The Black and the Fan

June 7, 2018 Thursday

From: Reggie
To: Sassy
Sent: Thu Jun 7, 2018 at 9:27 AM
Re: Sassy face

Good morning, sexy Sassy!

I loved your writing – do you write a lot of erotica? Yes, it gives a wonderful glimpse into your mind. I read it last night but I did not get the “opportunity” to respond.

1. Turn ons – I am not into BDSM and like you am closer to vanilla but not quite. I am crazy about oral sex, toys to pleasure her, her multiple-orgasms and sometimes sex outdoors.

2. Politically, well left of the Democratic Party.

3. At a reservoir in the middle of the night.

Cheers.

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Th Jun 7, 2018 at 1:47 PM
Subject: The Black

Hiya! Hope you’re having a terrific Thursday. You made my morning with your email. Here I am with some fun lunch tidbits.

Ah erotica. Glad you enjoyed that. I have written a lot… not just recently – I go through spurts. (ha ha… she said spurts!) There are snippets, short stories, and two “novelettes” no has read. Mostly “Mary Sues” (do you know that term?) or to give a man ideas, or a recurring fantasy, but they vary a lot. I don’t know where they come from – they pop into my head and I have to write them down so I can stop thinking about them all the time. Have you written any?

So happy that our activity expectations match up. It sucks when I discover a kink and I can’t help.

Do you have any toys? I have a small collection.

Definitely want to share sexy outdoor stories in person! I like to think about being outside with a nice man, and I have several favorite tumblrs of exhibitionists, but my “demure” side kicks in pretty harshly about actually doing it. But as my cemetery exploits prove, not always!

So relieved our politics are on the same side of the aisle!

1) Do you follow any sports? 
I am not a fanatic but I keep an eye on figure skating, the Red Sox and I’ll probably watch the Belmont Stakes horse racing on Saturday to see if we get a Triple Crown winner.

2) Do you have siblings?

I have two sisters – one 9 years older and one 9 years younger. They’re both in this area. The younger one is my best friend (mother of my adorable niece and fellow community project enthusiast). The older one is… a challenge. She wants to mother me and explain to me how things should be done. *sigh We meet for brunch every weekend with her beau.

3) Boxers or briefs? What color today? 
Mine are really boring light pink cotton briefs. But I have on a sassy black bra. I’m attaching my favorite photo of that. Enjoy!

-S

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From: Reggie

To: Sassy
Sent: Th Jun 7, 2018 at 2:59 PM
Re: The Black

Oh you tantalize me with that lovely black bra. Sassy. I saw your e-mail in the middle of a meeting and must confess to feeling more than a twinge in my loins! Thank you!

I would love to read more of your fantasy writing and yes, I did have to look up the term Mary Sue! It is interesting to think of you casually seeding a lover with ideas that are then improvised upon in reality.

1. Sports – Thanks to my kid, I end up following some professional sports although, increasingly, in this over-commercialized professional sport world (especially Premier League Soccer which we follow more than anything else), it feels too gladiatorial at times.

2. Siblings – I am an only child. I am accused by my wife of hence, being a little self-absorbed which I most definitely am not.

3. Boxer-briefs (you know what they are?). Today’s are a steel gray. In lieu of a pic of me in that (which at some point, I might be tempted to go the bathroom and shoot for you), here is another of me.

[photo of him in a mirror holding his phone and looking at it]
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From: Sassy
To: Reggie
Sent: Th Jun 7, 2018 at 5:11 PM

Re: The Black

Thanks for the photo! You tantalized me right back. Wow. You are a sexy dude! I so want to reach into that photo and explore. Mmm…

Sorry (#not sorry) if I disrupted your meeting.

I do know what boxer-briefs are. My favorite!

Gotta run.. will dig up more erotica to send later.

-S

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Th Jun 7, 2018 at 8:24 PM
Subject: The Fan

The Fan

He couldn’t believe he was doing this. His friend had talked
him into reading at Stone Soup Poets open mike. One of the
stories. It was for Valentine’s Day, and everyone was doing
it, but it still made him feel vulnerable and exposed. He
read and paused, as appreciative sighs filled the room, and
knew it would be alright. He noticed this woman, standing in
the back against the wall. Staring right at him. He felt like
he was reading to her, and that she felt it, too. He finished,
and a crowd gathered around him to chat and congratulate and
fawn and cluck. He searched the room for her, but she had gone.
He listened to the other artists awhile, but couldn’t get the
hazy image of the woman out of his mind. Finally, he slipped
out the side door and started toward the train. She spoke as
he passed, startling him.

“Your story was…special. It touched me.” She almost
whispered into the night air.
“Thank you,” he said, automatically. Brilliant. He tried
to make out her face in the dim light of the street lamp.
“It made me…want to know you,” she sighed, almost as if
she hadn’t wanted to admit it. He was sure his mouth hung open at
that point. He remembered himself in a few seconds, and decided to
be flip.
“So, what did you want to know?” He quipped, not really
expecting her to answer. She looked away, then surprised him.
“What it would be like to inspire you.” He gulped in air.
There didn’t seem to be enough air to fill his burning lungs. He
realized that somehow, in the last minute, something had passed
between them. It scared him, but drew him to her.
“Can I walk you to the train?” He asked her. She seemed
to consider it carefully, then stepped forward and took his arm in
silent acceptance. He felt her breast against his arm and wondered
if he could remember how to walk. He managed. He thought she would
ask him mundane questions, quiz him about his story or his life. She
was silent, seemingly deep in thought, walking in step with him.

He wanted to see her face, but she was beside him so he could
only take in her long hair, swinging around her, and how she seemed
just the right height to walk with him, and how her chest moved with
each step. They passed a pottery shop and she paused briefly to
glance at the brightly colored bowls. Suddenly, she yanked him into
the dark doorway, and pressed him against the stone of the building.
He felt the cold against his back, then the heat of her in front,
as she wiggled to fit her body to his. Then she put her lips within
a hair of his, and stopped. This seemed to be quite a distance for
her initiative to take her, but not quite there.

He cursed the lack of light. He couldn’t see her eyes. But
it didn’t seem to matter, he was taking her invitation and sinking
his tongue into her mouth before he realized he’d decided to do it.
He felt as hard as the stone against his back, and knew she felt it
too by the breath she took when he raised his head momentarily. She
worked her hand under his shirt, and put his hand on her breast.
They teased each other’s nipples, nipping at necks and ears and noses.
Smiling into each other’s mouths as their breathing raged out of
control.
This was crazy. He didn’t know this woman. He knew
nothing except she liked his writing, that she had understood
the call in it. And that she felt so right in his arms. It
was nuts, but it made sense to him. He’d find out the other
stuff later, if it became important. He was startled back to
the present by her hand at his belt. Oh, my god.
She stopped for a moment, took a deep breath and
whispered in his ear.
“I don’t…I mean, I haven’t…ever…without…” she
couldn’t seem to say it, but he knew she was trying to justify
this wildfire burning between two strangers in a dark doorway.
“I know,” he murmured, hugging her even closer. That
seemed to settle it. She undid his belt, and slipped her hand
inside his clothes to touch him. He thought he’d pass out.
She rubbed him just the right way for longer than he thought
he could endure. He knew he should be touching her, but could
not summon the brain power beyond savoring her touch. She
removed one hand to her pocket, he heard a rip, then she was
taking his sex from his pants, and covering it with latex,
and leading him to a ledge deeper in the doorway. She stretched
out on the stone, and pulled him down over her, into her. 
The combination of the time and place and strangeness and the latex
set him off almost immediately. He pounded her into the stone,
without thought of her soft body. She met his every thrust,
moaning in his ear. He felt the pulsing, the searing heat, and
filled the plastic, thinking of filling her. She clenched him
deep inside. His mind clung to every detail as he realized he
would desperately need to write about this later.

They clung to one another forever. Then sat close to
each other on the ledge as they righted their clothes. There
seemed to be so much to say, and yet nowhere to start. He
finally took her arm, and they continued toward the train. He
thought he should be panicking, but couldn’t get beyond the
amazing afterglow. When they reached the platform, he expected
her to disappear like the dream she seemed to him. She chewed
her lip. He feasted on seeing her in the light.

“I need to know more.” She whispered, a pleading look
on her face.
“Yes.” It was all he could say. It seemed enough.
“Take me home with you.”
“Yes.”
“Let me inspire you.”
He moaned and rolled his eyes. Then the train rumbled
into the station and they boarded locked arm in arm.

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From: Reggie

To: Sassy
Sent: Th Jun 7, 2018 at 11:27 PM
Re: The Fan

I loved the setting, the hungry desire in both of them. I loved the urgency in the doorway. I loved how they fuck without knowing each other’s names, without seeing each other’s faces. Your imagination is fertile and rich!

Questioning and Sexy Answering

June 6, 2018 Wednesday

From: Reggie
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 9:26 AM
Re: Sassy face

Lovely! 

So are you married? And do you have an open marriage?
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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 12:31 PM
Re: Sassy face

Hiya Reggie,

Hope you’re having a wicked good Wednesday! I’m taking a break for lunch and thought I’d spend it writing to you.

Let’s see – where were we? Ah yes… I was raised in upstate NY, came to MA for college and stayed.

I am married, going on 20+ years. We are open. He does his thing and I do mine. We are great friends, just nothing in the bedroom. So you don’t have to worry about an angry husband.

What’s your situation? Do you need stealth on your end? I do know a lot about how to cover your tracks, from dating an old flame in the military, if you need any tips.

Three more questions:

1) Where’s the most beautiful place in the world?

2) How did you hear about AM?

3) What music do you like?

Hugs with groping!

-Sassy

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From: Reggie
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 12:39 PM
Re: Sassy face

Hi Sassy

Yes, I do need stealth and doing this completely under cover – so tips are welcome!

1. Most beautiful place in the world – this is so tricky. It is like being asked to pick a favorite book or piece of music. If forced to pick, I might say Port Antonio in Jamaica. I have found the sea there the most beautiful and varied and the people warm and welcoming.

2. I heard about AM online while searching for ways to find women who might be open to meeting me

3. My taste in music is eclectic. 60s, 70s pop/rock music is my mainstay – The Beatles, Who, Stones, Floyd..also, Moody Blues, Jethro Tull and so many more. I like Beethoven, Schubert, Tchaikovsky, Debussy. I like Nina Simone. Leonard Cohen. I like Sonny Rollins. I like some international music from different parts of the world I’ve visited.

Can you answer these three yourself?

-R

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 3:26 PM
Re: Sassy face

Hiya Reggie! This is so fun! Thank you for indulging my curiosity. I am learning lovely things.

We can talk more about stealth – being a techy, you are probably up on a lot but there are some other things to think about. I’ll look for a great article I found with good advice.

Here are my answers:

1) Beauty

I looked up images of Port Antonio in Jamaica – stunning! It reminds me of Trunk Cove on St John USVI with the blue of the water and the green of the trees and white sands.

I also adore the red rocks in Garden of the Gods in Colorado Springs. Or the Food Hall at Harrod’s in London for a more urban delight!

2) AM

The short answer is I read a sexy blog online where the guy was on AM.

The real answer of my discovery of AM is a bit convoluted. Ready for a story?

My husband stopped wanting me a long time ago. I had given up on that part of my life.

An old flame from high school (we dated for weeks when I was 14 and he was 16, which amounted to holding hands at lunch and kissing under the stairs at church) found me after 37 years. He remembered an explosive chemistry and wanted to know if it might still exist. I remembered his name and that he dumped me. Heh. We were both married, non-cheaters, he was military and miles away and I could not imagine him wanting to touch a curvy old lady. He convinced me it was worth dinner so I flew to D.C. and… it was the hottest 2 days of my life. He resurrected me sexually, taught me that a fit powerful man can want a curvy woman, and that she can participate and deserves to get pleasure out of it!

I got cancer. The old flame talked me into catching up on medical tests I’d delayed, saved my breast and maybe my life. They caught it early, but I had a bizarre 10 months of too many doctors visits! I was able to work most of the time while they cut, stabbed, poisoned and irradiated me! I came out it with a firm desire to live life to the fullest. I am healthy and whole and doing that!

While my body was healing, I caught up online with sexy stuff. I was woefully ignorant, so I went looking for resources online to teach myself and share with the old flame to um.. enhance our online discussions. 🙂 I found tumblr and sexy blogs and porn videos. I wrote erotica. Whee!

a. A friend sent me to look at sex-positive photo blog where people of all sizes and shapes and orientations were smiling and having fun and being sexy.

b. someone there recommended a list of the 100 Sexiest blogs.

c. I found a blog by a guy in CA named Riff Dawg, who was an AM devotee and wrote with two goals – to help men game the system, and to share his exploits. I read 250 posts over 4 days of a Thanksgiving weekend!

d. He ran a forum for people to help each other so I read everyone’s exploits and questions.

e. The forum linked to an IRC chat room for “cheaters” most of whom were on AM and talked in real time. I couldn’t imagine fitting in with “those people” but I did. They are regular folks, trying to make the best of their situation. I hung out, learning the good, bad and fun that can come from using AM.

About the time I got done with treatments, my old flame suggested I find a local man and the folks on IRC suggested I try AM. I bet them that no man would be interested in me. I was wrong. 😉

3) Music

I too listen to a wide range of tunes. I knew almost everyone you mentioned!

Sirius radio came free with a new car awhile back and I didn’t think we’d use it, but it is a wonderful way to hear lots of different music. I put on the 50s, 60s. 70s, or 80s. I like songs I can sing along with – a cappella, Broadway show tunes, or folk artists like James Taylor, John Denver, Christine Lavin or David Wilcox. I also adore piano-based classical music. I used to be a huge figure skating fan and got to know a lot of classical music through their routines.

I better stop before this gets to novel length. Heh.

Here’s three more questions if you feel up to it:

1) Say something about your job? Are you in an office mostly or out and about?

2) How did you meet your wife?

3) Do you have children? Pets?

Hugs with groping and a naughty suggestion for more whispered in your ear.

-S

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From: Reggie
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 4:55 PM
Re: Sassy face

Fascinating story about your introduction to the world of AM. What a journey indeed. The world of cheating that I have found myself in gives me a lot of guilt and anxiety and yet, I am helpless drawn to it. I thought I could only be on IRC after I got caught 5 years ago on AM. But here I am back again and wanting to fuck other women so badly – just the idea of being with someone new and discovering their bodies gets me excited all over again. I have had a few dalliances throughout my marriage.

Let me answer your new questions and expect to hear from you as well:

1. I work for [big high tech company I had heard of – he named it but I will not!]. I am mostly in office although I have to travel to other offices around the world. I am a manager but also get to do more interesting technical work. I hate the corporate life and in my politics am devoutly socialist – so, I will not complain when the revolution comes and all industry is nationalized 🙂

2. I met my wife overseas.  We had a common interest in travel and met as part of a tour group.  We still do as much of that as we can.

3. I have a young child who is the light of my life.

-R

PS It is indeed fun to answer these questions and to await your answers!

PPS – my additional question which you can answer in lieu of any of the above (or in addition to..) – 4. What turns you on sexually?

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 8:24 PM
Re: Sassy face

Hiya! Your messages are such a treat! I’ll write while I munch on Chinese food.

Sorry you have emotional effects from philandering. I’ve never had any guilt. I thought I would, as I am a “goody two-shoes” in other parts of my life, but the sassy part of me takes over and I can go along without anguish. The “demure lady” gives me flack about taking certain risks and rolls her eyes at my crazier adventures, but I mostly don’t let that slow me down.

How did you get caught? I am eager to hear details so I can help others avoid whatever tripped you up. If you want to wait to discuss in person, that’s fine too. Several men have explained the lure of “fresh pussy” so your reasons for continuing sound familiar.

1) Work
I’ve heard of your company. 🙂 You’ve likely heard of my employer also. I can say more in person. I am the efficient office manager who takes care of the mundane administrative stuff so the senior staff can do their work – payroll, hiring, catering, scheduling, travel, finance. The one in the back office that no one notices. I like my work and most of the people, but I have “the boss from hell” so I hope to retire this time next year.

2) Husband 
Met my husband on the internet in the early days of Usenet. He moved here from the Midwest to be with me. He wrote erotica and I thought it was written by a woman. I wrote “her” a fan letter and after chatting for 3 days noticed it was a guy. Wow.

3) Children
How wonderful you have a kid!  I am owned by two old cats! They are brothers – we rescued them from a friend of a friend who was suddenly allergic.

I don’t have children. I dote on my young niece who is athletic and brilliant and sweet and going on 40.

4) Turn ons
Do you mean physical attributes or particular activities?

Three more?
1) What is your email moniker based on?

2) What is your favorite part of a woman’s body?

3) Name some favorite movies?

Thanks again for letting me poke around in your head.

-S

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From: Reggie
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 10:02 PM
Re: Sassy face

Sassy delight!

First you tell me that you are not a fit for me and keep shying away. And then you delight me with your messages, not to speak of your provocative hugs! 

The story of how you met your husband is really quite incredible. Oh, the early days of Usenet – what a lovely, unsullied Internet we had.

* Turn ons – you can interpret the question as broadly as you want to

Your three:

1. Email name – sort of based on an old book – Only loosely on On IRC, I sometimes used to have the nick from the same book.  We can talk more about that when we meet.

2. Woman’s body – eyes, lips, fingers, toes, breasts, pussy – not sure in what order 🙂

3. Hmmm..tough question because I don’t watch that many movies and even fewer mainstream movies. Quite a few Woody Allen movies – Annie Hall, Crimes and Misdemeanors, Hannah and her sisters and even the more recent Midnight in Paris. Miyazaki animation stuff, Kurosawa, Coen Brothers…

I like the flirty dialog that you have introduced through these three questions. Mine:

1. (4 from the last one in the prior email)

2. What are your political views?

3. What is the craziest place you have had sex in?

Have a good night, gropy one!

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 10:11 PM
Subject: The view

Just as I was finishing my last meeting of the day yesterday,
gathering my papers off the marble table in the conference
room on the 36th floor, the sound of sirens wafted up from
the expressway below. Everyone else had left the room, so
I took a minute to lean over the marble counter and stare
down at the roadway. There was a horrible wreck of mangled
metal and shattered glass, several cars and a tractor trailer
twisted together. The traffic was stopped behind the mess,
and the cars on the other side barely moved, rubbernecking.

Suddenly, I heard the door close. I straightened up, but before I
could turn, I felt your arm around my waist, and felt the heat of you
on my back through my dress. You were already hard, pressed
tightly against my ass. I started to speak, but you put a finger
on my lips and teased a corner. I licked your thumb, and you moved
your hand down to unbutton my dress. Just enough to slip
your hand inside and tease a hard nipple. I moaned and let my head
fall back against your shoulder. You bit my neck and ran your
tongue across my skin.

You slipped your hand under my skirt and inside my underwear,
teasing my most sensitive spot. You pressed a finger inside,
unsurprised at the moisture gathered there. I was startled
as you lowered my underwear. I felt like my knees would
buckle, but you tightened your grip and spread my legs to
balance me against the counter. I panicked when I heard
the rasping sound of your zipper, but before I could form the
words in my mind to stop you, I felt you hot and hard against
my skin, and a low moan was all that escaped my lips. You
shoved it inside me, and your breathing grew ragged as you
watched yourself slide in and out. You kneaded the flesh of
my hips as you moved, then reached around me to rub the top
of my slit in time with your strokes. I was trying to be
quiet, but could not hold in all the gasps of pleasure as
you thrust deeper and deeper inside me, your balls slapping
against me. You felt the trembling start inside me, and
the clenching around you. You felt the pulsing, the searing
heat and suddenly lost control, pounding me into the wood
and stone, spurting up inside me over and over.

The only sound was our uneven breathing and the whirring
air conditioning. You pressed your cheek to my back and
whispered, “What a view…”

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From: Sassy

To: Reggie
Sent: Wed Jun 6, 2018 at 11:21 PM

Re: Sassy face

Hiya!

I should be asleep but I can’t go without answering!

I sent you a snippet of my erotica. It can give you another perspective on my sexy mind.

1) Turn ons
There is a physical ideal man that gets to me… taller than I am, broad shoulders, hefty, with a mustache or beard. That said, I have learned to ignore a man’s looks and been happy if he has a good sense of humor, kindness, a keen mind and understands about pleasuring a woman not just satisfying himself.

As for activities, I tried a lot of wild stuff and settled back into less kinky things. No role-playing, no pain, no ropes. I can not be a sub or a domme. I am not vanilla but perhaps… butter pecan? I do like nuts. 🙂

I want a man to be nice to me and let me be nice to him. You do things, I do things, we do things. I like the lights on. I like variety. Some days hard, fast, pounding. Other days, a long conversation punctuated with sexy stuff. I enjoy oral both giving (as long as I can mostly control the action), and having a man lick and munch on me. A well-placed tongue and a finger can be explosive. Doggy, lazy (under with my leg over), or side positions are fun. I am learning about toys and appreciating the way they can enhance other activities. Hope this is making you smile!

2) Politics
I am very very liberal registered Democrat. Is this enough of an answer? If not, ask more. Any litmus test issues you want me to opine about?

3) Crazy sex

Outside on a bench in Mt Auburn Cemetery.
In Cancun.  *Cough* FOURSOME *Cough
On a picnic table in the town park.
(These can make good stories in person.)

Good questions! I adore that you are asking and answering and interested. Please answer these too?

Provocative hugs? Ha! You betcha. I’m also “the best kisser ever.” So there. 😛

Okay… I think I can sleep now. Sweet sexy dreams!

Sassyness grows

June 5, 2018 Tuesday

From: Sassy
To: Reggie
Sent: Tu Jun 5, 2018 at 9:09 PM
Subject: Connection

Hiya R,

It’s me – the sassy one.

Tap… tap… does this work? Always like to check before I launch into anything more.

-S

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From: Reggie

To: Sassy
Sent: Tu Jun 5, 2018 at 11:48 PM
Re: Connection

Works swimmingly. Your sassyness grows on me with every passing day.

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From: Sassy
To: Reggie
Sent: Tu Jun 5, 2018 at 11:55 PM
Subject: Sassy face

Woohoo! Happy to see you over here.

Here’s a couple of face photos! I am rocking life on a boat at Lake Winnipesaukee on the hottest day of the year, and enjoying a quiet moment at home.

-S
[photo of my sweaty smiling face]
[photo of me in the bathroom in a nightgown with a shoulder exposed and my hair down]
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He didn’t write right back… maybe the photos sent him screaming away?  But it was late.  Hmmm… 

Reggie persists

June 5, 2018 Tuesday

Date: Jun 5th – 9:07 am
From: Sassy

Message
Good morning! Hope your Tuesday is off to a grand start. Sorry for the delay. Yesterday was wacky!

Here’s three questions:

1) What your favorite dinner out? 
2) How old were you when you first had sex? 
3) Have you always lived in MA? Feel free to ask whatever you like.

Hugs with groping are the best! I’ll toss in an ear nibble…just because.

-S

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Date: Jun 5th – 9:15 am
From: OddlyAlone

Message

Good morning!  Thanks for starting my day off with your sexy message!

Your three questions:

1. Favorite dinner out – I am a sucker for good Cajun food. I lived where I could get spicy food for some years. Second favorite cuisine – Sushi. I like quiet places where you can have good wine and a nice conversation staring into each other’s eyes…feet touching sometimes.

2. I was quite a late bloomer – I first had sex at 18.

3. I have lived in MA for only 5 years now. I have lived in the US for long but I grew up abroad.

And after that delectable ear nibble and lots more touching, groping, smelling your lovely hair (when can I see a pic?), my three questions:

1. Do you like high heels – especially now that summer is here – open toed ones?

2. Same as yours – have you always lived in MA and if not, where else?

3. Are you 420 friendly? 

Take care, 
Reggie

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Oh my! 

Of course he wrote right back and answered my questions quite well and then asked questions, which I adore and gave me a name to call him! But… ugh. I hate high heels and don’t own any. I can answer the geography one, but I know nothing about cannabis and I do not particularly want to. Argh. I am overwhelmed with the feeling that this man will not want me. I resolve to try again to get him to go away and stop wasting his time.

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Date: Jun 5th – 2:13pm
From: Sassy

Message
Hiya Reggie! AM notifications are working this morning!

You sound so interesting, which makes me sad because the more I learn, the more I know I am not the gal for you. I haven’t worn heels since 1993 when I fell and spent 4 months nursing a torn tendon. I’m not girlie in those ways – no makeup, no dresses, no nail polish, no fancy underwear. And I can’t deal with smoking anything. I’m so sorry. I do wish you all the best and hope you find a lovely woman soon!

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Date: Jun 5th – 2:30pm
From: OddlyAlone

Message

You keep saying that you are not the girl for me but honestly, IMO, until you meet someone, you can never tell. How about we meet for coffee considering that we are not too far from each other?

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Date: Jun 5th – 4:22pm
From: OddlyAlone

Message
Let me just say this – you sound interesting in your responses and I am still keen to meet you and see if there is any spark. 

I am not a smoker, btw! I do like 420 but I vape it. And while I like the girlie things that you mention, I also like meeting different individuals and seeing if there is a connect. Why don’t you start with a pic?

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Date: Jun 5th – 4:35pm
From: OddlyAlone

Message
We thought you’d like to know that “OddlyAlone” has added you to the ‘Favorites’ section of his Profile.

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By the time I got out of meetings and checked AM again, he had written back. Twice! Completely undeterred and sounding reasonable about it. And he made me a “Favorite” on AM, which means AM will tell him every time I log on. This man is pulling out all the stops!

And now he wants a photo? Ha! That oughta scare him off!

Okay…I respond and wonder what he’ll cook up next.

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Date: Jun 5th – 9:09 pm
From: Sassy

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Good evening My my… you are a persistent! I hear you… does seem worth exploring some more.  You definitely intrigue me.  Maybe you’ll tell me where to get good your favorite food?

I don’t send photos on here, so I am going to switch to email. Look for me over there.

-Sassy

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Date: Jun 5th – 11:48 pm
From OddlyAlone

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You do sound like someone worth persevering for!

Final flight 50 years ago

June 5, 2018 Tuesday

8:43 AM Sassy
Good morning Philip!   It’s Tuesday time!

8:27 PM Sassy
Touching article about RFK’s “last flight” that brought his body home 50 years ago this week, including the stories of how Coretta Scott King came from Atlanta and Jackie Kennedy from London – they dropped everything to be with Ethel at the hospital waiting while RFK died and then consoled her on the flight home.
Robert F. Kennedy’s final flight: The storied journey of the ride from California to New York
Dick Strobel/AP

Brett Cuddle

June 4, 2018 Monday

From: Sassy
To: Brett
Sent: Jun 4, 2018 at 8:04 PM
Subject: Junes tunes

Hiya Brett!  How’s your June going?  Hope it’s off to a good start.

My work is finally calming down a bit so I have more brain space to think of sexy things, like you!

With this murky weather, I wish you were with me to cuddle and make good use of a bed together.  Mmm…

-S

Sassy stalls

June 4, 2018 Monday

Date: Jun 4th – 2:27pm
From: OddlyAlone

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I like the “hugs with groping” and promise to reciprocate 😉

Still waiting for your questions…

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Wow this guy is so eager! He’s written twice again before I can respond. No patience! Desperate?

It’s nice to be wanted but I wonder again if his pursuit is a good thing? It makes me stall. I write something but I don’t send it. Bad Sassy. Maybe tomorrow. I’ve never been this ambivalent!

I had a crazy day at work and took a nap when I got home from work and woke up feeling more optimistic but feel the need to be careful and take things slowly.  I miss The Trainer.  It makes me not jump to email.

I write to The Northerner, see if I can arouse his interest and stay away from this new guy.