Shower talk

From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Saturday, December 15, 2012 1:58 PM
Subject: Re: Terrific talking
Hiya Sean!  Hope you’re having a nice Saturday!   
See… here is my thinking.  We make a big mess in the shower and then help each other clean up.  ðŸ™‚ 
I am home alone… you can call whenever you like.  
[phone number redacted]
But I warn you, I am feeling very frisky!  
-S
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From: Volt 
To: Sassy
Dec 15, 2012 5:05 pm 
Hi
It was nice talking to you again today. I do hope that puts you more at ease. I know I am looking forward to meeting you. I am just sitting down and relaxing for a bit before I get in the shower. Do you have any hot shower stories to share? I will talk to you soon. Have a nice night.

Sean

Volt phone

Fron: Volt 
Dec 14, 2012 5:09 am 
To: Sassy
Good Morning
That sounds great! I am going to visit my dad around noon, then I will be heading home to do some final odds and ends.  I am looking forward to talking to you too! Good luck at the doctors;)
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Friday, December 14, 2012 11:49 AM
Subject: Re: Presence
Sorry I missed you.  Hope you have a good visit with your dad. I will try again.  Mwah!
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From: Volt 
Dec 14, 2012 12:38 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi I’m home now. If you want to call @1:00 I will make sure I’m alone
Sean
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From: Volt 
Dec 14, 2012 12:41 pm
To: Sassy
Hi
If I missed you and you didn’t gey my last e=mail by 1:00. Why don’t you tell me what time works for you and I will try and be availble;)
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Friday, December 14, 2012 2:38 PM
Subject: Terrific talking
Hiya Sean!
So… another piece of the Sean puzzle falls into place!  It was so wonderful to hear your voice and learn more about you!  Thanks for making the time today.  
It gave me ideas… mmm…. made me want to see you smile and do something to make that happen!  Definitely feeling more comfortable.  Yay! 
-S
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From: Volt
Dec 14, 2012 4:06 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
I’m so glad your getting more comfortable! I enjoyed talking in to you too. I hope this positive feeling leads to something great! Maybe a new sexy story or a hot pic;) , Or even better, a nice first date! I am just hanging out relaxing. Fridays I usually come home early and go to the dump and then rest. I have been burning the candle on both ends for a few months, so its nice to be able to relax. I’m hopeful you and I will fine nice ways to help each other relax. I plan on going out a little later and doing a bit of shopping, I will see about getting a camera too. What do you have planned for the weekend?  I am going to take a shower and get moving before I change my mind and just take a nap. I will check back later and see how your doing. Talk to you later.
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Friday, December 14, 2012 7:34 PM
Subject: Re: Terrific talking
Hiya Sean!  
Hope you’re having a nice evening.  I am thinking about all you said to me… thanks again for sharing your stories! 
My teeth are clean!  I hope this will become an important piece of information.  ðŸ™‚  
Got scrod for supper at a lovely steak house.  Hee hee.  What are your favorite things to eat?  I’m into seafood these days – lobster, shrimp, haddock.  
Consoling my friends who are very upset about the Newtown shooting.  Sad day. 
No big plans for this weekend.   Hope to relax, get some stuff done around home.  
When you say “shower” I get all sorts of ideas.  Would you let me wash your back?  ðŸ˜‰
-S
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From: Volt 
Dec 14, 2012 8:30 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
I’d love to let you wash my back, but only if I can do the same for you. That sound like a good place to start things off. Its a terribal thing all those children killed today. I hope you have a nice night. I enjoyed talking today,lets do it again soon!
Sean

Volt’s presence

From: Volt
Dec 13, 2012 3:57 am
To: Sassy
Hi
Thank you for the great story! I don’t mind driving to you.  I don’t know the area so I will let you pic where. I hope your not nervous about meeting. I am more excited than nervous. We can pick the time and day as christmas get closer. I hope your work is better today than yesterday. I am getting ready to head out the door. I usually leave the house @ 4:00. I am usually in bed by 10:00 . I look forward to reading your next e-mail. Have a nice day.
Sean
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From: Volt 
Dec 13, 2012 11:01 am 
To: Sassy
Hi
I was looking at the calander, will the 27th work for you? I can do other times as well, just figured its a starting point. How many stories have you written? I enjoy reading your work. I will try and get some pic’s to you this weekend. Hope your having a better day today.
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt 
Sent: Thursday, December 13, 2012 3:12 PM
Subject: Presence
Hiya Sean!  
Hope you’re having a great day!  
The 27th sounds good!  I literally have no plans.  I hope to make day trips and get stuff done around my condo, but I can work around your schedule easily.  I know stuff may come up that requires changes…but it’s nice to have a starting point.  Who knows, you may have a grandchild by then!  
Is lunch the best time for you?  With you an early riser, I could also do breakfast.  Thank you for offering to drive up here.  I am half excited and half terrified but that will lessen as it gets closer and my curiosity takes over to know what you’re like.  I will warn you that I will hug you like an old friend, and leave it up to you whether to find out how I kiss.  ðŸ™‚  I have been told I am the best kisser ever, but I know tastes vary and men exaggerate!  
When I think about Christmas the phrase “Presence, not presents….” comes to mind.  I am not into clothes, shoes, perfumes, jewelry… I just want to be with a nice man.  Here’s hoping it’s you!  
I have written a lot of stories.  Do you ever write fantasies or other stuff?   It can be a great outlet for sexual frustration!  And sometimes, I write about things I’ve never done and it gets me closer to having the courage to do them!  
I have always been writing.  I kept a diary for 26 years from the time I was 12 to when I was 38.  I have spurts of creativity.  I wrote 9 stories in the 14 weeks I was in chemo, then didn’t write for about a year, then wrote 12 stories over the summer this year.  I usually write for one man, using info about him that I know will excite him, so they aren’t shareable, but I have about 3 dozen in “final form” from short ones you’ve seen to a 40 page tome about baseball player and a bar owner!   Most of them are “Mary Sues” which means I put myself in as a character and let her have a lot of fun!  There are also a lot of scenarios that I’ve written… along the lines of “If I was there, I’d nibble on your ear and then… ” but those probably count as correspondence or something else. 
Do you ever use Yahoo chat?  Or talk on the phone?  I am craving real time communication and the sound of your voice, if it’s safe for you.
I am off from work tomorrow – both doctor and dentist!  Whee!  So I may be out of touch for chunks of time but don’t worry.  
Hugs with groping!  
-Sassy
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From: Volt
Dec 13, 2012
To: Sassy
Hi
Nice to hear from you. If you would like to talk on the phone, you can call my cell [number redacted].
Just e-mail me when you want to talk and I will most likey be able to .I can do breakfast or lunch . Maybe we could meet  anytime after 10:00 am that way the traffic is just about done. I am looking forward to meeting you too, a big hug and kiss would feel so nice! I miss that alot too. I will be up for a while tonight,I will check back after I get out of the shower and see if your around. I have never written story like yours, maybe I will give it a try. I am also very hopeful that we’re a match. I already feel a connection! I’ll check in again in a little bit.
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Thursday, December 13, 2012 3:12 PM
Subject: Presence
Hiya Sean!  
Hope you’re having a great day!  
The 27th sounds good!  I literally have no plans.  I hope to make day trips and get stuff done around my condo, but I can work around your schedule easily.  I know stuff may come up that requires changes…but it’s nice to have a starting point.  Who knows, you may have a grandchild by then!  
Is lunch the best time for you?  With you an early riser, I could also do breakfast.  Thank you for offering to drive up here.  I am half excited and half terrified but that will lessen as it gets closer and my curiosity takes over to know what you’re like.  I will warn you that I will hug you like an old friend, and leave it up to you whether to find out how I kiss.  ðŸ™‚  I have been told I am the best kisser ever, but I know tastes vary and men exaggerate!  
When I think about Christmas the phrase “Presence, not presents….” comes to mind.  I am not into clothes, shoes, perfumes, jewelry… I just want to be with a nice man.  Here’s hoping it’s you!  
I have written a lot of stories.  Do you ever write fantasies or other stuff?   It can be a great outlet for sexual frustration!  And sometimes, I write about things I’ve never done and it gets me closer to having the courage to do them!  
I have always been writing.  I kept a diary for 26 years from the time I was 12 to when I was 38.  I have spurts of creativity.  I wrote 9 stories in the 14 weeks I was in chemo, then didn’t write for about a year, then wrote 12 stories over the summer this year.  I usually write for one man, using info about him that I know will excite him, so they aren’t shareable, but I have about 3 dozen in “final form” from short ones you’ve seen to a 40 page tome about baseball player and a bar owner!   Most of them are “Mary Sues” which means I put myself in as a character and let her have a lot of fun!  There are also a lot of scenarios that I’ve written… along the lines of “If I was there, I’d nibble on your ear and then… ” but those probably count as correspondence or something else. 
Do you ever use Yahoo chat?  Or talk on the phone?  I am craving real time communication and the sound of your voice, if it’s safe for you.
I am off from work tomorrow – both doctor and dentist!  Whee!  So I may be out of touch for chunks of time but don’t worry.  
Hugs with groping!  
-Sassy
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From: Volt
Dec 13, 2012 8:28 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
I am taking a half a day tomorrow so I will be around if you want to talk sometime tomorrow. I can’t wait to hear your voice. Let me know what time is good and I will make sure I’m somewhere I can talk. Have a nice night;)
Sean
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Thursday, December 13, 2012 11:15 PM
Subject: Re: Presence
Hiya Sean!
Sorry! I was working around my place tonight and didn’t get onto email until just now!  Arrgh!  
I’m not sure what is going on tomorrow.   I will send you email when I could talk and we’ll take it from there.  Oh, goody!  I am so excited at the prospect of hearing your voice!  
-Sassy

Volt’s present

From: Volt
Dec 12, 2012 5:46 am 
To: Sassy
Good Morning
Nice to see your e-mail first thing in the morning. I will send you some pic’s this weekend. I have a company phone that does not send text or photos, plus its one of those cheap flip phones that takes lousey pic’s. I will find my digital camera and get to it. I would be happy and turned on to see anything your comfortable sending me. I am not comfortable sending anything with my face either. I would love to see a pic of your boobs or your ass if your comfortable with that, I am already turned on big time at the thought. Maybe your toes too!
I’m glad to hear your interested in continuing, I only asked to make sure this was potentialy more than a cyber relationship, I understand your caution. I will be patient. 
I would think we would meet somewhere your comfortable with, public yet a bit private so we can talk without other people listing in. I will let you take the ball on where. I have a pretty flexibal work , so I could meet you for lunch sometime too. 
    I have not been talking to anyone else on Am so you are it. I am not a multitasker when it comes to this. I am getting ready to go to my 6am meeting so I have to get going. Would love to read more of your stories!
Sean
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 11:55 AM
Subject: Re: Tucking 
Good morning!
I hope your Wednesday is going well.  I am dashing to a weekly staff meeting but wanted to give you something to read.  
Thanks for explaining about your phone.  Don’t worry about the pix if it’s a hassle.  It’s not essential, and you probably have better things to do!  I’ll see if I can take some more intimate ones, though my courage is not so high right now.  But toes should be possible! 
Are there really women who only want to talk online?  I hear rumors of that but no one who has actually run into it themselves.  Not me!  Lunch would be fun.   Do you like pizza and burgers or ethnic like Mexican or Indian or Thai?  Can you come to my area? Would you be driving to a meet or taking the T?  I’d try to find some place easy for both of us. 
-S
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From: Volt
Dec 12, 2012 12:18 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
I would be driving from Boston. A burger place sound fine for lunch! I understand if your hesitant sending me intimate photos, but you did ask what I liked so I thought it would be ok to tell;) If it helps you feel more comfortable I have alway had a soft spot for full figured woman;) I find them to be much more sexy and desirable. I guess we all have personal preferences. Do you have any  particular body types that turn you on? I guess you could tell from my pics I’m slim,6-2″ tall 200 lbs. I don’t want to pressure you to do anything your not comfortable with so please no pressure;) I have been planning on getting a new camera anyways so I will pick one up at best buy first chance I get. I also wanted to let you know how impressed I am with your e-mails and storys. I have been like a kid at christmas waiting to see if I have any e-mails from you. I have chatted with a few woman over the years who were just not interested in actually meeting. I guess its just a fantasy thing for some people. Thats the only reason I asked.  Hope you have a nice day.
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 11:58 AM
Subject: The Storm
The Storm
How to make a thunderstorm less scary

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From: Sean 
To: Sassy 
December 12, 2012 12:43 pm 
Subject: re: The Storm 
Hi Again
Thanks! Its very exciting to read your storys! I am blown away by your talents:) Do you like to talk dirty? I think it would be lots  of fun! I am having so much fun with you! Are you trying to tease me? Have to go take a cold shower;)
Sean
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From: Sassy 
To: Sean
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 3:08 PM
Subject: Re: The Storm
Hi Sean!  
It is so great that you are enjoying my scribbling.  These scenarios pop into my head and I have to write them down to get them out so I can think of other things!  Dirty talk does not come naturally to me, but I know men really like it, so I’ve been watching videos and trying it out in small doses in my stories.  Are there words or phrases you find really hot?  I probably over-think it way too much.  “Fuck” flows easily for me, but after that it gets trickier.  I used “cunt” in a story last week for the first time…but it’s still a rough draft.  Women often hear it in a very negative way (on past bitch) but when used to describe a body part, it makes the guy really hot.  I still have trouble with slut, again because it is tossed around in such hurtful ways… but a blogger wrote a post about think of a guy saying, “You’re not a slut, you’re my slut…just for me… a woman who is interested in sex in a healthy way like a man! And that is so hot!”  That helps a little.  But there is still a lot of baggage there… judgement.  As a minister’s daughter, I heard the word slut a lot in high school, when I was a virgin!  It felt like the worst insult!  But it may be time to get over that.  I’d like to learn the words that set you off so I can do that.  There is a wild girl inside me who begs to come out to play and she is quite… wild!  ðŸ™‚
Hmmm.. teasing you?  Maybe.  Flirting?  Definitely!  The stories are a sneaky way to say… here’s what goes on in my mind.  Here’s what I like.  Let’s be honest – the first time a couple is alone is tricky, getting used to each other’s style, worrying about performance and expectations and whatever.  The more we talk, tease, flirt, tell stories… the easier it might be?  And that can assure a second time that is even better.  Feedback is crucial.  Please feel comfortable asking me whatever would help you – I am very open and used to frank talk.  You have to promise to say “I like that.  More.”  or “Yeah, no… that didn’t do it for me.”  Or “If you’d go a little faster, that would be better.”  I try to stay out of the rut, suggest new things, keep it fresh, store up anything you tell me about what you miss, what you like, etc. so those flow into our play and make you want more.  I am out of practice but hope it is like riding a bicycle!  
-S
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From: Volt 
Dec 12, 2012 3:58 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
Your a breath of fresh air, I am very turned on by the fact that your sharing your intimate thoughts and stories with me. Please feel free to tell me what I can do to get you going too. I always thought some words were off limits. I would never use the work cunt in front of a woman, but if it is used in a positive way and it turns you on the I’m all in. Like you said the more we know about each others wants and desires the better things can be. I do like when you refer to your most sensitive spot as a slit, something about that word does it for me. Maybe I can call you my dirty girl? I say that with no disrespect but with excitment and antisipation. To be honest my sex life has been kind of boring. The thought of being with a wild woman gets me very excited. I am very much looking forward to meeting you in person too! What words do it for you? Is there something I can say or do that gives you goose bumps? Talk to you soon
Sean
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 4:36 PM
Hiya Sean!
Thanks for the details about a meet.  It helps to think more concretely.  I’ll come up with some suggestions on a place.  I am definitely interested in meetings… I have lots of people to talk with online but I crave being kissed and touched.  Are you working the week after Christmas?  I have time off and that would broaden the options… if you’d want to meet that soon and aren’t tied up with family things. 
I appreciate you reassuring me about liking curvy women.  It is so tough because I never see anyone like me in the media except being made fun of… but I believe you and will take photos and see if I can send them.  I want it to be your favorites if I’m going to go there!  
My ideal guy is big and tall – 6’2,” mid 200s.  Tom Selleck?  That said, I pay very little attention to stats.  In my wild youth, I had fun with men who were different sizes – body type does not matter much.  I do want the guy to be slightly taller than me.  
You should definitely get a new camera or a nice phone for all the baby photos you’re going to take!  If it takes a little video too, that can be great for little snippets of first smiles and steps etc.   The sales are great this time of year.  I am lucky to have a nice cellphone… best thing I ever bought.  It kept me sane in medical waiting rooms, has a fun little camera and video thing for niece photos, and puts the internet in my pants!  I’m not big on gadgets but it has literally saved my life a couple of times!  And I had fun with food photos while I was ill.  Instead of saying “I feel okay today” I would post a photo on FB of  what I was eating – people would know that I was out and about and eating and doing okay!  I don’t cook but I make really good reservations.  ðŸ™‚  Are you any good in the kitchen?  
I’d better get ready to go home.  It is so wonderful to explore with you… whoever told you that you are a nice guy was right!  I really appreciate your time and thoughtful answers.  
Hugs with groping!  And a deep kiss… just because.   
-Sassy
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From: Volt 
Dec 12, 2012 8:06 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi
Thanks for the nice compliment. I am off the week after Xmas so lets do it! You can think about where and when and let me know as soon as you can so I can make arrangments. I have been enjoying talking with you very much. I’m glad your getting a little more comfortable. I am as well. I’m glad you believe me about my taste in woman. I can understand being a bit insecure about body image. I am a little insecure about not having a very big dick. I have never had any complaints and am fully functional, but having 5″ compared to the porn guys with masive cocks it can be a worrie that you don’t measure up. I hope thats not an issue for you. I have lots of other talents and am great with my hands:) You have lots of on line friends, thats great. I should branch out more myself. It sound like you have lots of great experences with that. Its nice to talk on the computer and I have had a wonderful time getting to know you, but like you said its nice to have some touching and kissing to go along with the hot e-mail thing. I am looking forward to the time off over xmas and meeting you will be my Xmas present. I will talk to you soon.
Sean  
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 11:55 PM
Hiya Sean!
Hope you’re having a good evening.  What time do you usually go to sleep?  You’ll probably see this in the morning.  
Eek!  This meeting thing is getting real.  I know, no pressure.  It is fun to think about.  My schedule is open after Christmas, so you can pick a day?  Are you still okay to drive here? Or should we do somewhere in between?  Or some random fun spot… Hmmm… so many possibilities! I am trying to think of somewhere with easy parking and great burgers.  Is there any place you know well that would be safe for you?  Just make sure it’s not a blizzard.  ðŸ™‚  
Wow!  When I say you can tell me anything, you jump right in.  I adore that!  Don’t feel self-conscious about your size.  Makes it easier for me to deep throat, right?  The porn kings as big as the Empire State Building are so weird!  I’ve seen quite a few sizes and had fun with them all.  I got a twinge when you said “other talents and great with my hands.”  Yum.   
Today at work was kind of awful.  I am so glad to have something better to think about!  Thank you, Sean.  For that you get another story!  
-Sassy
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Thursday, December 13, 2012 12:03 AM
Subject: The Fan
The Fan
He couldn’t believe he was doing this.  His friend had talked
him into reading at Stone Soup Poets open mike.  One of the
stories.  It was for Valentine’s Day, and everyone was doing
it, but it still made him feel vulnerable and exposed.  He
read and paused, as appreciative sighs filled the room, and
knew it would be alright.  He noticed this woman, standing in
the back against the wall.  Staring right at him.  He felt like
he was reading to her, and that she felt it, too.  He finished,
and a crowd gathered around him to chat and congratulate and
fawn and cluck.  He searched the room for her, but she had gone.
He listened to the other artists awhile, but couldn’t get the
hazy image of the woman out of his mind.  Finally, he slipped
out the side door and started toward the train.  She spoke as
he passed, startling him.
       “Your story was…special.  It touched me.”  She almost
whispered into the night air.
       “Thank you,” he said, automatically.  Brilliant.  He tried
to make out her face in the dim light of the street lamp.
       “It made me…want to know you,” she sighed, almost as if
she hadn’t wanted to admit it. He was sure his mouth hung open at
that point.  He remembered himself in a few seconds, and decided to
be flip.
       “So, what did you want to know?”  He quipped, not really
expecting her to answer. She looked away, then surprised him.
       “What it would be like to inspire yo.”  He gulped in air.
There didn’t seem to be enough air to fill his burning lungs.  He
realized that somehow, in the last minute, something had passed
between them.  It scared him, but drew him to her.
       “Can I walk you to the train?”  He asked her.  She seemed
to consider it carefully, then stepped forward and took his arm in
silent acceptance.  He felt her breast against his arm and wondered
if he could remember how to walk.  He managed.  He thought she would
ask him mundane questions, quiz him about his story or his life.  She
was silent, seemingly deep in thought, walking in step with him.
       He wanted to see her face, but she was beside him so he could
only take in her long hair, swinging around her, and how she seemed
just the right height to walk with him, and how her chest moved with
each step.  They passed a pottery shop and she paused briefly to
glance at the brightly colored bowls.  Suddenly, she yanked him into
the dark doorway, and pressed him against the stone of the building.
He felt the cold against his back, then the heat of her in front,
as she wiggled to fit her body to his.  Then she put her lips within
a hair of his, and stopped.  This seemed to be quite a distance for
her initiative to take her, but not quite there.
       He cursed the lack of light.  He couldn’t see her eyes.  But
it didn’t seem to matter, he was taking her invitation and sinking
his tongue into her mouth before he realized he’d decided to do it.
He felt as hard as the stone against his back, and knew she felt it
too by the breath she took when he raised his head momentarily.  She
worked her hand under his shirt, and put his hand on her breast.
They teased each other’s nipples, nipping at necks and ears and noses.
Smiling into each other’s mouths as their breathing raged out of
control.
       This was crazy.  He didn’t know this woman.  He knew
nothing except she liked his writing, that she had understood
the call in it.  And that she felt so right in his arms.  It
was nuts, but it made sense to him.  He’d find out the other
stuff later, if it became important.  He was startled back to
the present by her hand at his belt.  Oh, my god.
       She stopped for a moment, took a deep breath and
whispered in his ear.
       “I don’t…I mean, I haven’t…ever…without…” she
couldn’t seem to say it, but he knew she was trying to justify
this wildfire burning between two strangers in a dark doorway.
       “I know,” he murmured, hugging her even closer.  That
seemed to settle it.  She undid his belt, and slipped her hand
inside his clothes to touch him.  He thought he’d pass out.
She rubbed him just the right way for longer than he thought
he could endure.  He knew he should be touching her, but could
not summon the brain power beyond savoring her touch.  She
removed one hand to her pocket, he heard a rip, then she was
taking his sex from his pants, and covering it with latex,
and leading him to a ledge deeper in the doorway.  She stretched
out on the stone, and pulled him down over her, into her.  The
combination of the time and place and strangeness and the latex
set him off almost immediately.  He pounded her into the stone,
without thought of her soft body.  She met his every thrust,
moaning in his ear.  He felt the pulsing, the searing heat, and
filled the plastic, thinking of filling her.  She clenched him
deep inside.  His mind clung to every detail as he realized he
would desperately need to write about this later.
       They clung to one another forever.  Then sat close to
each other on the ledge as they righted their clothes.  There
seemed to be so much to say, and yet nowhere to start.  He
finally took her arm, and they continued toward the train. He
thought he should be panicking, but couldn’t get beyond the
amazing afterglow.  When they reached the platform, he expected
her to disappear like the dream she seemed to him.  She chewed
her lip.  He feasted on seeing her in the light.
       “I need to know more.”  She whispered, a pleading look
on her face.
       “Yes.” It was all he could say.  It seemed enough.
       “Take me home with you.”
       “Yes.”
       “Let me inspire you.”
       He moaned and rolled his eyes.  Then the train rumbled
into the station and they boarded locked arm in arm.
  

Sparks with Volt

From: Volt 
Dec 11, 2012 5:25 am 
To: Sassy
Re: The View
Good Morning
Thanks for sharing the story the” View”. Did you write it? It was very hot! I would love to read some of your  work. Please feel free to share any pics your comfortable sending my way. I find that to be a huge turn on. I do like a woman who is upfront and honest about there wants and desires. To answer a few of you questions…. I am not religous, I was brought up catholic but am not practicing. I can’t sing but would love to hear you sing;)   I have very much enjoyed talking with you, I hope we can continue. You definaly seem like my type. I am looking forward to learning more about you. Feel free to ask any question of me as well. I will check back later.
Have a Great day
Sean 
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From: Volt 
Dec 11, 2012 5:45 am 
To: Sassy
Re: The View
Hi Again
I forgot to say I’m sorry about the loss of you dad. I just lost my mom last week. I know how difficult it can be. My mom had alzimers and died at home with my dad last Sunday night. To end on an upbeat not….. I notice that from your bra pic you sent me you have lovely ivory white skin. It looks to be very soft. I can almost feel how soft it is. Take care
Sean
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 11:56 AM
Subject: 
Hiya Sean!  
My goodness, you are an early riser!  It is so wonderful to start my day with your words.  
My deepest condolences on the death of your mother.  What a week you must be having!  And probably for a long time before that.  Perhaps you know what it is like to feel relief when someone dies.  My dad was in hospice, so we grieved for him when that started and were so ready to be done by the time end came.  I hope it was much better for her to be at home.  We found that we could not express relief openly… everyone expected us to be filled with grief.  But we were ready to celebrate his life and had a wonderful service with upbeat stories.  Sadly, I was in my second week of chemo, wearing a wig for the first time and trying to figure out how not to touch people!  But I did it without getting sick!  Ah, the memories.  I hope you are finding some peace along the way.  Don’t hesitate to talk about it if that is what’s on your mind.  I am a good listener, and I like to know what is going on, good or bad. 
To shift gears… wonderful to hear that my chest is making you… smile.  There are many things you can do there that make me smile, and moan and more.  Are you a “boob man?”  Half the guys I talk to are fascinated by them, and the other half like asses, with a few leg men thrown in here or there.   
I did write “The View” many years ago when I worked downtown at a law firm.  I’ve never crossed the line at work, or even been tempted,  but something about leaning over the counter in that conference room to see an accident on the old expressway brought to mind that delicious scenario.  Most of my other stories are a bit more graphic.  Can you deal with reading that?  You have seen my best feature, but I’ll see what else I can send as I get more comfortable.  Anything you particularly want to see?  If you have any photos of your shoulders or your toes, I have a soft spot for those.  
Tell me about motorcycles?  Are you a Harley man?  A cruiser?  Or a Yamaha speed demon?  Please don’t hold it against me that I’ve never been on one!  Several friends are into them so I understand the basics.  Here’s a fantasy one of my blogger buddies wrote with his motorcycle in the middle of it.  It is rather graphic, so definitely read it when you’re alone!  
Hugs with groping!  
-S
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From: Volt
Dec 11, 2012 1:12 pm 
To: Sassy
Hi Again
I enjoyed the view very much! You do have a way with words. Don’t worrie about being to graphic, I am turned on by your e-mails!! I liked the motorcycle one too. I am finding I like this erotica thing alot. I don’t have any pic’s of my sholders or toes , but will see if I can find my digital camera and get you some. I happen to have a appriciation for a womans toes and feet, there is something sensual about them. Theres something else we have in common. If I had to choose between being an ass man or a boob man I would struggle with my answer, because I really love both. The feet thing is nice too. I have never exchanged erotic pics with anyone so i’m kind of a virgin in this field, I do however look forward to the ride! As much fun as I am haveing e-mailing back and forth, I do want to say that I would like for this to lead to meeting you sometime when your comfortable with me. I do have to get back to work. I look forward to your next e-mail!
Sean  
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 1:24 PM
Subject: Re: The View
Hiya Sean. 
You’re spoiling me!  It is so fun to learn about you… I always marvel at how we can’t share some basic facts yet the feelings and intimate thoughts flow so freely!  Thank you.  
I am in the midst of prepping for the big holiday open house at work.  We have most of it catered but I add little touches like shrimp cocktail and egg nog and chocolates that it doesn’t make sense to pay the caterer triple the price at Shaw’s.  One of the many extras I do for my job that my boss does not appreciate.  *sigh 
Do you have your own office?  I work in a big office with 5 other people and lots of people coming in and out… no privacy.  But my desk is in a corner, so I can email and mostly do my own thing.  It gets a little weird when I read and react to something sexy but I try to cover that as best I can.  
Thank you for the photos!  Your puppy is so cute!  I wanted to reach out and pat him.  And the older cat guy looks like a sweetie, too.  I don’t usually send cat photos, but since you started it, here’s one of them in the tub.  
Good for you for getting ahead of drinking.  I can’t drink at all.  It makes me throw up after about half a glass.  I didn’t figure it out until I was in college and had pneumonia.  They gave me a very strong cough medicine and I heaved. Turns out it was 20% alcohol.  The doctor was like… “what happens when you drink liquor?” and I was like… “Um… well.  I throw up.”  So no rum cake or booze or cough syrup for me! 
Were you raised around here?  I was in upstate NY until I went to college, then came here after college.
I’d better get back to the party set up.  This is fun… thanks again for sharing. 
 -S
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From: Volt 
Dec 11, 2012 1:51 pm
To: Sassy
Hi
I think my work has been put on the back burner for now. I do have an office away from prying eyes. Thanks for the pussy pic’s very nice,lol They look content. I am having fun learning about you too. The AM thing is ok, I met you so I am ahead of the game. I kind of put a half ass effort into it. I’m not big on selling myself in that way, but I have met a few people, just no real connection. I guess I am a lot more sure about what I do and don’t want out of this. I am looking for that old feeling, like in the song. I really really want the whole chemistry thing. Its been way to long and life is way to short to settle. I am very interested in exploring more with you! Can’t wait to read more stories. Talk to you later;)
Sean
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From: Sassy 
To: Volt
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2012 12:24 AM
Subject: Tucking 
Hiya Sean, 
You are likely long gone to bed, but I will tuck you in anyway and hope it makes you smile in the morning!  
Wow!  What a day this was!  I was so keyed up, reading your emails.  We had more people than ever show up for the holiday party.  I nearly ran my legs off.  But we didn’t run out of food.  Yay!  I came home and collapsed for a nap.  I never do that!  Slept for three hours!  Oops!  So now I am wired. 
You are incredibly sweet, saying that meeting me puts you ahead of the AM game!  Awww…. I didn’t slave over my profile… knew I’d lose my nerve if I spent too much time on it.  I fine tune everyone else’s but leave mine rather sparse.  But you saw something… so it is good enough.  I hope we find a mixture of the old feeling and something brand new.  And the illusive chemistry!  I definitely have the “I lived for a reason, I am making the best of it!” thing.  I have my fingers crossed that we hear that “click” that means we’ll fit together.  But if not, it’s already been a very special 36 hours!  
Glad you like my writing and the motorcycle story.  Part of my questioning you is to figure out what might interest you and send it.  Yes, I am trying to turn you on!  I should say that none of this is a promise or pressure to do anything in particular… some of these stories you’d need Cirque du Soleil training to pull off what they describe!  But it is fun to read about it.  
It took me a long time to figure out photo sharing. They don’t have to be fancy… just walk into the bathroom with your phone camera, face the mirror, extend your arm so the phone is out of the shot, take it and email it to me!  I usually take about a dozen before I find one I like – I am awful with composition and a bit skittish about showing my face.  If anyone else gets on your phone, be sure to delete them after you send them.  I hear too many stories of people getting busted by their spouses due to their phone!  The toes thing is about the simple pleasures – I think about meeting the guy with a snack, rubbing his feet while he relaxes and talks about his day or what he wants to do with me next.  The shoulders are such a male thing… make me hot.  ðŸ˜‰
You know already that you want to meet me?  I do hope to see your smiling face.  This is not a game to me or just talk.  I have met the guys who asked me.  It just takes me a little time to feel safe.  Tell me how it might work, maybe I’ll get used to the idea.  
I’d better get to bed.  Thanks for reading!  
Hugs with groping. 
-Sassy 

Getting to know Volt

Ashley Madison wrote to tell me I got a message from another man!  For those of you keeping track, this is the 11th AM man I’ve written about since mid-September.  
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Date:  Dec 10th – 11:21am
From:  Seasons1958 on AM 
Message:
Hi I liked your profile, you sound like a very sexy lady. I would like to get to know you more. If your interested in talking please get in touch. Sean
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Hmmm… a generic opening message.  But the way things are going lately, it only had three periods, so I have a good feeling! 
I went to AM to look at his profile.  
Age: A little older than I am.  Whatever.  
Location: Lives a little northwest of the city.  Fine.  
Height: 6’2″.  Ooh tall!  Yay!  
Weight: 200 pounds.  Too skinny.  Eh.  I can deal with it. 
Limits: Something Long Term.  Yay! 
He checked random boxes – nothing alarming.  Said BBW’s really turn him on!  Wow!  
Wrote four original sentences: 
I’m interested in a long term affair with a woman that is in a similar situation.
Been married 25 years. the romance is over. I am looking for the excitment and passion that I am missing at home. I can’t change things right now, but who knows what the future will bring
I read it over several times.  Not much there.  Then I noticed that he had given me the key to his photos!  There were three!  All regular photos someone else took of him at an outdoor event, jeans and t-shirt.  He has a great smile!  
I decided to write back and learn more! 
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To: Sean on AM
December 10, 2012 12:12 pm 
From: Sassy 
Re: Hi
HI Sean! Thanks for being in touch. You wrote a great profile and email – just enough to capture my interest but lots to be explored. It looks like we’re interested in the same things – friendly sex and not being back on AM for awhile! Sounds like it will be fun to learn more about you! Feel free to ask whatever helps you decide if we’d make a good match. Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a magic quiz that could predict chemistry? The only things that really matter are feel of your skin and if your eyes sparkle when I smile, but it may take me awhile to go there. If it is safe to email, you can find me on Yahoo.   -Sassy
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From: Sean @ Yahoo
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, December 10, 2012 1:15 PM
Subject: Hi from Sean @ AM site
Hi
I didn’t get your name? I can just call you Sassy if you like, lol. I take it you got my profile pic’s from the AM site. It would be nice if you could send me one of you so I know who I am talking with. I have lots of great stuff going on in my life right now. My daughter is due to have a baby soon, and my youngest daughter graduated college this past spring. I have a new dog and life is pretty good. So why am I here you ask……. my wife had an affair years ago and since then, well thing have not been the same. I am looking to find a long term relationship with someone who is passionate and excited about being with me. The same passion  would be reciprocal on my part. I have lots to offer the right woman and have been told I am a nice guy. It could be fun to find that out for yourself. I look forward to you response.
Take Care
Sean  
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From: Sassy 
To: Sean
Sent: Monday, December 10, 2012 2:29 PM
Subject: Re: Hi from Sean @ AM site
Hi Sean, 
Thanks for jumping over to email.  AM has its uses but making it easy to communicate is not one of them!  
My online friends call me Sassy.  Forgive me for not sharing my real name, but I like to stay anonymous for a bit.  It probably won’t surprise you that there are some strange men on AM and I need a little while to trust.  
How exciting that you’ll be a grand dad soon!  I don’t have children, but am a doting aunt to my young niece and was there at her birth… so amazing!  What sort of dog?  I am owned by cats.  
Thank you for explaining your situation.  Passion… fun… long term… those words resonate with me.  Here’s more info:
I’m 53. Hope you don’t mind a slightly younger older woman. I fudged a bit for security reasons. 
I’m well-educated, an office manager 9-5 and help with a project in my spare time.  
My friends talked me into AM because Hubby is ill and the medicines kill his libido. We’re great pals, but no sex in years.  I have his blessing to find passion elsewhere.  I had given up on all that, but spent last year battling breast cancer.  I am whole and cancer-free, but decided there must be more to life!  Passion!  Fun!  Lobster! 
I’m shy in the “real world” – that smart, curvy lady no guy notices. I’ve attached a couple of photos, though I am not a super model!  Are you the man who can see beyond that, check under the hood, to unleash the sassy gal?!  I’m want a confidante as part of my daily life online, who’ll see me when he can for a meal or more.  I read sexy blogs and look at… ahem… sexy photos and videos I like to share if it’s safe for you to watch.  Okay… most people call it p0rn.  I hate to use the words “conventional sex,” but some men want to be my dom or wear my underwear, and it leads me to say I like to try things, and know about options but I mostly want to be nice to each other.  I’m not into pain or role play etc. though I do like to keep things fresh, different positions, find what makes you soar if you do the same for me. 
FYI – you may see me online on AM but I am not searching.  I help friends with their profiles and answer if a man reaches out to me politely.  I have mostly given up after a series of strange meets.  But your profile made me want to try again.  If I am not the one, then best of luck to you.  If you are interested, feel free to ask me whatever.  Share more about you? How did you discover AM?  What music do you like?  What do you crave?  Are there things you haven’t done that you want to do? 
Hugs with groping!
-Sassy
Attachments: 2 photos 
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From: Sean (Yahoo)  
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, December 10, 2012 5:22 PM
Subject: Re: Hi from Sean @ AM site
Hi Sassy
Thank you for the very nice pictures! You have a nice smile. and a very nice rack!! I am definatly interested, like I said I would like to meet someone sane, honest,safe and sexy. You definatly sound like a very sexy outgoing person. Porn was never a big thing in my house. I would like to explore that type of thing if it were with the right person. I would love to share some of you interests in erotica. That sound better that porn. I have similar tastes in my sexual interests. I’m not into pain in any way either. Lots of mutual pleasure. I find kissing to be one of the most erotic things, at least to start. I have 2 dogs [breed specifics redacted].  I have a mean cat that kicks the dogs asses every chance it gets, the dogs are scared to death of the cat. Its actuallly very funny to watch.
I am an electrician by trade. I work downtown. I will tell you the name when we get more comfortable with each other.  Great job overcoming breast cancer, you must be very happy. My dad is battling cancer but hanging in there. I definatly enjoyed reading your e-mail. Hope to read many more. Look forward to talking more. Have a nice night.
Sean    
[An electrician!  My first tradesman!  I nicknamed him “Volt.”  Maybe there will be sparks!]
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From: Volt
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, December 10, 2012 5:41 PM
Subject: Re: Hi from Sean @ AM site
Hi Again
 I was re-reading your e-mail and I forgot to tell you the type of music I like and what I crave. I love 60, thru 90’s rock oldies. The eagles, Neil Young, Zeplin  White stripes, John Prine. Maybe you can check out my I-pod some time. I think what I crave most is to find that connection with someone who gives me goose bumps when I think about being with them. I had a long term affair that ended a few years ago. Our schedules just wasn’t workiing any more. We still talk on line but never get together anymore. I am only interested in one woman at a time. Talk more later
Sean 
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From: Sassy
To: Volt
Sent: Monday, December 10, 2012 11:01 PM
Subject: Re: Hi from Sean @ AM site
Hi Sean! 
I have to admit… I haven’t sent a face photo before.  Figured I wouldn’t hear back.  So thank you very much for writing, and saying nice things.  I figure I worked hard for my chest, might as well show it off!  
I will send you a couple of samples of what I like in p0rn.  There is a lot of crap out there, but I have a modest collection of classy men and women being nice to each other.  My favorites right now are .gifs, the little animated 10-second photos that don’t show much but spur my imagination.  If they’re not your thing, feel free to say.  I can also send a story I wrote.  Short, simple and sexy… do you write at all or enjoy other people’s stories?  If you have favorites, share! 
It has been so long for me that the basics sound amazing… kissing, touching… I miss that a lot.  
So fun to hear about your pets!  We rescued twocats from a friend of a friend who developed allergies.  They arrived while I was in chemo, so they bonded with my husband.  But they help me on the computer sometimes when he is busy.  
Thanks for the info on your work.  Very interesting!  
I was very lucky with the cancer treatments – found it early and was able to work right through.  This may sounds vain, but the worst thing was losing my waist-length dark hair.  An old flame from h.s. found me after 35 years and talked me into getting the test that saved my life.  I couldn’t figure out why he’d find me at that point in our lives, but it became clear after that.  We never did much in h.s. but he convinced me to see if the chemistry we had as teenagers still burned, and it was incredible.  Sadly, he is military and far away so we can’t see each other but we talk online.  He encouraged me to find a local option.  So here I am.  Goosebumps, eh?  That’s sounds lovely.  Maybe if I talk about nibbling on your ear it would bring those on?  
My dad died last year.  He was with it until about 3 months before that… lived an amazing life. He was a minister.  Not the Bible thumping type, but the liberal, social action to help people type.  I’ll pray for you dad.  My mom is carrying on, blossomed into her own person, still driving and doing lots of church work.  Do you do the church thing?  I was deep into it until about five years ago.  I had to choose between that and my project work, and the project won.  
I’ve heard of all those musicians!  A woman I worked with years ago was dating John Prine.  Heh.  I mostly listen to Broadway show tunes, folk and a cappella so I can sing along.  But I can rock the dance floor (or my living room in my undies!) with rock oldies when I get the chance.  Do you sing?  Dance?  
I’d better stop before this reaches novella length.  It has been wonderful sharing today!  Thank you!  
-Sassy
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To: Volt
December 10, 2012 11:43 pm 
From: Sassy
Subject: The View
Just as I was finishing my last meeting of the day yesterday, 
gathering my papers off the marble table in the conference 
room on the 36th floor, the sound of sirens wafted up from 
the expressway below.  Everyone else had left the room, so 
I took a minute to lean over the marble counter and stare 
down at the roadway.  There was a horrible wreck of mangled 
metal and shattered glass, several cars and a tractor trailer 
twisted together.  The traffic was stopped behind the mess, 
and the cars on the other side barely moved, rubbernecking.
Suddenly, I heard the door close. I straightened up, but before I
could turn, I felt your arm around my waist, and felt the heat of you
on my back through my dress.  You were already hard, pressed
tightly against my ass.  I started to speak, but you put a finger
on my lips and teased a corner.  I licked your thumb, and you moved
your hand down to unbutton my dress.  Just enough to slip
your hand inside and tease a hard nipple.  I moaned and let my head
fall back against your shoulder.  You bit my neck and ran your
tongue across my skin.
You slipped your hand under my skirt and inside my underwear,
teasing my most sensitive spot.  You pressed a finger inside,
unsurprised at the moisture gathered there.  I was startled
as you lowered my underwear.  I felt like my knees would
buckle, but you tightened your grip and spread my legs to
balance me against the counter.  I panicked when I heard
the rasping sound of your zipper, but before I could form the
words in my mind to stop you, I felt you hot and hard against
my skin, and a low moan was all that escaped my lips.  You
shoved it inside me, and your breathing grew ragged as you
watched yourself slide in and out.  You kneaded the flesh of
my hips as you moved, then reached around me to rub the top
of my slit in time with your strokes.  I was trying to be
quiet, but could not hold in all the gasps of pleasure as
you thrust deeper and deeper inside me, your balls slapping
against me.  You felt the trembling start inside me, and
the clenching around you.  You felt the pulsing, the searing
heat and suddenly lost control, pounding me into the wood
and stone, spurting up inside me over and over.
The only sound was our uneven breathing and the whirring
air conditioning.  You pressed your cheek to my back and
whispered, “What a view…”