Monthly Archives: September 2012

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Visit #3 Final moments

Thursday, Sept. 15
I cuddled up to Philip as the alarm went off and tried to interest him in more, but he jumped right up and got ready to go. He made it clear that he has a very busy day, won’t be back to the room for more than 15 minutes about 5 pm to pack his stuff and change, may not come back after dinner etc. etc. but that I was welcome to stay until noon tomorrow if I wanted, the room is paid for.  I told him I’d go on home today.  So I kissed him good-bye as he left.  

I whispered, “I love you,” and he hugged me tightly but didn’t say anything.  So I still have never heard him say it, even though he types it now and then online.  Ah, well.  

I thanked him for a lovely visit, said I hope I wasn’t too much of a bother and he said “No bother at all.  It was great to have you here. And I’ll be back, you can be sure.  We’ll go try out those great places you found.”  He kissed me once more and was gone. 

I screwed up and started crying before he had the door shut, so he came back in and asked, “What’s this about?” sounding really puzzled.  I tried to keep him from seeing my face and said, “I’ll be okay, you go on.”  He squeezed my shoulder and commanded, “Talk!” and put his arms around me from behind.  

I explained, “You forget that I don’t get to do any of this when you’re gone, so it makes me very sad when you leave,” touching his arms, and he sighed.  “But I am so happy I got to, for a little while…”  He turned me around, wiped the tears off my cheeks, gave me a deep kiss and walked away.  I walked over to the window and stood staring at the countryside for awhile.  
So I will go back to my life.  My job, my projects, my husband… *sigh*  And know that even if I was with Philip all the time, it would be like this.  He’d be doing his thing.  I wonder if sleeping with him and doing stuff now and then would be enough.  It feels like it would be, but it doesn’t matter… not going to happen.  
I packed everything so I can go as soon as I feel like it.  I pinged Hubby, made sure he was awake and ready to let in our cleaners.  He was very glad to hear I was coming home.  I will do a little work email then see how I feel.  I thought I might drive around and have lunch, but it’s cloudy and I am blue, so I’ll just head home.  

The lesson here is that two nights are enough.  Will try to remember that.  That’s about as long as I can pull focus away from his work.  But I have to leave space to do things like going to Bristol, use the time away from home to do fun things on my own. 
So there you have it.  My annual idyll is over.  *sigh*  I am taking my memories and heading home.  

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Visit #3 Out and about

Wednesday, September 14
I had set my alarm for 6:30 am.  I woke up from a weird dream where I got a new job that was completely beneath me, and when I went back to my office they had hired someone without a high school education to do my job, and I had forgotten to take all my personal stuff home.  Weird. 
I asked Philip about his plans for the day.  He told me his schedule, said this is fun stuff with good people.  He told me several stories about the changes in his office and how things are getting better, but it’s very draining.  

He said he’d be back a little after 5 pm to change clothes, then heading out for supper with his co-workers.  He hoped to be back by 9 pm.  I asked if it was okay for me to stay, that I didn’t want to wear out my welcome.  He said he would love to have me stay, that I was a very easy room mate.  He gave me a long kiss and squeezed my ass as he left.  

I worked on my computer, catching up on work emails. I sent him a football joke via FB (“get the quarter back!”) at 9 am.

Wednesday, September 14
9:00am
Football funny – A guy took his girlfriend to her first football game. After the game, he asked her how she liked it. “Oh, I really liked it,” she replied, “especially the tight pants and the big muscles, but I don’t get why they were killing each other over 25 cents.” Dumbfounded, her date asked, “What do you mean?” “Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: ‘Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!’ I’m like, “hello? It’s only 25 cents!”…
At 10am, I looked at menu for his evening meal, and found the lobster pasta dish he said he’d been looking for and sent him another FB message with the info.  

10:03am
Looked at the menu – very fancy and pricy.  They have a lobster pasta > Lobster Pappardelle: Steamed lobster, fresh pasta, oyster mushrooms, spring peas, apple wood bacon, lemon-garlic-herb butter    $30
A pal pinged me to check on where I was, again astonished that I was staying yet another night. Sis called and we had a nice chat about the fun I was having and her day.

12:23pm
heading to Bristol.  Hope you’re having a great day!

I made myself go out for a drive.  I ended up in Bristol. It was stunning!! The Mount Hope high bridge into town lets you see for about 50 miles in every direction!   Islands, bays, boats, homes…gorgeous!  And then the town is so cute, all these little shops along a harbor walk.  I went to this incredible restaurant on the harbor called Quito’s… I am stunned that I had the gumption to eat alone but I did it!  And it was delicious – cheap, fast and great!  I ate a stuffed clam, clam chowder and then lobster scampi and bread.  Yum.  Philip and I texted while I sat admiring the harbor.  

12:52pm Phil 
Lobster Mac and Cheese and the scallop chowder I think. Gonna jump in the pool, grab a beer and go enjoy an evening with the boys. Been a great day, better rested today.

12:59pm Phil 
Like the joke
The weather and view was so spectacular!  All the diners were smiling at each other and saying things like “Could this day be any more perfect?!”  Heh.  I texted Philip, sent him a couple of photos.  He told me I suck.  🙂   I walked up the harbor walk and peeked into several shops and a hotel.  So New England!  I bought myself a scarf.  Everything is 20% off as the season is ending.   The owner gave me directions to a private beach in Little Compton, on the down the road from Evelyn’s. I got to see the America 3 America’s Cup boat!  I stopped at a scenic overlook and marveled at the lovely green countryside sloping down to the water.  

2:51pm  
Heading back now.  See you soon.

It’s the kind of day I wish I had everyone I know along on!  

I took a bunch of photos I think you can see here: 
Sorry to go on and on… but this is probably my joy for the year, and maybe one of the best days of my life.  I can’t believe I was brave enough to come down here, and stay down here and go out alone and see all this… it’s the post-cancer “LIVE IT UP!” me.  Hee. 
I got back to the hotel about 3:30 pm, emailed photos to people and popped them into G+.  I answered more work emails. 
Philip came in at 5 pm for about 20 minutes, oohed and aahed over the photos of my day.  He seemed really pleased that I had ventured out alone and found such special places to show him next time.  He went off to dinner with the guys.  I surfed the web then made myself go out again.  
I found an incredible little seafood deli for take-out, Anthony’s, ended up with clam cakes, clam chowder and a stuffed clam!  All for $8.95!  I took it back to the room.  



I had decided that if Philip didn’t come back by 9:30 pm, I would go home.  He appeared at 8:57 pm!  Heh.

He wanted to swim and sit in the hot tub and asked me to go with him, but warned me that half his conference mates are staying here, so to be careful.  There were a couple of people in the pool, neither of which he knew. He swam out into the night air and I went out the door to look at the sky.  I sat in a chair and chatted with him about his dinner and my dinner.  We could have been strangers.  
We came back to the room and chatted some more.  He turned on the TV to an odd comedy.  I snuggled up next to him and rubbed on him a bit, but he fell asleep.  I’m disappointed… I want to be as irresistible to him as he is to me.  
His wife called… his phone was on silent and I noticed it flashing, so I woke him to tell him.  He dashed out of the room to call her.  He thanked me when he returned, then apologized for falling asleep, said he was exhausted from the conference and having to deal with work as well.  We talked some more, and he fell asleep again.  I don’t know what I’ll do tomorrow… we’ll see. 
So I pinged Hubby online and chatted with him a bit.  He had gone out to dinner with a friend! Yay.  He said he misses me!  
Philip woke up for a bit and explained that he had to be away all day tomorrow and has a big dinner with the group tomorrow night, and may not be back until very late.  He didn’t ask me to go but it seemed like he could not promise me any time.  I would stay but I get the feeling he needs one night alone before he goes home on Friday.  I probably should just go home in the morning but I don’t want to yet, more about not going home than staying here.  But we’ll see… need to get more info out of him in the morning.  
He seems afraid to just say what he wants done.  Probably years of getting flack from his wife.  Such a bizarre way we interact but he seems to appreciate me staying in the moment.  

 I got onto my computer and began to write about our time together.  It is so comfortable being with him, listening to him, talking to him, sharing a meal… and of course, having someone to touch me and let me touch him! 

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Visit #3 Sassy Tourist


Wednesday, September 14
1:20 pm Quito’s in Bristol is stunning… Lobster scampi for $16 w/ an incredible harbor view.
1:47 pm Lobster scampi @ Quito’s
[photo of the dish]

1:56 pm Stuffed clam and the best chowder ever @ Quito’s.  Yum.

1:58 pm Phil: Well shit
1:58 pm Phil: Made the wrong call
1:59 pm Phil: I liked Evelyn’s too though but it was very over priced
2:01 pm The sunset was worth it… 🙂 🙂
2:01 pm no… I think they both have their plusses
2:02 pm view from the Bristol bridge is stunning, can see like 50 miles in all directions!
2:04 pm Quito’s is one of those places I want to bring everyone I know the next sunny day…
2:05 pm thanks for getting me here… will try to get pix.
2:07 pm Have you been on a jet ski?  Lotsa cute men out here having fun on them.
7:50 pm Anthony’s Seafood [photo of the display area]

7:51 pm Phil: Many times.  Jet skis are a blast.
7:52 pm Phil: Where the heck is that?
7:52 pm Folksy spot, wicked cheap – got cup chowder, clam cakes and spicy stuffy for $8.95!
7:53 pm Easy drive from the hotel
7:54 pm saw a thai place, a Japanese steak place… Amazing what hides on the back roads here
7:54 pm You having fun?
7:56 pm [photo] 2 lobster special $22.  Wow!  We could share two at that price!

8:14 pm [Photo] Clam cakes, spicy stuffy w/ chorizo, clam chowder – note the spoon standing straight up! $8.95 may be my best deal of the year!

8:23 pm Damn I wish you were here to taste the spicy stuffy – it’s fierce!

8:35 pm You find good cheap food, girl!  Heading back.  See you soon.

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Blog Chain Fun: Back to School

Hello Readers!

It’s time for a brief break from Phil & Sassy Saga for the fourth round of Prowling With Kat‘s Blog Chain, a fun monthly exercise in posting on the same topic with a bunch of sexy bloggers.  

Hope these Back to School days are treating you well!  In that same vein, we were asked to post about “Back to school or the one that got away/old flame.” This was tough for me, as my entire blog is about an old flame burning bright again!  But I did remember one silly boy who never asked me out…

Please go read about the seven smoking hot entries of this month’s Blog Chain!  Marvel at bloggers taking off in different directions from the same starting point!  Leave comments!   Find new blogs to read!  Enjoy! 

If you missed the last three month’s entries, pop over to the blog chain posts in 

Many thanks to Kat and Ryan from The Ashley Madison Adventures of a Regular Guy Gone Bad for their work on this project!  Be sure to read their blogs!  You’ll be glad you did.  Consider adding them and all the chain bloggers to your blog roll so you won’t miss a post.  

BLOGGERS!  Please join in with your own sexy entry next month when the topic is hot sex with the spouse!  (uh oh… I don’t know if I can remember far back enough to write about THAT?!) Kat makes hopping on the blog chain gang easy and fun.  Here’s how it works. There will be a new topic each month!  

-Sassy

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Visit #3 Football funny

Wednesday, September 14

9:00am
Football funny – A guy took his girlfriend to her first football game. After the game, he asked her how she liked it. “Oh, I really liked it,” she replied, “especially the tight pants and the big muscles, but I don’t get why they were killing each other over 25 cents.” Dumbfounded, her date asked, “What do you mean?” “Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: ‘Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!’ I’m like, “hello? It’s only 25 cents!”…

10:03am
Looked at the menu for your dinner – very fancy and pricy. They have a lobster pasta > Lobster Pappardelle: Steamed lobster, fresh pasta, oyster mushrooms, spring peas, apple wood bacon, lemon-garlic-herb butter      $30

12:23pm
heading to Bristol.  Hope you’re having a great day!

12:52pm Phil
Lobster Mac and Cheese and the scallop chowder I think. Gonna jump in the pool, grab a beer and go enjoy an evening with the boys. Been a great day, better rested today.

Philip 12:59pm 
Like the joke
2:51pm  
Heading back now.  See you soon.
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Visit #3 Sex for Dessert

September 14, 2011 (continued) 

I drove back to the hotel.  Philip went to get a drink from the bar.  I texted my husband to let him know I was staying another night. 
He put on an oldies Pandora station on his phone – Elvis, Frank Sinatra, Tom Jones, John Denver, Everly Brothers.  We cuddled, sang along and kissed for a while, then I knelt at his side, played with him with my hand and my mouth.  I worked my magic, twisting him, licking him, sucking him deep down my throat.   He moaned, squirmed and shook, then came again in my mouth!  I swallowed it all, like a good girl.  Man, I adore listening to a man react to what I am doing.  When he could speak again, he told me he could get used to that; it was amazing to do it two nights in a row when he’d never had a blow job before he found me. 

He put his cock between my tits and closed them around it.  I kissed it as he moved back and forth.  He had the most amazing smile on his face!  He put his fingers inside me, going deep, pressing up toward my navel – I was thrashing and moaning, begging him – he made me cum!   

He rolled me onto my side and worked his very hard cock inside me from behind, lifting my leg over his hip.  He could get very deep in this position.  I was kind of sore but told him to keep going.  Mmmm…. he was being a little leisurely so I decided to rev him up with some dirty talk.  I sucked on his finger and told him I wanted him to fuck me hard.  He pulled out and slapped my ass!

He rolled me onto my back and held my heels on his shoulders.  I adore feeling him fill me, slapping against me as he moves in and out.  He pulled all the way and dove back in again, over and over.  He came again… and I had one of those endless orgasms, shaking beside him long after he had finished and was cuddling me.  My insides would not stop clenching and pulsing!  He held onto me awhile, gently biting my neck and kissing my shoulder, then fell asleep.  I listened to him breathe and pondered how lucky I was. 
I got up and surfed the net, talked to my sister on IM.  I got to bed a little after midnight.

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Visit #3 Lobster dinner

Tuesday, September 13, 2011 (continued) 

We took off for dinner at Evelyn’s Drive-in.  We chose it because Guy Fieri from the “Diners, Drive-Ins and Dives” show on the Food Channel had visited.  It looked like the perfect combo of interesting seafood, casual and a great view of the water.  I missed the exit due to construction but took the next one.  Turned right instead of left but turned around in a restaurant parking lot and got going the right way down Rte 138 to 77.  

It’s an incredible spot, casual, round tables with umbrellas.  It was a beautiful evening and we got a table outside right on the shore, and then moved even closer when another group left.  We got there at sunset, watching the sun sinking over an idyllic inlet with a few boats and calm water.  So New England!

We had stuffed clams, buffalo shrimp, whole fried clams, fish chowder and RI clam chowder, then he had lobster chow mein and I ate grilled scallops.  He had a margarita for dessert.  I paid the bill – $148.  A little steep but cheaper than a hotel room!  He was impressed that I kept my promise to pay. 

We sat there until about 8:30 pm, watching the stars come out, him telling me about his work and how people are coming in to see him all the time and he even forgets to pee!  He got a call from his office – he got up to walk along the inlet while he talked.  He was gone about 3 minutes, but apologized on his return, saying it was an emergency.  He talked about some of the awful things he has to deal with. I pulled up my skirt a bit and put his hand on my naked knee, trying to interest him in touching me, but he pulled his hand away pretty quickly.  Once again, he talks a good game online but when I am right there he doesn’t do it.  I guess his mind was on work and he’s more shy in person.  He held my hand and marveled as the sun went down. 



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Visit #3 The foot rub

Tuesday, September 13 (continued) 

I went back to the hotel to stash the food in the fridge.  I checked work email, chatted with several pals online.  My cousin called to tell me she had connected with Mom!  They were giggling in the car, trying to figure out how to get out of the parking lot.  I took a nap from 3-5 pm.  I got dressed in my black dress with white polka dots and the black silky blazer. 

Philip rolled in about 5:15 pm.  He changed clothes (he wants to get out of the uniform asap!) into worn jeans and a dress shirt that he didn’t tuck in, and flip flops.  He gave me a long hug and kiss.  I pointed him to the snacks in the little fridge.  He nibbled on the olives I’d gotten for him.  He flumped in the chair and I sat on edge of the bed.  I took off the flip flops, put his feet on my lap and rubbed them while he talked.  (He told me when we first starting talking on the phone that all he wants when he gets home after a long day is a few snacks, time to relax and someone to rub his feet.  And that it never happens.  So I made it happen today!)  

He was astonished that I had gone out on my own, and remembered about the snacks.  He wanted to know where I got the food, and said how great it was that I got what he likes.  He asked when I wanted to go out for supper.  I said whenever you’re ready.  I adored listening to him talk about his work and getting to touch him.  I feel so comfortable.  He is great storyteller and has very sexy feet! 

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Visit #3 Shopping

Tuesday, September 13, 2011
My alarm went off just before 7 am so I could get up and give myself the shot in the belly to prevent blood clots, the remnant of my ICU weekend in March.  I didn’t want him to see me mess with that.  Four more days to go and I am done with that torture! 

I went back to bed.  He stirred about 7:15 am and jumped into the shower.  I waited a couple of minutes, then went in there, hoping he would wash my back.  But he went on with his business.  When he opened the curtain, I hugged him and kissed him.  He balked, saying “You’ll get wet!” I replied, “I’m about to get a lot wetter,” but he stepped out and was gone.  I took a quick shower myself.  He was throwing on his uniform when I got out.  Damn, he looks so handsome!  I kissed him again, but he was all business.  So I sprawled naked on the bed and chatted as he got ready.  He told me his wife never lets him see her naked, and I like being different from her!  

He showed me where he left the room key.  He took off about 7:30 am, giving me a long kiss.  I started to dress.  He popped back in to get his Blackberry and gave me another long kiss, squeezing my left breast and my ass.  Man, that guy can kiss!  It makes my insides churn!
I got dressed and worked on my computer, catching up with work emails.  I told them I had a family emergency and wouldn’t be in and wasn’t sure when I’d be back!  I went downstairs to the lobby at 9 am to have breakfast – two eggs over easy on whole grain toast, home fries and bacon!  Washed down with an iced chai latte.  I adore it that these hotels have Starbucks in the lobby!  I sat and watched “Family Feud” on TV, chatting with a pal on Google chat.  She was astonished that I had flitted off to meet Philip with no advanced notice.  
I went out to the grocery store – I had forgotten a few things in the packing frenzy.  I also got a few olives, pretzel crackers, two cheeses (Havarti with jalapeno and Swiss) and watermelon cubes to make a snack platter for later.  My sister called and we chatted while I shopped.  I also got a lobster roll and chips for lunch.  Mom called me from the plane!  She’s on her way to NC.  It’s the first time she’s flown alone.
I went to the mall across the street.  I hate shopping but I had two certificates to use and both stores were there!  I popped in to Petsmart to get catnip treats for my kitties, then on to Barnes & Noble.  I called Hubby to figure out which Laurie King book he wanted.  I got two of hers and a Holmes/Teddy Roosevelt story.  I also found a fun book called “The Good Girl’s Guide to Bad Girl Sex.”  Heh.  Not that I’ll read it, but it will be fun to leave out on the table in the room!  

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Visit #3 ILY

early morning September 13 [continued]

He slid back up my body, gave me a deep kiss and collapsed into my arms.  We held each other and I floated back to earth.  I felt like my bones had melted.  

I took a deep breath and told him, “I love you.”  This was the first time I said it to him in person.  

He hugged me very tightly but didn’t reply.  I wanted to crawl into a hole, but stayed in his arms thinking about how he’s had nothing but trouble from the people who’ve said that to him, so it’s no big surprise he can’t say it back.  Or maybe he doesn’t love me… maybe I am just a good fuck?  Or he’s too much the man of honor to say it when he’s married to someone else?  Who knows?  But it was tough after all the months of dreaming about hearing it from him.  But I am glad I made it clear how I feel.  I don’t ever want us to mess up and lose each other again due to lack of communication!   I wanted to ask him how he feels, but I know better than to ask a man about his feelings!  

I tried to interest him in another go, playing with his balls and ass, but he was falling asleep.  He talks a lot online about how he wants me to touch him under there, but it wasn’t having an effect tonight.  He explained he had been awake for 20 hours, had to sleep to function, so I let him drift off.  I know… sometimes sleep is more important.  

I figured out how to hook up my computer to the Ethernet cable, wrote a quick email to let my sister know I was fine, then wrote my pal a long email to capture all the details of the day.  I unpacked a bit.  I kept my stuff along the wall.  I didn’t want to make a mess or get in his way.  

I got to bed about 2 am, sleeping in the second bed so I wouldn’t disturb him.  I lay listening to his even breathing, feeling like I was in exactly the right place. 
No idea how long I will be here, but for now I am here and he’s beautiful and I feel so alive!  WHHHHEEEE!