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AM men so far

January 1, 2013

Happy New Year!

I am feeling a little better this morning – regrouping, taking stock of where I am and trying to figure out where I am going.  I feel done with Ashley Madison but don’t see a clear alternative.  Here’s a quick summary of my contacts since I joined AM in mid-September:

  • 10 men contacted me that I replied to 
  • 6 Met 
  • 3 Had sex with (2 good, one bad)
  • 8 Gone
  • 2 Still talking (Mr Truck and Panties Man)

Month            Met       Status Comments

September

   #1                   No        Gone    Guilt king, stood me up

   The Lawyer     Once     Gone     Regular guy, so sweet, too busy to cheat

   Dancing Man    Once     Gone     Regular guy, One and done without a word

   Panties Man     Once     Active   Kinky, sweet, too busy to cheat

   The Professor   Once     Gone     Vanilla, erudite, lunch and silence

October

   Mr Truck          No       Active     Email king, porn king, kinky

November 

   Speedy             Once     Gone      Selfish, shorter, thinner, one and done

   Period Man       No         Gone      Too many periods!

December

   SmoothGuy       No        Gone     Nice guy, said he won’t cheat

   Volt                Once     Gone     Great guy, generous, guilty

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Three Wise Men?

The day after Christmas was fun!  I heard from three different men! 
1) Volt started off the day talking about our upcoming meet. 
From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Tuesday, December 25, 2012 8:59 AM
Subject: Re: Details 
Merry Christmas!  It’s snowing!  
-S
From: Volt 
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 8:19 am 
Good Morning
I didn’t get much snow just s dusting. Hope you had a nice Christmas. Mine was good, had a few people over for dinner. That was about it. Stayed in and watched tv. I will talk to you tomorrow, in person! See you soon.
Sean
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2) Next up Mr Truck chimed in with his latest sexy suggestions (Dig his salutation!):
From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 8:52 am
Hey there Sassolicious:
Do you have lots of different bras & panties? I bet you do. Might be fun to have you model a few combinations for me. I can do same with boxers and boxer briefs, the latter showing my package curves best. I should probably use those to fulfill your request: show my bulge then show my naked hard cock, give you lots to stare at, cause you to imagine things you want to do, ways you want to play with it. It will be fun for us. Perhaps after the coming pics you can share with me a peek of your sweet pussy or even just closer to it, maybe panties pulled tight to reveal puffy lips, or your full cameltoe?
Mmmmmm
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3) Finally Panties Man was bored at work and we had a flirty email exchange.  
Subject: Good Wednesday?
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 11:53 am 
Hey there, sexy sassy!
I can’t IM today, but can check in with email.  How are you doing?
Date: Wed, 26 Dec 2012 11:58:06 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Good Wednesday?
To: Rick
Great! Out running errands, thinking about the man in car with the piercing gaze and wandering hands!
Subject: RE: Good Wednesday?
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy 
Dec 26, 2012 12:13 pm
I think I know that guy…is it the same one who found the pics you sent oh-so-sexy???  I look at them every once in awhile, always smile, and often get even more of a reaction 😉  
Whatcha wearing today???
Date: Wed, 26 Dec 2012 12:47:14 -0800 
From: Sassy
Subject: RE: Good Wednesday?
To: Rick 
You are very smart! And sexy… Glad those pics make you…smile.
I’m in total “not working – I can be comfortable” mode with blue sweatpants, sweatshirt and hoodie! Fleece, baby! Hiding mauve sporty Hanes undies and demure white bra! What about you?
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 12:50 pm 
mmmm…I’m back to wearing something pretty today.  Hadn’t been while at home all day with other people around.  These are hi-cut Olga panties; pretty red print.
Fleece is warm!  Not sexy, but warmth comes first on winter days and running errands.  
Date: Wed, 26 Dec 2012 1:42:03 -0800 pm
From: Sassy
Subject: RE: Good Wednesday?
To: Rick
Red? Nice. I’m chilling at the car wash. Mini-van is going to sparkle! In case, you know, I happen to see someone special later this week. 
Did Santa bring you anything good? 
-S
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 2:17 pm 
I was a great Santa.  He brought me some good things.  
You might have me curious just how much the van sparkles!  And now I’m wondering more about what you’ll be wearing tomorrow and Friday.  And also getting excited about thinking of sucking on a sexy nipple.  just saying….maybe I’ll need to suckle one nipple while tweaking the other…and maybe my other hand will also need to be busy.
But this is just me thinking!!  I wouldn’t assume you’d like this at all!  Just know that I believe I’d like it.
Date: Wed, 26 Dec 2012  7:32:18 -0800 pm
From: Sassy
Subject: RE: Good Wednesday?
To: Rick 
You do know how to tempt me… 
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy
Dec 26, 2012 9:16 pm
me tempt you???   how about you tempting me??
Date: Wed, 26 Dec 2012 22:04:12 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Good Wednesday?
To: Rick
I don’t know what you mean.  ðŸ™‚  
-S
From: Panties Man
To: Sassy
Dec 27, 2012 7:43 am
I guess I’ll have to tell you then!
I think your cleavage is sexier.  The profile of your breasts even more so.  Seeing your breasts covered only in a bra makes me hard and want to dive in and bare them to touch, feel and taste.
I imagine my hands wandering all over you; touching, feeling, probing, listening to your breathing get heavier and heavier as I find those places that make you warm, moist, and want more of me.
Does that help you understand??  ðŸ™‚ 
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Panties Pep Talk

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, November 29, 2012 11:29 AM
Subject: Busy, busy, busy
This working stuff is too much!  As I’m sure you heard in the news, my MA purchased Powerball ticket was not one of the winners.  How are you doing?  What is going on?
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Date: Thu, 29 Nov 2012 11:50:26 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Busy, busy, busy
To: Rick
Hiya Rick!  
Yes… I bought tickets, too.  And I never do!  Just a sign of how much I need a break from the office!  But we’re in the last week of our busiest time, so I have hopes of being calmer next week.  Does that ever happen for you? 
I am hanging in…. taking deep breaths, trying to count my blessings and do things for other people.  
I have a lunch date today with “The Professor.”  Pray for me!  We’ve been talking for two months and he finally said yesterday, “What about lunch tomorrow?”  I am excited but the way things have gone lately, it means I will never hear from him again, so I am sad.  But I’m going to rock it and hope for the best.  Have you been getting out at all?
Have a great day!  Thanks for checking on me… it makes me smile!  
 -S
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From Rick
Nov 29, 2012 12:24 pm
To Sassy
Then I wish you great luck with ‘The Professor’!
Now that negativity about fearing you’ll never hear from him afterwards, you need to cut out!  You are a lovely, sexy, sensual woman, so be yourself and allow him to be the same.  If he chooses to not continue with you, it’s his loss; you can move on.  Right??  ðŸ™‚  I know that is easy for me to say, but I do mean it.  
No, I haven’t been getting out at all.  You are the only one I’ve been in contact with for a long time, so if I was go get out, I would seek you out first to see what you were doing.  I’m busy and do feel the stress of this at times. And, honestly, you are a sweetheart, so I’d want to invest more time in getting to know you than looking for someone new.  
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Date: Thu, 29 Nov 2012 2:21:46 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Busy, busy, busy
To: Rick
Hiya!  You are soooo sweet!  Thank you for the pep talk!  
I wondered if it would be okay to talk about other guys?  I hope that is not too weird.  I actually started talking to this guy before you got in touch… it has taken him two months to meet!  We had a nice lunch – he made me laugh.  And he paid.  No clue if it will continue, but it was fun.  He mostly talked about women he’s met on AM.  Hmmm… I didn’t feel like grabbing him… not like a certain fellow in a car in September!  
You should explore with others… I keep hoping you will find the woman who is just right for you or at least adores lacy underwear!  There is so much about you that makes me smile… and twinge a bit lower.  If we were alone right now… I can imagine a good time for both of us!  Maybe we will find a way to more.  I wish work would stop being so nasty so I could escape for more adventures!  I do have a lot of days off around the holidays… maybe then?  Time will tell!
 -S 
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From Rick
Nov 29, 2012 2:26 pm
To Sassy
I’d love talking to you about your AM guys, or anything else that you need a sounding board on; I’m a good listener, and do care about you since you are a sweetheart.
Thanks for your pep talk to me; I actually do have some support at home, and am truly busy, but do have a soft spot for you (which often becomes a hard spot when thinking about you, or looking at the pics, or emailing you like we are now!) 
And who knows what the future will hold.  I’m very happy that we keep in touch, albeit random at times.  This is good.
And when I fantasize about someone having me in their mouth…it is always you.  And when I fantasize about sitting in a car and someone taking advantage of me..it is always you. 
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Foot Massage

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, November 15, 2012 2:12 PM
Subject: FW: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair


Hi. You said you could use a good foot massage…here is a note I got about a foot fetish group.  Maybe you can find someone who wants to give you just that!

So I’d love to know what you’re wearing today…a blouse that I could unbutton?  What color would I see underneath, enveloping and shaping those gorgeous breasts?  And what are you wearing on the bottom. Black pants again?  And…what color underneath?  Did our chats from before have you consider pretty colors and styles to try out?  Maybe some sexy bra and panty set.

You said you want to stop working… buy a lottery ticket and win big!  Then you could be my sugar mamma and buy me beautiful undies.  Ha!  You’re funny, you sugar mama!  I buy lottery tickets every so often and rarely win, so don’t have an incentive to do it often.  But I always hope.

From: Group leader
To: Members
Subject: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair
Date: Thu, 15 Nov 2012 13:27:29 -0500

The Lovely Feet Affair has been rescheduled. The price has been lowered as well. We are looking for foot enthusiasts and female foot models.  Read all about it here.
http://www.meetup.com/Fetish/events/90196932/
When: Thursday, December xx, 2012 5:00 PM
Where: A private studio, Springfield, MA
If the changes affect your plans to attend, please take a moment to update your RSVP. (You can RSVP “No” or “Yes”.)
You can always get in touch with me through my group profile on Meetup.

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Date: Thu, 15 Nov 2012 17:55:13 -0800
From: Sassy 
Subject: Re: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair
To: Rick

Wow!  You are amazing.  I shouldn’t laugh, but I did.  Nice to know people can find each other somehow to share these events.  
How are you doing?  My day sucked royally but I am trying to forget.  Tell me something good?  
-S
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Those moments

Sunday, November 11, 2012 
To: Advizor54
From: Sassy 
Subject: Those moments
Good morning!
One of those moments… amazing what happens on a quiet Sunday morning in November.  
A blog post
I am reading your Sunday blog post.  Trying to gloss over the typos.  Thinking of you teasing and writing with that woman. Smiling that you got to play with her.  Getting very wet.  Wishing I could find you to play.  Knowing you are surrounded by your family, on your way to church.  
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Speedy 
My phone pings – Google Voice text coming in.  The man I am meeting at a hotel tomorrow.  He wants to call and cum for me.  But he has to get work done, be with his kids, ride his bike on the last warm day of the year.  And he wants to save it for tomorrow.  I tell him not to think about it, go work, play, relax… don’t think about my chest, or my hot holes or my tongue.  He says I am so bad.  He is going to cum in all my holes.  And then have me suck him clean and cum again.  He says he is going to put his fingers in my holes and his swollen cock in my mouth and kiss my nose, so I’m airtight.  He says my needs are deeper than I say.  He wants me to let go tomorrow.  
I look at the cock shot he just emailed.  I think about how that will be to play with and I am excited.  And frightened.  He was an experiment.  Lots of talk in chat about not looking at stats – find a good profile and respond even if the guy isn’t tall or big or young enough or close by.  Trust the content.  And he is wonderful… calls, texts, sexy voice, beautiful words, considerate, fun… and he wants me.  Other guys have been talking for six weeks without a meet.  He wants to meet 9 days after he first saw my words on AM.  Please let him want me.  And let me want him.  Chemistry.  I smell a one-time thing – the flames are burning too hot to last, but at this point, that’s fine if it will get a man in my arms and all my holes.  I try to remember why that is so important… worth the nerves and the risk and the mess.  But I know when I get there, it will be clear.  If.. if… 
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I look back at the screen.  Read over the last words again.  Yes… email is grand.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Philip 
My phone pings again… a different sound.  It’s Philip on Facebook.  Just back from placing flags at the cemetery.  Veteran’s Day.  A very emotional day for those in the service of this country as they remember those who never made it home, wonder why they did, soak up the rare appreciation for all sacrifices they make – not doing the work they want, wearing what they want or living where they want or being home for occasions, rarely being themselves, taking orders, being around the best men and women and the seeing the worst of human nature.  But he talks of football and chili and working out.  Half-expected some crack about Petraeus but no.  Always wonder if a story like that will silence him forever.  But no.  In our third year of making each other smile.  I search for any hint that he’ll let me talk sexy to him.  See none. Offer anyway.  I want him so fiercely.  Would give up everything to be with him.  But he doesn’t want me.  He is a man of honor who will stay with the wife who is lazy, mean and won’t have sex with him.  Or leave her for the younger woman at the beach.  Not me. And I cry. Why God?  Why did you show me this amazing man and how he could make me feel and then never let me touch him again?  I know the answer… he saved your life.  You can’t expect more. 
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I look back at the hot post on the screen.  I smile and think of the intricate man and woman who wrote those words.  Who find something special in each other across the miles that makes them a little less lonely. And remember what he makes me feel, what he taught me.  How I shared his blog with everyone in chat last night and said read what this man writes.  They were in awe.  And I smile.  Yes.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Life 
My foot hurts.  I can’t walk without excruciating pain… plantar fasciitis.  My body is falling apart… started insulin shots on Wednesday.  HATE THAT!  Boss is being a total jerk at work… threatening to bring in HR because I can’t do the work of 2 people way beyond my pay grade or job description… scared out of my wits that I will get fired, and all my health care providers are tied to my job… and I don’t have any money in savings… it is too much.  I am standing at a fork and can’t move.  Hubby caught me crying yesterday and actually came over to hug me.  Adds to his feeling of worthlessness and despair that he can’t support me in any way.  Always been a good girl who worked hard and just wants to be appreciated.  Don’t want to admit to anyone that I am a bad employee that my boss would rather have gone.  I should be looking for a new job but how can I when I can’t walk?  And I don’t want to work anymore… at least not for The Man, 9-5 in an office.  The very pillars of my life are crashing around me.  Can’t tell any of the men in my life except maybe… one. 
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I look back at the screen.  I think about the next time I will write to him.  I’ll be less serious. How he will make me smile.  Unlike any of these tin men on AM. They are here.  Ready.  Willing.  Simple.  Sexy.  Shallow.  
He is there.  Faithful.  Fierce.  Sweet. Sexy. Complicated.  Deep.  
Yes… the internet is incredible!
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November 13, 2012 
From: Advizor54
To: Sassy 
Subject: Re: Those moments 
These are the things that you should be posting.  These are powerful, sad, wonderful, erotic, fantastic words.
This is what you should share.
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Panties and Bras

From: Rick 
To: Sassy 
Subject: Pics?
Nov 6, 2012
Hey, Sassy!  You’ve got me thinking…is there any way you can escape Miss Demure to share some more lovely photos?  I know you enjoy sharing as much as I enjoy receiving.
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To: Rick 
From: Sassy
Subject: Sassy Slice 
Nov 6, 2012 
Rick!  Sisters for you… enjoy! 
[I sent him a photo of my naked chest that I am just too shy to share here!  Sorry!]
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Subject: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Hi Sassy!
Just a short hello on this blustery Wednesday.  Hope your day is great.  
What is this that you mentioned about your ‘evil admin’ being gone?
Take care, say hi when you can, and I’d enjoy hearing both random mundane thoughts as well as any racy, titillating ideas.
Rick
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Date: Wed, 7 Nov 2012 08:09:08 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Wednesday hello
To: Rick
Hi Rick!  
There’s a Nor’easter coming and I have two doctors appointments today and I am still smiling!  Thanks to certain election results and you!  So relieved that I don’t have to hear another political commercial for a long while!  
What are you thinking this morning?!  Other than about my body… which is a very very wonderful thought. What lady thing is covering your man parts today?  
For two years I suffered with an evil assistant.  I have worked with and around all manner of people in my life, and always been able to find a way to deal with them or help them improve.  This one was just… mean.  The worst kind of tattle tale, back-stabbing, unpleasant person.  Toxic.  Made me worry for my job.  When she couldn’t find tiny infractions to report people, she made stuff up!  But now she is GONE.  She took a “much better job” at another part of my workplace and with any luck, all of us will live happily ever after.  ðŸ™‚  But in the short-term, I have to do parts of her work and deal with hiring and supervising a temp and whee!  
Were you studying last night?  
I had a wild night in chat helping a guy think differently about being jealous of his lady sleeping with her husband, and propositioned a guy who was alone in a hotel room waiting for his married lady.  He kindly turned me down. and I had a very hot phone discussion with an AM guy. Whee!  Had to do something to avoid the election results!  And not pester you… 
I’m off to the doctor this afternoon… getting much needed PT for my miserable foot and seeing an endocrinologist for new blood sugar lowering ideas.  Yippee.  
Hope you have a great day! 
-S
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RE: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Thanks for the nice long note!  Great to hear from you on all of these topics.
I won’t miss the election ads at all, either.  Too many falsifications.  I voted for Obama as well, so I am happy.  I hope he fulfills my expectations in this next term.
Sorry to hear that you’ve suffered at work with someone like that, and happy that she is gone.  I hate when having to deal with someone toxic.  Too much unnecessary work, and just painful for all involved.  Especially when you know that your boss is believing what he/she says, and that it just isn’t true, so you watch this person be misled. 
Funny on your wild chat night!  Enjoy those safe activities; it will let Miss Demure allow Sassy some time out to play.  
Your foot is still bothering you?  Too bad you haven’t met a guy with a foot fetish; he’d love tending to it.
Last night I was working on two classes – meeting with my group, doing some reading, doing some online discussion contributions.  It does make for a long night, getting home so late from my commute.  Only 5 weeks left, with a Thanksgiving break, for the long winter break.  I’ll push through it, expecting excellence!
Today I am wearing Vanity Fair illuminations; high cut, small white print on dark blue background.  I forget the name of the print.  Not overly feminine, but still panties so I guess that alone makes them pretty feminine!  Too bad you aren’t close by so you could see for yourself what they look like, and how much I can stretch out the front. 🙂 
Maybe you’d be up for a drive on Monday, if I end up in the home office?  That could be nice.  You could feel safe with no expectations, and it could be just a quiet time for Rick and Miss Demure to sit and talk.  No expectations of anything else, but the sexual tension could be fun.
What are you wearing today?  Tell me your entire outfit, from the inside out.  I want to be able to picture it in my mind.  What I’d also enjoy seeing is a pic of you in your work outfit; not a sexy pic; so I can see what you look like on an average day.  
Rick
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Subject: re: Wednesday hello
Hi. I was asking about next Monday…I meant Friday, seeing I will be at a client on Monday, but then I remembered that you have work on Friday.  So, that would bring it back to Monday, if you’d be up for a drive and meeting up for lunch.  I couldn’t be out too long, and it would just be food and talk, but I can offer that.  I’d enjoy seeing you again.
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Date: Fri, 9 Nov 2012 16:24:52 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Big options
To: Rick
Hiya!  Hope you had a great Friday.  I had another wild day at work helping a new temp get started. 
Have you seen this intimates site?  It has quite the selection for larger ladies, and perhaps interested gentleman?  Here’s a page I found interesting.  They also have pretty panties. 
http://www.herroom.com/full-figure,bras,66,001,10.html
-S
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From: Rick
Nov 9, 2012
To: Sassy
Subject: re: Big options
I was looking at that site last night!
I like this one, and others like it.  Sexy and satiny, and colorful:
http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6090-keira-banded-underwire-bra.shtml
another one: http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6041-alice-underwire-full-cup-bra.shtml 
another one: http://www.herroom.com/bali-3353-live-it-up-underwire-bra.shtml 
There are pretty options on Lady Grace as well, for a woman of your lovely size.
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Slutty Saturday Seven

From my private journal
November 4, 2012 07:48 pm – Slutty Saturday

 My my my… what a day this was!  Conventional wisdom says weekends are the quiet time in the cheating world, as people have to focus on their families.  That’s usually true but NOT TODAY!  
After a quiet week swapping p0rn with Mr Truck, I heard from SEVEN men today… TOO MUCH!  I seem to be fulfilling Marian Daniell’s mother’s advice that every woman needs seven men in her life.  Heh.  

I had friendly online chats with 2 chatters, a delicious phone call with a blogger and contact with 4 AM men! The emails, IMs and phone calls were flying!  
TWO new AM men sent me messages yesterday!  They spent money to contact me.  Wow.  Nothing like the “start the month off fun” guys! 
1) MidKnight
A brand new AM guy!  Late 40s.  Okay.  Nearby in the same city.  Nice.  6″2 195.  Another tall and skinny one.  I can deal with that.  Hmm… “unhappy husband of an unappreciative wife.”  No no no… don’t bitch about your wife in your profile!  “Looking for a lady who has a wild side.  Fun.  Companionship.”  That’s better.  Vague but fine.  He posted a lovely photo of himself in a suit and tie, standing in a law library.  Heh.  Bet it came from his work web site.  I worry about men who show their face.  Really?  But it was a nice face.

I sent him my mischief Yahoo email and he pinged me on Yahoo IM mid-afternoon!  It’s awkward to start out chatting without any previous emails, but I ran with it.  He seemed distracted, said he was watching college football with his son, and didn’t have long.  Gosh, mister, way to make a woman feel wanted… NOT! I got to ask a few questions.  Good answers!  Another lawyer!  He took off after about 20 minutes saying he’d ping me tonight.  But he never did.  

Lesson learned: I can have a lovely chat, just start feeling a spark and liking the guy and wanting to know more and… he didn’t feel it and that’s it.  How could he not get that I am THE BEST WOMAN EVAH?  Hee hee.  Ah well… I hope he found another lady and had lots of fun. 
2) Speedy 
The second brand new guy on AM!  Let’s see… 50.  Sure.  From… hunh… the next state over.  Hmm… if he will visit my area, do I care?  5″10 160… uh oh.  Shorter and skinny!  But… maybe I will take a chance… not pay so much attention to height and weight?  I want guys to do that for me, I should do it for them, right?  He checked a few random boxes.  Eh.  Then he wrote a little bit:

What really turns him on: “Would like to meet an intelligent, uninhibited, woman with a good sense of humor and a high drive.” Do I have a high drive?  I suppose so.  Sounds like me.  
He closed with: “I’m an intelligent, professional, fit guy, with a good sense of humor.  Communication creates chemistry. Let’s talk. Would be happy to share photos off of this venue.”  Makes sense.  But it doesn’t give me much to work from.  
He gave me his Yahoo email in his first message, so I responded there.  His second message included a photo – just his face.  He looks like… Seinfeld!  With gray hair.  Very distinguished!  Another suit and tie, probably his business website photo.  He asked if we could switch to IM.  Sure.  He gave me his real first time, and his work website… hmm… I’d rather not know!  But you know I googled him.  Nothing freaky.  We typed along and very soon he said he wanted to hear my voice, could he call me?  Wow… um… sure.  Definitely felt like a salesman needing to meet his quota.  Heh.  Moving very fast but it all sounds good, so I roll with it.  This is definitely the fastest I’ve ever gone from contact to the phone. We had a very sexy conversation.  He sent me an email right after, and called again just after dinner.  Wow!  Full court press!  It felt great! 
3) Rick aka “Panties Man” 
He was in the midst of writing a paper for school, pinged me in Yahoo IM to check in.  He is so polite and nice!  He couldn’t stay long but he made me feel special that he took the time to check in.  
4) The Professor
The great cypher professor checked in.  I gave him my phone number.  He said he would call on Monday from his office.  I never went to office hours in college but maybe I can get something from a professor now?  I bet he has a wonderful voice from all that lecturing!  
This definitely felt like TOO MUCH!  And it doesn’t count Stan or Tom or Philip… geesh.  
But who to give up?  How to step back?  Hmmm… which one is going to touch me?  Make me smile most often?  No way to tell… might as well leave all my irons in the fire until something happens.

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Saturday summary


Saturday, October 20, 2012
Saturdays are too quiet!  Only one blogger emailed me.  No Philip. No attention from the AM guys.   Bleh.  I think I’ve managed to tick most of them off.  
– Panties Man sent me an incredible photo of magenta striped undies with lace and ribbon yesterday, which I told him were spectacular.  He wanted to see mine but I just couldn’t do it.  He said it was okay but has been silent since.  You probably don’t want to see a man in ladies underwear, but there is something very hot about a man’s junk covered in ladies panties!  
– I scared The Lawyer Thursday night.  He wrote about 6:30 pm to ask if I was ready to see him again.  Duh… YES!  Been waiting since Sept. 27th?!  He asked when.  I said pick me up in an hour?  Or name a time that works for you, I’m flexible.  No response.  
– The Professor is really vanilla.  He asked me to explain why anyone would be interested in anal sex.  Why is it my job to explain that?  He must not have liked my explanation… nothing since then!  
– The Coach told me he was going to Omaha Mon-Wed on business.  and never wrote again.  *sigh
They may pop back up, but…. ugh.  I want someone who can’t wait to meet me!  Ah, well.  
So I am left with AMguy #1 who I’ll meet Monday if he doesn’t chicken out.  He admitted to being excited but nervous.  I told him there would not be a moral dilemma Monday evening because I am not going to have sex with him on the first meet.  Hope that doesn’t upset him.  But I am determined to just be me and if that’s not good enough, too bad!  I am planning to get to the restaurant ahead of him, so he can’t see me limping.  I hope I can finesse walking if we leave there together.  How am I supposed to meet men if I can’t walk?! *sigh 
I did get a new contact last night, the second from the other [defunct] site. The timing was funny – I logged on to archive The Coach, and was about to hit the logout button when it said, “You have new mail.”  Heh.  He’s not my usual type – older (56), shorter – only 5’10” and skinny and Jewish!  He wrote beautifully, mentioned baseball, plays and chocolate!  I had to write back.  He hasn’t replied but many guys don’t on weekends, so I won’t fret until Monday night.  He had that slightly discouraged tone of someone who has written to a lot of women and not gotten a response, so it was fun to write back and hope to make his day.  His profile says Bangor ME but he talked about being close by me… puzzling.  That is hours from here.

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Better than fabric

From: Sassy
Subject: Re: today
To: Rick
Hiya, Rick, 
Hope all is well with you.  
Thanks for not just focusing on the fabric… I was wondering if you’d notice that buxom gal in the background and you did!  I know the silky thing is the special thing.  But it is nice for me to be noticed, too. 
Thanks for explaining how your mind works… helps.  I am in odd territory but trying to be honest and let it play out, you know?  Our reactions are what they are, and if they can excite the other?  Very nice!
I’ve been thinking about touching you… listening to you moan, teasing you.
I can’t leave work to see you today but am trying to think of something else.  My arm definitely needs your fingers on it again. 
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy 
Subject: RE: today
Hi.  Home now, and able to look at that sexy picture more closely.
Of course I noticed that lovely, sexy woman!  She is more important than the fabrics.  Yes, I have a ‘thing’ for the lingerie, but can only share that information; and my kinks; when I respect and trust the person.  I’ve thought much more about you without any sort of fabric and the things we could do together than with the fabric. Reading that tumblr you sent me really has me fantasizing a lot about you having me on my back, playing with my cock, and fingering me.  Some fantasies have you telling me to lick my finger for you, saying how you want me to lube it up so you can play.  Other fantasies have you doing other things seen on the different tumblr pages.
Also, I’ve imagined a lot of hot-dogging with you, getting you sooo excited, begging for me to enter you.  And after enough teasing, I do oblige.  I also fantasize about you on your front, me rubbing your back as my cock rubs along your ass crack.  It is really exciting to me to think about that!  About playing with your backside, sliding in your crease, playing with it as well as your pussy.  I imagine how wet and wanting you would be when I finally enter you front behind, and in that position am able to go really, really deep.
So, yes, I noticed that sexy woman first. Having read what I wrote, I hope you believe it.  

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Sharing Lingerie

I’ve still talking with Panties Man.  I want to see if I can find a way to excite him and have some fun myself, if he can play outside of the humiliation model.

We’ve exchanged dozens of emails and had a lot of talks on Yahoo IM.  He was very impressed when I pointed out that it’s Halloween time… he could easily go to GoodWill or the Salvation Army and paw through their wigs, dresses, shoes or jewelry “looking for a costume” and no one would think anything of it other than he was going somewhere in drag.

He asked me about my lingerie.  Now… Sassy is not a lingerie girl.  I wracked my brain to think of anything he’d consider silky or sexy.  Suddenly it hit me – I do own one negligee.  It’s too small… haven’t worn it in years.  I’m not sure a man ever saw it on me.  But I figured Rick would get a kick out of it.  I told him about it as if I saw him wearing it in a dream:

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The negligee is a pale peach color, with lace in the bodice, an empire high waist, and long… swirling around your legs as you walk toward me with a very devilish smile.  (It hangs on the back on my bathroom door as a reminder of better days.  It’s about 5 sizes too small now, but still lovely to look at and feel sometimes.  I wonder if it would fit you? It probably qualifies as vintage!  Hee.) You dropped the spaghetti strap off one shoulder and winked at me.  I don’t know what I had on… you know how dreams are. 
Too bad you have no privacy… that’s almost like waving a red flag in front of a bull in terms of challenging me to tease you.  To talk about the wicked things… ah, well.  I’ll be good.  
 -S
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He begged for a photo of me wearing it.  It doesn’t fit, but I found a way to show it (and a bit of me) to him.

Date: Thursday, October 18, 2012
From: Sassy
To: Rick
Subject: Good morning

Happy Thursday to you! Sorry for the brevity…work being crazed. Maybe a photo is worth more than words? Hope you enjoy. 

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Date: October 18, 2012 11:59 am
To: Sassy
From: Rick

Oh..my..god.
 
This is beautiful.  What an absolutely wonderful present!!!  I love the pic!  both that you are in it, as well as the nightie!  And what an absolutely lovely nightie, it is.  damn, I want to see it…touch it….have you rub it on me….and I’ll definitely be fantasizing about wearing it for you, imagining such wonderful things we’d do.
 
I want to see it in person!!  And you!!
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From: Rick
To: Sassy

Another present, seeing you liked the other ones I’ve sent.  Maybe you’d like to see one of me hard in my panties from thinking of you, with my cockhead peeking out from the top?
 
So you know, I have rarely ever sent pics like this to anyone!!  Really; I don’t do this.  For whatever reason, I trust you and want to share, and you seem to like them.