Category Archives: AM

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Keep 300 feet back

Sunday, April 21, 2013

I had a meltdown this morning. I feel like a firetruck with a big sign on my butt that says “Danger – Keep 300 ft back.”  Sigh.

With all the craziness this week around the Marathon and the Lockdown, I felt the need to reaffirm that I am alive!  I wanted to talk with a nice man.

1) I decided to try AM chat last night.

I haven’t done it before but I was home alone and bored. I got pinged by a local guy.  He was so easy to talk with!  I felt a great connection.

Maybe you can tell me why a guy would talk to me for two hours, tell me he wants to meet for lunch, tell me he will call in 15 minutes to settle the details and then…NOT CALL?! No call, no email, no message on AM.  When did the lie start?

2)  Mr Truck said we could talk

I’ve been emailing with Mr Truck for 6 months. We have fun sharing p0rn. He tells me when his wife is away and that we should meet, but it never happens. So this time I asked if he could call me. He has a great voice and speaks very well in a sexy way. Oh, great idea, he says. He is a morning person, so he picks 8 am today. So I get up early, get myself all psyched up and… NOTHING.

So I sit at my computer crying, wondering what is wrong with me that two guys in 12 hours can’t be bothered to call me at a time they chose?  I ask for so little and I can’t even get that?

Another chatter had the misfortune to wish me a good morning on IM about 11 am and I whined all over him, poor man.  But that seemed to help.

I need to lower my expectations a lot… and not saddle these men with my need for a special man when all they want is a little chit chat now and then.

Mr. Truck emailed me eventually – so sorry, has the flu, fell asleep on the couch about midnight and missed his alarm. Whatever.

Mr. Hyatt is asking when he can see me. I feel stupid not to do it… but I just don’t care. I should give him a second chance, I suppose. But he doesn’t listen to me… and sends me the oddest videos.  I dunno.

I want to dump them all and focus on Philip. He thinks he can get here to see me again… which makes me sooo happy! But I know I mustn’t give up all my local options just because he might appear for a couple of days.

It was fascinating which of the AM men checked on me on Friday when all hell was breaking lose in my backyard. Two guys – Panties Man and Schenectady Sam, a guy who somehow ended up on my chat list and we’ve talked like… four times. So… marginal guys. Am I wrong to think that if the AM men can’t be bothered to contact me when it seems like the world is coming to an end, I can assume they really don’t care at all?  Not sure why it bugs me so much, but it does.

Wow… that was wicked cranky sounding! Sorry.  I need some time off from AM or some sort of miracle. This week is nutty at work with a big event, so perhaps I’ll just sit back and not think about AM.

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Trying AM Chat

Saturday, April 20, 2013
I decided to try AM chat tonight.  I haven’t done it for a long time because it costs men a lot of money, and attracts THE WORST spellers and the men looking to collect photos.  None of that appeals!  But I was home alone and bored, so I turned on that feature about 9 pm.
Very quickly, a guy pinged me.  He had an uninspired user name – 3 letters and 3 numbers that don’t mean anything to me and don’t produce anything when I google except that he’s on other dating sites like Adult Friend Finder, Plenty of Fish and a couple swinger/swap sites.  He was polite, with good spelling, and didn’t start off with crude offers.  I clicked on his profile… hmm.  He has my ideal stats – my age, tall, with some weight on him.  Wow.  If he’s telling the truth, he lives about three miles away, but in a very different part of town that is a mix of insular street toughs and yuppies gentrifying the neighborhood.  I wonder which he is?  
He is easy to talk with, asks good questions, tells funny stories.  He doesn’t ask for a photo.  His wife is away for the weekend and he’s lonely.  So he has hopped onto AM to find someone for RIGHT NOW.  He wants me to come over to his house!  Shades of Craigslist.  Yetch.  Yeah… so not happening!!!  I tell him this is way too fast for me, not my style.  He keeps typing. 
He asks if he can see me, wants to call me to make a plan.  Even that seems too much too soon, but I decide it can’t hurt.  We’ve been chatting for two hours and I feel a real connection.  He says he has to walk the dog – he will be back in 15 minutes and we can talk then.  I look at the clock… it’s 11 pm.  Wow!  Time flies when you have a nice man to talk with! 
I go catch up on Facebook, read a few emails, glancing at the clock.  Finally it’s been 15 minutes and… nothing.  I wait.  I type a little something to be sure the AM chat is still active.  30 minutes… 45… it’s midnight.  
Silence.  Grrr… I wonder if he got mugged and is lying in a gutter.  I wonder if his wife called.  Did he get a better offer?  I wonder… if I am an idiot.  I turn off AM’s chat feature and resolve never to turn it back on.  I don’t need this roller coaster ride!  
Maybe you can tell me why a guy would talk to me for two hours, tell me he wants to meet tonight, and if not, then for lunch tomorrow, ask to talk on the phone to settle the details and then…NOT CALL?!  No call, no email, no message on AM.  When did the lie start?

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Armpit hair

From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy
Sent: Wednesday, April 17, 2013 7:17 AM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Yeah that normal-looking couple in the video were pretty yummy, it’s so fun to watch couples fuck.
I still am amazed that you were growing your armpit hair for me. What did it looks like, was it dark or blonde? Now with summer just down the road, doubtful if I’ll see it on you!
Oh Sassy, you’re so sweet and loving to call me special. You’re pretty special yourself honey, must be loved by so many. Can you imagine the love we’re going to make?!
What was the breakfast video, the one with the ‘normal’ couple I just sent?
I’d bet anything that you are so damn good that women would want to channel YOU!
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From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Wednesday, April 17, 2013 7:58 AM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Good morning!  
I sent that breakfast video on to a couple of men, and they liked it.  A lot.  Got me some very hot IMs!  Ha ha. 
My underarm hair is dark and straight.  Figures that the hair I’d like to be white is dark and vice versa!  I do feel like an idiot for not taking a photo before I shaved.  Doh!  
Could we talk and sigh and moan on Sunday morning?  I am in a spin most mornings getting off to work, and I have to be with my mom on Saturday. 
-S
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From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 17, 2013 9:18 am 
Subject: Re: Office visit
I like it that you have other males in your fan club. Do any of them like to talk/fantasize about 3somes and cream pies? 😉
Dark and straight?!!! That’s my favorite kind. Must look oh so hot against your pale white skin and also contrasted by your silver hair. I don’t remember what kind of pussy hair you have. I remember you said it was sparse. I bet it’s so soft and kissable. Can’t wait for you to spread your pussy lips for me. I could stare at sweet pussy for hours, and online sometimes I do!
Yes Sunday a.m. is good, maybe around 8?  Hope you have fun with your mom. 
Excited to talk again!

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Lick it

From: Sassy
To: Rick 
Sent: Wed, 17 Apr 2013 11:02 AM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Good morning!  
Did you see Stephen Colbert’s homage to Boston?  It’s wicked funny.  ðŸ™‚  
http://thecolbertreport.cc.com/videos/ifpmy1/intro—4-16-13
2 minutes of sass! 
Tell me what color today? 
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 17, 2013 11:31 AM
Subject: Re: Office visit
I heard it driving to work.   Great to have some humor!
Ummmmm…..I’m a little shy telling you what color today 
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 17, 2013 1:06 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Carnation…olga hi cut without a stitch, carnation. with lace waistband.
wish you could see them for yourself….
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Wed, 17 Apr 2013 2:54 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Ah… good man.  Thank you.  That gets my imagination going! 
how I tell you to drop your slacks… polite but firm. 
how I would stare while you stood there blushing…  tell you how gorgeous you look. 
I’d get you to raise your arms above your head, turn this way and that, so I could get a really good view.  
I’d watch you get harder and harder… you can’t hide that bulge!  
I would put my hands on you… first just a finger… teasing around that lace… 
then along each leg… then a quick press in the middle, to feel the wonderful fabric as you tremble.  
You’d see the look of fire in my eyes.  
I’d ask you questions… easy questions… about how you feel, about what you want… 
but I would keep doing what I want to do. 
I would walk around you, exploring your body, squeezing your ass.  Rubbing you here and there.  
I’d bend you over the desk… and begin to peel down those pretty panties.  Touching.  You can’t see me now… only feel what I do and wonder what will come next.  Slap!  I’d see how you react to a tap on a cheek.  Slap!  And then the other.  Then I’d lean over, hold your hips in my hands and lick… yes… lick that beautiful ass… find the crack and lick from the top down toward your most sensitive spots.  Slurp.  Flick.  Mmm…. tasty! 
Then I’d turn you around and peel down the front… just a little.  You’d be wondering again… what is she going to do?  
Do you want to hear more? 
-S
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed, Apr 17, 2013 3:15 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
YES!!!!!  More and More! 
I love your mind
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Wed, Apr 17, 2013 6:08 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
I LOVE the anal play!  That you would lick it!  I am embarrassed to admit to anyone else how exciting it would be to massage your butt cheeks, playing with them.  Then hearing your commanding voice ‘lick my ass NOW!’  
Lying on my back, you riding my face, you choosing whether my tongue is serving your front or back. 
Then you on your front or standing up, my face deep on the folds of your ass using my long tongue to make you squirm

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Truck pipes up

From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Monday, April 15, 2013 1:32 PM
Subject: Office visit
Hiya Stan!  Happy Patriots Day! 
Here’s the lovely Camille with her man hard at work.  Enjoy!  ðŸ™‚ 
http://www.redtube.com/28931
-S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Tuesday, April 16, 2013 4:13 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Hey I finally got around to writing to ask if you and your friends & family
 were ok after the explosions in Boston. Just awful about the deaths and injuries.
Thanks for letting Camille take my mind off things for a bit. That woman sure 
does truly love sucking cock. The big part of her technique is that she sucks 
slow to a little faster, no frantic pump-sucking. And she shows the man the 
cum as it lands on her tongue before she swallows it. So nice…
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Trick
Sent: Tuesday, April 16, 2013 4:48 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Hiya Stan! 
I hope you don’t have any connections to people who were hurt or killed.  It is such a small world.  
Thanks for thinking of me.  We are fragile but fine.  I was off work trying to solve the tax snafu, so Hubby and I were home and safe.  We ended up helping people find each other, as several of our project pals were right at the finish line but were lucky.  I flipped back and forth between the Boston Globe tweets feed and CBS live feed… so bizarre.  Then my phone, email, IMs and Facebook went wild with people checking on me.  It is lovely to be cared for!  I heard from friends from South Africa to Hawaii, which drove home that this was international news.  We are trying to focus on the good done by hundreds of people rather then the evil done by a few.  Events like this make me all mushy, so if I don’t say it enough, always remember that you are a very special man and there’s a woman in Boston who thinks so! 
After you sent me that amazing hot breakfast video, I hope to send you several good ones!  I’ve learned a lot from Camille… I try to channel her when I get my hands and mouth on a man!  
-S
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From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Tuesday, April 16, 2013 6:35 PM
Subject: Re: Office visit
Oh!  You know how to make me swoon!  
Yes… the normal couple video. Yum.  
I am at home.  Alone.  ðŸ™‚ 
-S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 16, 2013 8:44 PM
When can we talk in the morning? Not just because it’s my favorite time but 
because by the time I get done here I know I’ll not be up for conversation. 
Don’t want to disappoint my lovely girl with dull tired boy speak 😉

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You would think

Monday, April 15, 2013

So there was a thing in Boston today.   A VERY BAD thing.  And it was all over the news.  All over the world.  Late afternoon, I started hearing from friends and family and project people and co-workers and bloggers and blog fans and chatters and Philip and…

You would think I would hear from the AM men I am corresponding with regularly.  Mr Truck?  Panties Man?  Mr Hyatt?  Maybe the Traveler who had just been here?  Maybe they’d inquire as to how I am?  Was I there?  Am I close to the area?  Tell me how they got along today with so many roads and services disrupted?  I thought they’d check in.

Wrong!

The only man I heard from was Schenectady Sam, the guy over 100 miles away who had helped me try to unravel and AM Mystery in late March, that I hadn’t talked with much at all.

Not a word from any of the others.  Zip.  Nada.  Zero.  They were the only subset of my social circles that were silent.  Why do you think that is?

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IM Apr 15 4:27 PM
• Apr 15 4:27 PM Sam: are you OK?????
IM Apr 15 9:38 PM
• Apr 15 9:38 PM Sassy: Yes. I am fine. Thanks for checking on me!
• Apr 15 9:38 PM Sassy: Scary shit Sam. 
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From: Sassy
To: Sam
Sent: Monday, Apr 15, 2013 9:46 PM 
Subject: Checking in 
Hiya!  Since IM is being so freaky, I am switching to email.  
Thank you very much for checking on me!  It’s been a long strange afternoon, but I am fine, and as far as I can tell, all my pals are safe too.  Several of them were right there, but got lucky. 
Here’s a fun video of a man hard at work, to keep us smiling.  This is NSFW!  
http://www.redtube.com/28931
-S
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To: Sassy
From: Sam
Sent: Tues, Apr 16, 2013 9:10 AM
Subject: Re: Checking in
What a thing.  I watched it all unfold on the camera feed from WBZ.  I’m glad to hear that you and yours are safe, but man … it just makes you shake, doesn’t it?
Thanks for the video.  ðŸ™‚  I watched it this morning BEFORE I drove in to work.  And now that I’m here, I’m …
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From: Sassy
To: Sam
Sent: Tues, Apr 16, 2013 11:42 AM
Subject: Re: Checking in
Good morning!  
I flipped back and forth between the Boston Globe tweeter feed and CBS live feed… so bizarre.  How can this happen in my city?  On this day?  Then my phone, email, IMs and Facebook went wild with people checking on me.  It is lovely to be cared for!  
We are trying to focus on the good done by hundreds of people rather then the evil done by a few.  I do feel the need to reconfirm that I am alive, say things to people I care about.  Never forget that you are a special man and there is a sassy woman in Boston who thinks so!  and wishes she could kneel at your feet and have a blissful look on her face while she pleasures you slowly and carefully with her hands and mouth for 5 minutes!  Have a great Tuesday! 
-S
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From: Sam
To: Sassy
Sent: Tues, Apr 16, 2013 2:18 PM 
Subject: Re: Checking in
well that idea just made me totally melt …
xxx
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Devices

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Wednesday, April 10, 2013 8:51 PM
Subject: Tumblr
I’m a little embarassed to admit that a lot of what I see in this tumblr excites me. 
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Sat, 13 Apr 2013 1:57 AM 
Subject: Re: Tumblr
Finally had a chance to look at this one.  Very interesting… had not seen the lock-up devices before.  Explain the appeal of that if you can?  Some very sexy stroking gifs!  
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 13, 2013 7:34 AM
Subject: Re: Tumblr

The appeal of the chastity devices has to do with orgasm denial.  There is a heightened sense of sexual frustration that has a bit of an intoxicating effect.  Well, at least how I imagine it.  I have been involved with a little play of sexual denial, not with any lock up devices, and it does make the guy want to be on his best behavior and does increase the focus on serving, obedience, and having someone else in control.  it is hard to describe; it can just be a fun game to play.  
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Cum Twice

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent:  Apr 13, 2013 8:45 AM
Subject: Cum Twice
Hey Sexy Girl:
Hope your weekend is getting off to a good start. 
Here’s an interesting video: Very well shot and in super clear HD (do you watch the HD videos in full screen on your computer?)  Starts off slow and I was a little surprised when the guy began fucking the shit out of her. But then he cums all over her pretty hairy vulva. Then he puts it back inside her and fucks her furiously some more, THEN has another cum shooting orgasm! I’ve never seen that on video, only have read about it. I liked looking at his cum all matted in her cunt hair as he fucks her, then pulls out and feeds her his pussy juiced cock, yum! Have you ever sucked pussy juiced cock? I like how most women just love the taste of their own pussy,  that’s why I can’t wait to eat you then kiss deeply then eat you some more and kiss some more, hear you tell me how much you love your own taste, beg me for more, ravenously lick and suck it from my lips and tongue. Then I tell you how it would be even better if it were you licking it from another woman…
Have a good day, talk soon!

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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Apr 13, 2013 6:43 PM 
Re: Cum Twice
Wow… Stan!  This one was really great!  Thanks for sharing it.  They both look like “normal people.”  He may be the sexiest man I’ve seen in one of these videos.  And the sound!  Oh yes… Yum. 
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Bump and grope

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Sat, Apr 6, 2013 11:47 AM 
Subject: Hiya Sexy
I enjoyed myself, thinking about you again and all that we’ve written.
Watcha wearing today??  Care to share?  Maybe another pic as well?
Up to anything interesting this blustery but sunny Saturday?
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Saturday, April 6, 2013 12:22 PM
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
Hi!  I’m driving to take Mom to lunch, so think of me very close by! 
Hugs with my hand on your cock!
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Sat, Apr 6, 2013 12:29 PM
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
mmm…too bad we can’t bump into each other.
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Saturday, April 6, 2013 12:48 PM
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
Oh yes…bump into me by mistake.  Grope.  Hee!
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Sat, Apr 6, 2013 2:03 PM
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
That would be fun…
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From: Sassy 
To: Rick
Sent: Saturday, April 6, 2013 4:23 PM
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
Leaving mom, thinking of you and your smile.  
Pop out for coffee?  ðŸ˜‰
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 6, 2013 5:20 PM 
Subject: Re: Hiya, Sexy!
Bad timing…wife just got home and we’re going out.
We need to schedule this better next week!
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Watching

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, April 4, 2013 7:48 PM
Subject: Re: ???
Hey there.  See you online and sent you IM.  If you’re busy, that’s fine, but if your IM is just not working again I wanted to let you know.
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 1:00 AM
Subject: Re: ???
Thanks for checking… I fell asleep at 8 pm.  Oops!  Keep trying! 
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From: Rick
To: Sassy 
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 8:04 AM
Subject: Re: ???
So you should be a well rested Sassy this morning, eh?
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 10:46 AM
Subject: Re: ???
I am awake and raring to go!  I feel so good!  The sun is shining and for the first time since July I can walk, I’m not coughing or barfing… life is grand!  Whee!  Happy Friday!  
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 11:06 AM
Love the perkiness!! 
Just like those perky nipples I believe you have, waiting for me to suck.
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 11:20 AM
Subject: Re: ???
Tell me about your nipples?  Do they like attention?  
Maybe flicked with silk covering them?  
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 11:46 AM
Subject: Re: ???
talk like this will have me needing to go ‘take care of myself’ in the bathroom. 😉  
After I look at that nightie pic again, of course…
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 11:52 AM
Subject: Re: ???
I’d like to watch sometime… see what you do so I could mimic it with my hands.  
And I’d say naughty things to you.  
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 11:58 AM
Re: ???
oh, this is making me hard!!! 
Years ago, I did perform on web cam for an online friend who lived in Canada.  Her husband had the same kinks as I do, and she enjoyed playing with me. I’m blushing thinking of what she said, what she told me to do, how she acted…it was such a turn on being her toy that way.  (and now I’m Really hard!).
It was easier being on cam when traveling; don’t know how to make it work from home due to other people in my house and the dogs.  Now I’m fantasizing about meeting, some play, you giving me the nightie and telling me you will watch me use it (and wear it!) while performing online for you, then meeting again and giving it back as you talk to me about watching me while you touch me…
damn…I will definitely need to relieve myself today!  Good thing I’m in the local office instead of the client, and its quiet, and there is a private bathroom!
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 12:56 AM
Subject: Today
Today I am wearing Vanity Fair Ravissant briefs; rose.  They feel sooo silky.  I keep imagining you reaching your hand down into my pants (I do resist, but you easily talk me out of that) and finding them, and then you happily rub me and feel me get hard from your touch.  Just like I’m hard now, writing this!
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From: Sassy 
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 12:56 PM
Subject: Re: ???
Rick Rick Rick!  You make me so hot and so naughty!  Private bathroom, eh?  That makes my mind race… I might have to sit on the sink and stare while you do your thing… 
Not sure why, but cams scare me.  I know I need to get over it… there is a lot of fun to be had if I can get over my combination of tech troubles, lack of confidence in how I look and the weirdness of “putting on a show” for a man.  
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 1:09 PM
No rush on using cams.  I have the same fear; only did it with that one woman after really gaining trust.  But I have to say that being her online toy; her ‘sissy’ who performed for her; was pretty amazing.  Seeing that we are close enough to meet in person, that would probably happen more often than not.  Unless I am able to have truly private time to perform, and you truly have private time to watch (and want to watch).
How does your mind race about the private bathroom??  I was wondering if I could get up the courage, if you would like to see my engorged manhood in what I am wearing.  The pre-cum could be leaking out, leaving a mark where my tip is. 
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From: Sassy
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 1:11 PM
Subject: Re: Today
I can see that so clearly… running a finger along the edges around your waist, between your legs… slipping my hands underneath on your tight ass, sneaking a finger underneath in front to see just how hard you are… finding a little liquid there and letting you watch me lick it?  Yes… that would be lovely. 
Why are you there?  Why don’t you get in your car and drive to Boston?!  I know… there are lots of reasons but nothing seems more important right now than getting my hands on you and making you burn. 
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 1:19 PM
But what if I was to visit you some Friday??  
Probably no privacy or ability to spend time together, right? 
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From: Sassy 
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 1:36 PM
Subject: Re: Today
Some Friday I might be off work… or I might go out to lunch.  Or I might…
 oh my… it is fun to think about. 
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 1:47 PM 
it is fun to think about.
I might have free time shortly to go into the bathroom.  I’ll have the image of that nightie pic with you in my mind, and will imagine this email thread where you said you’ll be telling me naughty things.  Tell me what sort of naughty things you’d be saying, so I can think of them.  Please? 
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From: Sassy 
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, April 5, 2013 3:05 PM
Subject: Re: Today
Wow… it’s tough to know what would come pouring out of my mouth!  I close my eyes and see you in there… wondering where you stand or sit… whether you are fast and furious, pumping and sighing, or have the patience and time to finesse.. slowly stroke and tap and twist… I’d probably react to whatever you were doing, and talk about what I want us to do next.  
I have seen the amazing underwear with sexy bulge… now I wonder why you hide your beautiful flesh under it… when will I get to see it?  Or is it special somehow, that you don’t want to show me?  Or you think I don’t want to see your cock?  Or you are shy?  
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Apr 5, 2013 3:17 PM 
It is special…..

I want to show you, but am shy, and love the idea of you taking over and taking what you want.  That meets my needs; being desired, being made to be submissive; and I think it could be great and wonderful for you, learning to take charge and taking what you want.