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Strange licks

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, November 15, 2012 1:40 PM
Subject: Hi!
Hey sexy gal, how’s it going? The second I saw this video I knew I had to share it with you. Talk about objectification, this is all cock & balls and her mouth, with lots of soft moans and sighs from here:
http://xhamster.com/movies/1171037/gloryhole_penis_sucker.html
Have a good day!
Stan
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Thursday, November 15, 2012 9:16 PM
Subject: Re: Hi!
Hiya Handsome,
Wow… that was different.  Not something I want to watch much of!  She does moan well, and work him in different ways.  Pretty equipment.  Was surprised they didn’t show more of her.  I had never heard of glory holes until very recently.  Have you ever done that?  I am wondering how expensive they are, compared to say… a lap dance at a strip club.  Of course, I want there to be a camera on the other side so I can watch the guy’s reaction!  And I wanted to see him finish.  
To be fair, I need to see a guy going down on a woman in style now.  ðŸ™‚ 
-S
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From: Mr Truck 
To: Sassy
Sent: Nov 16, 2012
Subject: re: Hi!
How are you! I got a flu shot yesterday and now I’m feeling all fluish!
As usual your observations are all spot-on. Yeah I too wanted to see her get the reward she worked so hard for.
Ya know, it’s really really difficult to find quality man-eating-pussy vids. All the best most accomplished pussy eating happens in girl girl videos. I just spent a half hour searching and couldn’t find any extended scenes of men eating a woman’s pussy. Here’s a short clip (from a longer series) that show’s what we’re both looking for, long take-your-time cunnilingus scenes, but unfortunately it’s girl girl. But in this case it’s older woman, younger girl, which I love.  I’ll keep looking, let me know if you find anything
http://xhamster.com/movies/1217750/big_phat_wet_natural_titties.html
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Foot Massage

From: Rick
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, November 15, 2012 2:12 PM
Subject: FW: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair


Hi. You said you could use a good foot massage…here is a note I got about a foot fetish group.  Maybe you can find someone who wants to give you just that!

So I’d love to know what you’re wearing today…a blouse that I could unbutton?  What color would I see underneath, enveloping and shaping those gorgeous breasts?  And what are you wearing on the bottom. Black pants again?  And…what color underneath?  Did our chats from before have you consider pretty colors and styles to try out?  Maybe some sexy bra and panty set.

You said you want to stop working… buy a lottery ticket and win big!  Then you could be my sugar mamma and buy me beautiful undies.  Ha!  You’re funny, you sugar mama!  I buy lottery tickets every so often and rarely win, so don’t have an incentive to do it often.  But I always hope.

From: Group leader
To: Members
Subject: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair
Date: Thu, 15 Nov 2012 13:27:29 -0500

The Lovely Feet Affair has been rescheduled. The price has been lowered as well. We are looking for foot enthusiasts and female foot models.  Read all about it here.
http://www.meetup.com/Fetish/events/90196932/
When: Thursday, December xx, 2012 5:00 PM
Where: A private studio, Springfield, MA
If the changes affect your plans to attend, please take a moment to update your RSVP. (You can RSVP “No” or “Yes”.)
You can always get in touch with me through my group profile on Meetup.

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Date: Thu, 15 Nov 2012 17:55:13 -0800
From: Sassy 
Subject: Re: [Fetish] Meetup details changed: Lovely Feet Affair
To: Rick

Wow!  You are amazing.  I shouldn’t laugh, but I did.  Nice to know people can find each other somehow to share these events.  
How are you doing?  My day sucked royally but I am trying to forget.  Tell me something good?  
-S
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Trading BJ videos

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Monday, November 12, 2012 3:56 PM
Subject: Hi
Hope you had the day off. I spent 6 hours blowing leafs. Have you been naughty? You need to tell me.
Looking forward to writing more and to talking if you still want.
Deeps kisses while we masturbate each other…
Stan
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck 
Sent: Monday, November 12, 2012 5:57 PM
Subject: Re: Hi
Hiya Stan!
I did have the day off!  I wish I could have been blowing you instead of you blowing the silly leaves.  
Naughty?  Me?  How can I be naughty without you here?   
Sorry if I’ve been too quiet – busy weekend with projects. Yes, I definitely want.  I am a big bundle of WANT!  I want your hands on me, and your mouth.  And your cock inside me.  Oops!  That was a little forward, eh?  Anyway, write more, call, visit… let’s have some fun! 
Here’s a sweet little blow job video to brighten your day – Camille again being Rosie the Riveter! 
Rose the Riveter BJ 
http://www.redtube.com/37777
She does make great eye contact.  The costume hit my “Oh, please, no…” sensor.  And he doesn’t touch her, doesn’t move?  But I think you might enjoy it.  
Have a great night!  Go out “to the store” and call me!  I want to hear you cum.  ðŸ™‚
 -S
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From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy
Sent: Tuesday, November 13, 2012 8:56 PM
Subject: Hi
Morning hot stuff:
Yeah I totally agree about what and who is blowing what and whom. I have a feeling that in meeting you, I just might have met the best cocksucker I ever had. Some women were just born with that talent & craving. How old were you when you got your first taste?
Love Camille Crimson, she’s so pretty and really does relish cock. She’s really entertaining to watch, but I agree with you, no need for novelty costuming. The music is nice but you already know my stand on music. I like the way she gently gobbles cum too, although I’d love to see her face totally blasted with man cream sometime. And yes that eye contact is very hot. I’d like to see Camille actually fuck someday.
Hey thanks to you directing me to RedTube, I discovered Cory. She’s a super deep throater. There’s just something so alluring when I see a man’s balls on a woman’s chin. Camera a little shaky but nice sounds and touching by the man:
http://www.redtube.com/128253
Yes I can call you sometime when I’m out shopping or whatever. Nights are best for you, how ’bout early evening?
Woke up this morning craving pussy for breakfast, thought about you, imagined you holding my head as you gently fucked my face while taking dirty to me. I can just see you using your hips in a fucking motion, rubbing your wet pussy lips up and down my nose, mouth, and chin saying, “Eat that pussy, oh yes baby, eat that fucking cunt…”
Talk soon
Stan
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Speedy postscript

Being with Speedy was a meet that on first examination seemed exciting, had its moments, could have gotten better next time.  But the more I thought about it, the worse it got.

How could a guy be so different in person?  His texts and phone calls were so sexy, so attentive, full of great ideas of things we could do together and then?  Ugh.

He lied about his height so he wasn’t a little taller than me but a little shorter… which shouldn’t matter but it does.  If he had been great in other ways, I might not notice.  But that was not the case.

He didn’t like to kiss.  Everyone else has said I am THE BEST KISSER EVAH! so it can’t be me.  What’s up with no kissing?!

Then he didn’t take care of me.  Sadly, this is not rare.  It was the norm with the men I was with before Philip.  Guys – help me cum!  Really.  Just once.  And I will be so much happier with you!  And make you much happier!  More times is better, but really… you can’t manage once?  Grrrr…. if you can’t tell if it’s happened, ask me!  I will tell you!  I don’t ask for a lot… no presents, no meal, no fancy hotel… just this one thing.

Yay he was multi-orgasmic!  Boo… I got to find that out because he asked for multiple bjs.  

I never heard from him again.  *sigh  Just as well, I suppose.  
So… not a word from the first AM men I had sex with.  
Four whole words from the second one.  Bleh.  I HATE SILENCE!

I feel like not seeing anyone else.  I have a grand time talking with them and flirting and poking around in their heads, and then a lot of nerves about meeting, and awkwardness trying to please each other, and then nothing.  So as much as I want to meet them and have them touch me, it kills all the fun.  And I feel dissed.  Not the desired result!  It may have nothing to do with me – they may be pump and dump, as I hear from many women in the blog world.  I will probably meet other men, especially ones like the Professor who have talked for longer but… this is all only in the “better than nothing” realm.

Okay… enough ranting.  Maybe the next guy will be better.  Please please.  Onward and upward!  

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Meeting Speedy

Monday, November 12, 2012
Speedy asked me to meet him at the Red Roof Inn, halfway between us, about 45 minutes from me. It was the perfect day to go – no traffic due to the holiday.  It was an easy place to find, just one turn off the interstate.  
I got up early, and he called me.  He asked me to arrive earlier, said the room wasn’t going to be ready until 12:30 pm but we could sit in the car for awhile.  I showered, shaved, clipped my toenails, then put on my favorite work outfit – blue slacks, blue jersey top and lighter scarf. 
I left home about 11 am.  He called me about 10 minutes after that and we talked most of the way down the highway.  
11:50 am
I got there first and parked behind a little shed toward the back of the parking lot, which was mostly empty. I got out to enjoy the unusually warm sun.  I leaned against my car and looked around at the woods, the nearby highway and the hotel.   
12:00 pm 
He drove up and smiled great big at me.  I gave him a thumbs up and he got out of his car for a quick hug.  He is a little guy – he said he’s 5’9″ tall but he is a little shorter than I am, and I’m 5’8″.  He is trim and nice looking, had on a thin-striped blue & white dress shirt and jeans.  He reminds of Seinfeld, with lovely silver hair.

Jerry Seinfeld

He gave me a hug, then we leaned against my car.  We talked and I held his hand and stroked his wrist.  He said, “Let’s sit in your car.”

We jumped right into touching and kissing.  He didn’t want to kiss for very long, like 3 seconds. Odd.  He got me going with his hand between my legs. I was puzzled that he wanted to do so much in the car when we were heading inside, but maybe it was a test?  I was a little shy, but he pulled out his cock and I saw the pre-cum and I had to taste it.  It was an odd angle but I got him relatively deep.  He is long and big around.  It seemed like he expected me to just suck him all afternoon.  *sigh

12:40 pm
I finally kicked him out of the car to go try to check in early.  A big truck pulled in next to my car so I moved it closer to the door.
12:50 pm
He texted me the room # – 227.  I went in and took the elevator up.  The desk clerk was in the back watching TV and never even looked up.  I knocked on the door and he let me in.  We had a nice hug, then I looked around the room and pulled out my supplies – wipes, water, granola bars, lube. He drank some water but we didn’t end up using any of the rest of it. 
He sat on the bed and took off all his clothes except his shirt.  I helped with that.  I want a man to undress me, but he just looked at me and waved like “get rid of all that,” so I took off my clothes.  I cuddled up to him and he sighed in that way that men do when they get that first naked hug.  I tried to kiss him, but he stopped me very quickly and told me he needed me to suck on him again.  So I did that for awhile more.  I felt rather disappointed that he was not doing anything for me. 
We rolled around.  I asked him about the condoms we had discussed.  He tried to talk me out of it. I hate that.  He toyed with me in various positions a la missionary and then put me on my stomach and lied on top of me, revving me up but not going inside.  That felt amazing with his hard cock sliding around my ass and his weight on me.  I bucked back against him and he moaned well.  He did not go inside me… rimmed my ass, then lower… weird.  And then he wanted me to suck him more.  *sigh
I told him I needed his fingers.  He was rather rough but got me going.  He started hurting me, so I rolled over.  No oral. Grrr…. he stopped just as I was about to stop him and told me he was ready to come in my mouth.  I went down on him and fingered his ass, and he came relatively quickly.  I swallowed.  Tasted good.  He collapsed.  I stroked his face and played with his nipples.  I tried riding him, but he didn’t move much, just smiled, so I rolled off.  He played with my chest, gave me a nice mark on the right breast.  That made me hot. 
He said he wanted to cum in my mouth again.  *sigh  So I helped him get hard again, using my fingers and mouth and swallowed another load.  He asked me my name.  I hate it when men do that, especially in bed.  I agonized over telling him but managed not to do it.  
So he didn’t do much of what he had talked about, except the blow jobs.  I get… nothing?  No oral, no vaginal sex because I stood firm about condoms.  And he gets three blow jobs.  Another selfish man.  I am an idiot.  
He made noises about needing to leave.  I asked if he could grab a condom and be inside me.  He said no, he had to go.  I kissed him and hugged him and he got up to clean up and dress.  I sprawled on the bed on my stomach, enjoying lying there, displaying my assets as he moved around, free to be naked as I am not at home.  He asked if I was going to stay over, and I said no, just resting and staying out of his way.  
3:50 pm
He gave me a quick hug and left.

I went to the bathroom to clean up and catch up on emails on my phone.  I ate a granola bar.  I marveled at how I managed this entire thing without him seeing me hobbling. I walked in alone, did a sultry slink along the furniture, then stayed on the bed!  Heh.  Here’s to not having to explain about plantar fasciitis!  

4:20 pm
I dressed and took off.  I missed a call from the Professor, so I called him back and talked for the 10 minutes he had left.  He can’t meet tomorrow.  He has a special meeting at work that sounds legit.  So he postponed for two weeks.  But asked if he could call me again tomorrow.  All good!

The traffic was very light, and I was home by 5 pm!

So… this meet wasn’t what I wanted it to be, but it had its moments.  I texted him when I got home, thanking him.  And he replied.  “Nice being with you.”  
I am not overwhelmed, but I try not to judge from the first time.  I’ll probably go again if he asks… see if he gets better?  Whee!
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Those moments

Sunday, November 11, 2012 
To: Advizor54
From: Sassy 
Subject: Those moments
Good morning!
One of those moments… amazing what happens on a quiet Sunday morning in November.  
A blog post
I am reading your Sunday blog post.  Trying to gloss over the typos.  Thinking of you teasing and writing with that woman. Smiling that you got to play with her.  Getting very wet.  Wishing I could find you to play.  Knowing you are surrounded by your family, on your way to church.  
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Speedy 
My phone pings – Google Voice text coming in.  The man I am meeting at a hotel tomorrow.  He wants to call and cum for me.  But he has to get work done, be with his kids, ride his bike on the last warm day of the year.  And he wants to save it for tomorrow.  I tell him not to think about it, go work, play, relax… don’t think about my chest, or my hot holes or my tongue.  He says I am so bad.  He is going to cum in all my holes.  And then have me suck him clean and cum again.  He says he is going to put his fingers in my holes and his swollen cock in my mouth and kiss my nose, so I’m airtight.  He says my needs are deeper than I say.  He wants me to let go tomorrow.  
I look at the cock shot he just emailed.  I think about how that will be to play with and I am excited.  And frightened.  He was an experiment.  Lots of talk in chat about not looking at stats – find a good profile and respond even if the guy isn’t tall or big or young enough or close by.  Trust the content.  And he is wonderful… calls, texts, sexy voice, beautiful words, considerate, fun… and he wants me.  Other guys have been talking for six weeks without a meet.  He wants to meet 9 days after he first saw my words on AM.  Please let him want me.  And let me want him.  Chemistry.  I smell a one-time thing – the flames are burning too hot to last, but at this point, that’s fine if it will get a man in my arms and all my holes.  I try to remember why that is so important… worth the nerves and the risk and the mess.  But I know when I get there, it will be clear.  If.. if… 
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I look back at the screen.  Read over the last words again.  Yes… email is grand.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Philip 
My phone pings again… a different sound.  It’s Philip on Facebook.  Just back from placing flags at the cemetery.  Veteran’s Day.  A very emotional day for those in the service of this country as they remember those who never made it home, wonder why they did, soak up the rare appreciation for all sacrifices they make – not doing the work they want, wearing what they want or living where they want or being home for occasions, rarely being themselves, taking orders, being around the best men and women and the seeing the worst of human nature.  But he talks of football and chili and working out.  Half-expected some crack about Petraeus but no.  Always wonder if a story like that will silence him forever.  But no.  In our third year of making each other smile.  I search for any hint that he’ll let me talk sexy to him.  See none. Offer anyway.  I want him so fiercely.  Would give up everything to be with him.  But he doesn’t want me.  He is a man of honor who will stay with the wife who is lazy, mean and won’t have sex with him.  Or leave her for the younger woman at the beach.  Not me. And I cry. Why God?  Why did you show me this amazing man and how he could make me feel and then never let me touch him again?  I know the answer… he saved your life.  You can’t expect more. 
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I look back at the hot post on the screen.  I smile and think of the intricate man and woman who wrote those words.  Who find something special in each other across the miles that makes them a little less lonely. And remember what he makes me feel, what he taught me.  How I shared his blog with everyone in chat last night and said read what this man writes.  They were in awe.  And I smile.  Yes.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Life 
My foot hurts.  I can’t walk without excruciating pain… plantar fasciitis.  My body is falling apart… started insulin shots on Wednesday.  HATE THAT!  Boss is being a total jerk at work… threatening to bring in HR because I can’t do the work of 2 people way beyond my pay grade or job description… scared out of my wits that I will get fired, and all my health care providers are tied to my job… and I don’t have any money in savings… it is too much.  I am standing at a fork and can’t move.  Hubby caught me crying yesterday and actually came over to hug me.  Adds to his feeling of worthlessness and despair that he can’t support me in any way.  Always been a good girl who worked hard and just wants to be appreciated.  Don’t want to admit to anyone that I am a bad employee that my boss would rather have gone.  I should be looking for a new job but how can I when I can’t walk?  And I don’t want to work anymore… at least not for The Man, 9-5 in an office.  The very pillars of my life are crashing around me.  Can’t tell any of the men in my life except maybe… one. 
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I look back at the screen.  I think about the next time I will write to him.  I’ll be less serious. How he will make me smile.  Unlike any of these tin men on AM. They are here.  Ready.  Willing.  Simple.  Sexy.  Shallow.  
He is there.  Faithful.  Fierce.  Sweet. Sexy. Complicated.  Deep.  
Yes… the internet is incredible!
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November 13, 2012 
From: Advizor54
To: Sassy 
Subject: Re: Those moments 
These are the things that you should be posting.  These are powerful, sad, wonderful, erotic, fantastic words.
This is what you should share.
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Panties and Bras

From: Rick 
To: Sassy 
Subject: Pics?
Nov 6, 2012
Hey, Sassy!  You’ve got me thinking…is there any way you can escape Miss Demure to share some more lovely photos?  I know you enjoy sharing as much as I enjoy receiving.
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To: Rick 
From: Sassy
Subject: Sassy Slice 
Nov 6, 2012 
Rick!  Sisters for you… enjoy! 
[I sent him a photo of my naked chest that I am just too shy to share here!  Sorry!]
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Subject: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Hi Sassy!
Just a short hello on this blustery Wednesday.  Hope your day is great.  
What is this that you mentioned about your ‘evil admin’ being gone?
Take care, say hi when you can, and I’d enjoy hearing both random mundane thoughts as well as any racy, titillating ideas.
Rick
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Date: Wed, 7 Nov 2012 08:09:08 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Wednesday hello
To: Rick
Hi Rick!  
There’s a Nor’easter coming and I have two doctors appointments today and I am still smiling!  Thanks to certain election results and you!  So relieved that I don’t have to hear another political commercial for a long while!  
What are you thinking this morning?!  Other than about my body… which is a very very wonderful thought. What lady thing is covering your man parts today?  
For two years I suffered with an evil assistant.  I have worked with and around all manner of people in my life, and always been able to find a way to deal with them or help them improve.  This one was just… mean.  The worst kind of tattle tale, back-stabbing, unpleasant person.  Toxic.  Made me worry for my job.  When she couldn’t find tiny infractions to report people, she made stuff up!  But now she is GONE.  She took a “much better job” at another part of my workplace and with any luck, all of us will live happily ever after.  ðŸ™‚  But in the short-term, I have to do parts of her work and deal with hiring and supervising a temp and whee!  
Were you studying last night?  
I had a wild night in chat helping a guy think differently about being jealous of his lady sleeping with her husband, and propositioned a guy who was alone in a hotel room waiting for his married lady.  He kindly turned me down. and I had a very hot phone discussion with an AM guy. Whee!  Had to do something to avoid the election results!  And not pester you… 
I’m off to the doctor this afternoon… getting much needed PT for my miserable foot and seeing an endocrinologist for new blood sugar lowering ideas.  Yippee.  
Hope you have a great day! 
-S
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RE: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Thanks for the nice long note!  Great to hear from you on all of these topics.
I won’t miss the election ads at all, either.  Too many falsifications.  I voted for Obama as well, so I am happy.  I hope he fulfills my expectations in this next term.
Sorry to hear that you’ve suffered at work with someone like that, and happy that she is gone.  I hate when having to deal with someone toxic.  Too much unnecessary work, and just painful for all involved.  Especially when you know that your boss is believing what he/she says, and that it just isn’t true, so you watch this person be misled. 
Funny on your wild chat night!  Enjoy those safe activities; it will let Miss Demure allow Sassy some time out to play.  
Your foot is still bothering you?  Too bad you haven’t met a guy with a foot fetish; he’d love tending to it.
Last night I was working on two classes – meeting with my group, doing some reading, doing some online discussion contributions.  It does make for a long night, getting home so late from my commute.  Only 5 weeks left, with a Thanksgiving break, for the long winter break.  I’ll push through it, expecting excellence!
Today I am wearing Vanity Fair illuminations; high cut, small white print on dark blue background.  I forget the name of the print.  Not overly feminine, but still panties so I guess that alone makes them pretty feminine!  Too bad you aren’t close by so you could see for yourself what they look like, and how much I can stretch out the front. 🙂 
Maybe you’d be up for a drive on Monday, if I end up in the home office?  That could be nice.  You could feel safe with no expectations, and it could be just a quiet time for Rick and Miss Demure to sit and talk.  No expectations of anything else, but the sexual tension could be fun.
What are you wearing today?  Tell me your entire outfit, from the inside out.  I want to be able to picture it in my mind.  What I’d also enjoy seeing is a pic of you in your work outfit; not a sexy pic; so I can see what you look like on an average day.  
Rick
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Subject: re: Wednesday hello
Hi. I was asking about next Monday…I meant Friday, seeing I will be at a client on Monday, but then I remembered that you have work on Friday.  So, that would bring it back to Monday, if you’d be up for a drive and meeting up for lunch.  I couldn’t be out too long, and it would just be food and talk, but I can offer that.  I’d enjoy seeing you again.
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Date: Fri, 9 Nov 2012 16:24:52 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Big options
To: Rick
Hiya!  Hope you had a great Friday.  I had another wild day at work helping a new temp get started. 
Have you seen this intimates site?  It has quite the selection for larger ladies, and perhaps interested gentleman?  Here’s a page I found interesting.  They also have pretty panties. 
http://www.herroom.com/full-figure,bras,66,001,10.html
-S
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From: Rick
Nov 9, 2012
To: Sassy
Subject: re: Big options
I was looking at that site last night!
I like this one, and others like it.  Sexy and satiny, and colorful:
http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6090-keira-banded-underwire-bra.shtml
another one: http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6041-alice-underwire-full-cup-bra.shtml 
another one: http://www.herroom.com/bali-3353-live-it-up-underwire-bra.shtml 
There are pretty options on Lady Grace as well, for a woman of your lovely size.
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Speedy communicates!

Speedy is incredible!

I’ve never seen the likes of this man in terms of communication.  Morning, noon and twice at night!  He is so smart, so funny, so sexy, so interesting!  He has a beautiful voice and an amazing vocabulary.  Mmmm….

He texts me first thing in the morning, like… he wakes up thinking of me and has to let me know.  I roll over and see, “GM.”  Uh…what… oh!  Good Morning!  Yes it is!  My heart races and other parts of my body react because I know I’m going to hear his voice soon.

Pretty quickly after that he texts to ask if he can call.  He starts my day off right with a very sexy discussion. If he woke up with me, he’d… touch me.  Kiss me.  Make me burn.  Oh yeah.

Then around lunch time, he starts again.  Sexy texts.  Can I go somewhere so we can talk?  Not usually – the office has been so nuts this week.  But he wants to… that is so good to know.

As I leave work, he is texting again.  When can he call?  He calls when I first get home and talks and asks good questions and listens.  And he wants to call later, talk longer.  Wow!

And late at night it gets really raw… super-intense talking about what he wants to do with me, asking what I want, what I’ve done, what I want to try… I lie on my bed and squirm!  I make him so hot and hard.  Yes!

Very quickly he started talking about me taking a day off to play with him.  Oh how I want to!  I don’t know… it seems too soon.  I don’t know enough yet to know what will make it special for him.  It smells of “once and done.”  Is once better than none?  Hard to say.  The distance makes it tricky.  Not worth him driving up here for a coffee.  Lots of pressure to meet at a hotel if we’re going to drive that far.

Every day this week!  We talked more this week than I talk to most men in a lifetime!  It is such a nice break from all the crap going on in my life.  When things get rough, I think of our last conversation and look forward to the next one!

It gives me great hope that we will be dynamite together!  Boom!

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When Can We Meet?

From: Scot
To: Sassy 
Sent: Wednesday, November 7, 2012 12:33 AM
Subject: Meet
Hey, 
It was wonderful to hear your voice today.  It was also rude of me not to give you my number, since you were so generous with yours.  You can reach me at my office at [xxx-xxx-xxxx] and on my cell at [xxx-xxx-xxxx].  The former is preferable, since, unfortunately, my wife scans the phone bill every month–although I have a slew of teaching assistants, and normally I can blame unusual calls on my having to harass them to finish grading papers or bluebooks.
Needless to say, I’m delighted with the results of this election, especially on the state level.  I’m an Elizabeth Warren fan.  I WANT a “professor” in the Senate representing me, not an overage frat boy who brags about his truck.
Anyway, enough of that.  When can we MEET?  I’d really like to see you face-to-face, and it’s easy for me to get away.  What days/times work best for you?
–Scot
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To: Scot 
From: Sassy 
Wed, Nov 7, 2012 at 12:30 PM
Subject: Re: Meet
Hi Scot,
I am thinking of you this morning, for several reasons.  There’s a Nor’easter coming and I have two doctors appointments today and I am still smiling!  Thanks to certain election results and you!  So relieved that I don’t have to hear another political commercial for a long while!  Isn’t it marvelous to have Obama and Warren and some new gay marriage states and a gay senator!  Whee!  So relieved.  
It was… magical to talk to you yesterday.  I had that amazing “I could just keep listening! He’s nice!” feeling.  And a few other reactions we might discuss later.  ðŸ˜‰  It scared me – sometimes I get invested in meeting someone, and he disappears.  So your message wanting to meet was particularly nice.  I probably said too much… do keep my secrets!  I am old-fashioned about calling men… I wait for them to do it, but thanks for the phone numbers.  
So… I am flexible.  Do you want to meet at Starbucks for a hug and talk for a few minutes?  Or take a chance on lunch?  Or show me a quiet corner of a college library?  12 – 2 pm or right after work @ 5:15 pm is probably best for me, but for you I could have a “doctor’s appointment” any particular time of day if you want to research… me.  
Hope you have a great day! 
-S
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From: Scot 
To: Sassy 
Nov 8, 2012
Subject: re: Meet
Dear Sassy,
It was magical to talk to you too.  And, yes, I’d very much like to meet you soon.  I’m sorry to be so tardy with my response; I’m line-editing a bunch of sub-literate rough drafts, and I’m about ready to slit my eyeballs in frustration.  But I should be done with this by the end of the week.
Next week would be absolutely ideal for a meeting.  Tuesdays and Thursdays are best for me, and while I can schedule a post-5 P.M. encounter, earlier would definitely be better.  I can tell students I’m changing my office hours; they don’t have an exam for a while, so they won’t care.  I’d be delighted to take the T to your neck of the woods, if you like.
Incidentally–and while I probably don’t need to say this–I’m completely harmless, at least on a first encounter.  You don’t need to worry about me saying or doing something maladroit.  I’m past forty, and I know how to behave myself.  
So, what days and times are best for you?  I’m at your beck and call.
–Scot
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Stats

From: Mr Truck
To: Sassy 
Subject: Stats
November 5, 2012 10:05 am 
Just a note to tell you that your stats, 5’8″ 260 keep echoing in my mind. I am so excited about seeing a pic of you and one day meeting such an amazing specimen of pure womanhood….
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From: Sassy
To: Mr Truck
Sent: Monday, November 5, 2012 1:40 PM
Subject: Re: Stats
Hiya Stan!
How are you this fine Monday?  I was very bad this weekend, so I’m feeling very good today!  
It is tough for me to believe someone wants me after so long… you make me smile.  Your stats echo in my mind…mmm… 6’2″ 238 and your words.   They make me want to say things like… “Get in your truck.  Find me.  Hug me.  Kiss me.  Touch me.   I am having a great hair day!” 
There’s probably a reason I’m not supposed to say that, but I forget!  Hmmm… maybe I should say, “Call me” first? Forgive me… just revved up and ready.  I’ll try to behave. 
-S