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Mr Truck’s favorite videos

10/25/12 11:52 am 
Hey Sassy:
Here’s a few clips from XHAMSTER, the place I hang out the most I suppose. 
The first one of the woman slowly giving head is a turn on not just because of obvious reason but because her man seems to have an especially erogenous zone just under the tip of his nice cock. It turns me on because she caters to that spot nearly the whole time. It’s so hot to see a woman give a man what he needs then for her to receive her reward as a big load of cum. Must be so gratifying for a woman to see the wonderful mess she caused the man to make.
http://xhamster.com/movies/1416077/slow_blowjob_and_licking_of_cock_until_he_cums.html
I like this next video for a number of reasons. The woman plays with herself in a very sensual and authentic way (don’t worry, there is a man who comes in about half way through!) I love how she worships her own big tits with such fervor, not just for the camera but for herself. During the entire session she never leaves her tits alone for very long and shows them affection in a variety of ways. Does this at all reflect the part your breasts play in lovemaking or masturbation?  I like her big panties, big tummy, and the thick patch of pubic hair above her lips. I love hairy pussy, but shaved has its own allure too. It’s so hot when the couple are worshipping her tits together as she jacks his cock. And of course I’m totally mesmerized by the sight of her big saggy breasts hanging down and shaking with each thrust from her partner as they fuck doggie.
http://xhamster.com/movies/1432523/chubby_mature_sucks_and_gets_sprayed_with_semen_on_her_tits.html
Hope you enjoy!
Stan
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10/25/12 11:52 am 
Thought I’d share a few more. 
Just to let you know, the first one was the one I used to blow my load that had been building up while watching and writing about the videos I sent earlier. The part in this video where I let go was around 3:16 into it, where there’s the extreme closeup of her lipstick lips on his cock head. I shot a very big sweet (I can attest to that!) load watching that. He kind of cuts too much of her face out but in a way it’s nice because it draws you into just her mouth and his head. Don’t ya just love the sounds of cock sucking? Subtle ones and some not so subtle?
http://xhamster.com/movies/443049/closeup_cock_sucking.html
I really dig the way this older woman gives head and especially how she integrates lots of affectionate ball sucking (especially at 3:35 and 4:50) and how she holds his balls in one hand while deep throating him:
http://xhamster.com/movies/1362757/my_fun_wife_cock_suck_warship.html
Ok I’ll stop distracting you now!
Kisses & licks
Stan
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10/25/12 12:21 pm 
I adore both your bras! Delightful, a major bra ful! Such lovely photos, love your choice in bras (tell me about your choice in panties). Thank you soooo much for sharing them. And look at that soft skin of yours, and those 2 adorable moles! Please tell me what cup size you are. I want to bury my face in your warm breasts.
I’d be honored to fuck that world class gorgeous cleavage for you. I’m a sturdy 6.5″ cut and my cock head just loves to circle nice nipples then plunge into an oiled cleavage, shooting a nice warm load onto your chest and neck, giving you a ‘pearl necklace.’ We’ll have fun looking at and playing with my cum and seeing it on your nipples. So all the previous cum shots you’ve caused were hidden away in your pussy or your mouth? Naughty girl. 
When was you last best lovemaking session? 
Have you met anyone on AM yet? I’m not the jealous type by the way.
I love watching passionate kissing too, it’s so hot. The hottest for me is authentic bi-sexual girl kissing.
You’re making me hard all over again….thank you!
Stan
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Discovery and due diligence

October 22, 2012 6:14 pm
From: The Lawyer
To: Sassy Girl 
I would love to be alone with you!!! I have a feeling that there’s a blazing fire awaiting us!!! My imagination is wandering all over the place, as the thoughts and images overwhelm!!!      MNNN… we need to think about logistics…. I don’t have any place available, and unless you have a love nest or a friend who’s in europe for the fall, we’ll have to make do….  are you put off by a hotel room?  I’m sure we could figure out a time and place that would give us some time and privacy…
the mere thought of this is turning me on!!! 
and, as a lawyer, i have a strong desire to engage in extensive discovery, and thorough due diligence– with you!! 😉
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October 24, 2012 7:24 pm

Hiya Tom, 
You make me smile!!!!
It has been so long… almost makes me cry, in a good way, to be wanted.  and it’s especially wonderful that it’s you.  And that it’s mutual!  Thank you, sweet man.  
Ah, logistics.  A hotel room works, though frugal me hates to think of you spending money on it but if you can… it would be lovely.  Anywhere you feel safe with me taking your clothes off, with a bed and you… sounds lovely.  If there are ways I can make it easier, let me know.  The other thing I require, to get right down to brass tacks – I assign you condom procurement.  
You being turned on was a fabulous thing to behold… even with nerves and people and sunshine.  Can’t quite imagine how much more fabulous it would be under better circumstances, but I am having fun trying!  Thinking sassy thoughts about my hands and my mouth and your body… hmmm…. I do wonder what would excite you most, so I can do it!  and then I think about your hands and your mouth and… more. Oh my… 
Har har… I’ve never been with a lawyer in such a proceeding… tempted to say something about your briefs but they might be boxers for all I know!   Hoping that occupations fade as we get closer… to the um…closing?  I should throw in some Latin phrase but I forget them all except pro bono which would be too much?!  
You are such fun!  Hugs with groping.  And a sensuous kiss.  or two or three. 

-S
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Mr Truck writes

October 22, 2012 3:34 pm 
From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy Girl
Hello there sweet lady. Thanks so much for the nice detailed email. This is just a quick note to let you know I’ll be replying in kind soon, but let me also say that your enthusiasm for looking at and sharing erotic writing, photos, and video has greatly peaked my interest. This is a good starting point for us to begin cultivating your ‘inner slut.’ I love having frank discussion about sex, our bodies, our needs and desires & fantasies. Whispering hot dirty talk in each other’s ears while fondling and fingering is such a delight. I myself love those whispers followed by a warm probing tongue in my ear…..
I really am actually from the town I put in my profile so at least you’re familiar with the general area as you’ve been to places close by.
More soon but please don’t hesitate to write in the mean time.
Hugs and ass squeezes….

Stan
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Guilt King

Kevin, my AM #1, and I had been planning and fantasizing about meeting at a micro brewery, hugging, talking, touching and then finding somewhere to kiss.  He had me so revved up!  I was counting the hours until 7:30 pm when I could finally see him and touch him.  This would be our third attempt at a meet.  Third time the charm?

I had put off the first meeting, and he postponed our second try, so I was holding my breath, hoping that had been a fluke, but braced for a letdown.

3:07 pm
Sassy:

I’m out again. Had my first full-fledged AM hook-up on Sunday and I can’t come to grips with it morally. I am hating myself now and don’t want to. You were right. This is something that should be avoided if there is an option. Thanks for being a friend and I’m sorry, but I can’t lead a double life.

Kevin

So…. no meet.  And he slammed the door in my face.
MAJOR GUILT KING.
And he was meeting someone else yesterday?  He’s met EIGHT women and he won’t meet me? WTF?!
But I felt his pain.  If it was the truth.  I couldn’t resist writing back.

3:47 pm

Hiya Kevin, 
Thanks for your note.  I so sorry you are feeling the guilt.  I understand you feel what you feel, but please cut yourself some slack.  Take deep breaths.  This doesn’t make you a horrible person.  You are a good man with needs who is doing the best he can to meet them without hurting others.  Don’t burn your bridges.  I know a man who goes through this after every meet, then decides in a little while that he needs her again and has to beg his way back.  Take your time.  Think it through.  
If you have someone to talk to about this, do that.  If not, I am here to listen or I could connect you with guys in a similar situation for anonymous chat or email.  I want to help and I can be a friend.  I can even watch you drink a beer and cry into it if you like – I won’t pester you.  I have other possibilities… not as interesting as you, of course.  And I can help with ideas on less risky ways to meet your needs.  
If you don’t want any further contact, thank you for making me smile more than any other guy on AM.  Be happy.  You deserve it.
-S

And then I cried.  Again.  What is it with this man?  The others make me sad or angry or puzzled but this one?  ARRRGH!

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Mr. Truck

1960 Ford F100 Pickup 
Just when I am settled into a nice routine of emailing and chatting with four guys (AM#1, The Lawyer, The Professor, and Panties Man) up pops another email from AM!  I wonder how long I will keep hearing from new men? 
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Hey Sassy! 
You sound like a very fun and interesting woman. I too love exploring different restaurants. You being from Boston, must certainly have had a lot of great culinary experiences in neighborhood eateries. I want to try The Painted Burro in Somerville. Was recently passing though Allston and saw so many intriguing places. Stopped for lunch at The Sunset Grill, had a cobb salad and swordfish burger, seriously, it was great. 
I love tall full figured women. Love them even more in heels! You mentioned your blue eyes, do tell me your hair color. What kind of work do you do?  I’m a web designer.
Sorry my profile is kind of sparse, but please ask me anything at all. 
Best 

Stan
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Wow.  What a wonderful opening email!  He obviously looked at my profile, wrote about what I say is important to me, asked good questions to get me started on a reply… wow! 
I looked at his profile.  He says he’s 52… great.  Probably means 54-55.  Whatever.  Lists a town about an hour South of Boston.  Good.  He says he is… wait for it… 6″ feet tall and weighs 200 pounds.  Did someone somewhere tell the guys to put that no matter what they really are?  He says he is interested in “Something Long Term.”  Nice.  Never smoked.  Very good. 
But…there was nothing but a few boxes he’d checked.  No text.  Nothing kinky, nothing objectionable but mostly… nothing.  Hmmm…. I remember that the great Riff Dawg told men not to put too much in your profile so there is less for women to object to.  Heh.  This is way too little info!  But he wrote a very nice email.  
So I wrote him back, answered his questions, asked a few, gave him my mischief Yahoo email address and hoped for a reply!  Will Stan be the Man for me?  
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Saturday summary


Saturday, October 20, 2012
Saturdays are too quiet!  Only one blogger emailed me.  No Philip. No attention from the AM guys.   Bleh.  I think I’ve managed to tick most of them off.  
– Panties Man sent me an incredible photo of magenta striped undies with lace and ribbon yesterday, which I told him were spectacular.  He wanted to see mine but I just couldn’t do it.  He said it was okay but has been silent since.  You probably don’t want to see a man in ladies underwear, but there is something very hot about a man’s junk covered in ladies panties!  
– I scared The Lawyer Thursday night.  He wrote about 6:30 pm to ask if I was ready to see him again.  Duh… YES!  Been waiting since Sept. 27th?!  He asked when.  I said pick me up in an hour?  Or name a time that works for you, I’m flexible.  No response.  
– The Professor is really vanilla.  He asked me to explain why anyone would be interested in anal sex.  Why is it my job to explain that?  He must not have liked my explanation… nothing since then!  
– The Coach told me he was going to Omaha Mon-Wed on business.  and never wrote again.  *sigh
They may pop back up, but…. ugh.  I want someone who can’t wait to meet me!  Ah, well.  
So I am left with AMguy #1 who I’ll meet Monday if he doesn’t chicken out.  He admitted to being excited but nervous.  I told him there would not be a moral dilemma Monday evening because I am not going to have sex with him on the first meet.  Hope that doesn’t upset him.  But I am determined to just be me and if that’s not good enough, too bad!  I am planning to get to the restaurant ahead of him, so he can’t see me limping.  I hope I can finesse walking if we leave there together.  How am I supposed to meet men if I can’t walk?! *sigh 
I did get a new contact last night, the second from the other [defunct] site. The timing was funny – I logged on to archive The Coach, and was about to hit the logout button when it said, “You have new mail.”  Heh.  He’s not my usual type – older (56), shorter – only 5’10” and skinny and Jewish!  He wrote beautifully, mentioned baseball, plays and chocolate!  I had to write back.  He hasn’t replied but many guys don’t on weekends, so I won’t fret until Monday night.  He had that slightly discouraged tone of someone who has written to a lot of women and not gotten a response, so it was fun to write back and hope to make his day.  His profile says Bangor ME but he talked about being close by me… puzzling.  That is hours from here.

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Sharing Lingerie

I’ve still talking with Panties Man.  I want to see if I can find a way to excite him and have some fun myself, if he can play outside of the humiliation model.

We’ve exchanged dozens of emails and had a lot of talks on Yahoo IM.  He was very impressed when I pointed out that it’s Halloween time… he could easily go to GoodWill or the Salvation Army and paw through their wigs, dresses, shoes or jewelry “looking for a costume” and no one would think anything of it other than he was going somewhere in drag.

He asked me about my lingerie.  Now… Sassy is not a lingerie girl.  I wracked my brain to think of anything he’d consider silky or sexy.  Suddenly it hit me – I do own one negligee.  It’s too small… haven’t worn it in years.  I’m not sure a man ever saw it on me.  But I figured Rick would get a kick out of it.  I told him about it as if I saw him wearing it in a dream:

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The negligee is a pale peach color, with lace in the bodice, an empire high waist, and long… swirling around your legs as you walk toward me with a very devilish smile.  (It hangs on the back on my bathroom door as a reminder of better days.  It’s about 5 sizes too small now, but still lovely to look at and feel sometimes.  I wonder if it would fit you? It probably qualifies as vintage!  Hee.) You dropped the spaghetti strap off one shoulder and winked at me.  I don’t know what I had on… you know how dreams are. 
Too bad you have no privacy… that’s almost like waving a red flag in front of a bull in terms of challenging me to tease you.  To talk about the wicked things… ah, well.  I’ll be good.  
 -S
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He begged for a photo of me wearing it.  It doesn’t fit, but I found a way to show it (and a bit of me) to him.

Date: Thursday, October 18, 2012
From: Sassy
To: Rick
Subject: Good morning

Happy Thursday to you! Sorry for the brevity…work being crazed. Maybe a photo is worth more than words? Hope you enjoy. 

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Date: October 18, 2012 11:59 am
To: Sassy
From: Rick

Oh..my..god.
 
This is beautiful.  What an absolutely wonderful present!!!  I love the pic!  both that you are in it, as well as the nightie!  And what an absolutely lovely nightie, it is.  damn, I want to see it…touch it….have you rub it on me….and I’ll definitely be fantasizing about wearing it for you, imagining such wonderful things we’d do.
 
I want to see it in person!!  And you!!
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From: Rick
To: Sassy

Another present, seeing you liked the other ones I’ve sent.  Maybe you’d like to see one of me hard in my panties from thinking of you, with my cockhead peeking out from the top?
 
So you know, I have rarely ever sent pics like this to anyone!!  Really; I don’t do this.  For whatever reason, I trust you and want to share, and you seem to like them.



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Wicked Wednesday

What is it about Wednesdays?!  I heard from all four of the Ashley Madison men I am talking to!  It’s amazing how much time this philandering takes!

I had shared with three of them (not Panties Man) that I was hearing from men with kinks (doms, subs, wearing women’s underwear – oh my!) that I could not deal with, probing to be sure they weren’t hiding such proclivities.  They reassured me they were not, each in their own way.  Phew.

Before I wrote this post, I had not looked at them side-by-side… as I do I realize how typical these emails are of each man, how similar and how different they are, and the range of choices I have!

Which one would you pick first?

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There was email from Ashley Madison, showing me six men in my area who signed up recently.  I like looking at them… it shows their nickname, age, town and a photo if they’ve posted one.  I am horrified by the face photos… seems like indiscretion of the highest order!  Dude!  Your wife can log on and see you!  Your boss can see you!  I clicked on a couple of profiles but as usual they hadn’t written much if anything yet.

Tip for men – don’t join AM until you have a full profile ready to go!  AM will show it to women right away and you’ll miss a big chance to get some attention!  And if you put a public photo, post one without your face!

I tried to think of writing to one, but that just didn’t seem possible.  It tells them I clicked and they can write or wink me if they are okay with BBWs.

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First up was The Professor:

12:32 am

Dear S.,

My fantasies are as unimaginative–and as electrifying–as can be: full-out, hours-long sex with a willing partner who has multiple orgasms.  That’s it.  No one has to play any “roles,” be “dom” or “sub” or whatever the lingo is.  I’ll settle for a woman who plays the role of “woman.”  That’s how plain-vanilla I am.

–Scot

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Next up – Panties Man:

6:52 am

ha!  You’re not sure what that mean???   aw, c’mon; that’s a simple dream to analyze! Was it pretty?  What were you wearing today?  

Thanks for that incredibly hot link!! 

Back to work today.  I’m having to share a cube due to space constraints.  Absolutely no privacy.

Date: Sun, 14 Oct 2012 19:04:16 -0700
From: Sassy
Subject: Sunday hot dogs
To: Rick

Hiya, 
Glad you hear your rolling along.  I had a dream of you in a silky nightgown… not sure what that meant!  Here’s a hot dogging gif for your pleasure.  Rock on, Rick!
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then along came Kevin, AM #1:

6:55 am

Sassy!  Here’s a little morning tingle as I stop you from doing whatever you are doing and pull you over to sit on my lap so you can feel some anticipatory throbbing as my hands work their away exploring your back and my lips lavish attention on the back of your neck.  Good morning!

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Finally I heard from The Lawyer, who had been silent for ten days.

3:54 pm

I hope the sassy girl hasn’t forgotten her lawyerly suitor!  He has returned….sounds like you’ve been busy whilst i travelled!! 😉   It’s absolutely amazing to me what (i) specific sexual eccentricities so many people have, and (ii) how willing, in the confines of cyberspace, they’re willing to reveal said eccentricities! Whilst I am generally amazed, often amused, and almost always tolerant of same, alas, I’m a little short-handed in matters of fetish! 


I hope you won’t find me boring, but I love touch, taste, intensity of feeling and the combined pulses of pure pleasure that come from fully pleasing one’s partner, and in return, being fully pleased. 

My fetish is the feeling of skin-on-skin, the delights of the heat of passion, the wet warmth of a beautiful woman in full throttled passion, her physical urgency and growing forcefulness as we mutually approach a climactic rush.  I hope that’s neither too forward, too explicit, or too “vanilla”… and I do have my own underwear– but wouldn’t mind removing yours…;-)… but I have no need to try them on!

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Panties Man’s Panties

Panties Man and I are still emailing and IMing.  He is a fascinating mix of a caring friend, a very sexy man, and my first interaction with an AM man with a fetish who will openly share it with me.

We’ve fallen into a fun pattern of checking on each other every day, and he always wants to know what I’m wearing.  Taking the advice I’d gotten to give him things to do, I decided to gently demand that he send me a photo of his panties.  I am so curious!  He wants to show me, but also likes to be ordered to do it.  I cant’t go that far, but I tease him a little.  And he showed me.  Every day this week.  There is something so hot about his man parts covered in lady panties.  He has such a handsome torso and bulge!

Here’s my favorite pair he sent – going into the bathroom at work, shedding his slacks and snapping a photo for me!  It was quite a rush to see it.  And he was so happy that I thought it was hot!

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Teasing and tantalizing

I sent AM #1 a photo of my cleavage (you know the one, my icon with the black bra) to entice him to meet me.  He liked that.  We agreed to meet in ten days and here is a sample of how we spent the time… 
From: Sassy
To: Kevin
Sent: Friday, October 12, 2012 1:50 PM
Subject: Friday lunch fun

Happy Friday Kevin!
Well… that seems to have worked!  Your appreciation of my assets made me smile.  And giggle.  And swoon.  That means A LOT!  I’ve been missing that for way too long.  Please do explore… with your hands, your face… and another body part.  Since breasts are the topic, here’s another moving picture to um… titillate?  
I hope you had a lovely evening wondering what it will be like to touch me.  Since we didn’t meet up, I got into trouble on the internet, looking at images.  But I kept having to close my eyes and take my hands off the keyboard due to a vision (or was it a premonition?) of a tall man in a bar, hugging me… squeezing me, breathing me in and… it went several directions after that.  I try not to get too far ahead but it is so much fun!  My brain won’t shut up!  Even now in the midst of doing payroll!  

We are kissing right there in the bar, forgetting where we are, being alone together in the crowd.  Risky!  or kissing and groping, leaning against a car.  Cold steel on my back and you very warm pressed against me in front.  Hot!  Sometimes more… in a car.  Hands, mouths… button, zippers… whee!  Sometimes… even more.  Hmmmm.
I usually consider an offer to meet very carefully, but since you asked so nicely and wrote so beautifully that it made me wet, I’ll say a week from Monday sounds great, other than it is too long away!  But let’s make good use of the time in between…
My questions for today – do people ever say you look like a celebrity?  And which female celebrity makes you tingle?  
Have a great weekend!  
-Sassy
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From: Kevin
To: Sassy
Sent: Saturday, October 13, 2012 9:32 PM
Subject: Friday lunch fun

Good Morning Sassy:
That was easily my favorite of your short films. probably because that is exactly what we have been doing in my mind since you sent the picture of your delicious breasts.  Thanks for sharing – your visuals always get me nicely bothered! And I love what we have been doing in your mind – I am so looking forward to that moment where we first meet and hug, feeling our bodies against each other and especially when we manage to find a private spot later and share our first, heart-pounding kiss. I want your lips. I want your tongue. I want more…..
For our meeting, I will be downtown so pick whatever place you think will be the best. I can get to your area easily or we can meet anywhere convenient.
I do not get compared to any celebrities, but I can share some tingly female celebs with you. My first was Angie Dickinson. I remember her being on the cover of a magazine my mom had back in the 1970’s. I would sit and look at that picture and give myself massive erections when I was just starting to learn the joy of sexual excitement.  
In the 1980’s it was Phoebe Cates, who captured many a young man’s ….ummmm…heart?….with her topless emergence from the pool in Fast Times at Ridgemont High. My friends and I were so taken with her, we proclaimed that every day was “Phoebe Cates Day” and often wished each other “Happy Phoebe Cates Day” whenever one of us was in the dumps.  
Today’s most tingly females?  Salma Hayek? Yummy. Diane Lane? Makes me hard every time, which I don’t quite understand because I’ve never liked any movie she has been in. Elisabeth Shue? Adored her for years. Idina Menzel? I’d love to make her sing to me in bed. And my most recent one is Regina Spektor – on the younger side, but she has such a beautiful voice and fertile mind, that I’m willing to risk being considered a dirty old man for her:-) 
And if I could go back in time, Mae West wouldn’t have a chance at resisting my charm:-)
So feel free to analyze what my choices say about me:-)  And then share yours.

Speaking of sharing, wouldn’t it be nice right now if we were sharing lips…….