much – I learned during cancer treatment to stay in the moment and only deal with what I had to deal with.  It is huge that you say you won’t run screaming if I have some positive result.  I was truly touched!  Another sign of how special you are.  And how special we may be together.  
I’d better get back to work.  Have a fantastic Friday! 
-S
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From: Kris
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 2:35 PM
Re: How I plan to ravage you / final STD test results attached
Hi Sassy!
I only had one meeting scheduled for today–and it was cancelled.  So I haven’t been doing much…except fantasizing about being with you and when and where.  I thought after I sent my last email, “That was a little over the top.  This woman has lived through beating cancer and had all kinds of support.  Your ‘noble’ offer of support is a little lame–if all she has to deal with is treatment for some STD (possibly excluding HIV).”  
But true to form–all you did was try to “find the best” in what I said–and made me feel special. Glad you got a little wet.  I hope “answering questions before you ask them” doesn’t mean “talking too much and taking the fun out of you asking them.”  If you have more questions….ask away!  For me, it’s part of the build up—anticipation—-learning—–getting to know you.
So here I go—rushing in where angels fear to tread.  Any chance you could get away for an overnight—-as soon as Friday, April 18th through Saturday, April 19th.  I don’t know how far you’re willing to travel—but I was fantasizing renting a cottage or something for 2 days.  I know—-way too “ambitious.”  But if your H can screw some woman and practically “rub it in your face” the same night (sorry–maybe that’s ok with you–but seems a little “insensitive” at a minimum to me)—-can you say to him:  “Thinking of spending the night away to take a potential new guy on an ‘extended test drive'”.   Or do you just “make excuses” and keep it “vague” with him?
Either way:  Check out my “over the top fantasizing” example of a place to stay for a day and a half of “naked romping around the place”:
$150 / 3br – Spacious Private Home Close To Storyland And Shopping Outlets (Bartlett/Glen(White Mountains Region))
Spacious Private Home Close
I expect you to take my “craziness” in stride as usual—-so I’m going to “relax” and not worry about your response to this.
Seriously Frisky
P.S.—We’ll talk more about this later–but any chance you can help a little with some expenses?  There isn’t such a thing as “this is the way to do it.”  In fact, the woman who dumped me after 3 months of chatting said part of why she was pulling away was feeling bad about not being able to help pay for a room.  I told her if she didn’t have the money to not worry about it.  But to her–having a man pay for everything was not ok.  I think you and I need to “make our own” rules–and screw what anyone else thinks about it.  They’re not the ones thinking about having this affair—you and I are.
P.P.S.—I could chat earlier tonight if you wanted–so it’s not so late.  But you probably have a project meeting–or may have other plans.  Let me know….big hug.
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Kris: Just finished work…going to gym till 10…home round 10:20…can u/want to chat then? 8:21 PM
Me: Sure! Sounds great! 8:22 PM
Kris: Big hug & kiss….huge smile….can’t stop thinking of u….fantasizing……later….mwah! 8:26 PM
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·       Apr 11 9:58 PM Kris: u could probably use a break from me…i know I could use a break from me…but everywhere i go–there i am…sometimes it’s annoying…either way is fine (i’m just getting addicted to you—and like it)…just don’t reply if you need a break…and we’ll chat another time…
·       Apr 11 9:59 PM Sassy: Hiya!
·       Apr 11 9:59 PM Kris: omg…aren’t you sick of me yet?
·       Apr 11 9:59 PM Sassy: not quite yet.  : )
·       Apr 11 9:59 PM Kris: oh goodie (i think)
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Kris: did u have a project meeting tonight?
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Sassy: yes
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Kris: how was it?
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Sassy: great! Big crowd
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Kris: what time do u get home from it?
·       Apr 11 10:00 PM Sassy: about 9:30 PM
·       Apr 11 10:01 PM Kris: how much time do you have between when you get out of work and when you go there?
·       Apr 11 10:01 PM Sassy: Go straight there
·       Apr 11 10:01 PM Kris: when do u eat?
·       Apr 11 10:01 PM Sassy: on the way there and a bit there
·       Apr 11 10:02 PM Kris: eat and run…it’s not the best way to do it…but i do it constantly…lots of times while driving.
·       Apr 11 10:02 PM Kris: tomorrow is last night…right?
·       Apr 11 10:02 PM Sassy: yes
·       Apr 11 10:04 PM Kris: what’s the best part of your involvement in it all…what gives you the most pleasure by being involved
·       Apr 11 10:06 PM Sassy: When it all comes together
·       Apr 11 10:06 PM Sassy: and people adore it
Apr 11 10:06 PM Sassy: Being part of a community
·       Apr 11 10:07 PM Sassy: Providing a way for talented people to do their thing
·       Apr 11 10:07 PM Kris: cool!
·       Apr 11 10:08 PM Kris: sorry…don’t mean to bombad you with “a thousand questions”…just have this hunger to know all about you…anything on your mind?
·       Apr 11 10:09 PM Sassy: It’s fun to have someone who is interested
·       Apr 11 10:09 PM Sassy: My brain is fried… just chilling
·       Apr 11 10:09 PM Kris: work all day then go straight to a project meeting…can’t imagine why you’re tired.  ; )
·       Apr 11 10:10 PM Sassy: I usually take time off around a show but I had things to do at work
·       Apr 11 10:11 PM Kris: have plans sunday?
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Me: Sorry – net is being flaky 10:14 PM
Kris: No problem….want to see if it comes back up….or chat another time? 10:18 PM
Me: It usually comes back. 10:19 PM
Kris: K….will wait then…it’s nice u actually want to talk to me…..expecting to wake up to find it was all a dream….don’t know why….10:23 PM
Kris: Net still down? 10:40 PM
Me: Yes. Grrr 10:40 PM
Kris: K 10:41 PM
Me: Comcast sucks moose weiners 10:41 PM
Kris: Lol 10:41 PM
Me: 🙂 10:41 PM
Me: Sorry – still out. Waaah 11:00 PM
Kris: I know….give me a good time for u to chat tomorrow…..lunch sunday?….or early dinner mon?…..mon weather mid 70s…come to town on harley in “full leather glory”….will b very gropable…..answer in email with same questions when u can get back on…texting too tedious to type… 11:09 PM
Me: Ok 11:09 PM
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From: Kris
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, Apr 11, 2014 11:27 PM
Lunch on Sunday? / early dinner on Monday?
Hi Sassie!
Lunch Sunday……or early dinner Monday?  Weather’s going to be very warm on Monday (mid 70s to possibly high of 80)….and I’m definitely going to be on my bike.  I’ll be dressed in “full leather glory”  ; ) and will be very gropable  < 🙂   !!!!!!!!  Have late afternoon work on Monday—then it would be only a “skip and a hop” (vroom, vrooom!!!!!!) from there to YOU!!!!!! 
 You’ll possibly have news to share by Monday (testing results)–which we’re both hoping is good.  Either way—either day—-want to see you, be with you, hug you, kiss you, touch you again.
Let me know if you want to chat Saturday–and give me a good time for you. 
I played with my bike a little today–learning all the controls and rode it a little.  I’m like a kid at Christmas—-but you’re even MORE fun!!!!!
You don’t have “dump-him-for-good-by-silence”—-but you do have a little “selective silence” on some things.  Which is ok—-I understand why—-and chuckle at it.  It’s part of “learning what you’ll respond to”  🙂  !!!!
When I make “crazy propositions”—you can just counter with more reasonable ones…..
🙂 <3
Frisky Kris

NHMan pops up

Friday, April 11, 2014

NHMan: Dried off yet? 4:30 PM

Me: Ha ha. I was fine til I saw your name. How you doing hot stuff? 4:42 PM
NHMan: I’m out with the grandkids. All the little ones are sleeping over tonight. 4:44 PM
NHMan: I’m sitting in a waiting area with all women who are talking about their lactation problems. If they only knew how much all the nipple talk was piquing my interest they would surely stop…. 4:53 PM
Me: You do get into the most interesting spots! 4:57 PM
NHMan: Spots are fun 5:00 PM

Beach dreams

Friday, April 11, 2014
5:56am Phil 
Good morning. My girl’s sick, bronchitis and elevated blood pressure. Worried about her. Have a fabulous Friday. I need to be productive today. Heading to the beach tonight!
7:16am Sassy 
Good morning kid!   Hope the day goes as you wish.  I envy your beach time!
7:18am Phil 
She let me know she was sick which was good. I’ll take that. I’d like to be sitting in the sand sipping a coffee tomorrow morning.

Actually Like Me

   Thursday, April 10, 2014 

     Kris: Just left last meeting…going to gym…home by 10:20…can u/want to chat then? 8:21 PM
     Me: Sure! Sounds great! 8:22 PM
     Kris: Big hug & kiss…huge smile…can’t stop thinking of u…fantasizing…later…mwah! 8:26 PM
·       Apr 10 10:37 PM Kris: Hi!…haven’t been online all day…want to check something…be right back!
·       Apr 10 10:37 PM Sassy: Okay
·       Apr 10 10:42 PM Kris: back…tests all negative!!!!…read your email…makes me want you more.
·       Apr 10 10:42 PM Sassy: I gave them the samples late this afternoon.
·       Apr 10 10:42 PM Sassy: Not sure when I’ll hear… probably Monday?
·       Apr 10 10:43 PM Sassy: They didn’t make me schedule a visit, just popped in to the lab. So it was free.
·       Apr 10 10:43 PM Sassy: I got all 8 tests, I think
·       Apr 10 10:44 PM Kris: to answer your question in your email about how i felt about getting the first 6 negative results…
·       Apr 10 10:45 PM Kris: not surprised…and expected the same from the last 2…but i’d be lying if i said i didn’t have a tiny bit of “concern”…but NOT lying about my sexual history…so there is no reason they should have been positive
·       Apr 10 10:46 PM Kris: besides you now knowing i can’t hurt your health in any way…one thing you said in your email is very important to me…
·       Apr 10 10:46 PM Kris: you said “i’m learning about std testing…and i’m learning about you…
·       Apr 10 10:46 PM Kris: just before i got on i thought to myself…i want her to know she can trust me…that i’m not going to lie to her
·       Apr 10 10:47 PM Sassy: You are different
·       Apr 10 10:48 PM Kris: from?
·       Apr 10 10:48 PM Sassy: Every other man I’ve met
·       Apr 10 10:48 PM Sassy: And I like that
·       Apr 10 10:48 PM Kris: ok…i was thinking about that too…
·       Apr 10 10:49 PM Kris: in order to have “fun cheating” people have to do all kinds of “mental gymnastics” it seems to me…
·       Apr 10 10:49 PM Kris: be super casual…non-committal…no strings attached…blah, blah, blah…and i get it…
·       Apr 10 10:49 PM Kris: but the truth is I don’t do “casual” so well.
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: but at the same time I don’t want to scare you away with “too intense”…
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: I WANT TO HAVE FUN…
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: but it’s in my nature to be committed.
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: of course i lie too
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: i’m lying to my wife.
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: but so far i haven’t lied to you
·       Apr 10 10:50 PM Kris: and i hope i don’t
·       Apr 10 10:52 PM Sassy: I hope that can remain true
·       Apr 10 10:52 PM Kris: if i thought i wanted to have sex with another woman…that would be hard for me to deal with…i don’t have your experience with that…
·       Apr 10 10:53 PM Kris: other than my wife…
·        Apr 10 10:55 PM Sassy: two years ago I had never had sex except as an expression of my love for a man
·       Apr 10 10:55 PM Kris: did you mean for “one” man?
·       Apr 10 10:56 PM Sassy: Definitely
·       Apr 10 10:56 PM Kris: i was afraid you were going to say…”but then i started seeing what women could do for me…LOL
·       Apr 10 10:57 PM Sassy: No… I am completely het
·       Apr 10 10:57 PM Sassy: I’ve tried to act on girl crushes and it just doesn’t work
·       Apr 10 10:57 PM Kris: random interruption…change of subject
·       Apr 10 10:58 PM Kris: i could be wrong but i think the more you trust me the hotter the sex is going to be…so…
·       Apr 10 10:59 PM Kris: if i don’t put any kind of pressure on you about anything you’re not ready for…that helps you trust me…and makes the sex better in the long run…at least that’s my theory…so…
·       Apr 10 10:59 PM Kris: don’t worry about telling me your real name…
·       Apr 10 10:59 PM Sassy: I do worry
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Kris: no…i mean you don’t have to tell me it…
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Sassy: Not about you, but about others who could see your email.
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Sassy: Oh?
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Kris: yes…don’t feel that you do…
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Kris: don’t think i’m going to interpret it as you don’t trust me…
·       Apr 10 11:00 PM Sassy: It will be on the tests
·       Apr 10 11:01 PM Kris: you can white it out and do what i did…
·       Apr 10 11:01 PM Kris: copy and paste it to an MS Word doc…i don’t need to know if you don’t want me to
·       Apr 10 11:02 PM Sassy: Okay. Thanks.
·       Apr 10 11:02 PM Sassy: Just heard too many scary stories about mad spouses
·       Apr 10 11:03 PM Kris: or…if you want to tell me in person…i could know it that way…but only use Sassy online…but again…it’s up to you…really…
·       Apr 10 11:04 PM Kris: what scary stories of mad spouses have you hears?
·       Apr 10 11:04 PM Sassy: They are endless… awful. I’ll tell you some in person if you want.
·       Apr 10 11:05 PM Sassy: Betrayed spouses are big trouble
·       Apr 10 11:07 PM Kris: ok…again…me saying this may not “reassure” you…but i’ve already betrayed my wife…been caught…and she had absolutely no interest in even knowing who the women were…and she would never seek to find them…her only concern would be her hurt at my betrayal…that may not reassure you…but it’s as true as everything else i’ve told you…and she’s already shown how she will react…and it’s not by “going after” someone I cheated with…she would only be very hurt and ask how I could do that to her…and hold me 100% responsible for it…
·       Apr 10 11:08 PM Sassy: Interesting
·       Apr 10 11:08 PM Kris: what?
·       Apr 10 11:08 PM Sassy: That is good. Unusual.
·       Apr 10 11:10 PM Kris: my wife is a really good person…a very kind and merciful person…a very forgiving person…i was extremely bad as a drunk…she’s forgiven me a lot…compared to what i’ve already done to her…she would consider some woman i cheated with “small potatoes”…but ME she’d hold responsible…not a woman i cheated with…
·       Apr 10 11:11 PM Sassy: Sounds like me
·       Apr 10 11:11 PM Kris: in what way?
·       Apr 10 11:12 PM Sassy: Good person, forgiving, blame husband
·       Apr 10 11:12 PM Sassy: He made out with a hotwife while her H watched tonight
·       Apr 10 11:12 PM Kris: your H did?
·       Apr 10 11:13 PM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 10 11:13 PM Kris: how do u know?
·       Apr 10 11:13 PM Sassy: He told me
·       Apr 10 11:14 PM Kris: is that normal in your relationship?
·       Apr 10 11:14 PM Sassy: that he tells me about his adventures? Yes
·       Apr 10 11:14 PM Sassy: Not a lot of details, just the high points or different stuff
·       Apr 10 11:14 PM Kris: do u tell him about yours?
·       Apr 10 11:15 PM Sassy: Not much
·       Apr 10 11:15 PM Kris: why do you say you forgive him but blame him…does it still hurt a little?
·       Apr 10 11:16 PM Sassy: I forgave him when he was cheating. I don’t think about it much now.
·       Apr 10 11:16 PM Kris: what do you mean when he was cheating…in the distant past…before you knew he was…but the found out?
·       Apr 10 11:16 PM Sassy: right
·       Apr 10 11:16 PM Kris: how did you find out?
·       Apr 10 11:16 PM Sassy: Did not blame the women
·       Apr 10 11:17 PM Sassy: He would admit it eventually
·       Apr 10 11:17 PM Kris: did you ask him…or did he just tell you?
·       Apr 10 11:17 PM Sassy: He would say
·       Apr 10 11:17 PM Sassy: He doesn’t know how to spell discreet
·       Apr 10 11:18 PM Kris: sorry…but lol…what do you mean?
·       Apr 10 11:18 PM Sassy: He can’t keep a secret in a bucket with a lid on it
·       Apr 10 11:19 PM Kris: so how did you first find out…what did he do specifically that gave himself away?
·       Apr 10 11:19 PM Sassy: He’d get very morose
·       Apr 10 11:19 PM Sassy: Start doing extra chores around the house or buying me a present
·       Apr 10 11:20 PM Sassy: GUILT!
·        Apr 10 11:20 PM Kris: that got you suspicious…you’re THAT “intuitive”!?
·       Apr 10 11:21 PM Sassy: He is very predictable
·       Apr 10 11:21 PM Sassy: Differences speak volumes
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Kris: but there must have been the moment of “indisputable evidence”…or did he just fess up?
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Sassy: You need to be very careful at home. Don’t be all giddy in a new way.
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Sassy: He’d fess up pretty quickly
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Kris: my wife already asked me if the next thing is an affair
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Sassy: What?
·       Apr 10 11:22 PM Kris: she asked me that about a month ago
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Sassy: Why?
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: losing weight…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: working out…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Sassy: Ah yes
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: listening to different music…and loud…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: dancing to the music…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: acting crazy…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Kris: buying leather jacket…
·       Apr 10 11:23 PM Sassy: OMG, not a leather jacket! Description: )
·       Apr 10 11:24 PM Kris: today i bought new chaps…like a picture with just those on?
·       Apr 10 11:24 PM Sassy: You are so frisky!
·       Apr 10 11:25 PM Kris: a really hot biker chick helped me buy the chaps, new helmet (bluetooth in helmet to stream music from phone or ipod), gloves and new boots…she rides too so knew how to direct me to the right gear…
·       Apr 10 11:26 PM Kris: she works in the store i bought my bike at…
·       Apr 10 11:26 PM Kris: but i’m a “one woman man”…(ok…two woman…but not three)…
·       Apr 10 11:26 PM Sassy: Ask her to go for a ride?
·       Apr 10 11:27 PM Kris: no…she was “out of my league”…but i did flirt with her a little when she was watching me struggle to put on the chaps…
·       Apr 10 11:27 PM Kris: i was having trouble zippering them up…
·       Apr 10 11:27 PM Sassy: Flirting is good
·       Apr 10 11:27 PM Kris: she said to me…want some help?
·       Apr 10 11:28 PM Sassy: I’m better at unzipping
·       Apr 10 11:28 PM Kris: i said…no…i need to learn to do this myself…unless you’re going to be there all the time to do it for me…which would be nice.
·       Apr 10 11:28 PM Sassy: Ooh… smooth
·       Apr 10 11:28 PM Kris: she ignored the last sentence…but that was flirting.
·       Apr 10 11:29 PM Kris: yeah…i said it kind of fast and soft…smooth flirting that she just ignored.
·       Apr 10 11:30 PM Sassy: Red head?
·       Apr 10 11:30 PM Kris: truth is…it was “just business”…what was really helpful was that she said to me: “forget about trying to look cool…buy what’s most comfortable and safe.” so i got the right stuff
·       Apr 10 11:31 PM Kris: she said…i ride all the time…in cold weather too…i bundle all up…i don’t care what i look like…and if someone doesn’t like how i look…they don’t have to look at me.
·       Apr 10 11:32 PM Kris: that made me laugh…she knew what she was talking about and i didn’t make bad choices to “look cool”…but the stuff i bought does look cool…but is very functional.
·       Apr 10 11:32 PM Kris: to answer your question…
·       Apr 10 11:33 PM Kris: she had long dirty blonde hair with streaks of red or purple or something…doesn’t matter…this is weird…i want to focus on you…sorry i even brought it up…
·       Apr 10 11:33 PM Sassy: no worries
·       Apr 10 11:33 PM Sassy: It’s fun to see you spreading your wings
·       Apr 10 11:34 PM Kris: i’m just your ordinary weak man…but that doesn’t mean i’m going to do anything about it.
·       Apr 10 11:35 PM : )
Kris: what did you mean about sending you 3 pictures after we meet…did you mean don’t want to see nude pics till after you see in person?
·       Apr 10 11:35 PM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 10 11:35 PM Kris: i would have sent them now…but honestly am a little relieved you said that…and thought you might…as i get to know you
·       Apr 10 11:35 PM Sassy: I like to see in the flesh first
·       Apr 10 11:36 PM Sassy: like opening a present
·       Apr 10 11:36 PM Sassy: don’t want to know what’s in the box
·       Apr 10 11:36 PM Kris: i like that way of thinking…and there’s something i would add to that…
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Kris: which is…to me it’s not “what it looks like” so much as “how you use it” and “what it does for me in the moment”…
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Sassy: right
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Kris: and then “how i see you” is joined to how you make me feel…
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Kris: so if you make me feel good…you are by definition “hot” and “attractive” to me…
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Sassy: I don’t judge or compare.. just another part of the puzzle
·       Apr 10 11:37 PM Sassy: Ha… I’ll be smoking hot then
·       Apr 10 11:38 PM Kris: that’s what i’m counting on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…and why i’m getting impatient…but you’re not teasing me…we’ll get there.
·       Apr 10 11:39 PM Kris: well…your’e teasing me a little…but in a fun way…
·       Apr 10 11:39 PM Sassy: It’s not a tease… it’s a preview. or something
·       Apr 10 11:39 PM Kris: right…better way to put it…
·        Apr 10 11:39 PM Sassy: tantalizing
·       Apr 10 11:39 PM Kris: yes
·       Apr 10 11:40 PM Sassy: You haven’t known me two weeks yet!
·       Apr 10 11:40 PM Kris: meaning?
·       Apr 10 11:41 PM Sassy: this is a not a long, drawn out thing yet..
·       Apr 10 11:42 PM Kris: i know…but i’m a little “hung over” from my 3 month of chatting by an AM woman only to be abruptly dumped…
·       Apr 10 11:43 PM Kris: but you’re right…and we’re “moving right along”…aren’t we?
·       Apr 10 11:43 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 10 11:43 PM Sassy: Yes indeed
·       Apr 10 11:43 PM Sassy: It’s good to talk first, so it isn’t like I could be anyone
·       Apr 10 11:44 PM Kris: meaning i’m not just having sex with “just anyone”…but you…because i know you…to some degree?
·       Apr 10 11:44 PM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 10 11:45 PM Kris: and the more i get to know you the more i like you and the more i like you the more i want to have sex with you…especially after you “attacked” me in public…and sucked on my finger at lunch…omg
·       Apr 10 11:46 PM Kris: and grabbed me in a public parking lot…
·       Apr 10 11:46 PM Sassy: You inspired me
·       Apr 10 11:46 PM Sassy: I need to teach you about where to park!
·       Apr 10 11:46 PM Kris: what do you mean?
·       Apr 10 11:47 PM Sassy: Out of the stream of things, high up or low down… away from most cars but not too isolated, facing a wall
·       Apr 10 11:48 PM Kris: if i come into town on my Harley we’ll have to use your car…so you can pick the spot next time…lol
·       Apr 10 11:48 PM Sassy: But with some luck we won’t have to deal with that again
·       Apr 10 11:48 PM Kris: right…we’ll be in bed…
·       Apr 10 11:48 PM Sassy: naked
·       Apr 10 11:49 PM Kris: yummmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!
·       Apr 10 11:49 PM Sassy: amazing how one word can do magic things, eh?
·       Apr 10 11:49 PM Kris: like?
·       Apr 10 11:50 PM Kris: naked?
·       Apr 10 11:51 PM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 10 11:52 PM Kris: right!
·       Apr 10 11:52 PM Sassy: Were you imagining it?
·       Apr 10 11:54 PM Kris: yes but not in a lot of detail…it helps when you describe things more specifically…when you were describing “basics” that you liked it was very exciting…partly because it was very…trying to find the right words…it wasn’t only about “hot and fast and heavy”…(want that too!)…but about more subtle…and details like you could get off just by me finding the right spot on your back…tells me what you like.
·        Apr 10 11:57 PM Sassy: Fascinates me what you focus on
·       Apr 10 11:57 PM Kris: why?
·       Apr 10 11:57 PM Sassy: Helps me learn to please you
·       Apr 10 11:57 PM Kris: how so…example please
·       Apr 10 11:57 PM Sassy: Lets me look inside your mind
·       Apr 10 11:58 PM Sassy: Which is where most of the pleasure happens
·       Apr 10 11:58 PM Sassy: examples of what?
·       Apr 10 11:58 PM Kris: what have you learned so far…that you think would help you please me?
·       Apr 10 11:59 PM Sassy: Knowing little quirky things about me
·       Apr 11 12:00 AM Kris: continue…i’m losing our train of thought.
·       Apr 11 12:01 AM Sassy: me too… getting late
·       Apr 11 12:01 AM Kris: question before we go
·       Apr 11 12:01 AM Sassy: Sure
·       Apr 11 12:01 AM Sassy: I want to talk forever but I can’t…
·       Apr 11 12:01 AM Kris: what did you mean when you said you thought they would test for 8 but weren’t sure?
·       Apr 11 12:02 AM Sassy: I talked to the nurse twice, wasn’t sure the second part would get communicated before I got there. But they did all 8
·       Apr 11 12:02 AM Sassy: HIV Hep B & C, Chlamydia Gonnorhea Syphilis Herpes 1 & 2
·       Apr 11 12:03 AM Kris: those are fine…ones i had done…
·       Apr 11 12:03 AM Kris: let me say just one more thing…then i’ll let you go…ok?
·       Apr 11 12:04 AM Sassy: Yes
·       Apr 11 12:05 AM Kris: every time i email you i worry that i’ve annoyed you…and your answers are always so sweet and nice…and every time i ask if you want to chat you seem to…i expect you to not want to…but i’m going to try and stop worrying and assume you actually like me…but tell me if you just can’t…and i’ll just have to trust i’m not dreaming.
·       Apr 11 12:06 AM Kris: that’s it…
·       Apr 11 12:06 AM Sassy: Yes. Please relax.
·       Apr 11 12:07 AM Sassy: If thing change, I will say.
·       Apr 11 12:07 AM Sassy: I hate silence.
·       Apr 11 12:07 AM Kris: ok…you’re like a snake charmer…i’m falling asleep on your naked breasts now…goodnight Sassy…Mwahh!
·       Apr 11 12:07 AM Sassy: Goodnight Kris. Sleep well.
·       Apr 11 12:08 AM Kris: Thanks…you too…smile…bye.