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Panties Man Returns

Remember Panties Man?  He disappeared right after the holidays.  And reappeared three months later!  I wonder what happened?  We jumped right back in where we left off… him talking about meeting but it never happening. 
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March 22, 2013 
·       Mar 22 3:22 PM Rick: hey!! remember me????
·       Mar 22 3:28 PM Sassy: HIya
·       Mar 22 3:29 PM Sassy: What’s up?
·       Mar 22 3:38 PM Rick: At work. It’s been so long!! I’m not online much, as you must have guessed. Work and life have been keeping me pretty darn busy.
·       Mar 22 3:39 PM Rick: How are things with you? Has the office drama calmed down? have you met anyone new?
·       Mar 22 3:39 PM Sassy: Great to know you’re still alive. 🙂  
·       Mar 22 3:39 PM Rick: Are you still sexy? Yes….I thought you were (and are!!) despite your comments to the contrary
·       Mar 22 3:40 PM Sassy: Rolling along… work is much calmer. Have new boss. 🙂 
·       Mar 22 3:40 PM Rick: do you like him/her?
·       Mar 22 3:40 PM Sassy: Can’t tell yet
·       Mar 22 3:40 PM Rick: ok.
·       Mar 22 3:40 PM Sassy: I am still fabulous and frisky.
·       Mar 22 3:41 PM Sassy: You met anyone else?
·       Mar 22 3:41 PM Rick: really! Good to hear! mmm….anywhere near Woburn right about now, so I can see for myself??
·       Mar 22 3:41 PM Rick: nope; no one on my dance card. Just work and school.
·       Mar 22 3:41 PM Sassy: How grim!
·       Mar 22 3:42 PM Sassy: Nope. At work… about to take Hubby clothes shopping. Bleh.
·       Mar 22 3:42 PM Rick: awww.
·       Mar 22 3:43 PM Rick: so, watcha wearing today? [laughing devil icon] 
·       Mar 22 3:43 PM Rick: anything pretty and sexy under those work clothes?
·       Mar 22 3:43 PM Rick: (that icon is me being a little devilish…but the icon is a bit more forceful than I had expected!)
·       Mar 22 3:44 PM Sassy: White bra you have seen in photo…. zzzz
·       Mar 22 3:44 PM Sassy: and blue floral panties. You?
·       Mar 22 3:45 PM Rick: just the normal guy-wear.
·       Mar 22 3:45 PM Sassy: You’re very cute when you’re devilish
·       Mar 22 3:45 PM Rick: (or maybe something else….
·       Mar 22 3:45 PM Sassy: what color?
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Rick: awww, do I have to admit it?
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Sassy: yup
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Rick: mmmmm what if I don’t? 😉  
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Sassy: thinking about slipping my fingers under them!
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Rick: oh, man, that would be so hot.
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Rick: tell me more…
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Sassy: teasing, tantalizing… tasting!
·       Mar 22 3:46 PM Rick: tell me what you would enjoy doing; what would turn you on
·       Mar 22 3:47 PM Sassy: exploring your body
·       Mar 22 3:47 PMSassy: finding out what makes you moan
·       Mar 22 3:47 PM Rick: mmmmm….damn, we need to meet up to work on this.
·       Mar 22 3:47 PM Sassy: a very slow blow job
·       Mar 22 3:48 PM Rick: I have some Wed and Thur nights free for a couple of months, besides some Fridays. How do we make this work??
·       Mar 22 3:48 PM Rick: ohhhhh!!! I CRAVE having a blow job!!!
·       Mar 22 3:48 PM Rick: Please tell me what I need to do to get one!! Please; I’ll do nearly anything!!!
·       Mar 22 3:49 PM Sassy: You don’t need to do anything except present yourself and help me figure out a quiet spot
·       Mar 22 3:50 PM Sassy: And be nice to me. 🙂 
·       Mar 22 3:50 PM Sassy: Do you still want the negligee?
·       Mar 22 3:51 PM Rick: ok! but remember that I do like working for it; enjoy being dominated.
·       Mar 22 3:51 PM Sassy: I know…
·       Mar 22 3:51 PM Sassy: I’ll think on that
·       Mar 22 3:51 PM Rick: damn, i wish there was an easy, handy quiet spot. But I’ll work on this again. It is getting warmer, too, which presents more options.
·       Mar 22 3:51 PM Rick: oh! I’d love to see it!!!
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Rick: and feel it…
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Rick: and have you rub it on me, making me admit that I like it…
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Sassy: I want you to have it.
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Rick: really?
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Sassy: Yes.
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Rick: wow!
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Sassy: If that is not problematic
·       Mar 22 3:52 PM Rick: honestly, it could raise questions in my house. I need to figure out how I can keep it.
·       Mar 22 3:53 PM Rick: now I’m getting pretty hard in my pants thinking about this. meeting up and you presenting it to me, making me admit I want to feel it.
·       Mar 22 3:53 PM Rick: you let me touch it and then you get me to admit that I want to try it on.
·       Mar 22 3:53 PM Sassy: that could be very fun
·       Mar 22 3:53 PM Rick: you make me admit it, and then beg to try it on, and I do (in this fantasy we’re in a room somewhere, obviously)
·       Mar 22 3:54 PM Sassy: I might have to run my hand up under it
·       Mar 22 3:54 PM Sassy: or down under it
·       Mar 22 3:54 PM Rick: once I’m wearing it, I’d be putty in your hands. you could do anything you wanted. This fantasy has you bending me over and playing with my ass, like those sites you showed me
·       Mar 22 3:54 PM Rick: yes…your hands would be all over me in it. I’d be your play thing!
·       Mar 22 3:54 PM Sassy: mmmm
·       Mar 22 3:55 PM Rick: I do tend to lose the focus after I ejaculate; in this fantasy you keep my focused, making me wear it long after I cum while you continue to play with me, or make me serve you
·       Mar 22 3:55 PM Rick: until I’m hard again. And then we play some more but you don’t let me cum, and make me get dressed with the nightie still on.
·       Mar 22 3:55 PM Rick: so I have to go home wearing it.
·       Mar 22 3:56 PM Sassy: wow… your brain is amazing1
·       Mar 22 3:56 PM Rick: wow….maybe I can find us a hotel room!
·       Mar 22 3:56 PM Rick: that just rolled off my head into my fingers. Did you like it?
·       Mar 22 3:56 PM Sassy: Yes.
·       Mar 22 3:56 PM Rick: mmmm….
·       Mar 22 4:00 PM Rick: wouldn’t it be fun to be in a hotel room, just the two of us, for a few hours?
·       Mar 22 4:01 PM Rick: we should start up by having other get-togethers first, just to spend some time with each other. I enjoyed speaking with you. And watching you as I brushed your arm with my fingers. And kissed you.
·       Mar 22 4:02 PM Sassy: I remember an electricity
·       Mar 22 4:02 PM Sassy: It would be good now that we might not be so nervous?
·       Mar 22 4:05 PM Rick: some nervousness is good.
·       Mar 22 4:06 PM Rick: with all that I shared after we last met, I wonder if you’ll be much less nervous and enjoy playing a more dominant role with my fetish. Maybe not…but maybe you’ll find yourself delightfully empowered by being able to manipulate me as your plaything.
·       Mar 22 4:08 PM Rick: ok, my friend, I need to be taking off. We need to seriously be in touch and find some time to get together. I have some time on Saturdays for a few weeks; what are you doing tomorrow??
·       Mar 22 4:09 PM Sassy: Nothing planned…
·       Mar 22 4:10 PM Rick: ok! I do have some schoolwork, but maybe????
·       Mar 22 4:10 PM Sassy: Yes.
·       Mar 22 4:10 PM Rick: just a casual meeting, if we can make it work. No expectations; just to say hello. 🙂 
·       Mar 22 4:11 PM Sassy: Sure
·       Mar 22 4:11 PM Rick: but if I were to get kidnapped….oh boy!
·       Mar 22 4:12 PM Sassy: Yum
·       Mar 22 4:12 PM Rick: ok, I do need to sign off; heading out. Might not be on tonight, but can check in. Feel free to write email and I’ll respond when I can.
·       Mar 22 4:12 PM Sassy: Just tell me where and I will be there.
·       Mar 22 4:12 PM Rick: (and dare I say that I am 100% for wearing…you know….so far in 2013. and what I had planned to be wearing tomorrow is pretty garish, so I’d be ripe for teasing for anyone who knew….)
·       Mar 22 4:13 PM Sassy: I will have to see it
·       Mar 22 4:13 PM Rick: We can check-in tomorrow; don’t know of a place off the top of my head, but we can figure something out.
·       Mar 22 4:13 PM Rick: well…I might resist letting you see it!
·       Mar 22 4:13 PM Sassy: I have my ways
·       Mar 22 4:13 PM Rick: actually, I know I will resist! I’d be blushing a storm.
·       Mar 22 4:14 PM Sassy: I’m going to put my hand on them
·       Mar 22 4:14 PM Rick: mmmm…thinking of you and your ways. ‘Come into my van to talk. Oh..the van is starting!! buckle up…..’
·       Mar 22 4:15 PM Rick: oh, man….that sounds soo exciting. But I will resist; and would love you using your ‘ways’ to break me down and submit. I have so many thoughts going through my head!
·       Mar 22 4:15 PM Sassy: Put your hand down there right now
·       Mar 22 4:15 PM Sassy: See my hand
·       Mar 22 4:16 PM Sassy: Stroke
·       Mar 22 4:16 PM Sassy: Now go
·       Mar 22 4:17 PM Rick: mmmm…yes ma’am!
·       Mar 22 4:17 PM Rick: talking like that makes me want to listen and obey you
·       Mar 22 4:17 PM Rick: i’m off! We’ll be in touch!
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Truck excuse

From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy 
Sent: Mon, Mar 25, 2013 8:56 AM 
Re: Call Me Maybe
Hey baby, sorry I didn’t call.  Yesterday turned out to be work requested on short notice, another hurry up and do it project, which is fine for the money but boring for my neglected cock. 🙁
I agree with most of your assessment of that video.  I just really liked her, her kind of slutty looking face and fun body.  I don’t mind the bouncing breasts AT ALL! 😉  I definitely want us both to see if yours do that too!
The neglect of his nipples was excruciating~@#$!$%
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An AM Mystery


http://ellitakethat.tumblr.com/post/62251308887

Something odd happened this lazy Sunday afternoon.  It’s been very quiet – no messages in awhile from Ashley Madison, the online dating site for “married but looking folks.” I don’t go there to check unless someone writes to me, or I am helping my pals fine-tune their profiles.  If I don’t log on, I don’t get any attention.  Mr Truck said he would call but… surprise surprise… he didn’t.  And Mr Hyatt is still out of town.  
Suddenly I get winks from men in Schenectady, Montreal, Scranton and Austin, Texas!  All in one day!  It makes Schenectady seem downright close, especially since I know my way around that area.  I couldn’t figure out why I was being noticed by men from away.  I had never received a wink from anyone further away than the edges of NH and RI near Boston.  
I’ve definitely noticed upticks in contacts at various times… New Year’s, Valentine’s Day, and I hear that the day after Mother’s Day is AM’s biggest day for new sign-ups.   People probably have high expectations for these days of obligation in relationships, and when they are disappointed it can be the last straw that sends them online and into the arms of someone else!  
I asked my online friends who I know use AM if they’d noticed something similar, but no one did.  Was it just the coming of spring making men frisky far and wide?  Or some change AM had made?  I had not changed my settings.  These were not traveling men… just interested in chatting.  Had I shown up on some ad or mailing from AM?  An AM mystery! 
So I decided to send a message to the guy from upstate New York, see if he could shed any light on the new contacts.  He was very pleasant, said he was new on AM and had tried out the chat feature and I was on a list of women online and ready to chat!  
This puzzled me… I was not logged in to AM and when I am do not chat on AM!  I have that feature turned off because I kept getting fascinating offers like, “Yo!  BaBee!  U wanna chat?”  Gosh… how could I resist that?  I managed.  No… just… no.  
So it remained a mystery.  I did have a lovely series of emails and some very hot chats with the guy in Schenectady.  Amazingly – he was not a Yankees fan!  I got to poke around in the head of a long-suffering Mets fan.  I helped him learn the ropes on AM, and he told me funny stories about his initial attempts to attract the attention of the married ladies looking for more in upstate NY.  
He eventually said he’s a submissive, and wants to lick my shiny leather boots.  Hmmm… you guessed it.  I don’t own any sexy boots!  I helped him put code words into his profile to make that clearer to the dominant ladies.  He said it worked like magic and he disappeared into the arms of a domme.  Happy licking, sweet Schenectady man! 

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Tasty blond

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Sat, Mar 23, 2013 8:17 AM
Re: Call Me Maybe
When’s the best time for you?
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Mar 23, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: More…
20 minutes
This was the one I forgot to attach a while back. It’s the guy with the big nipples with a real tasty blond whose tit & tummy shake like poetry in motion
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Mar 23, 2013 1:49 PM 
Subject: Re: Call Me Maybe
Hiya!  
Oooh!  I might get to hear your sexy voice?  YAY!  Maybe I’ll talk about what I would do if I was there.  And maybe you’ll moan… and um… wow.  
I am alone now until about 1 pm.  Then I will be alone again from 4-6:30 and again from 7:45 pm on.  
If today is bad let me know and I will figure out what’s up tomorrow! 
-S 
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent:  Mar 23, 2013 2:25 PM 
Re: Call Me Maybe
I’m on the way out, will be back a little later, not sure if I can make your 4-6 and definitely not the 8:45
Let me know about your ‘openings’ for tomorrow…..
I’m so looking forward to having you hear me moan as I stroke, then big long moan as I cum
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Mar 23, 2013  2:58 PM 
Re: More…
Thanks Stan! 
This one was a mixed bag for me.  There was some chemistry lacking between these two – can’t put my finger on it but it seemed boring in a way… but there were many good moments. 
The bouncing breasts?  I dunno… if that’s what turns him on, sure, but it seemed too much.  I wonder if mine do that… hmmm… you can tell me.  
Lots of great sound and some conversation… even if it seemed a bit forced.  
Some very nice kissing.  He has a way of looking like he really like that! 
Why doesn’t she kiss his nipples?! 
The train sounds were different! 
The tittie-fuck was fun! 
And his cumming on her… oh yeah! 
I adore the sneak peak at the camera man and his adoration for her at the end.
-S
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Mar 24, 2013 1:48 AM 
Subject: Re: Call Me Maybe
Hiya Stan, 
You can call anytime… I am not going out at all.   I am usually cheery after about 9 am.  If you want to set a time, that’s nice.  Otherwise call and I’ll talk, or tell you when I can.  🙂 
-S
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Call Me Maybe

From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy
Sent:  Mar 22, 2013 7:24 AM
Subject: Re: The pearl necklace
That photo’s funny yet so serious. 
What a lovely cleavage, I can’t wait to christen it…
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Fri Mar 22, 2013 7:41 PM
Subject: Call Me Maybe
So… if touching is not a good idea, what about scheduling a phone call?  
 -S
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Pearl Necklace

To: Sassy
From: Mr Truck
Sent: Thur, Mar 21, 2013 7:53 AM
Subject: Re: Sassy Frass
And of course some of OUR mutual fantasies I do plan on making reality: Can’t wait for you to have your way with me, kiss me deeply while feeling me up semi aggressively, all the while slowly undressing me and whispering dirty talk in my ear….then when I get to undress you, I strip you down to your bra & panties, kiss you, feel the wet spot in your panty crotch, then ask you to walk around the room for me so I can enjoy how your big body moves while I talk dirty to you and jack my cock teasingly for you.
I think we make good partners in crime, as neither of us have firm boundaries. I’m hot about us exploring our bisexual sides, again, doesn’t have to happen in reality, but fantasies shared can be fantasies nearly realized.
The only problem with the weekend now (and I’m sorry for originally suggesting the weekend) is that it’s just too close to her return home, she can kind of read my face, or I act a little different after being around another woman, or worse, I have makeout bruises around my lips. Ha! That actually happened once with the woman I met, we kissed not even all that hard (I thought) and later I discovered I had a few tiny but definitely visible telltale marks around my mouth. Luckily I had a week to recover! I know, I’m being too paranoid 🙁  Anyway, the next block of free time (this block was used up by work requests right up until the start of the event) is around mid next month, maybe even earlier.
And of course no matter what happens or doesn’t happen, you’re my sexy gal pal, I’d never stop sharing porno with you, it’s so hot to get your honest feedback AND your own provided porn links. It would be so fun to watch porn together, commenting together, maybe even mutually masturbating each other…I’m gonna go look up a clip for you now, ok pretty baby?
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Thur, Mar 21, 2013 7:55 AM
Fw: Pic
Thought I’d send a G rated pic just to refresh your memory of your biggest fan! 
Send another one of yourself when you have a moment
xox
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Thur, Mar 21, 2013 4:04 PM
Re: Pic
Thanks for the photo!  What a great idea!  
There are so many things right with this image of you.  Makes me want to DO THINGS to you, with you… mmmm.
-S
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Mar 21, 2013 7:43 PM 
Subject: The pearl necklace
I am wearing these until I get to wear yours.  🙂 
-S
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Fantasies are fantasies

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Wednesday, March 20, 2013 7:40 AM
Subject: Re: Sassy Repairs
Hey sweetie!
When i mention something as ‘fantasy’ I really mean that. Anything can happen in a fantasy and you can feel comfortable about it! Fantasies are not necessarily an expression of something you want or intend to come true.
Turns out that wife is coming home sooner than expected, Monday. I have to spend all of Sunday cleaning up this joint after me and the cats trashed it!
It’s ok, I’ll be free again come mid next month!  Get your calendars out folks!
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Wednesday, March 20, 2013 12:08 PM
Subject: Re: Sassy Repairs
Hiya Stan!  Happy Spring!  
Thanks for explaining about the fantasies… it’s good to know I am not on the hook for all the wild things I think about.  You are good to stretch my mind.  Unlike most people, I don’t have many firm boundaries… like to explore.  Who knows what I might like?! 
So I can’t poke you to clean Saturday and spend a couple hours with me Sunday?  If not, I understand.  We are in the midst of a show this weekend, but I could move things around to see you Friday or Saturday mornings… but if you have a reason to wait, I will be patient.  Just hope you will still send me porn no matter what happens?  🙂
-S
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A little infatuation

From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Monday, March 18, 2013 3:02 PM
Subject: Re: Sassy Repairs
Ah… you have a little infatuation going on!  So cute… 
Here’s a threesome with a young girl who looks sort of like her… puffy nipples, too! 
31 minutes 
Enjoy! 
 -S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Mar 19, 2013 9:47 AM
Re: Sassy Repairs
I know, you caught me. I blushed a little when you pointed out my infatuation. Ya know, you and I would probably do well with a young toy like her. Ever fantasize about that, or any woman in a threesome? I often fantasize about 2 big women in a threesome. Right now I’m fantasizing about you, me and a well hung guy in a threesome.
Ah I loved this piece, that girl is a lot like the other, knows how to handle big cock and does have such delicious little nipples.
So how’s things looking for you this Thursday or Friday? Or even the weekend? We really MUST meet and kiss, bare (pun intended) minimum!
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Mar 19, 2013 11:11 pm 
Re: Sassy Repairs
Stan!  You are adorable.  It’s great when you find someone who turns you on and you can follow her.  
Threesomes… I know almost every guy thinks about them.  But I don’t.  Would not turn it down if the stars align…. but I am so starved for touch that a kiss and holding hands sounds fabulous!  Can’t wrap my mind around fancy stuff. 
What about Sunday?  Could that work?  

-S
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More Andrea

From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Sunday, March 17, 2013 2:05 PM
Subject: Re: Sassy Repairs
Thanks for the video Stan.
She is very interesting!  He was too quiet until right at the end… but quite good to her in many ways.  Yum. 
She reminds me of… me.  I wish I had been that capable as a teenager! 
 -S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday,  Mar 18, 2013 10:05 AM
Re: Sassy Repairs
Yeah he was not only quiet, he made sure his face was never on camera. That’s ok, all I was interested in was seeing his big cock anyway 😉
How does she remind you of you? Her ability to handle big cock….?  I wish ALL teenage girls were that capable. I think that videos like this should be required viewing for girls once they turn 18, to get pointers and to understand that part of their responsibility in life is to pleasure men and get pleasure in return
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday,  Mar 18, 2013 10:10 AM
Re: Sassy Repairs
Here’s another one with her I just found. More big cock for her tiny mouth and tight pussy!  In this one she seems to handle the cock with more aplomb. Not sure if i like her sounds very much. I had to laugh at the end when she’s taking a load in her mouth, one shot hit the back of her throat and she gags and coughs like the cute little bitch she is 😉
26 minutes
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How about never?

So…. maybe you’re wondering what happened next, after Mr Hyatt and I had a lovely afternoon at the hotel?  Did he keep writing?  Did I see him again?

The man did almost everything right – beautiful hotel room, wild romp, said nice things about my body, asked to see me again before I left the room, texted me right away and I felt… nothing.  I don’t care.  I don’t want to see him again.  I know, this is the sort of thing that is super-depressing for men to hear.  But he was a perfect example of “NO CHEMISTRY!” Ugh.

I sat in my car in the hotel garage that day and felt…. nothing.  I hoped the memories would get better over time, but… they got worse.

I told myself not to judge based on a first meet, then analyzed it from every angle, told myself I should not close the door, that there would be days when I would change my mind and need some man’s hands on me and it could easily be him.  How could I turn away someone who was doing the right things?   I won’t bore you with the long list I made of reasons not to carry on but the bottom line was… I didn’t want to!  Imagine that… me not doing something a man wants!

Cartoon from The New Yorker magazine

Of course, he wrote while he was away.  A lot. Even called me.  But I still felt… nothing.  I tried to be nice, sent him classy p0rn videos most men have liked and videos I like.  He told of pining for me, sent me the oddest videos of huge sexy women (bigger than me!) being adored in various odd ways by thin ugly men – so strange I can’t even post them.

Then when he got home, he didn’t get in touch for three weeks and that was only to say that he was leaving again for six weeks!  Why does he only write when he’s thousands of miles away?  I know, I know… busy, busy… but… don’t say “I can’t wait to get home and hold you in my arms” and then… not write when you get home.  But I was relieved.

Things happened in my life and I didn’t have much time for awhile and realized I didn’t want to make time for him ever.   I explained about my new challenges, told him I was not interested anymore but he never seemed to get it.  He’d email with the subject line “Let’s get it on.”  That’s it… no message.  Nope.  Don’t want to.   I kept answering for awhile, being polite.  I don’t want him ticked at me.  A man can do bad things when he’s ticked.

Then I stopped writing.  That’s really not like me, but I couldn’t think of any other way to say, “no thanks.”   He kept writing.  He is still writing.  Every now and then.  Latest was, “Still got hots for you.  You got anything for me?”  Sigh.

I don’t want to think about him anymore.  And I don’t want to write about him here.  It feels write to be silent rather than write about him.  So you won’t be treated to the continuing saga of Mr Hyatt.

Figures… I hate silence and the guy who keeps writing is someone I don’t want to hear from!