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Finally Feedback

Thursday thicket
Between Phil and You
Phil April 7 at 7:32am
I read the Camp story, wow! Can’t get into the hotel one. I enjoyed the story, gotta admit I thought of many scenarios over the years. 
Phil April 7 at 7:38am
Foggy morning here. Guess that happens a lot. Had my colonoscopy yesterday. Last piece of my physical. Clean bill of health all around. Except for some creaking in my joints, I am remarkably fit. Nice words to hear. much concern about a govt shutdown here. Has us burning midnight oil. Your President, another reason Boston sucks! Damn Democrats. 😀


April 7 at 8:19am
Good morning! Sending you sunshine! Fog, med tests and politics in one msg? Eep. but at least your baseball team isn’t 0-5!
Phil April 7 at 8:24am
Let’s go Yankees! Come on, you can say it. You know you want to!
April 7 at 3:04pm
You know there are lots of things I want to say, but that will NEVER be one of them. Sox just lost their 6th. *sigh I can’t wait for them to get home…
April 7 at 9:08pm
Quiet day at work, quiet evening. Chinese dinner. Hubby is out. Listened to my mom for a long while. Hope today was better for you!

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Footloose

Wednesday winds
Between Phil and You
April 6 at 8:17am
Good morning! Gusty 40, sunny – pretty morning. Dancing off to work! Have a great day!
Phil April 6 at 9:33am
I’m not dancing but you too! It’s in the 40s. I’ll take it.
April 6 at 10:28am
Come on, kid. Smile! Life is good! It’s above freezing! Radio played “Footloose” – I had to bebop! Can’t you see me? Wind blowing my hair, sun shining…bopping down the street? 🙂
April 6 at 11:53pm
Quiet evening, saw NCIS online – odd new characters. Worked on a story – 1990. Wonder if you’re reading them. Sorry you had a tough day. Hope tomorrow’s better. Sweet dreams.

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Taxes

Tuesday taxes
Between Phil and You
April 5 at 8:11am
Good morning! Gray but warm, 57! Filing taxes today. Whee. Have a great Tuesday!
Phil April 5 at 12:57pm
Cold here. In the 30s. Been to dental today. Always great fun. Training again today. Always fun. Have to finish last year’s taxes and get to this year. Ugh, hate taxes. Have a marvelous day!

April 5 at 8:52pm
Been busy with project work. Good to make progress! Is your work different from when you first did it? I try to picture you leaving our home town to dive into that – must have been fun, but scary, too. Can we chat later? Don’t believe FB if it says I’m offline. I’m here til I say goodnight. If you’re too tired, no worries, find me another night. I miss you… don’t want to bother you but sometimes, I need the magic only your words bring. 🙂
April 6 at 12:11am
Hey, kid. Sleep well. Sweet dreams.
Phil April 6 at 12:18am
Good night. Busy but fun day. Work is not much different. Same process. Easy to keep doing it especially with modern tech.
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Monday on my own

Monday merriment
Between Phil and You
April 4 at 8:53am
Good morning! Gray 40s here. Forgot cleaners were coming, had to dress, pick up and run to get money in 20 min. Whee! Off to work. Have a great day, Philip!
April 4 at 12:56pm
Raining… nothing like April showers! Our entire staff is headed out to seminar about how technology separates us from each other. Wish I could tell her how the computer has improved my life. 🙂 Hope you’re having a productive day.
April 4 at 9:01pm
Quiet evening. Left work a little early, wicked tired. Took 3 hr nap! Feel human again. Having “everything tastes weird” side effect again. Ick. Manageable… better than not breathing!
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Sharing the CMAs

Sunday sundries
Between Phil and You
April 3 at 12:22pm
Good morning! Another gorgeous Spring day – 50! Getting lots done around the place, thinking baseball!
April 3 at 6:55pm
Hiya, kid. Great afternoon w/sis and another pal, meeting to talk about a new project.  Off to Walmart now for bargains. Hope your day is good.
Phil April 3 at 8:52pm
Watching the CMAs. Love this show
April 3 at 9:49pm
Cool. Always fun to hear who they pair up to sing in new ways.
Phil April 3 at 10:13pm
Steven Tyler! Whooooooo!
April 3 at 10:17pm
Ah, a good local MA boy. Not my idea of a country singer, though…
Phil April 3 at 10:19pm
Uh no but sure peps up the show! Fun program
April 3 at 10:46pm
It’s so strange and wonderful, how I think I’m the only person in the world who feels something, and it turns out someone else not only felt it, they wrote a beautiful song about it. 🙂
April 3 at 10:50pm
The Yankees got off to a good start. Congrats!
Phil April 3 at 10:56pm
Let’s go Yankees!
Phil April 3 at 10:57pm
Boston takes it up the ass, doo dah, doo dah
April 3 at 10:58pm
ooh. You are such a poet sometimes. ;P
Phil April 3 at 11:00pm
Ha ha!
April 3 at 11:07pm
Be careful using phrases like “takes it up the ass.” Could give a girl ideas… you may or may not consider that a good thing. 🙂
April 3 at 11:15pm
Another award for Lady Antebellum…
April 4 at 12:12am
Good night, kid. Remember how special you are. Sleep well.
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Shy Saturday

Saturday

Between You and Phil
Phil April 2 at 8:40am
Nice warm Saturday today. Going to be 70 tomorrow! No snow for us. How you feeling? Glad it’s the weekend. Was a very busy week! Hope you enjoy the day!
April 2 at 11:39am
Good morning! Already 50 here, sunny Spring day. I feel great. I am off to have lunch with my mom at a new thai place.
April 2 at 11:47am
(feel shy. in the midst of a wicked bout of aching for you…what makes it so fierce sometimes? Don’t want to bug you)
April 2 at 2:53pm
Windy day! Great lunch with mom. She’s doing so well. Helping her prep for tax accountant. Whee. How’s your Mom? What’re you up to today?
April 3 at 12:25am
Quiet Saturday night… shrimp and bacon pizza… sleep well, sweet man.
Phil April 3 at 12:45am
Stuffed jalepenos and wings. Good stuff. Mild wonderful day. Mom’s good, glad the weather is easing up. Love it. Nite Sass.

April 3 at 12:49am
Chat?
Phil April 3 at 12:50am
Already laying down nite girl

April 3 at 12:52am
Ah. Sweet dreams…
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Baseball bet

Tuesday tunes
Between Phil and You
March 29 at 7:56am
Good morning! Another cold and clear day. I’m so glad to be home w/ my own bed, a shower and computer! Have a great Tuesday!
Phil March 29 at 8:19am
Spectacular sunrise, staff hard at work, hot coffee, great start. Gonna be quasi warm out. I love it! Welcome home! Enjoy the day!

March 29 at 9:49am
What a gorgeous photo you posted! Off to a great start here – cleaned out my medicine cabinet. I don’t want to admit how old some of the stuff I tossed was…
March 29 at 5:35pm
Hope your day continued to go well. I was very productive – my brain was really working! I worked at home – caught up on work emails, personal emails, and figured out how to pay bills on a new banking site – my bank got bought out and it all changed over last week! Whee!
March 29 at 7:26pm
Quiet evening. Alone again. Question – Tips to keep me sane when my spouse is being a total twit? Think of a bad Sally day and how you coped and share the secret? When I need him to be better, he is worse than ever. Grrr… sorry to complain but it is reaching epic proportions!
Phil March 29 at 7:41pm
I lose myself in music. The music fills my ears and heart. I also walk away. I’m not a fighter. Music has always soothed my soul.

Wednesday work
Between Phil and You

March 30 at 8:25am
Good morning! Another clear 36 start, headed to 50! Off to the office. Have a great one, kid!
March 30 at 3:10pm
Great work photos! Fun to see where you are! And food! Yum. The cold war is over if all that can be on Facebook. My day started off great with BACON! So nice to be able to eat what I want again. I’ve been working hard… didn’t look up until 2:30 pm – my assistant made me stop to eat lunch. Hope you ate today. 🙂
March 31 at 12:35am
You were quiet today. Hope you’re okay. I had the seafood scallion pancake and basil chili duck again at All Seasons Table, the Pan Asian place, slogged through 3 hours of project business with the board members of our non-profit and our pro bono big city lawyer. Oof. Looked at photos you sent. Had wild sex with you… in my mind. I loved seeing you cum. Sad you were alone… wonder what you were thinking about.. hate that it wasn’t inside me. Shouldn’t say, but it’s true. Sleep well, sweet man.
Phil March 31 at 7:51am
Well good morning! Busy day yesterday. Worked out with the staff. Creaky knees are barking but ok. Another action packed day today! Whoo Hoo. Have a great one!

March 31 at 9:08am
Good morning! Clouds 40. March ending quietly. Long day of dr appt and chemo #5 w/ different drug. Supposed to be easier but takes longer. Free food, better than main hospital, thank goodness. I will joke w/ sis and think of you. Heehee. have a sudden urge to kiss knees. 🙂 Have a great day! ♥
Baseball bet
Between Phil and You
March 31 at 7:00pm
So. Wanna make a “gentleman’s bet” on baseball? Maybe who wins the Eastern Division? or what? What would you give me if I’m right? What would you want if you’re right?
Phil March 31 at 7:06pm
Sure! Of course my call is Yankees win the East. Wager, I’m not sure of yet.

March 31 at 7:15pm
Cool! I am shocked, shocked I say, that you picked that team! 🙂 To be contrary, and likely win, my pick is the Red Sox. Though maybe I should wait and see what you’d ask for… but if you give me a right to negotiate on the wager, I am in!
Phil March 31 at 7:22pm
Ok, but your suck ass Red Sox are going to dissapoint you. They kind of have a history of that. I bet on a proven winner.
March 31 at 7:51pm
A co-worker in my office, who aspires to be a baseball sportswriter (A’s fan) told me a famous sportswriter w/a good track record picked the Red Sox to win by 8 games over those overpaid jerks from NY. So I feel calm in my choice. 🙂

March 31 at 11:09pm
Hope you had a great day. It’s snowing here..inch already. Big white flakes coming straight down. Ah, nothing like April snow showers. Heh. Sleep well, sweet man. I love you dearly.  ♥
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ICU weekend

Friday, March 25
8:09 am Good morning!  Beautiful, sunny 32.  Cuddly cat at my feet.  TGIF!  Body bad but mind great!  Have a fabulous Friday!
11:22 am Phil: Good morning!
11:53 am Hey, kid.  Hope your day is peachy.  Weird day – at work but wicked short of breath.  Called nurse – going to MGH.  Ick.  Waiting for Hubby to take me.  In better news, I was awake at 4 am, saw awesome pix of a cock, then dreamed of us in an outdoor shower at a beach…Mmmmm.  That made me, um, smile. 
1:17 pm @MGH getting chest xray.  Do I know how to start the weekend off or what? 🙁 Tell me something bawdy?
1:21 pm Phil: Open wide and say mmmmmmm.  [photo of his cock in the shower]
1:25 pm Phil:  Bawdy enough?
1:30 pm Ha!  I adore you.  That looks delicious. 😉
1:30 pm Phil: May have been a bad idea for someone with Chest issues.
1:36 pm Phil:  I try. 🙂
3:01 pm Just had CAT scan.  Saw oncologist.  Being admitted overnight.  Yippee.
3:09 pm Phil: Oh yuck.  Hospital food!  🙂  Pitueee
6:52 pm Hiya!  Keeping a parade of docs, nurses and techs busy.  Five different specialists so far!  Oncology, cardiology, pulmonary, vascular, and ICU specialists!  Blood clots in my lungs!  Fixable.  Whee.  Here for the weekend.  Bleh.  Hope you have a good one!
7:36 pm Phil: Let them take care of you Sass.  Praying.
9:13 pm Feeling good actually, oxygen rocks!  In icu now, so they can monitor heart.  What’s new w/ you?
10:18 pm Phil: Not much.  Beers at the club and nodding off on the couch.
10:19 pm Glad to hear you are feeling good.  Having legs ultrasound soon.  
Saturday, March 26
7:12 am   Good morning!  Pretty sunrise over Bunker Hill monument.   Wishing for bacon.  Not allowed to eat.  Bleh.  Hope you get to relax and enjoy!
8:22 am Phil: Heading to work out.  I’m guessing no bacon for you.  They make chocolate covered bacon here.  Gotta try it I guess.
8:27 am Yay gym!  No food since Fri – argh!  Had choc bacon once.  Evil but awesome!  Like choc pretzel (salty, sweet) but good greasy too.  Yum.  Have a good sweat
8:30 am Phil: Thank you!
11:30 am There once was a lady called Sassy, who breathing went kinda half-assy.  After tests to find why, they said lung clots, oh, my, but she knew twas cause she‘d thought of Philip’s chassis! 
11:30 am yes, I am bored and silly. 🙂
11:45 am Phil: I imagine so.  I always take my kindle or IPAD so I have something to occupy me.  I hate being in the hospital.  At least you are maintaining your sense of humor!
3:17 pm They let me eat!  No bacon, but lemon Italian ice.  Yum.  Hope you’re having a good day.

Feel Better
Between You and Phil
Phil March 26 at 10:44pm
Hope you sleep well. Had an amazing Mexican dinner, great Margaritas. I know, you had shitty hospital food. Hope you are feeling better.
March 26 at 10:54pm
About to get a sponge bath. Yippee. Nothing like cute male nurses! Sleep well, sweet man.
March 26 at 11:38pm
Done, clean. Yay! Thinking of kissing you. Different places… Mmm. None of this hospital crap has affected my libido! ♥
Sunday sunrise
Between Phil and You
March 27 at 7:32am
Good morning! Another awesome sunrise over Boston. Been pacing my hospital room, must keep active. What’s up for you today? Hope it’s great!
Phil March 27 at 8:21am 
Looks like a chilly, sunny day. Got some work planning to do and then a relaxing afternoon I hope before another busy week.

Phil March 27 at 2:57pm
Libido! LOL! When do they free you?

March 27 at 4:36pm
Hoping tomorrow. Feeling great – they took me off IV and are letting me walk around the halls! It freaks them out because they don’t usually have patients who can walk and talk. Sis was here, telling me about her trip to Spain.  Crap always happens when she is gone!  How’re you? I tried to be good and not bug you while you were working…
March 27 at 4:40pm
I should explain that they’ve said I don’t belong in ICU, but there aren’t any beds elsewhere. They stopped pestering me w/ all the monitors and are just tinkering w/ the right med levels to make sure no more clots.
March 27 at 10:57pm
Hey, kid. Good evening? Wicked boring here…
March 27 at 11:54pm
Bed for me. Thank you for sending healing thoughts my way – sure its helping. Sleep well, sweet man. Hope you have a sexy dream and tell me about it. 😉
March 28 at 6:20am
Good morning! I hope you have a great Monday!
Phil March 28 at 7:55am 
Morning! Hope its a great one! This one is off to a good start. Gorgeous Sunrise!
March 28 at 5:13pm
Hiya, kid. I made it home. Planning to shower and snooze! I hope you had a productive day.
March 29 at 12:32am
It’s so good to be home. Sleep well, sweet man.

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The old photo

Sunday slide
Between Phil and You
March 20 at 7:26am
Good morning! 30 now, another sunny 40s day. Hope to get caught up on housework. Have a great day!
March 21 at 12:10am
Hope you had a good evening. Bed for me. Sleep well, kid.

Monday matters
Between Phil and You
March 21 at 8:17am
Good morning! Happy Spring! Gray 37, no precip yet. Might get to the office before it hits! Yippee. Have a fine Monday!
Phil March 21 at 8:27am
Nice here. Glad the rain headed any place but here. Feel great, ready for the week! Sound of staff getting to work always gets me revved up in the morning, that and espresso. Have a great day!

March 21 at 10:09am
Glad you’re on the upswing! Sister called from Segovia, Spain! She’s a tourist while her husband’s in meetings. Off to do payroll! Whee!
Phil March 21 at 10:54am 
Cool. Have fun.

March 21 at 1:26pm
Payroll’s done! And it’s SNOWING! Big, fluffly flakes… nothing like New England’s first day of Spring. Oh, and I adore you. 🙂
March 21 at 4:01pm
Hope you had a productive day. Headed home in the snow – not sticking, thank god. H’s out tonight for a project meeting. So I’m on my own w/ the pusscats.
March 21 at 11:03pm
If I told you that you have a great body, would you hold against me? 🙂 Chemo is kicking my ass. Say something to make me forget it. Bonus points for use of the word cock. Sleep well, kid.
Phil March 21 at 11:13pm
Perhaps if you were bent over the kitchen sink with a hard cock pounding that pussy, you would feel better.
Phil March 21 at 11:27pm
Then lubricate that tight ass with saliva slipping a finger inside before taking that ass with my cock, fucking your ass till I flood it with cum.

Phil March 22 at 7:58am
Good morning. Hope you are feeling better. Rainy here but warmer,  wearing shorts which is cool

March 22 at 5:25pm
Hey, kid. Thanks for the distraction. Perfect. Wow. wow. wow.

March 24 at 12:00pm
Remember this guy? [He sent a photo of himself at age 16]

March 24 at 2:35pm
Yes. Vividly. *sigh*
Philip…Thanks for springing that on me in the middle of work day! If I did that, you’d smack me for sure!
What happened with your other FB acct? I wanted to compare this photo with one of your son…he looks a lot like you!
Just when I think I can’t possibly ache any worse for you, you send me to look at that. And I want you more than ever before. Ooof. It unlocked a bunch of memories. And set me on fire! I loved that boy so frickin’ much! He was so sweet. And HOT! with his laugh, his arms around me, his lips on me, and his long fingers inside me. And that cross necklace… damn it. It half rips my heart out and half makes me burn for you.
You can’t have expected this…and I shouldn’t admit it. But that photo makes me want to move heaven and earth to be with you. I know there are very good reasons we haven’t done that, but looking at the photo I forget why. Would we be a good team every day? Would the comfort and the magic carry over? Would we kill each other the first week? Or get bored? Or chase each other around the kitchen and fuck over the sink every day and twice on Sundays?! 

I don’t want to wonder about all that together forever stuff… dangerous territory. For all I know, you don’t want that and isn’t even fair to ask. I’m just an old girlfriend you have some fun with.

I know… I know… Such a fuss over one old photo. But holy cow… it couldn’t be more perfect in terms of what I remember. And the way you are looking out at me… yikes.
Never mind all this. Thanks for the photo! Pat me on the head and I’ll go back to work.


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Remembering his dad Part 2


Tuesday, March 15
[East coast time – Philip in our home town]
8:33 pm TEXT Phil: Like father, like daughter [photo of his smiling brother and niece (with Sally in the background)]
Tuesday times
Between Phil and You
March 15 at 8:38am
Good morning, Philip! Sunny here, hope you’re seeing the same.
March 15 at 10:59am
Did you see your dad’s obituary? Very well done. Comments are pouring in. I probably shouldn’t comment there, but know that my prayers are with your mother, and the entire family. As people said to us – I didn’t know him, but he certainly produced amazing children. May he rest in peace.
11:08 pm TEXT Thanks for the photo!  Glad to know you made it, and see your brother smiling.

March 16 at 12:48am
Headed to bed. Hope you sleep well, kid.

Wednesday waters
Between Phil and You
March 16 at 7:58am
Good morning! Gray, rain soon. Hope today is not too tough. I found “thank you” was good to say to almost everything people said to me in condolence. Hugs.
March 16 at 2:23pm
Thinking of you.. hoping it’s going okay.
March 16 at 7:41pm
Home eating Greek food – avegolemono soup, taramosalata (that pink dip) and gyros. Hope you’re getting a good dinner and having a chance to relax.
March 16 at 10:24pm
Been musing about our eventful lives… comes back to “Don’t wait for the storm to pass, learn to dance in the rain.” Feels like I can dance easily, because you helped me hear the music again and showed me the steps. Sappy, I know. But true. Thanks, kid. Sleep well.

Phil March 16 at 10:40pm 
Nite girl
Thursday Green
Between Phil and You
March 17 at 8:00am
Top o’the morning ye! I’m off to MGH to spend St Patty’s Day doing chemo #4 w/ a pal. Hope you have a good day.
March 17 at 6:01pm
Done with chemo. Got to eat a cherry popcicle, thought of you. 😉
Phil  March 17 at 6:15pm
Excellent! Should have been a cherry creamsicle. 🙂

Phil March 17 at 6:16pm
Having a great time with the family. Been a great celebration of life. Tears and laughter but all good. Funeral is tomorrow.
March 17 at 6:38pm
So good to know it’s going well. Phew. Home now. Very little brain. Just enough to think of doing things to your body I shouldn’t mention! 🙂
March 17 at 9:39pm
Plotting lobster tomorrow to celebrate making it half way thru chemo. And chowder. So wish you could enjoy it with me… ah, well. Someday. Can’t keep my eyes open. Sleep well, kid.
Phil March 18 at 6:49pm 
Service went well. Dad would have been pleased. Headed back to the midwest, 3 hrs in about 10 to go.

Friday findings
Between Phil and You
March 18 at 5:48am
Good morning! 48, headed to 70! Woot! No work for me. Quiet day then event this evening.
March 18 at 5:54am
I’ll be thinking of you and your family this morning, praying it is a meaningful service and helps give you peace.
March 18 at 6:47pm
Off to the event! Hope you’re doing okay.
March 18 at 10:06pm
Good event, made a little money! Good crowd, laughed, cried. Off to Rudy’s the tequila bar. Hope the road is smooth. Look at the moon with me.
10:37 pm TEXT Fish tacos first ever! [photo of fish tacos]

March 19 at 12:44am
Ate my first fish tacos! Yum. The mix of hot fish and cool toppings… divine. Thanks for the tip toward a great meal! Where are you now?
Saturday shots
Between Phil and You
March 19 at 9:21am
Good morning! 45, stuck there all day. Off to MGH for my bone marrow booster shot! Hope you have a good day.
March 19 at 1:20pm
Productive morning – easy trip to MGH, deposits to the bank, pharmacy pick-up… home getting stuff done. Hope you made it easily.
Phil March 19 at 1:25pm
Easy trip. Relaxing in the office. Got home about six, collapsed. Gonna get a workout in and then do some house work.

March 19 at 11:01pm
Bed for me. Sleep well, kid.