Finale finished

December 11, 2014 Thursday
8:21am



Good morning kid! Have a terrific Thursday!











8:31am


 Philip 

Good morning! You too!











9:14am
One of my favorite places to meet is gone.  Ugh.
No more Hazelnut Hot Chocolate here…sniff

10:21am


 

Thinking deep thoughts and need to share. Chat was especially busy last night because a man had posted on the “cheaters forum” that many people find the chat room through. 
————–
I’m the guy who was {her nickname’s} partner, lover, and fiancé. I regret to inform you that she passed from 4th stage breast cancer that presented itself after 10 years of her being cancer free.
 She loved this forum. I’m sure she shared our ups and downs over the years as we dealt with our spouses, marriage, divorces and our truly deep love for each other. Love does conquer all and our story proves it.
 We lived together over the past 18 months and were to get married this year when my divorce became final. The cancer beat us. In fact, her memorial service took place on the day we were to get married. 
I’m posting not to be a downer on this forum but to say goodbye for her and tell you that true, honest love is out there. You just need to find it.

————-

He shared the loving video tribute he made for her wake. Please watch a bit of it. I have never seen love jump off the screen like it does in this piece. 
[URL redacted]

I was astounded that they had the kind of relationship where he could come to the forum where she had crowed and bitched about him, and let us know. 
I never interacted with her, but I listened in chat to those who had, and wondered why such a special woman is dead from breast cancer and I am not. I have to let it push me to find my mission, and to live life to the fullest. 
I had to tell someone. I am so glad you are in my life and can understand this like no one else. Thank you, Philip, for all you did to help me keep smiling when I was in treatment, and every day since!

10:44am


 Philip 

Wow! Sad, yet beautiful. Life has a strange way of catching up to us. My life is good, far from perfect and I struggle with what I feel daily. It’s good to unload it sometimes and for that I am eternally grateful. I will always be here, willing to listen and help when I can.





10:53am


 
Thank you Philip. You are made of awesome. With a side of awesome sauce. : )

11:24am


 Philip
Yummy awesome sauce!











11:24am


 

Sweet! Hot!











11:24am


 Philip 

Ha ha!




 I do have a dirty little mind











11:25am


 

Watch out… I haven’t been with a man in months… very twitchy! 




I adore your mind! 




And that body… mmpf.











11:39am


 

I’m thinking about what I could do to get you to let me taste the sauce…











12:01pm


 Philip
Ha! Thanks, needed a smile











7:01pm
Quick dinner at Panera in Porter Square

Yummy onion soup and turkey bravo sandwich 
9:28pm

Mom’s condo is on the market! Five weeks after she moved! Woot!

9:38pm


 Philip 

Awesome!











9:45pm


 Philip 

Having a cigar and beer in a cool little place











9:46pm


 

I noticed you’re keeping them in business this week!











9:46pm


 Philip 

I like it here. Cozy and relaxing and on the beach











9:47pm


 
So people smoke inside?











9:47pm


 Philip 

Yeah! Lots of these places around

9:48pm


 

Is there food too?











9:48pm


 Philip 

Beer, wine and cigars. Food places all around. 




Couple of these by the house too




. Bring my book and read or chat with sexy women









 like you

9:52pm


 Philip 

Saw Beach Gal’s boy today. Good kid. She does not talk to me much but her buddy says that’s because she still has strong feelings and doesn’t know how to deal with that. I understand that.

9:53pm



I got my photo taken to renew my passport so I can go to Mexico in Feb











9:54pm


 Philip 

Oh very cool! Tequila and topless beaches. 




Heading north on Sunday. Some family time and then all of us are going to a football game.











9:56pm


 
Cool!











9:56pm


 Philip
Free seats and field passes











9:57pm


 

How’d you do that?!











9:58pm


 Philip 

A friend is dating a guy who works for the team











9:58pm


 
Sweet!











9:59pm


 Philip 

Yeah, kids are coming in. Be fun












10:02pm


 

Who is hosting Christmas?











10:07pm


 Philip
Kid – 




Oysters and beer at the beach










10:07pm


 
Rough











10:08pm


 Philip 

Yeah terrible




. Got a big pay raise too











10:08pm


 
Shit. 




I mean Congratulations!











10:09pm


 Philip
Ha! 




I checked the other day. I make a lot of money now. Like, twice as much.  I didn’t know.

10:10pm


 
Damn











10:10pm


 Philip 

Don’t know what I’m bitching about. 




I do ok












10:10pm


 

Plus the expense account, free travel











10:10pm


 Philip
Yep










10:11pm


 

I think my latest raise took me to 1/3 of yours
10:12pm


 Philip 

That ain’t bad money but you live in Boston, not cheap




. Why I bought the bike. Thought I deserve a toy











10:13pm


 

Can you keep riding in the winter or does it have to hibernate?











10:14pm


 Philip 

My goal next year is to be 225lbs




.
No hibernation. I’m going to ride Saturday











10:14pm


 

Nice!











10:15pm


 Philip
I’m really enjoying it











10:15pm


 

Had a gal on it yet?











10:15pm


 Philip 

Joined the Hog club. Hoping to do some group rides. 





My wife rode for about 3 hours











10:16pm


 

Wow!











10:16pm


 Philip 

Yeah. 




Bought herself a low cut Harley shirt











10:17pm


 
I am shocked!











10:17pm


 Philip
Me too. 




She used to ride











10:22pm


 

By herself?











10:22pm


 Philip 

No! On the back of mine, many years ago











10:25pm


 

Ah











10:37pm


 Philip 

Whataburger for dinner.




 Simple and so good. 





Gonna take Red for a ride




. Crazy ass girl










10:44pm


 

You seen her lately?










10:49pm


 Philip
Had dinner with her last week










11:02pm


 Philip
Just dinner, watched the Christmas parade










11:11pm


 Philip 

Nite sweet girl










12:00am


 

Sweet sexy dreams kid!











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