Cock Shoot

Tuesday, March 6
8:01am
Good morning! Chilly clear 20.  Definitely smiling today! Hope you have a terrific Tuesday.
10:36pm Phil
Crazy day. One long miserable experience. Glad it’s over.
10:37pm
Wow… take a deep breath.  Relax.  I’ll rub your feet.  
10:39pm Phil
Ok now. Just lots of last minute tasks and changes and stubborn people
Early day tomorrow
10:40pm
You leaving soon?
10:42pm Phil
Tomorrow. Saw a naked girl on the computer yesterday. She got herself off while I watched and jerked off to her. Hot as hell. Amazing what you can find on the net
10:43pm
How interesting!
Make you smile today?
10:44pm Phil
Yeah, can you believe
10:48pm
Oh, I was soaring…
trying to think of ways to make it even better for you.
10:49pm Phil
Excellent. Watching a toy slip in and out would be hot
10:50pm
Working on that..
would rather have the your equipment…
10:50pm Phil
Ahhhh
Mine spits
10:51pm
mmm…. yummy
We gotta make GChat work… everyone says that is the way to go.  Easier, better quality, less trace your computer.
10:52pm Phil
Spit a lot last night
10:52pm
Oh yeah?
So bummed I missed that.  ah well, next time?
You’ll let me see?
10:53pm Phil
Uh huh
Of course
10:53pm
Never seen that, exactly…dreamed about it…
10:54pm Phil
Huh?
10:54pm
I mean, getting to watch you…do it by yourself.
10:54pm Phil
Never seen a cock shoot
Ahhhhh
10:55pm
no… it’s usually… um… covered in something.
or inside something…
10:55pm Phil
Hand jobs are wonderful for that
10:56pm
Oh!  True!
Just hate to “waste it” that way…
10:57pm Phil
Cum flying
10:57pm
But if we ever had more time… maybe.  
Mmmm….
10:57pm Phil
You can always lick it up. Lick it off my fingers some times
10:58pm
mmmm….
You do have the best ideas.
10:59pm
Lol

First Skype

Monday, March 5
6:52am Phil
Movie was good. Sounds like dinner was good.  The other women not so much. I have busy days coming up and then a little adventure to the beach. Hope you have a good day.
8:06am
Good morning! 27 sun brrr.  My brain feels too small – work, project and home issues.  Bleh.  So deep breath, smile, keep rolling!  Thanks for pulling for me, Philip.  Have a marvelous Monday!
10:44am Phil
Yeah I know.  I have those days too.  I have the house to me for a few days and tha’ts such a welcome relief.  I am going to clean it top to bottom which will make me happy. I know how to clean and I will move the furniture and the whole nine yards. Sally is with my kid and so happy to have some me time to rock the music and work up a sweat cleaning and watch some tv, have a drink or two. Like a little vacation. gonna move a couch.  No bitching, no one getting in the friggin way. perfect. Wish I had a week. I’d have meals in the freezer for the week too. Just reheat and serve. SO easy to be organized. Ah well. The life I chose. Have a good one!
12:10pm
Hey there!  Thanks… I so need the smile and support.  H had me in tears on the drive in… Argh!  Glad to hear you’re getting a break!!  Lucky man.  Not to interupt your solitude, but I have one word for you.  Skype?
7:03pm
Happy to say I am feeling better – having a very productive evening cleaning off my desk, working on project stuff and tax stuff.  Whee!  Hope you aren’t too lonely.
9:37 pm Phil
Had a beer with the boys. Nice to just go out. Made mac and cheese for supper. Loving it!  Let’s try out the Facebook video thing.  
9:37 pm
Fabulous! Sorry taking awhile to download software…haven’t done this on FB before
WE DID OUR FIRST EVER VIDEO CHAT ON FACEBOOK!

[I dragged my laptop into the bathroom, and balanced it on the sink.  He asked me to bend over, leaning over the tub, so he could see my ass and clit, and finger myself.  He was very complimentary!  But I was still very nervous.  After that, I watched him play with his gorgeous cock.  We had fun watching each other play and talking… then right when he was about to finish, the screen went blank!  Argh!] 

10:41 pm
Did you pass out? 🙂
10:43 pm Phil
You went blank. I shot every where
10:44 pm
Shucks. But glad you felt good…
I tried to call back but it says you’re unavailable…Ah, technology
10:48 pm Phil
Gotta love it
10:48 pm
Was that good for you?  Better than typing?  Might try Skype or GTalk next time?
10:50 pm Phil
Oh hell yeah
10:50 pm
🙂
10:51 pm Phil
Much better
10:51 pm
visuals = good? Damn, you are hot…
10:51 pm Phil
Much better
Need a toy
10:52 pm
I know you’re hot, but then I see you and mmmm.
yeah… was thinking that… something long and thick…
10:52 pm Phil
Uh huh, that would be so hot
10:53 pm
hmmm… will have to work on that.  new territory
10:53pm Phil
Cool, can’t wait to see that
10:56pm
ah, another milestone.  We manage to keep making it hotter!  Whoo!
Mmmm… wish you could smell my fingers…
but if you could, I’d have a bunch of other stuff for you to do!
10:58pm Phil
That was fun. Wanted to slip my cock up your ass while you were fingering your pussy
11:01pm
mmmmm… yes please
damn,  you are so hot… wanted to put my mouth on you so BAD!
11:03pm Phil
That would have been nice
11:05pm
 here’s a quick fuck for you… 2 minutes…
crap… FB is so nosy.  They won’t let it go through.  Damn censors! 
11:05pm Phil
Where?
11:05pm
let me try something else
http://www.you…porn.com/watch/8181950/secretary-in-office-gets-fuck-real/
take out the dots between you and porn…
11:12pm Phil
Should have bent you over your desk
11:12pm
So you could see the video?
11:13pm Phil
Nope, read the title
11:13pm
heh
just copy the URL over to a browser and take out the dots, so it reads  youporn
11:22pm
Yes… desk… you… yum…
11:34pm
I’m downloading Skype… might try that next time.
11:53pm Phil
Hope I provided a little distraction
11:53pm
it was NOT LITTLE!
Was that what you wanted? 
I think I need more instruction…
and a vibrator!
have you ever seen one?  Wondering about brands…
Thank you.  That was fun.  I think it will get funner as we iron out the tech and toys!
And you are so fucking gorgeous!
12:02am
Have seen many. Get one that’s flexible and feels natural. Would be so hot to watch you with that.
Adam and eve has tons. Good quality, decent prices
12:03am
Geez I am so clueless…Will go look.  Thanks.
12:04am Phil
Have fun 
12:05am
Wish you could go toy shopping w/ me.  We’d have a blast
12:05am Phil
Loved being home alone. Me and the pets. Time for sleep. Nite
12:06am
Sleep well sweet man
12:08am Phil
Easy, very relaxed. Nite

It's all about sex

Pensive Gaze 
by Miriam Briks Polish/American born 1957

Sun and Moon
by Gina Zeitlin

It’s all about sex,
we both know that.
But what I wonder is
why
after every molecule of desire
in my body has been satisfied-
after
the sudden moistening, the deep
fierce aching and rising heat,
after
the throbbing glory of release and the cries
of need and pleasure have dissolved
into the air,
Something like my soul slips from me
and goes to you,
without choice or question,
and wraps itself around you
all night, like the breath
of the moon
And why
I carry the thought of you
as constant as any sun
in my heart.

It’s all about sex

Pensive Gaze 
by Miriam Briks Polish/American born 1957

Sun and Moon
by Gina Zeitlin

It’s all about sex,
we both know that.
But what I wonder is
why
after every molecule of desire
in my body has been satisfied-
after
the sudden moistening, the deep
fierce aching and rising heat,
after
the throbbing glory of release and the cries
of need and pleasure have dissolved
into the air,
Something like my soul slips from me
and goes to you,
without choice or question,
and wraps itself around you
all night, like the breath
of the moon
And why
I carry the thought of you
as constant as any sun
in my heart.

Hubby's birthday woman

Sunday, March 4
8:27am
Good morning! 36 clouds and quiet.  Goal is to make Hubby’s birthday special.  He’s better lately, due to new lady friend.  Bleh.  Hope you have a nice Sunday!
2:19pm Phil
Relaxing morning, now some quiet time in the office and a little workout and then going to see a movie. Hope the birthday celebration is good.
5:11pm Phil
What the he’ll is up with the broad?
6:58pm Phil
Waiting for popcorn
7:10pm Phil
Popcorn is good
Snowing its ass off here
12:00am
Movie good? 
12:18am
H is w/ other woman… how did conventional me end up with this?  Ugh.  So wish you were around.

Ah well… we had a fabulous dinner.  Amazing lobster maki, seafood scallion pancake, yellowtail collar, and hong kong special yellow noodles with meats and veggies!

Hubby’s birthday woman

Sunday, March 4
8:27am
Good morning! 36 clouds and quiet.  Goal is to make Hubby’s birthday special.  He’s better lately, due to new lady friend.  Bleh.  Hope you have a nice Sunday!
2:19pm Phil
Relaxing morning, now some quiet time in the office and a little workout and then going to see a movie. Hope the birthday celebration is good.
5:11pm Phil
What the he’ll is up with the broad?
6:58pm Phil
Waiting for popcorn
7:10pm Phil
Popcorn is good
Snowing its ass off here
12:00am
Movie good? 
12:18am
H is w/ other woman… how did conventional me end up with this?  Ugh.  So wish you were around.

Ah well… we had a fabulous dinner.  Amazing lobster maki, seafood scallion pancake, yellowtail collar, and hong kong special yellow noodles with meats and veggies!

Winter thunder


Saturday, March 3
10:18am
Good morning! 50 and thunder? Weird winter gets weirder! I’m off to project work day.  What’s up for you?
12:47am Phil
Cool day here. Relaxing day, hope yours was too
12:51am
Busy with project stuff… Chinese dinner out…
quiet evening.
thinking of you…

Young people


Friday, March 2
8:07am
Good morning! Snowy 22 brr, hi 30s later.  Feel blah but trying to shake it.  Going out w/ my co-workers after work, always fun.  Have a great Friday!
10:26pm
Had a grand time out with the kids… such amazing people… gives me hope for the world when they’re in charge!  Hope you’re starting off the weekend well!

FFF – B&W

Here’s this week’s “Flash Fiction Friday” challenge from Advizor54. 
Pop over to his blog to see what he and other bloggers wrote.  
Key Word – “Dichotomy” and/or “Waiting”
Word Limit – 275 for each picture

       Extra Credit – Get one other blogger to join in
       Bonus Words – 25 for each orgasm you helped someone else have between now and Friday morning.

===================

BLACK

Is the rope tight enough?
Yes.
And the blindfold?
Yes, perfect. So how do I look?
You look beautiful in black.
Thank you.  I know it’s overdone, mega-traditional, but it feels right.  The color is gone from my life.  I can’t believe he’s dead.
Yet you have the most amazing smile on your face?
You better take the photos… it may not last.
Okay, hold still. 


I’m remembering…
What?
Our honeymoon
Ah…
He got us off to a great start.
Oh?
He took off my dress – that 40 pound monster.  And my jewelry.  Then put my wrap around my head, over my eyes, and sat me in a chair by the bed.
A blindfold?
Yes.
Were you frightened?
No.  He was always good to me.
Why the blindfold?  
He said it would help me relax, focus on my other senses.
Did it?
Oh yes…
And that was good?
No… it was fantastic!  
Aha!

He was so… awesome.  Full of ideas to make me… happy.
Did he touch you?
No… not for a long time.
What did he do?
He… took a photo!  and talked to me.  Told me to do things.  While he watched.
Was he doing anything?
Well… yes.  You know…
How do you know?
I could hear it… mmmm….
The memory is strong?  Hold still! 

Oh yes!
And then?
He fell asleep.
What?!
It was a very long day.
What did you do?
I went to bed.
That’s it?
Well… no.  He woke up pretty quickly.
Oh, good.
And woke me in a wonderful way.
Do tell!
He was inside when I woke up!
Damn.
It was… incredible.
Did he last?
No.
No?
He was too excited.
Ah.
But he didn’t stop… he did other things.
Wow.  After sex?
Yes!  We went on and on…
Nice.
Very.
——
300

WHITE

Whoa!  Sassy!  What is this?
Oh… hmmm… he took that the night we were married.
Yowza.  You were hot!
Thanks, kid.
You still are… but damn!  
Yes, I cleaned up well that day.  And I weighed a little less.  
I’ve seen the photos of you in your dress but I had no idea what was underneath.  You looked so demure and this… damn.
You can stop drooling now.
Never going to stop drooling over you.
Awww… you charmer. 

What was he wearing at that point?
Nothing.
Oooh… hot!
He was masturbating while he told me things to do.
Holy cow!  Why don’t we do that?
You never blindfolded me and told me what to do.
May I?
Sure. As soon as we finish cleaning up the attic.
Did you ever think you’d find someone else?
No.  Never.  When he died, I thought that part of my life was over.
I’m so glad you found me. 

Me, too, my young stud.  Did I show you the funeral photo?  
Funeral photo?
A friend took them.  He helped me… feel alive again.
Where is that?
Hmmm… I think they’re in that box behind you.
Double damn!  Black!  What a dichotomy!  Had he seen the white one?
No.  I told him about it while he was doing the shoot.
You showed him later?
Yes.  
I bet that blew his mind.
A little. 

Do you still have those outfits?
No.  Gave them away years ago.
Where is he?
Went back to his wife.
Ah. I’m glad.
Glad?
Yes… so you’d be ready and waiting for me!
Ah… yes.  
Come here.
Why?
You know why.
—-
275

FFF – B&W

Here’s this week’s “Flash Fiction Friday” challenge from Advizor54. 
Pop over to his blog to see what he and other bloggers wrote.  
Key Word – “Dichotomy” and/or “Waiting”
Word Limit – 275 for each picture

       Extra Credit – Get one other blogger to join in
       Bonus Words – 25 for each orgasm you helped someone else have between now and Friday morning.

===================

BLACK

Is the rope tight enough?
Yes.
And the blindfold?
Yes, perfect. So how do I look?
You look beautiful in black.
Thank you.  I know it’s overdone, mega-traditional, but it feels right.  The color is gone from my life.  I can’t believe he’s dead.
Yet you have the most amazing smile on your face?
You better take the photos… it may not last.
Okay, hold still. 


I’m remembering…
What?
Our honeymoon
Ah…
He got us off to a great start.
Oh?
He took off my dress – that 40 pound monster.  And my jewelry.  Then put my wrap around my head, over my eyes, and sat me in a chair by the bed.
A blindfold?
Yes.
Were you frightened?
No.  He was always good to me.
Why the blindfold?  
He said it would help me relax, focus on my other senses.
Did it?
Oh yes…
And that was good?
No… it was fantastic!  
Aha!

He was so… awesome.  Full of ideas to make me… happy.
Did he touch you?
No… not for a long time.
What did he do?
He… took a photo!  and talked to me.  Told me to do things.  While he watched.
Was he doing anything?
Well… yes.  You know…
How do you know?
I could hear it… mmmm….
The memory is strong?  Hold still! 

Oh yes!
And then?
He fell asleep.
What?!
It was a very long day.
What did you do?
I went to bed.
That’s it?
Well… no.  He woke up pretty quickly.
Oh, good.
And woke me in a wonderful way.
Do tell!
He was inside when I woke up!
Damn.
It was… incredible.
Did he last?
No.
No?
He was too excited.
Ah.
But he didn’t stop… he did other things.
Wow.  After sex?
Yes!  We went on and on…
Nice.
Very.
——
300

WHITE

Whoa!  Sassy!  What is this?
Oh… hmmm… he took that the night we were married.
Yowza.  You were hot!
Thanks, kid.
You still are… but damn!  
Yes, I cleaned up well that day.  And I weighed a little less.  
I’ve seen the photos of you in your dress but I had no idea what was underneath.  You looked so demure and this… damn.
You can stop drooling now.
Never going to stop drooling over you.
Awww… you charmer. 

What was he wearing at that point?
Nothing.
Oooh… hot!
He was masturbating while he told me things to do.
Holy cow!  Why don’t we do that?
You never blindfolded me and told me what to do.
May I?
Sure. As soon as we finish cleaning up the attic.
Did you ever think you’d find someone else?
No.  Never.  When he died, I thought that part of my life was over.
I’m so glad you found me. 

Me, too, my young stud.  Did I show you the funeral photo?  
Funeral photo?
A friend took them.  He helped me… feel alive again.
Where is that?
Hmmm… I think they’re in that box behind you.
Double damn!  Black!  What a dichotomy!  Had he seen the white one?
No.  I told him about it while he was doing the shoot.
You showed him later?
Yes.  
I bet that blew his mind.
A little. 

Do you still have those outfits?
No.  Gave them away years ago.
Where is he?
Went back to his wife.
Ah. I’m glad.
Glad?
Yes… so you’d be ready and waiting for me!
Ah… yes.  
Come here.
Why?
You know why.
—-
275