Hey kid. Jumping into the shower – wash my back?
After laying awake most of the night crying into my pillow, I decided I was pathetic and I was hurting The Beach Gal. My little comments and posts were pulling at her heart. I would wait for a response and then be broken hearted when none came. Sat in the office sobbing as I told her I would not post any more. Was killing me and hurting her. I love her, I don’t want to hurt her and I don’t want to force her to tell me to stop. I’m not functioning. Not sleeping, eating enough to stay alive and I’m miserable. I’ll love her till I die but I have to let her be.
Ha! might help you out.
Hope your day is marvelous!
Enjoy the shower
All clean except my mind
Sent The Beach Gal flowers like you said. just wanted her to know I love her, unconditionally and I’ll leave it there. Sent the bracelet too. I know she will love it. No more notes from me though. Tears me up when she does not reply. I’m better this afternoon. That gut wrenching sob helped. Don’t believe I have ever cried that hard. Guess I needed it. How is your day?
I will pray. Hope this one is more positive. I’ll be thinking of you. Going to cross my fingers too. What the hell, can’t hurt
Well, that worked! Thank you, Philip. It feels so good to have someone else pulling for me. Gives me courage. He was upbeat today!
That’s awesome! I did see Princess Bride. Fun movie. I know how that feels. Been in that situation once before. Was an absolutely miserable feeling. Hang in there, work hard and it will all work out. I’m always pulling for you!
I’m off to deliver papers to the project meeting. In theory I am “not working” this project…we’ll see. I hope to be home by 7 pm if you need my expert counsel or boobs this evening.
FYI – a pal from your area said lots of your co-workers are on the “married but looking” web site! :0
I know they are.
He wrote back! Twice! I am astonished. He said I have a nice smile. Awwww. Just hope he’s not wearing ladies undies like the other one!
I knew he would. You have a great smile, a sweet heart, and some other intangibles. You are the only woman I know who says cunt! I loved it 😉
I sent a note this morning saying I was not going to bother her any more. She asked me to call. She got the flowers when she got home. She was so happy I sent her flowers. We cried, laughed and agreed we both needed a hug.
Oh, my! FLOWERS! I told you.
Going to have a scotch. Think about my beach gal
Yellow roses and blue iris
Yes you did. Thank you.
Best few dollars you ever spent, right there.