Making him look good

Tuesday, October 23, 2012
8:42am
Good morning! Yay for cute doggies!! Hope you have a tail wagging Tuesday!
8:47am Phil
That’s such a cool website!
How was Mr. 4?
Hope your Tuesday is great as well. Enjoy the day!
8:47am
I’m off to a different hospital to see the foot specialist. Pray he has some bright idea so I can walk!
8:49am Phil
Hope so! Tough when the tootsies are hurting.

8:49am
Thought you could get regular smiles from the doggies site. They post everyday!
8:50am Phil
Cracks me up. My dogs do all of that, little shits
8:51am
#4 was a no-show. Gave me the old b.s. about “too much guilt, re-thinking his plan” that chasers who can’t close use. Ah, well. Next!
Maybe you can send them your pup photos? Make the pups celebs. đź™‚
You know what all these online guys are for? To make you look good!
9:47am Phil
I am going to post a couple of my babies.

I’m not all that great but thank you. I’m getting better as I mature I think. I try to be more considerate, less judgmental, more open. That guy was probably a Patriots fan anyway. Useless.

9:59 pm
All five Star Trek captains in London!  With Jack Barrowman!  

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/culturepicturegalleries/9625610/Klingons-Romulans-and-Vulcans-gather-for-Destination-Star-Trek-London.html?frame=2375703

Guilt King

Kevin, my AM #1, and I had been planning and fantasizing about meeting at a micro brewery, hugging, talking, touching and then finding somewhere to kiss.  He had me so revved up!  I was counting the hours until 7:30 pm when I could finally see him and touch him.  This would be our third attempt at a meet.  Third time the charm?

I had put off the first meeting, and he postponed our second try, so I was holding my breath, hoping that had been a fluke, but braced for a letdown.

3:07 pm
Sassy:

I’m out again. Had my first full-fledged AM hook-up on Sunday and I can’t come to grips with it morally. I am hating myself now and don’t want to. You were right. This is something that should be avoided if there is an option. Thanks for being a friend and I’m sorry, but I can’t lead a double life.

Kevin


So…. no meet.  And he slammed the door in my face.
MAJOR GUILT KING.
And he was meeting someone else yesterday?  He’s met EIGHT women and he won’t meet me? WTF?!
But I felt his pain.  If it was the truth.  I couldn’t resist writing back.

3:47 pm

Hiya Kevin, 
Thanks for your note.  I so sorry you are feeling the guilt.  I understand you feel what you feel, but please cut yourself some slack.  Take deep breaths.  This doesn’t make you a horrible person.  You are a good man with needs who is doing the best he can to meet them without hurting others.  Don’t burn your bridges.  I know a man who goes through this after every meet, then decides in a little while that he needs her again and has to beg his way back.  Take your time.  Think it through.  
If you have someone to talk to about this, do that.  If not, I am here to listen or I could connect you with guys in a similar situation for anonymous chat or email.  I want to help and I can be a friend.  I can even watch you drink a beer and cry into it if you like – I won’t pester you.  I have other possibilities… not as interesting as you, of course.  And I can help with ideas on less risky ways to meet your needs.  
If you don’t want any further contact, thank you for making me smile more than any other guy on AM.  Be happy.  You deserve it.
-S

And then I cried.  Again.  What is it with this man?  The others make me sad or angry or puzzled but this one?  ARRRGH!

Mischief

Monday, October 22, 2012

7:46 am Phil
You being from Massachushits are surely a dyed in the wool Democrat. I, on the hand am not much of a political aficionado. Used to say I was a die hard Republican. The problem is I don’t care much for Barack or his policies. I support him as the Commander in Chief but I won’t vote for him. I think Romney is a rich kid without a clue. That makes for a difficult choice. Stick with the beast you know or step off the cliff with a guy I like even less. Being military, Republican has historically been my best bet but from a country stand point……… I guess I am wishy washy at this point.
7:53 am
Thanks for explaining! I am limping to work, then out to meet guy #4. Whee! Wish it could be you at the micro-brewery! Have a marvelous Monday!
7:54 am Phil
I am up to my eye balls in work so no micro brew for me. Enjoy!
7:55 am
I like your eye balls.
7:56 am Phil
balls or eyes
7:58 am
Both, in different ways…
8:03am Phil
Ahhhhhh
8:12am
I want to look into your eyes
8:13am Phil
A smile and a little mischief in them
8:13am
Mischief…what a great word!  Perfect.
Shower time for me.  Don’t think about what I’m going to do in there thinking about you!
8:20am Phil
LOL, It’s 8:30! I’ve been working for three hours already and you are just getting in the shower?  At least you know you are getting your tax dollars out of me. 
8:29am
I’d rather get something else out of you…

5:42 pm
Dig this cupcake – landed on the wicked witch!  Hee!
http://www.foodnetwork.com/holidays-and-parties/food-network-magazines-halloween-cupcakes/pictures/page-4.html?soc=fnmgplus

10:27pm
Are you watching football, baseball, or the debate?
10:36pm
Check this out – wicked cute doggies on Facebook!
[URL redacted]
11:22pm Phil
All three! Awesome site

Mr. Truck

1960 Ford F100 Pickup 
Just when I am settled into a nice routine of emailing and chatting with four guys (AM#1, The Lawyer, The Professor, and Panties Man) up pops another email from AM!  I wonder how long I will keep hearing from new men? 
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Hey Sassy! 
You sound like a very fun and interesting woman. I too love exploring different restaurants. You being from Boston, must certainly have had a lot of great culinary experiences in neighborhood eateries. I want to try The Painted Burro in Somerville. Was recently passing though Allston and saw so many intriguing places. Stopped for lunch at The Sunset Grill, had a cobb salad and swordfish burger, seriously, it was great. 
I love tall full figured women. Love them even more in heels! You mentioned your blue eyes, do tell me your hair color. What kind of work do you do?  I’m a web designer.
Sorry my profile is kind of sparse, but please ask me anything at all. 
Best 

Stan
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Wow.  What a wonderful opening email!  He obviously looked at my profile, wrote about what I say is important to me, asked good questions to get me started on a reply… wow! 
I looked at his profile.  He says he’s 52… great.  Probably means 54-55.  Whatever.  Lists a town about an hour South of Boston.  Good.  He says he is… wait for it… 6″ feet tall and weighs 200 pounds.  Did someone somewhere tell the guys to put that no matter what they really are?  He says he is interested in “Something Long Term.”  Nice.  Never smoked.  Very good. 
But…there was nothing but a few boxes he’d checked.  No text.  Nothing kinky, nothing objectionable but mostly… nothing.  Hmmm…. I remember that the great Riff Dawg told men not to put too much in your profile so there is less for women to object to.  Heh.  This is way too little info!  But he wrote a very nice email.  
So I wrote him back, answered his questions, asked a few, gave him my mischief Yahoo email address and hoped for a reply!  Will Stan be the Man for me?  

Touchy question

Sunday, October 21, 2012
10:14am
Sunny Sunday!  Yay!  Happy football, kid!
12:45pm Phil
Whoo Hoo!
11:50 pm
I probably shouldn’t ask such an intimate question but… who’re you voting for President-wise? Got into a discussion about being with people who don’t agree with you politically, and wondered where you stand. Sleep well, kid.

Saturday summary


Saturday, October 20, 2012
Saturdays are too quiet!  Only one blogger emailed me.  No Philip. No attention from the AM guys.   Bleh.  I think I’ve managed to tick most of them off.  
– Panties Man sent me an incredible photo of magenta striped undies with lace and ribbon yesterday, which I told him were spectacular.  He wanted to see mine but I just couldn’t do it.  He said it was okay but has been silent since.  You probably don’t want to see a man in ladies underwear, but there is something very hot about a man’s junk covered in ladies panties!  
– I scared The Lawyer Thursday night.  He wrote about 6:30 pm to ask if I was ready to see him again.  Duh… YES!  Been waiting since Sept. 27th?!  He asked when.  I said pick me up in an hour?  Or name a time that works for you, I’m flexible.  No response.  
– The Professor is really vanilla.  He asked me to explain why anyone would be interested in anal sex.  Why is it my job to explain that?  He must not have liked my explanation… nothing since then!  
– The Coach told me he was going to Omaha Mon-Wed on business.  and never wrote again.  *sigh
They may pop back up, but…. ugh.  I want someone who can’t wait to meet me!  Ah, well.  
So I am left with AMguy #1 who I’ll meet Monday if he doesn’t chicken out.  He admitted to being excited but nervous.  I told him there would not be a moral dilemma Monday evening because I am not going to have sex with him on the first meet.  Hope that doesn’t upset him.  But I am determined to just be me and if that’s not good enough, too bad!  I am planning to get to the restaurant ahead of him, so he can’t see me limping.  I hope I can finesse walking if we leave there together.  How am I supposed to meet men if I can’t walk?! *sigh 
I did get a new contact last night, the second from the other [defunct] site. The timing was funny – I logged on to archive The Coach, and was about to hit the logout button when it said, “You have new mail.”  Heh.  He’s not my usual type – older (56), shorter – only 5’10” and skinny and Jewish!  He wrote beautifully, mentioned baseball, plays and chocolate!  I had to write back.  He hasn’t replied but many guys don’t on weekends, so I won’t fret until Monday night.  He had that slightly discouraged tone of someone who has written to a lot of women and not gotten a response, so it was fun to write back and hope to make his day.  His profile says Bangor ME but he talked about being close by me… puzzling.  That is hours from here.

Better than fabric

From: Sassy
Subject: Re: today
To: Rick
Hiya, Rick, 
Hope all is well with you.  
Thanks for not just focusing on the fabric… I was wondering if you’d notice that buxom gal in the background and you did!  I know the silky thing is the special thing.  But it is nice for me to be noticed, too. 
Thanks for explaining how your mind works… helps.  I am in odd territory but trying to be honest and let it play out, you know?  Our reactions are what they are, and if they can excite the other?  Very nice!
I’ve been thinking about touching you… listening to you moan, teasing you.
I can’t leave work to see you today but am trying to think of something else.  My arm definitely needs your fingers on it again. 
-S
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From: Rick
To: Sassy 
Subject: RE: today
Hi.  Home now, and able to look at that sexy picture more closely.
Of course I noticed that lovely, sexy woman!  She is more important than the fabrics.  Yes, I have a ‘thing’ for the lingerie, but can only share that information; and my kinks; when I respect and trust the person.  I’ve thought much more about you without any sort of fabric and the things we could do together than with the fabric. Reading that tumblr you sent me really has me fantasizing a lot about you having me on my back, playing with my cock, and fingering me.  Some fantasies have you telling me to lick my finger for you, saying how you want me to lube it up so you can play.  Other fantasies have you doing other things seen on the different tumblr pages.
Also, I’ve imagined a lot of hot-dogging with you, getting you sooo excited, begging for me to enter you.  And after enough teasing, I do oblige.  I also fantasize about you on your front, me rubbing your back as my cock rubs along your ass crack.  It is really exciting to me to think about that!  About playing with your backside, sliding in your crease, playing with it as well as your pussy.  I imagine how wet and wanting you would be when I finally enter you front behind, and in that position am able to go really, really deep.
So, yes, I noticed that sexy woman first. Having read what I wrote, I hope you believe it.  

Limping

Friday, October 19, 2012
8:20am
Kid!  It’s Friday!  I’m limping to work hoping this day sails along for both of us!
8:24am Phil
Enjoy! easy on the foot.  Played basketball with 18 year olds last night.  An officer and I.  We are not as fast as we used to be but we pulled off a win. Was fun but exhausting.  Have a farewell tonight and hopefully the pumpkin fest tomorrow.  Enjoy the day!

FFF Follow

 
It’s Flash Fiction Friday!  Here’s the challenge from Advizor54’s blog.  Click over there to see what he and the other wonderful writers saw in this photo.  My take is below.  Bloggers join in!


              Required Phrase – “Follow the cat”        

              Word Limit – 225
              Forbidden words – Pussy, Black, Halloween, Fear
              Bonus Points – Keep the body count low (next week is different) 
              Extra Words – Make the cat her cat.

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Time for my date!  I showered, shaved, clipped my nails, did my hair… ready to go!  I grabbed my long raincoat from the hall closet, slipped it over my naked body and belted it firmly, checked my look in the mirror to be sure I wasn’t showing too much.  I slipped into my clogs and locked my front door, making sure my cats were inside.  I strolled out down the outer hallway of my loft apartment.  There… I should be cat-dander free and not set off my new lover’s allergies!  He is so worth the added prep. 
The first time we met, we sat outside on a park bench and didn’t touch.  We talked for an hour.   I really liked him!  Please please let him want to see me again!  
He sent me an email that evening – asked me if we could get together the next day?  YES!  
We sat in my car.  Mmm… a great kisser!  With wonderful hands making me squirm in my seat!  Then he sneezed… a lot.  And his eyes swelled up.  â€śDo you own cats?” Here we go with yet another way a meet can go south!  Arrrgh!  I was sure he’d dump me.  But no!
I made my way down the hall.  Oh no!  The neighbor’s cat!  Get out of the way!  I was going to have to follow the cat and not touch her!  Argh!