A paper rose

The New Guy didn’t write back.  I get it, I guess.  But I could have talked to him.  I could have helped him. I tried not to write again.  But then about a week later I saw a quote and something about it… I thought it was worth one last try.  Maybe he had calmed down?

http://stevenkom.deviantart.com/art/Paper-rose-207309904
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From: Sassy
To NewGuy
Sent: Monday, Jun 24, 2013 11:23 AM 
Good morning!  
Saw this quote on Jonathan Carroll’s Facebook page… it screamed to be sent to you. 
“He folded his fear into a perfect rose. He held it out in the palm of his hand. She took it from him and put it in her hair.”
Arundhati Roy
-S
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He never wrote back.  I hate silence.  
Farewell New Guy.  Best of luck to you. 

Hair stockings

From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Sunday, June 23, 2013 10:30 PM
Subject: Hair stockings
Hiya Stan! I hope you have easy travels.  
Here’s an odd article about Chinese “hair stockings.”  
Fascinating photo.  I know you like furry women but 
this may be a bit much! 
-S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy 
Sent:  Jun 24, 2013 7:28 AM
Re: Hair stockings
Hey thanks for the travel wishes!
I saw these stockings, I like hair but these are of course ridiculous!
Man I’ve had about 3 good cums from thoughts of our encounter. We gotta get naked and spend some quality time
xox

Meeting Mr Truck

Steve Irwin
Background
I call him Mr. Truck because his AM handle is something like a truck slogan.  
Stats Age 52 Height 6″2′ Weight 238 lbs
He looks like Steve Irwin, the crocodile hunter from Australia 
From: small town an hour outside of Boston
No kids 
contacted me 10/21/12 (yes, exactly 8 mos ago!) 
Loves to share porn, critique it, discuss it 
Always “going to meet” or “wants to call me” but it never happens. 
We talked twice on the phone in the first couple months. He stood me up for another call (wrote later saying he had the flu) and cancelled numerous meets for various reasons.  I decided he’s an email king. 
He emailed me on Wednesday with an offer to meet today.  I played along but had no inkling it would happen.  There was no word on Thursday, so I assumed he was going to forget about me again.

Friday he began to give me specific details in a different way from his other offers.  

From Sassy: Sounds wonderful!  I have a mini-van.  Whichever car is fine.  When? 
Can’t wait to see your smile.  Your hands.  Your eyes.  Ears! 
From Truck:  Minivan would probably be more roomy! I should be driving back around 3, depends how early we get there. I’ll call as soon as I leave or write again today if I know more.  Excited to see your pretty face and all your curves, hear your sexy voice in person, kiss your soft lips…
Saturday 
From Truck: So excited thinking about what you’re gonna wear today, even if its just normal everyday clothes. Wondering if your world class cleavage will be in view, wondering how your hair and skin will smell, and how your kisses will taste. Most of all anticipating your wandering hands taking full advantage of me, at the same time mine are exploring your soft white skin…
From Sassy: Good morning!  This sounds perfect.  Oh, what fun this is!  
The Meet
He called at 3:10 pm – he is leaving the airport having dropped off his wife – how fast can I get to the parking lot where we are supposed to meet?  I tell him 20 minutes.  He starts to say that’s too long –  his wife is going to call him as soon as she clears security – maybe we should meet tomorrow instead?  I tell him I am already on my way, will drive fast and want to see his face even if it’s for 10 minutes!  If it works we can meet tomorrow, too!  I tell him I am wearing a dress that unbuttons… he says come on!  
I drive like a demon and make it there in 18 minutes.  Hee.  I see the little car parked against the fence at the back of the parking lot with several other cars, pull in next to it and he waves and smiles!  He rolls down his window, I roll down mine, he says, “Well hello gorgeous!  May I sit in your car for a few minutes?”  I reply, “Please!” and he jumps out of his car, dashes around and pops into the passenger seat! 
He’s cuter than he looks in his photos!  Great head of tawny hair, nice shoulders, a plaid summer shirt with snaps and khaki shorts, with running shoes.  He has a great smile and warm blue eyes.  He starts to compliment me – you’re beautiful!  What a great smile!  I adore your eyes!  He looks relieved.  He grabs me for a hug and we grope and laugh.  
We start taking inventory, checking out various parts of our bodies. 
He likes my hair – comments that it is curly on the bottom and straight on top.  I ask “You remember why?”  He nods.  I tell him it’s good to pull on.  He weaves his fingers into it at the back of my neck and yanks my head back in the typical dom move… I get a tingle.

There is serious kissing with tongue, there is touching, he sees my famous cleavage with the lucky black bra.  He adores underarm hair, so I had let it grow in hopes of seeing him – he was bananas over that.  I nibbled on his ear and whispered about other things I’d like to do… whorled it with my tongue and asked if he could imagine my tongue somewhere else?  He moaned.  He put his hand under my dress and played around the side of my underwear, teasing the hair and complimenting me on being natural.  He rubbed down my legs, said I have great skin and I am beautifully proportioned.  He played with my belly button and said what a great tummy!  I know it’s mostly a line but it made me feel pretty and wanted and yay! 
He played with my left breast, pulling my nipple out of my bra and twisting it, saying how perfect it is. I looked at it, trying to see what he was seeing.  He played along the side of my underwear at the top of my legs, then went in from the top and dove inside me with his finger… he knows how to play with a clit, oh yeah!  He stopped, kissing his finger and saying “damn, so sweet.  I want that all over my face!” 
I kissed him and he commented on how fearless and open I am.  He said he couldn’t wait to be inside me.  I asked if he would do it from behind… he moaned.  So I asked if he’d do it from the side… he smiled great big.  From the front?  Oh oh yes, he said.  
He had told me he has very sensitive nipples… I told him to watch me and I unsnapped his shirt, traced a finger from his neck down to his right nipple. flicked it until it hardened to a sweet little pencil eraser, licked my finger and traced around it, pressed a little, then put my mouth on it and make sucking noises.  He put his fingers in my hair and went a little wild.  I hummed and he moaned.  He pulled me up into a hug again, reached back and squeezed my ass, said he couldn’t wait to see me completely naked and be able to explore every glorious inch of my skin.  
I put my hand up under his shorts – he had gone commando!  Naughty boy.  But very easy access!  I played with his balls a bit, stretched a finger back toward his ass, pulled the shorts up until I could see his cock.  I licked my finger and swept it around the crown – he closed his eyes and sighed.  I pulled on it a little and he moaned.  He kissed me again.  I told him to open his eyes and watch my hand.  He talked about how hot that was, how he was going to be in big trouble.  I told him I was going to show him the back of my throat.  He moaned.  He said he couldn’t wait to feel his balls on my chin.  I suggested my nose on his stomach?  He murmured approval.  Quite nice patter! 
We crossed the 30 minute point and he said he had to go, that he had to turn his phone back on.  He said he knew what he’d be doing when he got home.  I said, “Tell me.”  He said he was going to put on some porn, pretend we were watching it together and pump his cock until he shot a huge load.  I played with my fingers near my mouth, then sucked my index finger to tease him a bit.  His eyes flared. 
He promised to be in touch later tonight, see if we could figure out something for tomorrow, but he wasn’t sure – he’s leaving for Europe on Monday – we might have to be on the phone.  I could feel him backing away but kept a brave face. 
I smiled and kissed him once more.  He said, “Damn.  We are going to be so good together!  I’ll call you!” and hopped out.  I watched him buckle up and put his car in reverse – he waved and smiled and was gone at 4:05 pm. 
Afterwards
From: Truck 
To: Sassy
Sent: 8:51 pm 
Subject: Holy Wow! 
That was great meeting you, was really an amazing experience in a compressed span of time! You are so pretty and so sweet and soooo hot. What a kisser and nipple sucker. I loved when I watched as you flicked my appreciative nipple with you finger and made a remark, ohh man. And what a fun dress…Tomorrow might be busier than I had hoped, I’m still working now, ugh.
Let’s talk soon  xoxo

Can it be?!

Friday, June 21, 2013
From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Thursday, June 20, 2013 9:55 AM
Subject: Sunny day viewing
Hiya Stan, 
Hope your Thursday is off to a grand start. 
Here’s a fun video.  I like her and the rapport between the two of them. 
-S
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Friday, June 21, 2013 11:38 AM
Subject: Re: Sunny day viewing
LOVED this couple. She’s such a sexy little kitten and both so vocal. Thank you!!!
I’ll know about when I’m going to be leaving the airport. Ever take the T out to Alewife? Nice parking places around there and the fish restaurant.
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Friday, June 21, 2013 2:54 PM
Subject: Re: Sunny day viewing
Hiya Hot Stuff!  How are you this fine day?  
Glad you liked the vid.  Definitely had its moments! 
My mom is in rehab near Alewife.  Know the area well.  Mmm… 
What do you want to happen, Stan?  🙂 
 -S
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Jun 21, 2013 3:42 PM
Subject: re: Sunny day viewing
Wow that’s sooooo convenient!
I’m doing well!
Well, I was thinking about meeting outside somewhere near there or just in the summer shack parking lot. I don’t think i can go into the restaurant because my brother who lives in Boston could be anywhere! Thought we might be able to sit in my car (not bringing the truck but the wife’s little toyota wagon) and talk and hopefully do some gentle touching and some much needed kissing…Maybe you can wear a blouse that shows some kissable cleavage 😉
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From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck
Subject: Re: Sunny day viewing 
Sent: Fri, Jun 21, 2013 8:25 PM 
Summer shack is closed… can’t remember if someone took over. 
Sounds wonderful!  I have a mini-van.  Whichever.  When? 
Can’t wait to see your smile.  Your hands.  Your eyes.  Ears! 

-S
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CAN IT BE?  After 8 months…. after so many meets discussed and cancelled… I might get to actually see Mr Truck?!!!  

Panties returns

From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, June 21, 2013 1:00 PM
Subject: Hello!
Hi Sassy.
Sorry I haven’t been around for a long time.  Besides work and school, my father unexpectedly died last month and I had a lot of things to deal with.  I do come from an estranged, dysfunctional family, so besides working through the logistics of closing out his affairs, a lot of old stuff surfaced.
I hope you are well.  I am in the suburban office for the first time in a long time, and fondly remember our correspondence when I’ve been here before.  And like before, I’m wearing very sissy-like granny panties that I believe would enjoy touching and unwrapping to find a present underneath.
Rick
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From: Sassy 
To: Rick
Sent: Friday, June 21, 2013 1:20 PM
Subject: Re: Hello!
RICK!  
HUGS!!!! With lots of groping.  😉 
I am so glad to hear from you.  I am so sorry for your loss.  Please accept my deepest condolences.  You had told me about your dad… I have been thinking of you and sending good vibes to get you through the bad times.  I had a tough time when my dad died, and we got along well.  I can’t imagine how much harder it is when there are issues.  
This month has been very tough – my mom had open heart surgery and things went wrong so she spent 11 days in ICU, 3 more days in the hospital and is now in rehab.  We just found out yesterday that she had a stroke!  It looks minor but more tests will tell us more.  So I’ve been seeing her every day, and dealing with my siblings to take care of her.  I am lucky to be able to share the burden with them.  I am her Power of Attorney, so there is a lot of banking, taxes etc. that I get to do.  Whee.  
My project is also going strong, so I am helping out with that as well. 
And of course, keeping the sexy man of AM happy!  I got stood up on Tuesday so I am feeling a little raw on that front.  I took a chance on a newbie… ah, well.  
I have missed your naughty side and pretty panties!  I do so wish I was there to press you up against a wall, take down your slacks, see those undies and slip my hand underneath them until you moan and shake!  
 -S
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Jun 21, 2013 1:30 PM
Subject: Re: Hello!
So sorry to hear about your mom.  Yes, good thing you have siblings, and even better if they are more of a help than a hindrance.
I think I see you online!!
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Jun 21, 2013 1:33 PM
Subject: Re: Hello!
just in case you aren’t getting IM from me again, I did just send you one.  No worries if too busy…just wanted you to know.
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From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Sent: Jun 21, 2013 1:35 PM 
Subject: Re: Hello!
So we should get together some time, even if just to talk about this show you are supporting.  You can fill me in on what it is about, what you do, and so on.  We can try to not digress to our naughty sides..or maybe we wouldn’t want to stop that!

Sorry to hear about the AM newbie.  That does happen. I haven’t been on it for a long time, but have had my share of sending pics and people not interested. 

Meet Truck Saturday?

Wednesday, June 19, 2013
From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Wednesday, June 19, 2013 2:02 PM
Subject: Meet Saturday
Hi, hope you’re mom is ok, and that you’re ok too.
Hey, I’ll be dropping off at Logan Airport on Saturday evening, not sure about the time yet. Maybe we could meet somewhere and talk, sit in my car or yours (if you have one now!) AND if you’re in the mood, doing some quality kissing. I know you could use that right now, I definitely know I can use it.
Talk soon!
xoxox
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From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: June 19, 2013
Subject: re: Meet Saturday
Hiya Stan, 
Mom is doing a little better!  They changed her meds 
yesterday and Sis says she is more herself.  Phew.  
First time in a month we have real hope! 
Thanks for thinking of me, and looking for ways to 
meet.  I got stood up yesterday by an AM newbie, 
so I could use your TLC more than ever!  Saturday 
could work.  Fill me in on details and I will try my 
best.

-S

The New Guy Meet

Tuesday, June 18, 2013
From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:04 PM 
Subject: I can’t do this
I’m sorry 
Been driving around mall for an hour
Trying to screw up my courage
And failing to do so
I think I’m just not ready to take the leap past text messages
Much of me would like very much to make this happen
But I’m too afraid on too many levels
To carry it off right now
May be another time
But not yet
Good luck
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:15 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Thanks for letting me know. Sorry it’s so scary. The first time is tough. Let me know what I can do to make it easier?
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:21 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Are you far away now? If not, park. Come in. Talk. That’s all. You can do it. I’ll help. I’m just a lonely lady looking to make you smile. Nothing else. You set the pace.
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:36 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Okay. Giving up. Don’t fret. Back to email!
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So he stood me up.  At least he emailed and didn’t leave me sitting there too long. 
I hate this part.
Hate hate hate it.
He was the one in a hurry! I would’ve emailed for a month if he wanted.
This is why I shy away from newbies!
I understand the fear…but ugh.
Eh
Treated myself to a lobster roll for dinner!
I wish these guys could punt before I pay for parking.
I am wondering if this was all b.s. 
hard to tell
but it seems real
and he seemed so nice. *sigh 
Another couple of weeks invested without even a hug.  Yuck! 
Back on the shelf for me.

He called me a devil?

Monday, June 17, 2013

From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Subject: You wonder about 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 11:12 AM 
My ears? Where did that come from?

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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Subject: How do you know
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 12:02 PM

I’m somebody you can trust

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From: Sassy
To: New Guy
Sent: Jun 17, 2013 12:15 PM
Subject: re: You wonder about
Nibbling. And whispering naughty things!
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, June 17, 2013 1:34 PM
Subject: You ARE an enthusiastic devil
Are you this exuberant in everything you do
Or is this a place where you feel more comfortable being effusive?
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He called me a devil?  Yuck!!!
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From: Sassy 
To: New Guy
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 6:23:13 PM 
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
By day, a mild-mannered, demure, business lady.  
For the right man?  Sassy!  
Oh my… a woman who is interested in SEX!  
Sound like fun?  
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 6:34:18 PM 
Yup
You do.
I’m just not used to hearing it
From somebody I don’t know very well (yet)
But hopefully I will
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From: Sassy
To: New Guy 
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 7:54 PM 
Sorry if I’m going too fast.. not used to flirting? It’s new to me but fun. I only do it online. And you know things about me almost no one else does.
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, June 17, 2013 8:02 PM
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil
No
You’re not going too fast.
I’m working to hold back
Cause I don’t want to scare you off.
And I do like what I’ve heard so far
Like I said, I’ve never done this, and I don’t do any Facebook, etc., so I’m not used to talking about sex, or any other kind of intimacy, online
I really look forward to meeting you in person: I’m happy to take as long as it takes, but i think we’ll know
In the first few minutes
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From: Sassy
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 8:42 PM 
This is a different world.  I hope you’ll like it,
but remember the real world rules don’t apply.  
Some conventions have developed – it’s a 
fascinating place where wrong is so right,
and people say what they want and get it!  
You can be yourself, or figure out who a new
you will be, and share on a new level.  While
not sharing things you’d usually say. 
In my experience, it’s best not to judge too quickly. 
The first meet is awkward – we’re nervous.  
Remember I am not someone you’ll be seen with, 
or live with, or have your kids.  We’ll be alone… 
to touch, to let me touch you.  If we’re lucky! 
I’ll be near the Au Bon Pain, down the stairs in the
lower section with the windows facing the fountain. 
I feel like Lil Orphan Annie… “tomorrow, tomorrow.” 
-S
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, June 17, 2013 8:58 PM
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil
I will look to you
To take me in hand
So to speak
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From: Sassy
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 11:12:14 PM 
I see what you did there… 
makes me smile.  
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 11:53:10 PM 
That’s the idea
Make ’em laugh
(?danny Kaye)
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From: Sassy 
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: You ARE an enthusiastic devil 
Sent: Tue, Jun 18, 2013 1:32 AM
How can Paul McCartney be 71 today?!
I do want to hold your hand.
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Tuesday, June 18, 2013 9:56 AM
But he looks good
Needs a more age-appropriate haircut tho. 
Did you see the Olympic opening? Nice, quiet, organized show

Truck Stops By

Sunday, June 16, 2013
From: Sassy 
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Sunday, June 16, 2013 8:38 PM
Subject: Sunday songs
Hiya Stan!  
Hope all is well with you and you are enjoying all the beautiful sun dresses.  🙂 
I haven’t forgotten you… I am mired in dealing with Mom and my family.  She’s had a tough week so I am rather a mess.  I do think of you often, and take a peek at various videos you’ve sent when I need to be distracted!  
What’s new with you?  Hope all is well with you and your world. 
 -S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, June 17, 2013 8:33 AM
Subject: Re: Sunday songs
Great to hear from you. Sorry things are still tough for your mom.
Glad to hear you still get a peek now and then at some vids. I always look at vids now with you in mind.
Nothing new, headed to Europe again (was originally staying here but duty calls) back first week in July.

Pre-meet chit chat

Saturday, June 15, 2013
From: Sassy 
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday 
Sent: Sat, Jun 15, 2013 3:29 PM 
Wondering about your smile, your laugh,  your ears!  Tuesday…
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
Sent: Sat, Jun 15, 2013 6:19 PM 
I can’t wait to see you
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Sunday, June 16, 2013 8:13 PM
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
How are those eyes?
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From: Sassy
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
Sent: Sun, Jun 16, 2013 9:22 PM 
Fabulous!  Full of mischief.  🙂 
You rocking this Sunday? 
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Sunday, June 16, 2013 10:13 PM
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
Saw superman with my kid
About as good as it gets
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From: Sassy 
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
Sent: Sun, Jun 17, 2013 11:04 PM 
Was there kissing?  🙂 
-S
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, June 16, 2013 11:05 PM
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
Not much
But there were many explosions
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From: Sassy 
To: New Guy
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday 
Sent: Mon, Jun 17, 2013 12:28 AM 
I would like to cause some explosions… of a more intimate nature!  
-S
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From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Jun 17, 2013 12:30 AM 
Subject: Re: Meeting Tuesday
We’ll see what we 
Can do