On Thursday when he still had not written, I fell apart. I know… it’s silly. But he seemed so fun and interested and I need that so badly.
If you missed the first part of my story about Kevin, click here.
Q. Could it be so easy to find a nice guy? Would the very first guy who contacted me be the one?
A. No. I was an idiot. After I told him I couldn’t meet Friday, he stopped writing mid-day Wednesday.
Our boss took us out to a fancy hotel restaurant for a celebration lunch for a successful conference, and I sat there watching well-dressed couples… you know the thing… how can they be together and I am good person and I am so alone? Ugh. I had to go to the bathroom and cry. I had heard that men write to a lot of women and just go silent when they find someone they like better. *sigh
I wrote a thinly disguised “Good bye and good luck” message Thursday evening and didn’t get an answer and gave up. I was very close to closing my account. Who needs this new roller coaster?