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Built Just Right


Tuesday, January 17

2:16pm
Hey there!  Crazy day of prepping for a conference!  Hope you’re having fun in the sun. 
8:40pm  Phil
Oysters and beer. Good day in class. Had sushi for dinner. This is lovely
8:46pm
Oooh… yum.
Learning stuff?
Getting the peace and quiet you craved?

9:12pm  Phil

Loving it. Sipping root beer and vegging. Hope you had a great day
9:15pm
Office was nuts!  Took Hubby to the cardiologist… always fun.  NOT.  Nothing scary, just ordered more tests.  Actually cooked supper.  (Don’t faint)  Then wandered out to the UPS store to pick up new (refurbished) phones.  Hope FB will work on those! 
9:55pm  Phil
Cooked?
10:35pm
Yes indeed.  Baked stuffed chicken with wild rice stuffing, mashed potatoes, sugar snap peas and gravy. 

Want me to heat you up?
11:06pm
Evening
11:06pm  Phil
hiya
11:06pm  Phil
Hope it was a good one
11:07pm
Playing with new phone
11:07pm  Phil
What did you get?
11:08pm
same Samsung Galaxy S, only 4G
11:08pm  Phil
Ahhhhhhhh, faster
11:08pm
the rep did a swap, so it only cost $5
11:09pm  Phil
That’s cool. Nice when it works like that
11:10pm
basically used the warranty/insurance thing
11:10pm  Phil
Nice
11:12pm
warm there?
11:12pm  Phil
In the 70s today. Nice
No need for blankets or jammies here
11:16pm
tease
you in quarters?
11:17pm  Phil
Yes, very nice here
11:23pm  Phil
One of the best here
11:23pm
Best?
11:23pm  Phil
Huge room with a big porch
11:26pm  
Mmmm…
11:27pm  Phil
No complaints
11:45pm  Phil
Figure that thing out yet?
11:45pm
pretty similar but FAST
11:46pm  Phil
Good, supposed to be
11:48pm
As long as FB works, I’ll be happy!
11:50pm  Phil
Works great on my phone
11:53pm
What kind do you have?
11:54pm  Phil
Sanding epic
Samsung
Great camera and video, fast, battery sucks
11:55pm
Yeah… my battery had the life of a gnat.
I tried a bunch of tricks and it got slightly better.
11:55pm  Phil
Uh huh
Sucks
12:01am  Phil
Bed time for me Sass. I’m pooped
12:01am
I bet.  Thanks for chatting… so nice to be with you for awhile…
Hope I didn’t mess with your quiet time too much…
12:02am  Phil
You were quiet, you ok?
12:02am
Just tired..
12:03am  Phil
Me too.
12:04am
And not sure… if you wanted me to talk…
Didn’t want to be a pest.
12:05am  Phil
You are never a pest
12:05am
Phew.  Thank you for saying that..
You are so sweet to me!
12:06am  Phil
My pleasure

12:07am
I just get overwhelmed sometimes… at how lucky I am to know you. 
Was thinking about the first time I saw your body.
12:08am  Phil
Thank you, I’m blushing
12:08am
And I thought… wow… how did I get to look at that gorgeous man?
12:08am  Phil
When was that? You could have seen it at 17
12:09am
And then it occurred me that I was going to get TOUCH that man…
12:09am  Phil
Spread out on this big bed
12:10am
and that he was going to touch me.
It still boggles my mind…
and… um… affects my body.
12:11am  Phil
I touched you long ago. Felt and tasted your tits, felt and tasted your pussy, ran my hands and fingers over your ass
I’m glad
Hope I encourage you to finger that wet pussy. You have certainly provided many orgasms for me
12:14am
The memories are so strong…
so hot
12:15am  Phil
Ummm
12:15am [he texted me a photo of his cock]

Oh my…
new phone definitely works!
12:15am  Phil
You have a wonderful mouth. Love being in the back of your throat
12:16am
Mmmm…
I was never into it before… did it but just to please someone else.  But you?  I long for it…
12:18am  Phil
So hot fucking your mouth

12:19am
so hot tasting you… feeling you hot and hard… stroking you…
12:19am  Phil
I love it
Stroking me myself
12:19am
I feel like I still have a lot to learn…
a lot to try with you…
12:21am  Phil
Use that new phone. Shove your fingers inside and show me. Help me cum
12:21am
Arrrgh… I can’t… Hubby is hovering…
I’m so sorry.
12:21am  Phil
That’s ok,
No worries, I have an excellent imagination

12:23am
I so want to blow on the tip… then run my tongue along the shaft
12:24am  Phil
Hope he does not notice the cock on your phone
12:24am
hee
12:24am  Phil
Lots of pre cum
12:24am
I could use it for lip gloss…
12:25am  Phil
Dripping down my shaft
Using it for lube
12:25am  
Oh, I want to taste that…
then take you between my tits
12:27am  Phil
I just did, sweet
12:27am
stroke your balls…
12:28am  Phil
Would love to fuck your tits and cum between them, on your face
12:28am
oh yes…
12:29am  Phil
Cum on your lips, chin
12:29am
I want to watch you spurt…
12:30am  Phil
Ummmm
Would love that
12:30am
rub it into my skin…
12:31am  Phil
Using my cock to rub it in
12:31am
smell it, taste it, feel it..
hear you moan…
mmmm… i replay that moment so often…
12:32am  Phil
Love the smell
12:32am
when you let me hear how it felt…
when you were so deep inside my throat
12:34am  Phil
Felt fabulous
Feels so good to cum
12:36am
yes… I never really understood it until you showed me
tell me I will see you again… will feel you inside me.
I want your tongue..
12:38am  Phil
I’ll be there again
12:39am
I want your fingers…
12:39am  Phil
Ummmmm
12:39am
I want you to find that spot and make me explode…
I think somehow you are built just right… hit it like no one ever has
12:40am  Phil
Well cool!
12:41am
I want to hear you chuckle…
And feed you something good
And then fuck me…
Damn…
12:42am  Phil
I have to get some sleep girl.  
Lobster.
12:43am
Thanks for staying up just a little later…
I have to be at work early… big conference
but I will sleep much better now!
12:44am  Phil
Nite Sass.
12:44am
Good night kid


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150+ Positions

Monday, January 16

9:08am
Good morning! 12 here.  Off to a project meeting!  Have a great MLK Day!
10:32am  Phil
65 and sunny here. Great to be away
12:33am
Hiya kid.  Looks like you’re having a grand time.  Just to rub it in, we have snow!  



12:35am
Here’s a fun web site with animated gifs of 150+ positions… oddly sexy.  I was intrigued by quite a few, including Deep Impact, Cross and the name Pirate’s Bounty!  Hee! http://www.sexinfo101.com/sexualpositions.shtml

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Skpe me maybe?

Saturday, January 14
2:46 pm
Hiya, Philip. Just had dim sum w/ friends in from NYC. Yum! Off to Mom’s. Hope your rocking this Saturday!
3:06 pm Phil
I am cooking! Making barbecue for tomorrow. Just finished my workout and gonna settle in to watch football!
5:16 pm
Waiting for pizza to take home. Thinking of what you might do with me if I was there….
6:00 pm
Home… full of zucchini sticks! Not going to interrupt your peace and quiet, no sir, not me…
7:42 pm Phil
Girls are all next door watching movies. Just me and the game. I love it!
7:49 pm
Oh, how lovely. Now wait for a commercial and put your cock in my mouth.
8:02 pm Phil
LOL
8:13 pm
Ha ha ha… quit messing around and let me suck on you.
8:39 pm Phil
Be nice to have a hot mouth on my cock.
8:48 pm
Lean back and I’m there. Blowing on the tip… kiss it softly, slip my hand under you to stroke and gently squeeze your balls while I lick down the length of you. Then circle you with my other hand… pull up while I press you deep into my hot, wet mouth… and suck.
8:56 pm Phil
Ummm, you are going to get a mouthful of cum if you keep that up
9:01 pm
I’m going to keep sucking you… you start to soar… press a finger inside me to get it nice and slick (because you make me so wet) then press it inside your sexy ass… twirling in and out while you move in and out of my mouth.

Looking up into your eyes… when you can’t watch, your head goes back and you moan? I’m going to stop.  and wait.  listen to your ragged breath.
9:05pm  Phil
I love that. Love to be so close over and over till I’m begging to cum. My breath would indeed be ragged.
9:29pm
then I’ll use my magic thumbs… pulling up with both hands while my thumbs rub the sensitive spot… and lick the top, press my tongue into the slot… your hips popping up, pressing you deeper into my throat.  Faster… faster…
then I’ll leave you sitting there… panting… while I go get you beer.
9:38pm  Phil
Oh fuck yeah, fuck my ass while you suck. Maybe you can help me get off on my trip.
9:56pm
Hmmm… would it be too weird to warm up the lip of an empty beer bottle and press it into you?  I wonder if that would feel good sliding in and out?  Sort of like a strap-on…
10:25pm  Phil
Don’t know. Willing to try. Might be fun. About the right size.
10:31pm
It would be my pleasure to assist you while you are down South. 
10:38pm  Phil
Got a web cam, might be fun
10:48pm
Never done that.  Would need… instructions on what to do.
10:57pm
You’d tell me what you want to see?
Google chat has a nice audio/video feature…
10:58pm  Phil
Absolutely. I have a cam too. Will do what you ask
Much more fun when you can see
11:09pm
I dunno… I think I look better in your imagination…
Have you tried the cam with a lovely lady before?
11:11pm  Phil
That’s fine too. I have. Very hot.
Key is for it too be relaxed and fun.
11:13pm
You can teach me… tell me what you like… give an example now?

11:20pm
What is a hot thing to do?
11:20pm  Phil
Exciting to watch you get off. Hear you moan, watch your pussy get wet, fingers get wet. Taste a finger, touch your ass hole, wet, slippery, sounds of wet fingers in wet folds
My hand sliding over my cock, holding my balls, rubbing my hole, doing anything you ask, tasting my cum
11:25pm
mmmm.. that sounds divine.
If I can get over my… shyness.
damn… I want to touch you soooo bad.


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Wacky wedding vows

Friday, January 13
7:32 am 
Saw a line in a blog and thought of you… “…if I was going to write a blog about Big Things Girls Can Do That Guys Like – well, that would just be a really short read with just three points including, and I quote Dave Chappelle here (so blame him, not me) “feed me, fuck me, and let me have some peace and quiet…” 🙂
7:44 am Phil
Space is a big thing. Let me go wander around Home Depot and Sports Authority. Let me wander through Barnes and Noble. 

Feed me, take the time to learn what I like. Try a new recipe. Surprise me. Buy a 12 pack of my favorite beer and Surprise me. 

Fuck me seems obvious but not so much. Be open to new things, learn what I like, what I want. Not so hard but takes a little effort. 

About 8 inches [of snow]. Kind of cool and about time. Time with the Bigwig was fun. Enjoyed it. Enjoy the day.
8:39 am
Good morning! 41 rain… yuck. Can’t get new FB app to work on my phone. ARGH. Oh, how I long to do things for you, with you. Aren’t I good at finding things you like?  I see Hubby for 10 min. each morning and night, in the car, to/from work. Sometimes a dinner. Would like a little more, but I do know how to give a man his space! I want a man I can be closer to but still be my own person. Have a fabulous Friday!
11:28 am
In a wacky way – good wedding vows- “I promise to love, honor and amuse him… feed him, buy him beer, fuck him, surprise him, and let him have some peace and quiet, in sickness and in health, so long as we both way live, with the help of God.” Heh. Might have to tone down that one word…
Oh, why am I trying to convince you?! Geez. I’m not a good salesperson! I should ask what you’d do for me! But that’s not the way I think, and I’ve seen how wonderful you are to me already. You’ve seen my best and worst – how I make life interesting from far away, keep finding new ideas, only pester you a bit, take care of myself and stay out of your way, care about your family, don’t buy or collect things. I’m upbeat even w/cancer, death and a sad home life! I’ve only changed for the better in 40 yrs, and with the right guy? Wow… the smiles? Endless…
9:42 pm
Hiya kid! Hope your weekend is off to grand start. Any big plans for the long weekend?




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What cracker?

Thursday, January 12
5:05 am
Rain coming our way… bleh. I will be thinking of you and the big cheese. You’re going to rock it… and then it will be over! Have a great day!
6:52 am
Phil: Thank you. hope so. This is the big cheese. The entire wheel. Everybody sweating the load. Dinner will be fun, much more relaxed.

10:32 am

This. 


3:15 pm
Thinking of you… hoping the worst is over.
11:40 pm
Phil: Was a good day. Still snowing. Hope you had a good one.
11:42 pm
Very quiet. Crazy rain here but done.
Big cheese like the tour?
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Big doings

Week 22
Wednesday, January 11
1:41pm
Hiya! Another quiet day here… trying to get ahead on next week’s conference.  Hope you’re having a great Wednesday and ready for the bigwigs. 
10:13pm  Phil
Gonna snow tonight. Big Bigwig coming in. Big doings. Be glad when this one is done.
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Hang on


Tuesday, January 10
8:55am

2:55pm
Hiya!  Lovely 46 degrees.  Busy day – staff meeting, prep for a big conference next week… hope your Tuesday is terrific!
5:33pm  Phil
Fabulous day here too. In the 50s! Just stunning.  Can’t wait for my trip! Be there Tuesday for half price sushi and 2 dollar beers.  I love the place. Great spot to read a book, relax and enjoy some awesome food! 

I will get to your last post when i have time.  Been through so much the past three years. Not all good, not all bad. Saw my entire life unravel, everything I believed fall apart and then slowly tried to put all the pieces together again. My kids are healing. They were the unintended consequences. when I have time to really sit down, I’ll lay this out, what I think, have thought, have been through and how I got here. 

Hope your day has been a good one. Looking forward to a scotch and a cigar by myself in the warmth. I am aching for some time to be by myself, with my thoughts, a good book, a great scotch and quiet. It will be tremendously rejuvenating and I’ll be learning to boot!
9:30pm
Yay for trips!  I’m so relieved you can get away.  I look forward to any history or insights you can share.  Sorry if dredging it up sucks, but I could use your expert counsel.  Quiet evening, enjoyed food delivered from a new Indian place.  Reading a new sexy blog… amazing how many there are! 



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New paths

Monday, January 9
8:33am  Phil
Had a relaxing weekend. Great football games yesterday.  I have a busy week. Bigwig coming to visit.  Always a stress filled event.  Monday I am off on my trip. My back is sore this morning. Think it’s the way I slept. Had dogs all over me and never did get comfortable. Really stiff, hoping it works out as I move around. Looking forward to a chance to get away for a few days. I need a break from the princess. I get testy at times because I do everything. Did all the cooking yesterday, made stuffed jalapenos, carolina barbecue that came out nice, and fresh guacamole. I felt some one else could do the dishes. Not one word about the food, just bitching cause I did not also do the dishes.  I have emptied and moved 30 or more boxes, cleared three rooms, all by myself. Drives me crazy. Every time I see the queen on her perch on the couch, I want to strangle her. No job, does not cook, does not clean, contributes nothing but bad attitude. Sorry, just pissy today, ready to go away for a few days. Only alone time I ever get and I cherish it when I get it. Hope you are having a good day. Sorry to burden you with my crap. Everyone has their share.
11:52am
Good morning!  First off, a big hug.  Ok, maybe a kiss, too.  With some tongue. 
Don’t ever hesitate to share burdens!  I’m happy to help you carry them. What else can I do?  Tell me.  [At least you weren’t trying to drive w/ tears streaming down your face because your spouse refused to attend and then threatened to kill himself while you were racing out the door to a family event, so the entire family had to know my problems. *sigh Don’t know why it got to me yesterday. Maybe because he was better recently and this ended my hope… ah, well.] I read over old messages from you and that brightened my evening!
Finally – Focus on warmth, good food and time on your own coming soon! And fantasize about a wench who’ll wash dishes with you and then make good use of the kitchen cabinet to make you cum buckets inside her. Have a great Monday!
2:14pm  Phil
Clearly, we all have our burdens to bear. Good to hear of others issues and be reminded that my little issues are exactly that. I just have real issues with lazy people. When you can’t say you accomplished anything other than get out of bed, do laundry and feed the dogs, I just do a slow burn. I have a hard time sitting still for an hour let alone wasting weeks and weeks.  Ah well. Hope your day is going well.
3:58pm
Hey, there.  How about a new project?! 
So…spouses…our lives – what are we going to do?  Can we do anything? 
I’m going to stick my neck out and share the questions I am asking myself.  Will you listen?  Give me advice? 
Do I want the same crap for the rest of my life?  Does it feel comfortable and I know how to deal with it, so that makes it okay?  Is there enough good here to stay married?  If I stay, are there ways to make it better?
Would different [either on my own or with someone else] be better? Is there anyone who would share my life? What facts should I gather to help me decide? Can I break the marital promises? Do I deserve better? What would all this cost?
I feel like if I can decide on a direction, it would be easy to get there, with a few bumps in the transition. And if I knew better days were coming, I could stand this easier.
I know you can’t make any moves now, but when you think about leaving, where are you going? Who is going with you? Maybe making plans can occupy your mind and help you focus on better days ahead? Or is that all just too much to think about now?
I’d be glad to run thru possibilities with you, whether they include me or not. Because I want you to be happier. And maybe as you plan it can give me strength to plan… I don’t know the answers but it sure seems like there has to be a better way. A bit of fact-finding might give us both choices, whether we make them or not.
I am trying to think of various scenarios to see how they make me feel. Do any of these sound good for me or/and you?
A. Stay the same.
Devil I know etc. Try to make changes. What changes? No sex. Very little help with chores. Emotional turmoil.
B. Stay here, separate.
Alone seems scary. Still no sex. No help. Less turmoil.
C. Move near Philip.
New job. Give him space. See him sometimes. Would he want this? That feels better, but moving.. new job.. alone sometimes. Some sex, some help around the house maybe. Travel together? hmmm. Away from my family, friends. Like his friends? Old age?
D. Move. Live with Philip.
Would you? New job. Lots of sex. Partner for house chores, travel, costs. Seems great, but I don’t know whether you’d consider it, and how we’d do together. What about your children and family? My family would welcome you. Be there for old age.
E. Philip moves to live with me or near me.
Would you? Condo? New place?
Close to my family, closer to yours, but you hate the cold. I don’t move, stable job, project continues etc. Could you work up here? Lots of sex, partner around the house, old age together.
Are any of these feasible? Can you “try these on” and tell me what you want, feel so I can plan? Are there other options I am not considering? Other questions you want answered? Facts that would help? For you? For me? Help!
We don’t have to decide today, or tomorrow but I don’t want us to look back and wonder why we didn’t talk, try…
Yikes, that is a lot. Sorry to drop all this on you… but… maybe… just maybe, there is more joy out there for both of us if we can be brave and honest and.. I love you.
Geez… I need a hug. and a kiss… and maybe more!
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Fru Fru French

Sunday January 8
3:58pm
Hiya kid.  Hand me some bbq, eh? Another pretty day here 43.   Had a fru fru French brunch with the family for sis’s birthday.  Eh… not my scene!  

Special omelette with fall vegetables, carmelized onions and cheeses, with home fries and salad 
@ AKA Bistro, Lincoln

Spicy Rock Shrimp Tempura  

 Poached egg baked into homemade brioche with bacon and salad

Truffle scrambled egg 

Brussels Sprouts 

A lovely teapot  

Poached egg on tart with lobster and lemon basil Hollandaise sauce


4:21pm
Helping mom with email, then off to monthly project meeting and dinner.  Have fun football!  Think of me on my knees… sucking.

9:21pm
You still watching football?  Had a good day?  Project meeting rolled along and then had a lovely dinner out with 7 others.  Finally home and thinking of you.  Wishing… well, you know.