Needs x3

Monday, April 23
7:56 am
Good morning! 61 nasty rain/wind. Seems appropriate for Monday. Bleh.
Busy week for you? Hope it rolls!
8:43 am Phil
Good morning. Thank God for Monday. I can become the Officer and bury myself in work. I do this easily, no need to concern myself with other issues till about 7:00 pm. The weekends really suck.

Nice bright sunny day here today. Cool but very pretty. In the 50s now. My butt no longer has any fat on it. Just firm and muscular. Upper body looks different, shirts all fit, pants getting looser. Had a banana for breakfast and coffee of course. Just not hungry. I know I need to eat so I do but no real desire to. Weird. Ah well, enjoy your Monday!

5:37 pm
I need a hug.
5:46 pm Phil
Me too
5:48 pm
{{{HUG}}}
I would also like a new body. A new job. And a new husband. Ugh Ugh Ugh. Just shoot me now. *crying*
5:54 pm Phil
Ah…………. I know the feeling.

100 Marriage Tips

Sunday, April 22
9:09am
Good morning!  51 misty.  Good weather to catch up on chores indoors!  Hope you have a special Sunday.
11:57am Phil
Cold here but sunny. Fixing electronics.  arggggfgggg
1:59pm
Hiya handsome.  You didn’t tell me you can fix electronics!  That is very hot.  
2:00pm Phil
I can do all kinds of stuff. Got handy over the years
2:00pm
What were you fixing today?
2:01pm Phil
Printers. Specifically, the wireless connection. Go it done, watching a bit of the race and then gonna take a bike ride
2:01pm
nice.  I do adore handy men. 
2:07pm
Especially if he’d use his hands on me.
2:13pm Phil
Ha,ha, guess I’m ok with that too. My history with women is not all that great though. Married out of high school, stupid thing to do. Fell in love years later and managed to fuck that up. Still hurts my heart. Met you after many years and am enjoying that but still have so many issues that weigh on my heart and soul. I push it all to the back and go on but sometimes it all crashes down and just crushes me. I tried to drink and eat it away. That does not work. ok today though. enjoyed my printer project, got a lap full of dogs and blessedly have the house to myself for a little while. going to head out and ride for an hour or so and excited about that.
2:17pm
I hear you.  I could write many of the same things.  Thank you for sharing them with me.  I so want to make you smile for real.
2:18pm Phil
she’s back.  Talk at you later. She’s going to the movies
7:23 pm Phil
I made dinner, grilled salmon, stir fried vegetables, salad. She slept on the couch. I so want more. I want someone to rub my neck, make dinner with me, listening to Foreigner on TV. I had that and walked away. I have everything and nothing.
8:08 pm
I hear you, kid.
8:15 pm Phil
I’m just so sad. Can’t shake it.
8:17 pm
Part of me wants to hug you, fuck you out of it. Another part wants to get you a vitamin. And a third part wants to say you are finally seeing the truth and ask you to consider making changes.
But it’s late on a Sunday, so I feel like I should try to make you laugh!
or nibble on your ear and whisper something dirty…
So I’m like a menu… you get to choose!
Did you get out on your bike ride?
8:27 pm Phil
nah, went to the gym and came back and made lazy ass dinner.
Thanks. Made me smile.
8:30 pm
Me?
Tell me what I did so I can do it again!!!
I wanna dance! Might have to put on Sexy Back and gyrate around the living room again
8:35 pm Phil
ha ha.
8:38 pm
Might have to start taking my clothes off…
Damn… I wanna dance with you… tease you… touch you… see that smile…
squeeze your ass!
I’ve been serious all day… can’t resist being a little silly!
A little sexy?
9:00 pm
There once was a fella named Phil, who was trying to change what he eats. It made him feel bad and even so sad, but his lady love was there to rub on his feet!
11:56 pm
Better days are coming. I can feel it. Hope you can sleep well, sweet man.
12:54 am
 “100 Tips for keeping the spark in a marriage“
wondering if we could do it. It feels possible. Does it look wacky or wonderful to you?

Barking

Saturday, April 21
10:27am
Good morning! 61 overcast.  Off to dim sum w/ Sis and her husband.  Thinking of what I’d rather have in my mouth… Have a good day, my dear.
10:46am Phil
At the gym trying to adjust my attitude. Barked at my wife, women bitches about money non stop but refuses to get off her lazy ass and help. Today is one of those days I don’t even like her. Enjoy Dim Sum. Something else I enjoy but can’t eat.
10:53am
Oh my… I don’t condone barking in general, but good for you!  This is messed up, but I hope you’ll bark at me someday, if I deserve it.  Though I try not to…  Promise me… if you don’t feel better today, please eat more tomorrow.  Your physical health is not worth losing your mind.  or go see the medic and say WTF?  
11:18am
Can you relax today?  Go in your mind to good places… blast Jimmy Buffet?  Ping me – you can vent or ask me to distract you… whatever you need.  You’re not alone.
11:30am
Have you seen this?  Texts from your dog
http://textsfromdog.tumblr.com/
I don’t get them but maybe they’ll make you smile…
12:13pm Phil
I don’t bark often. Usually just take it inside and stew. The gym is a good release for me. I had a good egg white breakfast so I’m good.

Very good friend made what I think is going to turn out to be a bad call. Won’t listen to anyone and it hurts me to my core. I’m such a sensitive Sap. Maybe it will work out.

Going to try and unwind. I’m tight as a spring. I’m fine though. Thanks.

12:36pm
Had a good visit over dumplings.  They’re renovating their new house, getting ready to sell their old, off to buy furniture.  It’s tough listening to them indulge in fancy interior decor when I have to wait til I get paid to buy groceries.  Ah, well – they bought lunch!
1:22pm
Sitting outside while they clean my car -so nice out!  They told me to wait in their crappy little TV room?  No way.  It’s a luxury, but I’ve waited a month for Hubby to help me do it and I can’t stand it anymore. So leftovers tonight and a clean car!
6:53pm
Oh, how I wish you were here!  I am in the mood for some FUN!  You know the kind I mean… Hope you’re having a good time!

Beach Day

Friday, April 20

6:17 am
Good morning! Beautiful sunrise, 51 to 75 today! No office, going w/ Hubby to hospital for heart CT @ 7 am. Have a fine Friday!
7:22 am Phil
Good morning. Wet and rainy here. Matches my mood so I guess it’s good. Good luck at the hospital. Glad the event went well.
7:29 am
Hey Philip! In the waiting room. Boring! Thank goodness for wifi!
7:30 pm Phil
Yeah, hear that.
7:33 pm
What is this mood stuff? Need me to spank you? Hug you? Fuck you? What?? Look east….I am here thinking about a naked man at a hotel door!
7:37am Phil
Just feeling sad this morning, realizing the weekend is coming up and I’m not excited. No appetite, eat cause I have to and just feeling puny and small. Hard to shake it too.  Thanks for the kind words and pleasant thoughts though.
7:56am
Hunh…that’s different.  I’m sorry, hope it passes soon.  Maybe you aren’t getting some nutrient or enough sun.  Or enough Sassy kisses… Hmmm.  I’ll send something to distract soon…
8:04am Phil
I do need to find a multi vitamin. Not eating much at all and probably not getting what my body needs. Certainly not getting enough kisses. I’ll be ok as the day wears on I hope. I rarely feel like this, almost never in fact. Gotta put on my game face. My work self has to have a big smile and be the energizer bunny even when he does not feel like it. Would rather be sitting on the beach, alone, with my thoughts, sorting and making sense of life. Ah well, time to put on the clown suit. Hope Hubby has good results. Enjoy your day kiddo!
8:24am
10 second loop – Watch on computer, it’s animated… ;D
8:27am Phil
Will look when I get home
8:40am
Cool.  I found it oddly mesmerizing. 
Home again.  Trying to get motivated to go to the beach…
10:37am
Let me know when you’re watching it and I will provide narration. ;-0  I love you, Philip.  Whether you’re up or puny or what… you make my heart go pitty-pat.  You also effect other parts of my body which I will not mention but you know what I mean. 
10:49am Phil
Thanks Sass. I’m just having a really hard day. Party tonight. Maybe that will cheer me up some. I am never like this. Always upbeat, always the happiest guy in the place, this is so weird for me.
10:58am
I hear you, Philip.  I do think it’s something diet-related.   Can you go work out?  Get yourself a treat?  Call me?   I know some good elephant jokes! 
11:59am
OFF TO GET LOBSTER!
12:30pm Phil
Enjoy!

Waves on Bass Rocks, Gloucester

Lobsta Land Restaurant, Gloucester

 View of the salt marsh from the Lobsta Land Restaurant

 Spring pansies at the entrance to Lobsta Land

 Classic clam chowder

 Lazy man LOBSTER casserole!

 Classic Caesar Salad

 Chocolate mousse

 Niles Beach

 Good Harbor Beach

 Good Harbor Beach

 Good Harbor Beach

 Olive Garden, Danvers (got take-out for dinner!)

Thursday things

Thursday, April 19
4:24 pm
Hiya kid! Having a smooth Thursday? Working from home, though they’ve called me three times… ugh. Prepping for project event tonight. Wish you could see!
9:03 pm
Full house! Going very well.

Reception success

Year 2 – Week 36

Wednesday, April 18, 2012
8:26am
Good morning! 51 cooler 60s later, great for the big reception at work!  Safe travels!
8:32am
Hope you didn’t party w/ any secret service agents! [Big headlines today about agents getting into trouble in South America]
8:57am Phil
No lie!
11:43am
Settling back in?  I had fun at the store buying food for the reception.  Almost everything I needed was on sale!  Fabulous day for it!  Hope your day rolls along too! 
3:10pm Phil
Ran for 30 minutes. 1st time in a very long time. Bought concert tickets today.  My birthday present to me. I’ve been on a professional whirlwind the past few years. Time to find me again. Me is athletic and fit and laid back. Having a good day.  Hope yours is too!
7:14pm
Hiya kid.  I had fun at another reception!  Record crowd, people loved new bakery, boss happy.  Home eating sushi!  Woot!
7:23pm
So what was your meeting like?  Did someone prep you?  Did you read or talk?  Did they ask you questions?  Seem to understand your message?  How long were you in the hot seat?  I am so curious!  It’s so cool…
9:14 pm Phil
Spoke with 10 bigwigs. Very interesting. Very cool experience. We were well received. We got a couple hours prep the night before.

Mission accomplished

Tuesday, April 17
7:45 am
Good morning! 67 hot sun again going to 80! Hope you’re having fun.
9:48am Phil
loving it!
3:48pm
Had a fun lunch out – nice to get out of the office!
Thinking of you, hoping it goes exactly as you want. 
11:32pm Phil
Went great!
12:31am
Hooray! 

Pink Panties

Monday, April 16
7:48 am
Good morning! 67 going to 90? Too hot for the 27,000 runners. Happy Patriots Day! Hope you have a great day in my time zone!
8:30 am TEXT Thinking of you
[photo of me with hot pink underwear and hand in my pants]

8:58 am TEXT Phil: nice!  Good morning.  🙂
4:49 pm
Productive day? Hot here. Headed home, hope it’s not an oven there!

Pussy and cock

Sunday, April 15
8:46 am
Good morning! 55 gorgeous out! Cats on the balcony. Have a great day and easy travels!
10:49 am Phil
dragon is cute. off to DC, supposed to be gorgeous there
 nothing like a little pussy on the balcony to start the day
11:01 am
Too bad I don’t own a male chicken…then there could be a cock, too.
11:05 am Phil
LOL
11:14 am
Better idea – you and me out there, your throbbing cock buried balls deep in my tight, hot, wet pussy
11:32 am Text: Morning me!  (photo of me naked getting into the shower)
4:27 pm
Glad you made it to DC! I’m out w/ my college pal, visiting from Philly. Then off to the project meeting to report on the profits from our last event!  Whee! Have fun, kid.

Show my chest to a stranger

Saturday, April 14
8:48am Phil
oh thats right! Big run. Had dinner at noodle bar. Spicy boulibase, don’t believe I got that spelled right. Was delicious though and fairly light but probably loaded with sodium. Have to hit it hard in the gym today. Your chinese looked good. Nothing I could eat though. sucky part of watching what you eat is you only get to watch other people eat the good stuff.
11:03am
Good morning!  Gorgeous 62!  Sorry to mention food when you’re trying to be good.  Most places here have great lite dishes, listed as such.  I’ll send you something better to look at…
TEXTS
11:06 am Something good to eat? [sexted a photo of my naked chest]
11:13 am Phil: I love it!  In a crowded gym and opened that with a guy standing over my shoulder!
11:13 am Oops!  Tell him wrong number!  🙂
11:15 am You should know what a text is likely to have… did he see?!
11:16 am Phil: oh yeah, he saw 🙂
11:17 am What did you SAY??? 
11:19 am Phil: my buddy from Boston.  He said, you got nice friends
11:28 am  Phil: I said, why yes I do!
11:38 am Yikes!
11:39 am Tell me this guy is Discreet… 
11:42 am Phil: don’t know him so who knows
11:50 am Phil: his reaction was funny.  Was trying not to look and then decided fuck it and just stared
11:59 am You don’t know him?  Eeep.  Does he think I have nice tits? 
12:06 pm Phil: apparently
12:40 pm Ha ha.  You are too funny!
[Back to Facebook]
2:18pm
Well… that was an interesting morning! 
2:24pm
Check out this baby dragon with his baby bottle…

Doesn’t look like that worked… will share on my wall.
2:30 pm ON MY FACEBOOK TIMELINE
Awwww… this is such a cute baby. Reminds me of certain hot food denizens!
A cute little dragon’s baby bottle.