Breaking the silence

I waited all day Saturday and into Sunday to hear from him… silence.  Argh!!!  Guys – if a lady sucks your cock, email her with thanks and say something nice RIGHT AWAY!  I mean… sitting in your car.  Or first thing when you get home.  DO NOT leave her to wonder.  I finally caved in and wrote to him. 
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From: Sassy
To: SmoothGuy
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 1:49 PM
Subject: Checking in
Hiya!  Hope you’re having an easy Sunday.  I am mired in the ever exciting laundry, plant watering and prepping for a project meeting.
Thank you for the iced tea, and the best breakfast I’ve had in a long time.  
Soooo…. are you freaking out?  Unimpressed? Overwhelmed?  Still processing?  Something else?  Give me a clue, please.  
 “There are silences harder to take back than words.
     from “By the Numbers” Poetry and Aphorisms
     by James Richardson, America Poet 
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From: SmoothGuy
To: Sassy
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 2:00 PM
Subject: Re: Checking in
Hey there.
I’m mostly processing.  As you know, a very enjoyable experience!  But, it’s the furthest I’ve gone, prior was just kissing.
So I’m processing if that’s what I want to be doing outside my marriage. Knowing me, I take several days to think things through. In any event, was very nice.
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From: Sassy
To: SmoothGuy
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 7:02 PM
Subject: Re: Checking in 
Thanks for the update!  Best of luck working through this… if I can help, let me know.  
It was great meeting you.  You are fun!
-S

Daytona 500 and Oscars

Sunday, February 24, 2013
10:08am
Good morning!  Hope you’re feeling better and have an easy day!
10:28am Phil
I am. Going to relax and watch the Daytona 500 and then the Oscars
Sounds like a great plan!  I hope Danica wins!  I have the monthly project meeting late afternoon but hope to be back in time to see the Oscars… if I can get my TV to work.  I haven’t had it on in… forever!  Enjoy the day!
12:11pm Phil
Feeling a bit better. Running to the store. 
Making roast chicken for supper, with Mac and cheese, made blueberry scones for breakfast. 
I’d like to see Danica win too
12:19am Phil
Did you watch the Oscars?
12:23am
Yes.
12:50am Phil
Good show
What cha doing up so late
12:50am
Chatting
12:51am Phil
Ahhhhhhhh
12:51am
About to stop…
12:51am Phil
Enjoy  ๐Ÿ™‚
12:51am
xx00 ๐Ÿ™‚
12:52am Phil
๐Ÿ™‚ <3
12:52am
Sleep well, sweet man.
12:54am Phil
You too sexy girl

Meeting SmoothGuy

February 23, 2013 Saturday 
We started emailing in late November.  He favorited me on AM – I liked his profile, so I winked him and he wrote to me.  A couple of emails and we switched to an occasional Yahoo chat.  He was sweet, polite and amazed at the sexy topics I would talk about.  His AM profile says he is 47, 5โ€™10โ€, 205 pounds but I guess much of that is fiction.   He was very secretive, careful to never give me any details that would identify him.
I was bad – complained about AM men I was meeting.  He promised not to treat me that way.  I did not believe him but it was very sweet to say so.  
Right after Christmas he told me he had a nice holiday and was going to opt out of the affair business.  I wished him well.  I offered to be his pal, just talk, let off steam.  No answer. 
A week later he was back, chatting, flirting… so we carried on through January and into February with brief late night chats.  I finally saw a photo of him at the end of January – a sweet smile, a little pudgy, a business suit in an office.  He asked about where we could meet, how it would work, saying he could not afford a hotel very often, where could we park, who would bring what… obviously nervous and trying to see things from every angle.  I answered his questions and tried to make him more comfortable. 
He finally, after three months, started pressing to meet.  He chose Feb. 16 but backed out.  I was pretty sure weโ€™d never meet.  He seemed… too good to cheat, too nervous, not desperate enough.  I asked what he wanted to do and he focused on oral.. said he could not recall the last time heโ€™d gotten to taste a woman or have her suck him… decades, he said.  I’ve heard that so many times… makes me wonder about women that they can’t do the one thing that would make their husband feel good.  
He rescheduled for Saturday, Feb. 23, saying heโ€™d tell his wife and daughter he was going to a morning movie in Burlington, so heโ€™d have a couple hours.  Of course, they decided to go with him.  But then last minute, they changed their minds and he asked if I could get there on short notice, by 9:30 am.  I couldnโ€™t make that, but we agreed on 10:00 am.  I scrambled to shower and dress and send Hubby to clean up the car so I could sit in the back if I wanted.

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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 8:46 AM SmoothGuy wrote:
Good morning!  Looks good to go this morning! My daughter decided to sleep in.
Meet at the Panera around 9:30 still?  Please confirm – looking forward to meeting!
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013 8:53 AM Sassy wrote:
Hiya!  Yay!  I’m running a little late getting started.  I’ll get there as fast as I can, but it’ll probably be 10 am.  Okay?
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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 8:58 AM SmoothGuy wrote:
Okay! I’ll be there at  10:00. Do you want to meet outside or should I get a table?
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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 9:00 AM Sassy wrote:
Outside is fine unless the rain starts.  Then go inside?
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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 9:16 AM SmoothGuy wrote:
Okay meet outside
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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 9:16 AM Sassy wrote:
Leaving now.  Hug you soon.  ๐Ÿ˜‰
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On Sat, Feb 23, 2013 10:05 AM SmoothGuy wrote: 
I’m here. In middle of parking lot

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I made it by 10:05 am!  He was standing outside, pacing.  We had a quick hug, then went in to Panera.  He reminds me of John Goodman in the old days, with a nice smile, average face and a big belly, like a cuddly teddy bear.  
John Goodman
He bought me an iced green tea.  Bravo!  We found a quiet booth at the back and talked.  He was dressed in a Patriots football sweatshirt, jeans and fancy sneakers, with longish straight light brown hair with streaks of gray.  I touched his hand, listened to him… he asked me about my AM experiences and talked a little about his.  He asked if Iโ€™d like to go somewhere to talk more privately in my car.  I followed him down back roads to the parking lot of the Hilton.  I thought he was pulling another fast one, but no… he had found a quiet spot in their back parking lot.  
We climbed into the back seat of my mini-van.  I had put the middle seats down, so we had lots of room.  He kissed me.  It was okay.  He unbuttoned my top and played with my chest, first over my bra and then he took my left breast out to suck on it.  He got on his knees, took off my pants and panties and licked me, fingering me as well.  He was pretty good at that… made appreciative noises.  He made me cum!  I told him so and he beamed, said he liked the way I taste.  His knees got sore, so I encouraged him to come back up to sit beside me and we kissed some more.  He was impressed I would kiss him after he’d gone down on me. 
I asked him what he wanted to do next.  He looked at me and smiled.  I asked if I could taste him and his eyes rolled and he said softly, โ€œIโ€™d like that.  Itโ€™s been so long,โ€ with a deep sigh.  I sat at his feet and he helped me get his jeans and dark blue briefs down.  There was a wet spot in the front.  
He had a small cock, uncut, like nothing I had ever seen.  The skin came up and over to a little curl, and there was no getting the skin down to get to the crown.  I twisted and pumped, and he got a little bigger, then I sucked him in and licked him up and down… the skin still closed over the top – completely smooth!  A woman in chat told me there is a clinical name for this condition – phimosis.   It’s considered a birth defect that is fixed right away on babies today.  I was surprised that he didn’t warn me, or say anything at the time.  I thought I handled it well, going about pleasuring him without comment.  I wondered at his sensitivity… never being able to feel the head through the extra skin? 
photo from the internet (not him but very similar) 
I could taste pre-cum… very mildly salty.  I did my magic with my mouth and hands.  His head fell back and he moaned sweetly, breathing heavily.  He said, โ€œIf you do that, I am not going to last long at all.โ€  I nodded and deep-throated him and he moaned.  A very small bit of cum came out and I swallowed it easily.  I only realized he was done when he began to get soft.  I stayed down, talking with him while rubbing his legs and tummy.  
I asked him if he could give me a name to call him… didnโ€™t have to real.  He joked that I could call him late for lunch.  So I never got a name.  Bad sign #1.  He seemed very tired, like some men get after finishing.  He said it usually takes him an hour to recover!  I told him I knew some tricks to speed that up. He told me he needed to get going.  That was bad sign #2 (leaving early) and a big hint that maybe it had not been so great for him, but he said it had been wonderful to cum in my mouth.  He had not reached that level with anyone else from AM.  Bad sign #3.  I tried not to think about it. 
We put our clothes back together and he helped me out of the back seat, gave me a quick hug, jumped in his car and was gone.  

Naughty nurse

Saturday, February 23, 2013

11:56am
Happy Saturday kid!

Just had a nice “breakfast” with a sweet man.  Just an oral exchange…yum.  

Makes me miss you, as usual!

Off to Mom’s to read her email.  Have a super day!
3:49pm Phil
Well well, oral exchange is nice. I’m sick, nasty cold
3:52pm
Oh no!  Hope you feel much better soon.  I am sending healing vibes.
4:23pm Phil
Thank you!  Glad you are meeting interesting people. 
Solves the physical need but not the emotional one but you know that. 
Take the bits we can get
4:49pm Phil
I am sitting here wondering what the point is… but it felt good to touch someone, even if he was half as cute and half as long as you are!  I’m sending you a nurse to tend to you.

5:23pm Phil
I know Sass, I know, appreciate the nurse. I know one who looks just like that and would nurse me back to health! I think she has that outfit as a matter of fact
5:39pm
Do you have a plan, timeline to be in her arms?
7:14pm Phil
No
7:20pm
Is she being patient?
7:26pm Phil
So far, yes
7:26pm
Phew.

Final prep to meet

February 22, 2013 Friday
11:36 PM SmoothGuy: Hey there hot stuff! You up?
11:37 PM SmoothGuy: Ping
11:40 PM Sassy: Hiya!
11:40 PM Sassy: You’re up late!
11:46 PM SmoothGuy: Hi I’m back
11:47 PM SmoothGuy: I guess pretty late for me. Had a nap!
11:48 PM SmoothGuy: Are you a night owl?
11:48 PM Sassy: Yes
11:49 PM SmoothGuy: I like to be sometimes. But pay for it the next day.
11:49 PM Sassy: I seem to need less sleep as I get older.
11:49 PM SmoothGuy: Usually thinking too much about sex  : )
11:50 PM Sassy: Oooh!
11:50 PM SmoothGuy: Yep.  Not a bad thing
11:52 PM Sassy: Mmmm….You type 3 letters and my brain takes off!
11:52 PM SmoothGuy: I may have to go soon. But wanted to say tomorrow morning is 50-50. My wife is not going to the morning movie. My daughter is ambivalent ….Don’t know if you are even free still , but want to bring the possibility up
11:53 PM Sassy: Could…
11:54 PM Sassy: You won’t know til you leave the house, right?
11:54 PM SmoothGuy: I won’t know until around 9:00
11:55 PM SmoothGuy: To be there around 9:30 to 9:45
11:55 PM Sassy: I’ll hang loose, give me a shout
11:55 PM SmoothGuy: Great! I will email you either way by 9:00, earlier if I can
11:56 PM Sassy: Sounds great!
11:56 PM SmoothGuy: Would be pretty cool to finally meet… And start off with a nice hug
11:57 PM Sassy: Oh yes!
11:59 PM SmoothGuy: Ditto!!
12:00 AM SmoothGuy: Do hear some people coming upstairs now, so need to sign off… Will email you in the AM
12:00 AM SmoothGuy: Night

Normal genes

Friday, February 22, 2013
9:01am
Good morning!  You snowed under?

9:05 am
New unusual bakery opened – here’s maple bacon donuts!

2:26pm Phil
Just a couple inches
[photo of him outside]
2:51pm
Yay! So great to see your smile.
Just heard back from the MGH Genetic testing center – I have NORMAL GENES!  so no extra breast screening and I get to keep my ovaries.  Whee!
3:37pm Phil
Outstanding!
3:45pm
Any fun weekend plans?  
Looks like we’ll be snowed in again…third weekend in a row!

The meet roller coaster

From: SmoothGuy
To: Sassy 
Sent: Wednesday, February 20, 2013 6:19 PM
Subject: Sunday smiles
Hi!!
Hope your week is going well. It’s been a little crazy at work so far, but is now expected to quiet down. Same at home, with no visitors expected for a while!
I still want to meet, and I’m sorry my schedule has been so tight.  Next best chance for me is this Saturday morning, though it’s iffy. I’m planning to head to a 9:45 AM movie in Burlington, the only problem is that some of my family may want to come! That would be awkward :-).
Any chance you might be free then? Please let me know when you can.
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From: Sassy
To: SmoothGuy
Sent: Wednesday, February 20, 2013 8:03 PM 
Hiya hot stuff, 
Thanks for thinking about meeting.  Saturday morning works for me.   Tell me what time and where?  I understand that it’s tentative.  We’ll need to keep an eye on the weather, too.  If it’s Saturday, it has to be snowing, right?  
 -S
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From: SmoothGuy
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, February 21, 2013 11:00 PM
Subject: Re: Sunday smiles
Hi there!  
Saturday is not going to work :-(. 
My wife and daughter do want to hit the morning movie with me after all. Sorry it won’t work. Will try again. 
Hope your day was nice!
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From: Sassy
To: SmoothGuy
Sent: Friday, Feb 22, 2013 12:04 AM
Thanks for the heads up.  I figured they would.  
Hugs with groping!
-S

Big hug

Thursday, February 21, 2013
8:21am
Good morning!  Big hug!
9:16am Phil
Morning!
[photo of his face just out of the shower]
Hugs back
9:17am
Hubba hubba!
9:18am Phil
More civilized
[photo of his face after shaving]
9:21am
What’s on your calendar today?  
I have a quiet office day.
9:25am Phil
Briefing a Bigwig in a few and then house cleaning. Going to snow!

Planning to meet SmoothGuy

February 20, 2013 Wednesday
ยท       10:34 PM SmoothGuy: Hi there
ยท       10:34 PM SmoothGuy: Ping
ยท       10:36 PM Sassy: Hiya
ยท       10:36 PM SmoothGuy: Hi back!  About Saturday….
ยท       10:38 PM SmoothGuy: Tentative still, but I’m looking at 9:30 to 12:00 ish free
ยท       10:38 PM Sassy: Cool!
ยท       10:38 PM SmoothGuy: Burlington area, because that’s where the movie is
ยท       10:39 PM Sassy: That works
ยท       10:39 PM SmoothGuy: Tentative though…
ยท       10:39 PM Sassy: Sure
ยท       10:40 PM SmoothGuy: Need to go alone, but others may want to come …
ยท       10:40 PM SmoothGuy: Best I can do
ยท       10:41 PM Sassy: Of course
ยท       10:41 PM Sassy: If not, there are other times
ยท       10:41 PM Sassy: Don’t fret
ยท       10:43 PM SmoothGuy: Thanks. Just don’t want to set expectations that I can’t meet
ยท       10:43 PM Sassy: No expectations. Really. I know stuff happens.
ยท       10:43 PM Sassy: Just don’t stand me up… all I ask.
ยท       10:44 PM SmoothGuy: Do you want to meet at the movie theater? Or some place nearby for a breakfast type thing
ยท       10:44 PM SmoothGuy: Never stand you up
ยท       10:45 PM Sassy: Hmmm… whatever works for you.
ยท       10:45 PM Sassy: I looked around…
ยท       10:45 PM Sassy: there’s a Bickford’s, if you want to sit or a Panera for faster stuff
ยท       10:46 PM SmoothGuy: Panera sounds good.
ยท       10:47 PM Sassy: Do you know the strip mall with the Outback Steak House and Rouche Bros?
ยท       10:47 PM Sassy: Very close to 128
ยท       10:48 PM Sassy: Panera Bread 34 Cambridge Street Burlington, MA 01803 Just off exit 33A of Rte 128
ยท       10:48 PM SmoothGuy: I’m sure I can find it.
ยท       10:48 PM Sassy: If you’re looking at Outback, it’s on the left hand side
ยท       10:49 PM SmoothGuy: Thanks for the address. Your are pretty good with your hands : )
ยท       10:49 PM Sassy: Sure thing.
ยท       10:49 PM Sassy: Trying to make it less stressy
ยท       10:51 PM SmoothGuy: I’m sure you have many ways to relax me  < 3
ยท       10:51 PM Sassy: I hope so.
ยท       10:52 PM Sassy: But if I don’t, no worries, okay? Just be honest.  No harm, no foul.
ยท       10:53 PM SmoothGuy: Totally with you. This is suppose to be fun
ยท       10:53 PM Sassy: Yes.  Even if I don’t light your fire, we can talk.
ยท       10:53 PM SmoothGuy: And with consideration.
ยท       10:53 PM Sassy: We can laugh, eat a muffin
ยท       10:54 PM SmoothGuy: And kiss!!
ยท       10:54 PM Sassy: If you want…and grope.  : )
ยท       10:56 PM SmoothGuy: Nothing ever wrong with kissing and groping….
ยท       10:56 PM SmoothGuy: It’s how you see if a fire can start….
ยท       10:56 PM SmoothGuy: Worse case, just a lot of fun  : )
ยท       10:58 PM Sassy: Yes. If it doesn’t work, I make a good AM friend
ยท       10:59 PM Sassy: someone you can kibbitz about other gals with
ยท       11:00 PM SmoothGuy: You do at that
ยท       11:00 PM Sassy: I want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me
ยท       11:01 PM SmoothGuy: Looking forward to meeting
ยท       11:01 PM SmoothGuy: Thanks. You too
ยท       11:02 PM Sassy: I need a hug
ยท       11:03 PM SmoothGuy: I’m a good higher
ยท       11:05 PM Sassy: I bet
ยท       11:06 PM Sassy: When it’s been awhile… hugs are so… hot

Life is life

Wednesday, February 20, 2013
8:31am Phil
By you?  Life is life, Sass, it’s what we make it be. We accept what we are willing to accept and change what we can’t. Lots of formulas but I don’t think there’s a right or wrong. Gotta find what makes you happy, not what makes everyone else happy.
8:33am
Thanks kid.  Working on it.

No…he doesn’t want me.  He found a couple to play with.
8:42am Phil
Ahhh, strange how we get locked into things and just stay.  It becomes normal, what we do even if it sucks. Last night, I made homemade sausage and peppers, the Italian way, red beans and rice, and fresh rice pudding desert. Handed my wife a glass of wine when she came home. Today is her birthday. I am making baked lobster tails, steamed shrimp, coquille St Jacques, baked potatoes, Brussels sprouts with bacon and blue cheese. I laid out the table, going to fill the room with balloons and have a few friends over to celebrate. Trying to show her how this is supposed to be done cause that’s never happened for me, and itโ€™s not remotely hard to do. I even cleaned it all up and did the dishes. It’s easy to make someone feel Appreciated.  00
9:28am
You are a good man.  Today is another day!  I get to meet the new boss and feed him Thai lunch!  Have a wonderful Wednesday!
3:28pm
Great photos of you on your work site today!  It looked like you managed to have some fun.
3:34pm Phil
I try. Those things are so serious.