A hug maybe

Tuesday February 14 Valentine’s Day

8:30am
Good morning! 33 sun and a happy Valentine’s Day to you!
10:04am
Hubby and I celebrated last night w/ a stroll around Whole Foods picking up treats for a living room picnic.  We watched the BBC’s “Sherlock” – the “Scandal in Belgravia” as romantic as Holmes gets. He even sat next to me on the couch.  Not touching me.  After being an asshat all day, he managed to be nice for 3 whole hours!  Of course, it made me wonder why, if he knows how to be nice, he isn’t most of the time.  *sigh 
12:46pm
Good news! Online pal in town for business asked me out to dinner tonight! (So I might actually get a hug.)  

But you know who I’d be with if I had a choice – there’s nothing like an old flame!  Thinking about what would happen if he was in town is keeping me warm and wet today.
12:56pm Phil
Happy Valentines Day. Enjoy dinner. Sounds like fun. Waiting to jump on a plane
1:00pm
Safe travels! Close your eyes for a few moments and remember… just make sure you have a magazine on your lap. 🙂

1:05pm Phil
Ha ha.  love it!
1:08pm
Making you smile makes me happy.  Making you hard makes my day!  But helping you cum… well… that is the best!
1:14pm
Oh, that was probably too graphic for lunch time.  Sorry… but you… you get me so… you know.
3:17pm Phil
I know
3:18pm

🙂

Clean teeth


Monday February 13
7:15am Phil
Good morning. Listening is important. Most people just need to tell someone. They are lucky to have you. Hope it’s a good day.
8:45am
Good morning! 22 sun, off to dentist cleaning. Yippee.  Have a marvelous Monday!



Listening


Sunday February 12
10:27am
Good morning! 18 brrr.  Busy day of project meetings.  Hope your Sunday sails!
6:45pm Phil
How you doing? long week. Went out last night.  had some great food, sang karaoke. Went sightseeing today and now waiting for the Grammies.
10:04pm
Doing great!  Met w/my project staff for our next thing, in awe of all their doing! whee!  Then the monthly meeting – so many good ideas for new events.  Strange evening… pleas from 3 friends for help in their relationships… much emotion.  Hard to know what to say… listening it probably most important.  *sigh  Miss you. 



Fine


Friday February 10
8:46am
Good morning! TGIF! 35 now, 50 later! Yay! Then snow tomorrow.  Boo.  Rockin my way to work.  Have a fine Friday!
2:49pm
Another quiet afternoon at work.  You plugging along?  Do you get to relax over the weekend? 

Good news

Thursday February 9
8:16am
Good morning! 30 and still smiling.  MGH again for 6 mos checkup w/ oncologist.  Whee!

 Boston’s Beacon Hill on a sunny winter day
 Shadow Self-portrait 
Boston’s Back Bay and Charles River
6:16pm
Good news! Got the all clear from MGH.  Yay!  So relieved.  Don’t go back until August.  You surviving okay? 
11:00pm Phil
Awesome!  Another long draining day.  This is hard work. I have not left my room but that’s ok.  Got wine and snacks so all good
11:27pm
Hiya kid. 
Thanks for checking in.  Been thinking of you, hoping it’s going okay.  Hope you can rest soon.



Therapy fail


Wednesday February 8
5:12am
Good morning!  Chilly 24 now.  Have a wonderful Wednesday!
5:04pm
Hiya.  Hope you’re doing ok.  Just had my first ever therapy session…supposed to debrief post-cancer.  Bleh.  Not my thing!  She offered canned programs like “six week weight loss module” or “eight week grief module.”  Not what I wanted.  I need someone to help me figure out why I am alive… and what to do with the rest of my life!  Any ideas? 

Blog Debacle

Tuesday February 7

8:11 am
Good morning! 35 sun and a smile a mile wide. Have a super Tuesday!
10:00 pm
Long day?
10:34 pm Phil
oh my god. understatement. exhausted. first day is always worst
10:34pm
but good?
10:48pm Phil
good to see old friends, brutal work and hard. Life changing decisions. It’s just hard, don’t want to screw it up.  So important to get it right. Think we took 40 minutes worth of breaks. Quit at 7. Grabbed a beer at the pub and going to get some extra sleep and maybe sneak in a workout in the morning.
10:54pm
Ugh… one of my favorite bloggers just yanked his blog.  Hate it when that happens without any warning.
11:15pm
Rest then… I hope tomorrow is easier.


Ass Crack Cum Call

Monday February 6

7:20am
Good morning! 28 sun, headed to 50 -wacky continues.  Heading to MGH for a cat scan, follow-up to blood clots adventure last year.  Yippee.  Safe travels!
7:49am Phil
Food was awesome, huge mix of stuff.  I just like to experiment and play.  It’s great fun especially when it comes out.  Good luck at the Drs. I am off South. Looking forward to these meetings.  Always an interesting experience to say the least.
8:31am
Made it easily, sitting waiting again, thinking how far I’ve come this year.  Whee!  Would rather think of kissing you… Xxoo
9:11am
All done.  Ugh forgot how much I despise this crap.  Ah, well.  Off to work!  Have a great Monday!  I love you!

Boston’s Beacon Hill 
5:45pm
Hiya kid.  Didya get where you were going? 
9:28pm Phil
I did. Been out for barbecue, done my reading, worked out and now relaxing and watching tv with a nice glass of wine
9:29pm
lovely!
red or white?
Let me rub your feet.
9:42pm Phil
red
9:42pm
Ah of course
9:45pm Phil
good for the heart
9:47pm
mmmm… true… gonna need a strong one for… certain activities
9:52pm Phil
running etc.
10:18pm

yup 🙂

10:18pm
hee
10:54pm
warmer down there?
done with TV?
11:20pm Phil
in the 50s here.  Not bad at all
11:26pm Phil
done with TV
11:28pm
Yay!
11:32pm Phil
Yay?
11:36pm
Maybe you’d have time to talk…
11:37pm Phil
sure
11:37pm
or… not talk.
but… touch.
11:38pm Phil
sitting in a chair naked, that ok?
11:38pm Phil
mmmm… fabulous!
11:39pm Phil
it is
11:39pm
imagining…
11:40pm Phil
slick pre cum running down the sides of my cock
11:41pm
Oh, man…
11:42pm Phil
feels so good rubbing it round
ummmm, yeah
11:47 pm
want your hands on me..
11:48 pm Phil
where? pussy, ass tits
11:48 pm 
yes
11:49 pm Phil
like to be rubbing this pre cum over your ass
slippery, sliding up and down,
hard slippery cock, between your cheeks, pressing, sliding
inside your pussy, now wetter, back between your ass,
11:52 pm
Mmmm
11:52 pm Phil
spankin that ass, slipping into your pussy, long hard strokes until you start to quake
like to think your pussy is as wet as my cock is hard
11:52 pm      
man, you are so good… I am already dripping
11:53 pm Phil
rub it for me, rub that wet pussy
rub your clit as my cock thrusts in and out, feel hat hard cock inside you
11:54 pm
omg, Philip…
11:55 pm Phil
get off Sass, get off, make that pussy gush
11:55 pm
you’re the only one… the one who can
11:55 pm Phil
take my cock, deep and hard, tell me you want to feel it pounding in and out of you
11:56 pm
I want it SO BAD… SO DEEP
I want you… all of you… buried deep inside me. Where it’s hot and wet…
11:57 pm Phil
hard deep strokes, all the way out and then all the way in
Where do want my cum, in your pussy, in your mouth or in your ass? I’d take
any one
so hard, dripping, not gonna last long and it’s gonna be a big load
11:58 pm
I want you to drip it down the crack of my ass…
11:59 pm Phil
ummm, I like that
11:59 pm
so that you can watch it stream down across my ass and inside me
white hot cum
11:59 pm Phil
sexy and hot
11:59 pm
pooling on my ass, dripping into my pussy
sticky and sweet…
12:00 am Phil
ooooh, oh yeah
it is sweet, just tasted it
feel it splash onto your ass, hard spurts, hot and wet, now dripping over your ass hole, down into your pussy
damn I need to cum
12:02 am
yes… yes YES
12:02 am Phil
stroking harder, faster
standing over you, gonna shoot it onto your lips, into your mouth
12:03 am
mmmm… so good
12:03 am Phil
gonna cum
12:04 am      
do it
give it all to me
12:04 am Phil
bury your fingers in your pussy, let me watch
12:04 am      
rubbing…hear that sound
12:04 am Phil
oh yes
Fingers
lick your fingers, want to watch, want to hear
12:05 am      
I wonder if the phone would pick it up…slurping.
12:06 am Phil
where are you?
naked, pants off, open?
12:06am
in bed
12:06am Phil
cool
12:06am
took everything off for you
12:07am
awesome
12:07am
about to break in half
12:08am Phil
I fucked the hell out of you right there, my cock pumping cum deep into your hot pussy
in that bed
you on your knees
12:08am
are you… is it too late
12:09am Phil
taking it hard
still stroking
12:09am
call?
don’t have to… just…
mmmm
damn
12:10am Phil
hang on
call my room
12:13am
hey
[I called him, went in to my room, closed the door, and lay down on the bed.  He started right in with some very sexy talk.  We spent 7 minutes moaning and talking to each other.  Then he came and said he had to get to sleep… I lay there for a while, reliving it in my mind.  Then I went back out to my computer!  I stayed up another couple of hours… I was so wired!]