A dozen and done

May 26, 2018 Saturday


I am done.  *sigh

Last time I heard from The Trainer was more than a month ago – April 14.  I’ve sent twelve messages – forwarding fun articles or jokes I saw that reminded me of him.  No pressure… just short snippets of humor.  I tried to make it clear that whenever he is ready, I am here.  No answers.  *sigh

I adore this man.  He seemed so perfect for me!  But I can only take so much silence. I promised myself after the first time he disappeared last year that I wouldn’t keep writing more than 3 or 4 times without an answer, but the universe kept showing me stuff I could not resist sending him.  But a dozen messages is enough, right?  Even though I am itching to hear what is going on with his travels and work and cock.  *sigh

Time to make a list of the reasons he wasn’t perfect.  Maybe that will keep me from writing. 

Done.  Must not email him anymore.  Must not.  *sigh

Make it home?

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April 22, 2018 Sunday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTim
Sent: Sun Apr 22, 2018 at 9:50 PM
Subject: Sunday specials
Hiya T!  Did you make it home?  Hope you had an uneventful flight back.  
I had a fun time trying two new restaurants today!  My older sister and her beau and a special guest – my niece who is graduating from Harvard next month – had breakfast at Waypoint in Harvard Square.  $1 oysters!  So I answered the long-pondered question as to whether I can eat oyster for breakfast.  Oh yeah!  
This afternoon was quiet, then we went off to Highland Fried, the barbecue place in Inman Square.  It was okay but I don’t need to go back.  
I’m debating whether to go to work tomorrow… don’t have anything pressing so it is tempting.  
Take care!  Best of luck going back to work! 

Sitting on a big rock

April 21, 2018 Saturday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTim
Sent: Sat Apr 21, 2018 at 10:45 PM
Subject: Saturday scenes
Hiya T!  Hope you had a stupendous Saturday!  We had such a fun time.  Old friends from Rochester were in town for a conference, and saved a day to see us.  So I drove around Gloucester, Rockport and Essex on the first warm day in a long time.  It was so wonderful to feel the sun on my face, catch up on their news, see pretty scenes and eat a yummy lunch at C.K. Pearl!  
I indulged in a few moments of “What would Tim make of this beach?” as I walked along at Wingaersheek, imagining us sitting on a big rock in spring sunshine…so you were with me, in a way.  
Hugs with groping and a long french kiss! 

Long hugs

April 19, 2018 Thursday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTim
Sent: Thu Apr 19, 2018 at 10:47 PM
Subject: Thursday things 
Hiya T!  Hope you had a terrific Thursday!  Next time send me your itinerary so I can follow along? 
This is another day you can be glad to have missed the weather.  In the 15 minutes it took me to drive to work this morning, I saw snow, sleet, freezing rain and rain!  So New England! 
I had dinner at All Seasons Table tonight. It is so tasty!  I had this wacky Chinese bird’s next of crispy fried noodles with beef, chicken, shrimp and veggies!  I thought you would like it there… they have Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Malaysian, Thai food and a raw bar!  I could eat there every night for a week and still have dishes I want to try. 
I am not going to work tomorrow!  It feels so good to know I can sleep in or get up early and do things around here and just not be there! 
Time for bed… wish you were here to tuck me in.  : ) 
Take care! Long hugs with long kisses!  

Blissful space

April 17, 2018 Tuesday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTIm
Sent: Tue Apr 17, 2018 at 7:50 PM
Subject: Done with receptions
Hiya T!  Hope you had a glorious Tuesday!  Our weather was a tad better today, thank goodness. Still cold but lots of sun! 
The second reception is over!  It went especially smoothly!!  I am so relieved – home, full of ibuprofen and half an Italian sub.  Heh.  
I am going to bed early to rest my weary bones and think of you.  It fascinates me how you help me wander away from my mundane life into a blissful space full of smiles.  Thank you! 

Interesting mix

April 16, 2018 Monday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTim
Sent: Apr 16, 2018 at 8:50 PM
Subject: Monday musing
Hiya T!  Thinking of you on vacation.  Hope you are seeing beautiful sites and eating delightful food!  
Be glad you are not here – wretched weather in the 40s with pouring rain and wind!  A terrible day for the marathoners.  Did you see that a Japanese man and an American woman won?!  The weather mixed things up. There were 6 American men in the top 10, and 7 American woman in their top 10!  The times were awful – slowest in 30+ years.  Over 2,300 runners needed medical attention.  
I had a busy day at work doing financial stuff and last-minute prep for Tuesday’s reception.  Hubby went off to help a friend who is suicidal.  She needs someone there and he can do it.  So I Lyfted home and had a quiet evening, made myself Annie’s mac & cheese with ham for supper.  
One of my gal pals got laid off from her job.  She’s only been there 2.5 months.  Sounds like poor management.  She is smart, charming and hard-working.  If they can’t figure out how to make use of that, they’re idiots!  I tried to buoy her spirits.  
I hope you don’t mind that I am writing… I know you probably won’t see them until next week, but I am thinking about you and needing to share.  
Here’s a tumblr – Interesting mix of kinks, color and b&w, men, women… 
Take care!  

Compassionate hugs

April 13, 2018 Friday
From: TimmyTim
To: Sassy
Sent: Fri Apr 13, 2018 at 1:23 PM
Re: Lemons, Tequila, Bacon and Melons
thanks for your email.  I am off on vacation tonight and hopefully will come back refreshed.  It is so hard waking up each morning knowing that they look at me like a budget stop gap.  
I am sorry that I have been in a funk and will be able to check emails on my phone until about 7.  I would love to hear how you are doing!!!
Hopefully I’ll be able to regroup and realize in the long run this might give us more time together!
Take care with hugs and some compassionate hugs!

That special spot

April 9, 2018 Monday
From: Sassy
To: TimmyTim
Sent: Mon Apr 9, 2018 at 8:00 PM
Subject: Monday marvels
Hiya T!  Hope you have a marvelous Monday!  I made the mistake of thinking everything was under control for tomorrow’s big party, then got a fraud alert on my work credit card.  Whee!  That will keep my life extra-interesting for a month.  
Been thinking of you and tingling… imagining your hand on that special spot on my back that sets my nerves on fire and feel pleasure so intense… mmm mmm mmm.  
Take care dear man!