February 19, 2015 Thursday
Date: 02/19/15 at 8:27 AM
Re: Happy New Year!
How was dinner?
What an elegant place. The strip steak with roasted vegetables looks really good. Your sister must have been in heaven!
Please look at Sabor Brazil:
Sabor is way down market, but a legitimate working class Brazilian restaurant. The coffee and flan is to die for. We won’t see anyone from your book club, but the chef owner is really nice. I know you will love the pricing!
How do you know what I need before I do? Your paragraph about cuddling through the afterglow and baring my soul is all I thought about last night. This may be the most intense thing that you have proposed to me so far. Am I the same as other men? Do we all secretly need a Sassy after glow?
I have a meeting this morning, and I have a bunch workers whom I need to round up for a little talk. Did I mention how I feel about workers not working?
I upgraded my phone to Android Lollipop. That cut into my Sassy time this morning 🙁
Sassy, do you like lollipops?
Have a great day!
Date: 02/19/15 at 9:30 AM
I have a moment before my meeting so I will be brief.
With regards to education each of your guesses deserve partial credit. My education is incomplete by current standards. I never liked school because it interferes with my thinking. Same goes for the career. This is the simple white washed version of the story for public consumption. My colleagues wonder where my insights come from. That is the answer that I gave for example. The truth of the matter is far more complicated.
I came to the world through an unseen door. My approach to all things follows that simple model. I need a novel mental construct to understand who I am. I am not very powerful, yet I cut the Gordian Knot for many powerful people. I give myself freely with little expectation for reward. An actor acts for free for the joy of acting. He must do this whether he waits tables, or not.
I started a topic that I have no time to finish. My apologies.
I wish I could have somehow met you in the 1990’s. I believe you are the Eminence Grise that is missing in my life. My guess is your parochial minded husband owes whatever success he enjoys to your support.
I must go.
Date: Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 10:34 AM
Subject: Re: Happy New Year!
Dinner was mediocre. I listened to my sister read “Anne of Green Gables” to my niece. I’ve never read it – fun to hear the original. It’s much funnier than I remember from the TV version – very droll humor.
You are so much fun to explore and you inspire me to write special things. It’s fine to talk about what happens when you read it. I bet you are used to hiding your sexiness, considering it impolite, but I am not like that. It’s a natural part of life and can be very fun. And the tempting, teasing, talking… make it even more so! Be yourself. Relax. Say what you like. Ask what you want to know. I appreciate your finesse, your humor, your vocabulary!
I wish I could try champagne… or wine, or cough syrup! Anything with alcohol makes me feel like someone is trying to squeeze my eyes together and then about 20 minutes later I vomit. Very sad. What is your drink of choice? Scotch? Bourbon? Red wine? Beer? I usually order iced tea, though this week I am drinking a wondrous thing called limonada, a fizzy lemonade that is perfect for a hot afternoon.
I’ve had to be the good girl most of this week, so thank you very much for giving me a reason to sneak away into Sassyland now and then. The things we’re doing here are a bit surreal to me, too. I am just following along on my sister’s plan.
Why is it uncanny that I mentioned a massage that morphs into more?
Do you listen to music? Are you a concert-goer? Want to tell me your favorites? I listen infrequently, and like artists no one has heard of. My favorite radio programs are WERS’ Standing Room Only that plays Broadway Show tunes, and their a cappella program. I also adore folk musicians like David Wilcox, Cheryl Wheeler and John Gorka. But I listen to a wide range of music from classical to country to current hits. I like things I can sing along with. Do you sing? I was a first soprano in high school, a second soprano in Glee Club in college, then an alto in the church choir. I wonder if I live long enough whether I can be a tenor or a bass? 🙂
Where is your favorite place to vacation? Are you off to your 2nd home? Europe? I traveled a lot before I married… tough to pick a favorite. Colorado Springs? St Thomas/St John maybe… or San Francisco. London! Hubby and I take day trips. Lake Winnipesaukee has been good to me the past couple of summers.
I hope not to be a burden for you, but to help you carry the load you’ve been shouldering, give you some respite, an ear, my insights, some relief, passion, release… please, oh please let the chemistry on the screen transfer to real time!
Today’s plan, if you want to follow along:
8:30 am Buffet breakfast in the hotel with my esteemed traveling companions
11:00 am Massage with oils
1:00 pm Into City for lunch at a dive called Mi Ranchito
2:30 pm stroll around the Mercado 28, a series of stalls with things tourists might buy
4:00 pm back to the hotel for siesta and then dinner out somewhere… need to help Sis figure that out.
7:00 pm dinner
Hope you have a good Thursday! I will be thinking of you. Salacious thoughts! Something about your belt buckle and a zipper and… mmmm. Mwah!
Date: 02/19/15 at 1:46 PM
Re: Happy New Year!
My dear, Sassy!
I love the imagery that you create for me towards the end of each email. I have no words to describe the feelings that you stir in me. I will do my best.
You are…inside me. For several days I have carried you not in my hands, but in my mind, and the core of my body. Your presence affects my behavior and attitude. I like it. I really like it, but I failed to elucidate.
By now the massage is nearly finished. I suppose you could force him to take you with your wicked wiles. He has no say in the matter as you gently project your will.
Uncanny. I could not hide anything from you, and I actually do know that you are two steps ahead of me at all times. I can perceive body issues and other fears in an intuitive way. My solution is to make one comfortable and a little aroused with a back massage. With some patience I roll her over to work the front. When I finish the legs, I slide my hands up onto her thighs while I simultaneously lower my mouth to her nether world. I gently and deliberately draw an orgasm from her. Some cry, some run out of the room. After that the body issue is resolved. I suspect that you and I do not need to resort to trickery. We will simply do this for the fun of it.
Will we have chemistry in real time? I love this question the most. I do not experience time the way normal people do. I do not have words to explain this fact either. I promise to try when we are together, my head on your bare shoulder…
I have an illustration that I think will put you at ease. You must open your mind as if I need to tell you that. If we meet in person and you turn out to be a pre-op transgender man I will happily give you the rim job of a lifetime, and allow you to take me any way you want, as much as you want. Do you understand, Sassy?
I fear it is I that may burden you. I want to join your stable of men. I wish to earn the position of your favorite horse. Imagine that.
I am going to travel for business soon to bend a certain reality to my favor. It is all business but I leave it to you to turn that into something more if possible. This trip will happen in mid- April.
I like iced tea. I try to avoid alcohol for my good health, but I did get into a case of Francis Ford Coppola Directors Cut Sonoma County Pino Noir last night.
I do like an occasional good Scotch.
I love music of all kinds, but my car radio is tuned to NPR and CBC radio only. Of course I also like WBUR.
Date:Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 5:50 PM
Subject: Re: Happy New Year!
“Nap time” for me again. So here I am with more imagery, jokes and travelogue laced with innuendo. Thank you very much for responding… and explaining. So so good. It sounds like I have enchanted you! If I can “own your mind” then melding our bodies should be easy.
The massage was marvelous! I’ve never had oils before. It was a lovely little woman you could not imagine could pummel as she does. She said, “Let me pamper you!” Okay!
Wow… your description of your solution to body issues had me squirming in my seat… in a very good way. I will admit that oral sex is sometimes better than vaginal for me. I used to think I was a g-spot gal, but with recent experimentation with new toys, turns out I am actually a clit gal! Whee!
I am a long way from a trans gal but I appreciate your meaning. Thank you.
You want to join my mentourage? I do keep a stable online but you could be the one who touches me? My mind can split many ways but my body is for one at a time!
Are you dreaming about a traveling companion? I am honored. We’ll see! I could carry your briefcase and make your early mornings and evenings more interesting.
Do you like Highland or Lowland scotches? Philip is a Highland scotch drinker – Glenmorangie and Lagavulin. One of the things he taught me.
Ah… a news listener. I have WBZ in the car until Hubby gets in, so I don’t get all my news from Facebook. Do you watch TV? I don’t have it on at all these days except to catch Downtown Abbey, and end up seeing “Doctor Who” with Hubby now and then.
Sabur looks fun! We have a lot of Brazilians and Azoreans in our neighborhood, but I don’t get out to eat at their places much.
I had to go look up Eminence Grise. Wow. It applies in some ways. Many women might balk at being your gray advisor, but it sounds wonderful to me. I have learned a lot and am happy to pass it on. You have many great years left – it is not too late to be Cardinal. Or something. I do like the background role. Did you see the movie “Gosford Park” where Helen Mirren’s character explains how it is her job to anticipate what the upstairs people need, sometimes before they realize it? That rings very true in my job, my family life and my “double life.”
Hubby would be dead if not for me. He tried to kill himself several times before he met me online. I promised to keep him alive and I have. I got him access to health care and a safe place to live, and gave him space to create and fulfill his dreams.
We had an interesting afternoon visiting the restaurant we liked 30 years ago. It’s not the same, but passable. Then we wandered around the flea market. An enterprising silver shop owner seated us in her store, asked us what we were looking for then sent her man to run all over the market looking for it! I ended up with a pretty fridge magnet for $1, and 3 big t-shirts for Hubby. I wanted something for the folks in the office but did not find the right thing. Maybe at the airport. We try to bring back something that typifies where we went, to share when we return.
I’d better get dressed for dinner – we’re off to the Peruvian restaurant, Lima 12 05. It’s supposed to have a great view of the lagoon and different food we can’t find at home.
I do like to leave you with something to brighten your evening… something no one else tells you. As I learn more about you, I can fine tune. For now I am tossing out ideas to see if they enhance our interaction. Tonight you might imagine us standing facing a mirror. You are in front, and I am behind you. I play and you watch the reflection. I might nibble on your neck, or do interesting things with my hands? Mmmm…
Have a lovely evening Jim. Try to misbehave!
Date: 02/19/15 at 8:04 PM
Re: Happy New Year!
I am flush, and breathing very deeply. That felt very nice!
I am pleased that you wish to have me in person. I want to be the one that touches you. I want to worship you. I want to show my affection for you. I even want to be vulnerable to you and rejoice in knowing that I am safe with you.
Oral sex is the absolute best form of sex. It is the pan ultimate act of acceptance. No other physical connection involves such a level of trust and openess. I feel very sorry for those who do not understand this. Ecstasy. Rapture. Transcendence. Could there ever be anything more than this??
As for coitus, often a right, proper pounding is called for. I have a secret. I like to please you orally, and when I’m really turned on I penetrate you to the moment of my release. I then resume pleasuring you. This continues for as long as it takes, but you will always release first. My pleasure is secondary to yours. Don’t worry about me, I will add myself to you in one glorious moment of pleasure. I want to be your addiction.
I don’t think I want you to go on my next trip. It really isnt safe. My trip will be short but I could be away from home for an overnight….or two before or after. 🙂 A vacation with you would be grand if we could pull it off.
I like The Glenlivet Nadurra. This is available at Marriott, my preferred hotel brand. I avoid cigars now. I understand the shops push Scotchs through education. I would like to try a scotch from Nova Scotia some time. Phillip is cool.
I envy no one, yet I find myself wanting to be Phillip. I wonder what it feels like to be loved the way that you love Phillip. He is a very fortunate man.
I must go now. I will send another email in the morning. I want to ask you about the rest of today’s email.
Sweet dreams. Feel my breath on the small of your back.
Date: 02/19/15 at 9:17 PM
Subject: I Am Embarrassed
I know you will return from Mexico soon so I want to prepare for our first rendevous. Take all the time you need to settle and get caught up…but I hope to meet you soon!
I will see my Chinese lady to smooth my digits for our activities. The problem I have is body hair. Would it be too much to ask you to shave my cock and balls to your liking? You may also shave anywhere that you want. Is that okay?
Date: 02/19/15 at 9:34 PM
Re: Happy New Year!
I wanted to come back to you to respond to the second half of your message.
I watched DA, and Dr.Who (going back to black and white on PBS) I also loved the wisdom of Douglas Adams may he rest in peace. So, yes…let’s watch tv!
I like to eat…and yes I am softer around the middle than I would like to be! I think the extra testosterone made me just a bit leaner this week. It’s a start!
Breakfast would be nice. I would love to squeeze some orange juice for you. I hope to share lots of intimate meals with you.
I understand the husband enigma now. You are an Angel.
I like Helen Mirren. I would love to see Gosford Park.
See, I am not always so intense 😉
Date:Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 9:33 PM
Subject: Re: I Am Embarrassed
Well hello there. I too hope to see your smiling face soon. My brain can’t quite grasp being home yet, but I will soon enough. You are so sweet to start prepping already! We are getting down to brass tacks now, eh?
I will help you however I can but what if I say I like a man with hair there? It seems natural, something for me to play with. I see a lot of shaved men in p0rn and it hits me as pre-pubescent.
I lost all my hair during chemo… everywhere. And it has come back thin and soft. After having it disappear, I don’t have the urge to ever cut it again! I did shave my legs and underarms to come here… but more I’d rather not. I hope you’ll be okay with that.
Sleep easily and dream of a buxom Boston babe!
Date: 02/19/15 at 9:39 PM
Re: I Am Embarrassed
Wow. I finally hit a limit with you. Don’t worry, I’m a hairy mess down there.
Baby, at this point you can go fully European. I like you!