Meet #23 Part 1 Reality

Thursday, July 10, 2014 
I had a lovely supper with my older sister and her beau last night at Court House Seafood over across the river in Cambridge.  I had their very fresh fried fish and shrimp with a baked potato and a stuffed clam!  
I finally heard from Kris last night after more than two days of silence. He had not been in touch since he dropped me off on Tuesday midday and I was beginning to wonder.  He had not missed a day in a long time.  He called while I was eating.  I stepped outside to talk.  He arranged to come visit tonight. 
I noticed some beautiful lilies as I left the restaurant:
He came over about 7:30 pm.  I fed him a pear.  It’s his favorite fruit.  He worked on the floxx plant he gave me that is out on my balcony, pruning and watering.  I filled the watering can for him and watered my other plants.  
He is a total mess.  We sat on the sofa with his head in my lap and he vented for about four hours.  He did not want to “do anything sexy.”  He told me he wrote the letter to his wife that the pastor recommended, attached it to an email since he doesn’t know where she is to mail it.  He sent it this morning and she has not responded.  
He is facing the nitty-gritty reality of life alone.  Completely alone.

  • No one to cut his hair.  He hasn’t been to a barber for 35 years.  
  • No one to pick him up when he drops off his motorcycle to be serviced, or take him back to pick it up when it’s done.  
  • Worrying about his wife “breaking into their house and taking things.”  
  • Being placed in an adversarial position over money.  
  • Finding a realtor to advise him on selling the house, what to fix or not worry about. 
  • His son suing him to get back trust money he thinks was mismanaged.  
  • Where will he live when the house sells? 

Ugh.  I stroked his hair and listened and offered suggestions.  He dozed on and off.  He grabbed swiss cheese and crackers to munch on. 

He told me the odd story of locking his house for the first time ever, to have some control over when his wife and son come to take things.  Then he didn’t take his keys, so he was locked out!  So he had to call the police to ask if they could get him in.  They sent the firetruck!  They have a door-spreader that pops the edges enough to unseat the door and they can push in.  Wow.  They gave him a hard time and laughed over it, told him there was no charge.  
He told me about trying to time his mortgage payment, being on a conference call with Quicken Loans and his bank and Checkfree about the payment going and then being revoked twice.  He ended up having to go to the bank.  
He stated very clearly that he can not continue to see me and lie to the men in his church that will gather to support him.  I said I understand.  But I added that I hate to see him give up one of the two people left who care for him (me and his mother) and I am the only one he can really talk with, who will do things for him etc.  But only he can decide and I will abide by it.  Then he makes arrangements to see me again.  He sees it as a sign of weakness.  I don’t want to be his bad habit.  *sigh 
I want to help him, to be there for him but it adds up to… once again… NO SEX!  Argh.  I am trying to set the “one month grace” clock and not put up with this forever.
My other old flame contacted me again after almost a year.  I kept thinking he had some news or reason but he blathered along about his sons in the Little League Championships and his summer travels until I finally asked why he contacted me after almost a year.  “I missed you…” he says.  Hunh.  I texted with him while Kris slept on my lap and felt like a hussy!  
I woke Kris up at midnight so I could go to bed.  He had a cup of coffee and some potato chips.  I got ready for bed and came back out to find him sitting on the couch, staring into space.  I handed him some pillows and a blanket, kissed his forehead and left him to sleep.

Thumbs up

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

8:14am
Good morning kid!  50s today! Melting!  Whee! Hope you have a terrific Tuesday!

8:35am Phil 

Going to be 70 here!

9:38pm Phil 

What cha doing
9:38pm
Reading Facebook.  You?

9:41pm Phil 

Flipping through porn
9:41pm
Anything good enough to share?

Or is it all stuff I sent you?

9:47pm Phil 
Nah just looking at Hamster and red tube

9:48pm 
Yum.  Call me?

[we had a fast and sexy conversation which ended with me listening to him cum!]

9:56pm Phil 

[photo of his beautiful cock]
10:25pm

10:30pm Phil 
Nite Sass
10:32pm
Sweet sexy dreams kid!

10:35pm Phil 
: )

Turkey plans

Wednesday, November 27, 2013
7:57am 
Good morning to you kid!  Wednesday is here with 60 degrees and 60 mph winds and rain!  Bleh.  I’m off to the office for half the day!

8:00am Phil

10 degrees here with wind. I’ll trade ya

11:41am Phil

Sending a smile your way! Have a great day!

[photo of him at home smiling]
11:42am
Thanks kid!  Mwah!
Thanks for the retirement ceremony photos – some great shots!

11:46am Phil 

It was a fun event. Lots of pomp and ceremony.
Mom loved it.

3:48pm Phil

Suffering

[photo of him with a cigar and scotch out in the garage]
3:49pm 
Are you hiding in the garage?
I adore your smile.

3:51pm Phil  

Yep, got a heater in here
       
3:53pm
Why are you hiding?

3:54pm Phil 

Not hiding, just relaxing
I can have a cigar out here

3:55pm 

Aha.
I’m home munching on Chinese food.
Watching porn.

4:01pm Phil

Excellent!
        
4:47pm Phil
Supposed to do that with someone.
Get all worked up with no one to play with

4:48pm 

I’ve never watched with someone there… wonder what that’s like?
I have watched with a very nice man far away… you made it very hot!

4:50pm Phil

Ha! Much more fun with someone, toys, lube, and lots of bodily fluids.
Try the stuff you are watching. It’s great fun!

5:14pm Phil 

Enjoy!

Happy Thanksgiving! My last one here.
Making the traditional dinner tomorrow.
Pies to bake tonight and cheesecake.

5:17pm 

Happy Thanksgiving to you!
I’ll be at my sister’s as usual, washing dishes!
Hubby got her to invite one of his ladies.

5:19pm Phil
Turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes casserole, green bean casserole, stuffing, gravy, whiskey sours, creamed herring, fresh cranberry sauce and of course football

5:20pm 

I wish I was with you… Sis is making her usual raft of odd things.
And invited 17 people.
We do get latkes since some of her friends are celebrating Hanukkah!
           
5:21pm Phil
Hubby’s lady? Really? WHAT THE FUCK?!
 No respect

5:22pm

Nothing like a modern family!

5:22pm Phil 

That’s not modern
 I’d have said hell no.
I’m a little old fashioned

5:24pm 

Well, her boyfriend was there last year
It won’t kill me

5:24pm Phil  

Whose boyfriend?

5:24pm 

Sis

5:25pm Phil  

Thought she was married.

5:26pm 

Yup.  and poly.
I know, it sounds radical.

5:28pm Phil

Oh, had no idea. Whatever works.
I’m not ever going to judge.
It’s a short ride and everyone should be happy.

5:30pm

Your kids coming there?

5:31pm Phil

I have wonderful friends who swing.
Been naked in a hot tub with them.
Been in a pool full of naked people. Was actually a lot of fun.

No she is staying home. We did Thanksgiving while she and Mom were here.

Just four extra folks who have no place to go

I have the sex life of a monk, funny, I’m as wide open as it gets

       
5:38pm
Yeah… me too for the most part

5:38pm Phil 

Lucky us

5:40pm 

I’d rather be mundane, monogamous…
but fate has dealt me other cards!

5:40pm Phil

Couple of girls blew my world apart. Both amazing.
Mom is best friends with one. It’s a strange world.

Me too. I’m trying, have a good life, love what I do, My wife is good people and I’m pretty happy. Trying to be unselfish for kids and my wife has paid her dues but I’d give a lot for a soul healing hug and to spend a night being touched and loved by a woman who just wants to please me.

5:45pm 

this time last year I really thought you’d be with the Beach Gal this Christmas

5:48pm Phil 

I love the hell out of that girl but she wants someone to take care of her and I’m not sure she would not be just as happy with anyone who was there and taking care of her. I need someone who just wants me, no flirting with others, I’m ten years older than her and I’m afraid she would grow bored with me

5:49pm Phil

She made me happy
My kids would hate me
I cry every night over that one
She’s so wrong yet so right and I just adore her
I’m going to take the big job, live in the big house, play the expected game
How fucked up am I
5:57pm 
Sounds like so many guys I talk to.

6:08pm

I think you’re an idiot.  But it’s not up to me!
I’ll still send you p0rn no matter who you live with, kid.

[He called me!]

7:44pm
Thank you so much for calling!

9:20pm Phil  

[Turkey drawing]
9:30pm
Hee hee.  Very cute!

Traveling and talking

Tuesday, September 17, 2013
from:  Landshark
to:   Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 8:38 AM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
that’s all you have to say? 🙂  your mouth must be full…
hmm … are you sending me a hint with the link?
have a happy tuesday.  am traveling this morning.
going to be a long day … looking forward to the happy distraction you provide!
Evan
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from: Sassy
to:  Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 9:11 AM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Hiya Evan!  So fun to think of you rolling along while I sit here at my desk.  Hubby is running late so I have a few minutes to write while he showers.
There’s a word not used in connection with me very often… SPEECHLESS!  Your chest… so sexy, the photo so clever, that you took it for me… so…. inspiring!  I was immediately lost in fantasy.  Hawt!
I am on a quest to find a video that involves a man going down on a woman and making her cum.  Just that.  There are millions of blow jobs, but I can’t find one of reciprocation!  This was very close… and the desk element reminded me of something we talked about.  Not very well made, but still mesmerizing in its way.
I had fun in chat last night.  I talked the big name blogger, Ryan Beaumont, of “The Ashley Madison Adventures of a Regular Guy Gone Bad” into IRC chatting.  He is such a character!  We carried on until nearly 1 am.
Do you need things to read?  I have a few sexy things or a series about things I’ve done that were strange and wonderful… but if you’re busy never mind.
Safe travels!
-S
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from:  Landshark
to:   Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 9:53 AM
subject:  Re: Re: Puzzle Piece 2
still moving – about another 45 mins to go.  Busy day!
I love traveling… ah, the stories I can tell you of my ‘adventures’.  That bar… or that hotel.
catch up with you later.
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from:  Sassy
to: Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 10:28 AM
subject:  Re: Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Still can’t get over this modern world where you can write to me while traveling!
I enjoy traveling. But I am always glad to home.  Something about the pace… a little too fast.
I don’t have anything to do until a 4:15 pm meeting to talk about changing how we handle calendaring/database/project management.  Whee.  That probably means something will fall out of the sky.
I’m off to see my mom tonight.
Hope the day goes well!
-S
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from:  Landsshark
to: Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 2:41 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
greetings!
I love the pace.  The speed and energy is phenomenal.  Though, after having a beer at lunch – I am ready for a nap.
On yet another call..
Will you be around later to chat?
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from:  Sassy
to:  Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 3:20 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Nice!  What did you eat with the beer?
Work is going so slowly today!  Argh….
Tonight’s I’m off to dinner with Mom.  I am taking her a pizza.  She never gets to eat pizza and considers it a decadent treat.  Heh.  I am usually home by 8:30  pm.  What would you like to chat about?
-S
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from:  Landshark
to: Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 3:31 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
we just ate at a faux-pub.  Had a pretty good cheese steak.
i may try and grab a slice of pizza before i head out – nothing like pizza.
hmmm … what to talk about … logistics for meeting up next week?
our conversations tend to wander around into fun areas – both naughty and not.  it’s been awhile (almost a week now!) since we chatted …
anything you want to talk about?
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from:  Sassy
to:  Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 3:54 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Mmmm… cheese steak.  I haven’t had that in a while.  I add mushrooms, onions, salt, pepper and mayo!  Yum.
Whenever we traveled, my dad made a bee line for a storefront that served Greek gyros.  Not a restaurant, just a window that handed out food.  We’d snarf the gyro then buy a lemon or cherry Italian ice from a street vendor and consider it the best meal ever.
What is your theory on chat timing?  Will you have the energy after all this travel?  I want to hear your voice but I can wait if you’re worn out.  Meeting logistics!  Whee!  I am very flexible.  I want meeting to be as easy as possible.  and super fun!
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from:  Sassy
to:    Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 8:37 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Made it home!  Are you on the move again?  Hope all that is going smoothly.
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from: Landshark
to: Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 10:41 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
my phone does not seem to want to work in this hotel room.
do you have skype/IM with voice?
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from:  Sassy
to:   Landshark
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 10:51 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
Yes.  [my Skpe ID]
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from:  Landshark
to:   Sassy
date:  Tue, Sep 17, 2013 at 11:05 PM
subject:  Re: Puzzle Piece 2
oh right… I added you last time as a contact …
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We talked and talked… I was surprised he had any energy left but he seemed to draw energy from me!  We talked about meeting next week, about what we might do after dinner.  Mmm… this may end up being the best “dessert” I’ve had in a long time!  His voice is so sensual… wraps around me like a sexy blanket and sets off every nerve… tingling.  Yum.  I can’t wait for the Landshark to knock on my door!

Skype Landshark

Monday, September 9, 2013
from: Landshark
to: Sassy
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 5:38 AM
subject:  Re: Blog
Good morning –
Greetings from Logan Airport.  This is just a quick trip.   
I am finding this conversation addictive … that can’t be dangerous, can it?
You’ve never been to my town?  I just can’t believe that!  Whereabouts do you live?  I grew up in NY, but have been in the Boston area for over 20 years.
Drooling over me?  I mean my cooking?  I just cook whatever.  The basic Italian dishes were the easiest to learn way back when – so that is where I gravitate.
About the ladies … it is all about variety – and excitement I suppose.  Not much of that at home.  We all have needs that just can’t always be met at home.  But, I really enjoy sex – and the flirting and shared energies before/after – though I can’t say that I am someone who just falls into bed with anyone – life is complicated enough.  I do have the capacity to compartmentalize things – so that does help with the guilt. 
They are calling my flight – time to shut the laptop down.  Boy, it’s early…
Glad the chat was fun.  Hope to chat with you soon.
Evan
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from:  Sassy
to:    Landshark
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 12:35 PM
subject:  Re: Blog
Hiya Evan, 
Wow!  Thanks for your message at Too Early O’Clock! What a great way to start to my day!  Strange to think of you so close to me then and now so far away!  But I suppose it’s all the same – you’re on my computer screen either way.  
Addictive, eh?  What an interesting word.  Maybe that’s why I am writing instead of working. I’m taking it as a compliment, in the chocolate way and not the heroin way.  No danger.  Well… not much.  Okay a bit.  Do be careful who can see this email account?  And please be careful building me up too much.  These heady early days when I am an image you’ve built in your mind can lead to trouble when I turn out to be a regular gal who puts her panties on one leg at a time.  But let’s hold that off awhile!  For now I can be whoever you imagine.  And you can be George Clooney.  Ha!  
I’m in Boston.  I don’t venture west of Boston much.  It’s strange that your town is so close but not on my radar.  I was raised around Albany but came here after college.  What part of NY for you?  Do you go back?  I used to go a lot but my folks moved over here when my niece was born, so we don’t have to venture out that way anymore! 
A man who cooks?  Yummy.  I am definitely drooling!  As you can tell from my blog, food and sex are closely linked for me.  I am limited to food for the most part these days, so it’s a hot topic!  Have you read a lot of my blog?  Some?  Many guys just look at the photos.  Just trying to figure out whether you know all my stories already or if I should tell them.  If you already know, sorry for the repeats! 
Only three ladies over the years?  That is moderate!  Especially for someone who travels for business.  One of my guy chat pals was with that many women last week.  He broke up with his long-term lady and her friends pounced on him!  Heh.  I hear lots of stories and gave up judging a man from his “number.”  
I didn’t marry until I was 38 – lots of time to make a fool of myself in my wild youth.  And now… well… after surviving cancer I want to live life to the fullest!  Doesn’t mean I fall into bed with just anyone either but I do want sex to be part of my life!  
I am a big believer in getting different things from different people.  Many of my project peeps are poly and have that down to a science.  So please don’t think I will judge you – I adore hearing the stories and it doesn’t matter if your number is 2 or 200.  
It would be fun to chat!  I have a Yahoo account, this gmail and a Google Voice phone number (that looks like it’s in CA) if you want to indulge in being sassed in real time.  I will warn you I have a very sultry voice.  It’s one of my top five features!  You’re probably running around like crazy but if you get lonely in a hotel room tonight, let’s see if we can connect?  If not, no worries.  No rush.  You do write beautifully.  I wish you blogged… but it is a lot of work.  So I will hoard your words to myself.
Safe travels! 
-S
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from:  Landshark
to:    Sassy
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 4:06 PM
subject:  Re: Blog
sitting here in a boring meeting … thanks for the highlight.
you put on your panties one leg at a time?  I had envisioned something far more acrobatic!
I have read through a lot of your blog – and I might have looked at 1 or 2 of the pictures … well maybe 3.
I grew up outside of NYC.  My folks still live down there – so I get down there every couple of months and occasionally on business.  I feel very comfortable in a city environment.  Something about the hustle and bustle and energy.
Three women … yep.  Though in the interest of full disclosure – there were a couple of one-night stands.  But, overall – they were essentially ‘crimes of opportunity.’  With each of them, I was either in the area quite a bit – or on a regular basis.  My travel recently has been pretty unpredictable – or with other people.
A sultry voice … it would have to be late tonight – have a dinner meeting with the client and then will be staggering back to my room.  So – what are your other ‘top 4’ attributes?  Thanks for the compliment about my writing – I do enjoy it but just don’t have the time – or the creativity to come up with a regular stream of content.
Also in the interest of full disclosure – I don’t look like George Clooney. 
Evan
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from:  Sassy
to:    Landshark
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 8:25 PM
subject:  Re: Blog
Hiya!  Hope your meeting got more exciting or got over!  
Don’t worry about chatting tonight.  I’m sure you need to crash after having gotten up so early.  I hope there will be other chances soon.
My office was a zoo today!  I am so glad to be home.  Hubby decided it would be great to go out for Greek with another couple tonight, when all I wanted was a nap. Ah well… the taramousalada made it worth it.  
My grandparents lived in Mount Vernon and Gramps worked on Madison Avenue, so we spent a lot of time in the city as kids.  We were lucky to do Broadway shows, museums, restaurants, and go to Saks with his secretary.  The town I grew up in was small and being the minister’s kid made it a fish bowl for me.  I was determined to live in a bigger place as an adult!  
It’s great that you rolled with the opportunities.  Philip says he only regrets things he didn’t do, nothing he has done!  That’s a good attitude!  So how long did your flings last?  
Sassy’s top five – what men notice and comment on: 
1) My ample chest 
2) My infectious smile 
3) My deep blue eyes 
4) My sultry voice
5) My big vocabulary 
You’ve experienced the first and last. Anything else you’ve noticed? Beyond that, some mention my sense of humor, my openness to discuss anything, that I’m “too nice” and that no one else has ever shared porn with them!  
What are you top five qualities?  
Not Clooney, eh? Is there a celebrity people say you look like?  Any actresses you dream about?  I wanted to be Andie MacDowell when I grew up but no luck so far.  
Sweet sexy dreams! 
-S
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from: Landshark
to: Sassy
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 8:37 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Blog
damn. you know I had hoped to talked to you tonight. am heading to dinner now – will send a longer note later if you are not available. 
glad the Greek was good. it’s one of my favorite cuisines. 
Evan
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from:  Sassy 
to:    Landshark
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 8:42 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Blog
If you want to connect, I’ll be around!  Were you thinking phone or IM?
-S
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from:  Landshark
to:    Sassy
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 8:46 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Re: Blog
do you want to try im or should I just see how sultry that voice if yours is?
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from:  Sassy
to:  Landshark
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 9:26 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Re: Blog
Whatever you like.  Typing or talking? 
You can ping me here or at Yahoo at the same user ID.  
Phone – Does it work better to call me or me call you?  If you want to call, it’s [number redacted] or send me the room phone #.  
I should be up for quite awhile yet.  I’m a nightowl due to chat.
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from:  Landshark
to:    Sassy
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 9:31 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Re: Re: Blog
cool. can you tell that I find you addictive? (like chocolate!)
heading back shortly. will try you then.
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from: Sassy
to:  Landshark
date:  Mon, Sep 9, 2013 at 9:47 PM
subject:  Re: Re: Re: Re: Blog
Yay!  I am so excited! 
The first time you call my GV # from any given number, it will ask for your name and there will be a slight delay… hang on.  
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So he called me while he was alone in a hotel room far away.  
I have Google Voice so I don’t have to give out my real phone number.  It asks the caller’s name the first time you call, then tells me what they said and asks if I want to accept the call.  Usually I get a nervous… “Uh.. Chris” from a guy.  This time I hear a very confident, “Landshark.”  I was laughing so hard I couldn’t talk when he came on the line!  So I chose that for his blog nickname.  I asked him if he knew what that reference was really about… an SNL skit about a guy who worms his way into a lady’s place and ravages her.  “Oh yes,” he answers with an evil laugh.   
His phone kept cutting out, so he asked if we could switch to Skype.  I’d never used it before, so I downloaded the app, signed up for an account and pinged him back in less than 3 minutes.  Whew!  He turned on the video option and showed me his belly button and his boxer briefs.  Yum.  Then we went back to voice only.  It has really good quality, must better than Google Voice.  I felt like I was lying next to him in bed.  He has a beautiful voice… mesmerizing!  
It was very early days.. I thought we’d just chat quickly, friendly, and he’d hear my sultry voice but we ended up talking for two hours and he went over the line very quickly into very sexy talk and made me cum twice!  I got lost in his voice and my body reacted.  Whee!

He remembered

Sunday, September 8, 2013

[from my private journal]

 A lovely birthday 

I am so lucky to have special people in my life to celebrate my birthday!  They made it a wonderful weekend!  
Philip called first thing to wish me a happy birthday!  I was so relieved!  I spent so much time last year in agony because he forgot my birthday.  A big part of why I ended up on AM a week later.  He even commented on my Facebook wall!  Wow!  That is rare.

This year is different!  He made me feel so special!  That will keep me smiling all day!  Woot!

Saturday
Hubby and I went to RI for an incredible dinner overlooking Mount Hope Bay at The Boat House in Tiverton.  I indulged in the baked stuffed lobster with bay scallop and shrimp stuffing… so divine!  He tried their special Cowboy Steak in chimmichuri sauce and declared it the best steak he had ever had.  They brought me a little dessert with a candle.  Such a special place!  
Sunday
I had a whirlwind day with my sister and her family!  We had a bizarre brunch at Brasserie Jo, the very french place near the Pru.  The food was ordinary and expensive, the waiter taciturn and inattentive.  They couldn’t get that we had theater tickets and needed expeditious service.  They were bringing me a free dessert with a candle as we cleared the revolving door leaving. 
We had a lovely time at “The Jungle Book.”  It felt like a cross between “The Lion King” and “Bombay Dreams” with jazz and Indian music, lots of clever animal costumes and the familiar Disney story.  My favorite moment was when my little niece told me not to worry about the scary parts – she would hold my hand!
We dashed out and made our way to the monthly project meeting – arrived right on time! There was dessert there!  Such a treat!  
I came home and put my feet up and ordered sushi delivered for supper! 
I got dozens of wishes on my Facebook wall.  Yay! This is the life! 
Here are my birthday weekend photos – candy at the Sky Beverage Company in Fall River, dinner at the Boat House, brunch at Brasserie Jo and “The Jungle Book!”

https://plus.google.com/u/0/photos/101174762249697322833/albums/5921686407690816385

SeaMan Reappears

Thursday, May 30, 2013
So I tell a guy I’m going to be off work for a week.  And invite him to meet me any afternoon.  And I send him a sexy photo.  And I get… nothing for a week?  What the?  And no explanation or apology when he reappears?  I was so busy worrying about my mother that it was probably for the best but… grrrrr. 
TEXTS
3:28 pm from SeaMan to me
Hey….hows yur week off so far
3:30 pm from me to SeaMan
It’s been rough. 
3:33 pm from SeaMan to me
Oh..oh…mom?
4:00 pm from me to SeaMan
Yes. She’s still in ICU.  Rough.  What’s up with you? 
4:32 pm from SeaMan to me
K….volunteer day been landscaping at a childrens hospital….
4:34 pm from SeaMan to me
Very hot….and sweaty…just the way u like me 😉
4:36 pm from SeaMan to me
..lots of soap….rinse…then tongue bath Me….
4:37 pm from SeaMan to me
….get yur luvly big tits all soapy.
4:38 pm from me to SeaMan
Want me to wash your back? 
4:39 pm from SeaMan to me
You know it…tit fuck you….slide my cock into yur mouth with each stroke…
4:41 pm from SeaMan to me
Btw.. u have not cum for me yet….r u alone…phone sex?
4:47 pm from me to SeaMan
Sure. 
4:48 pm from SeaMan to me
Will be in car in 10
4:48 pm from SeaMan to me
Will txt u then
4:57 pm from SeaMan to me
Calling
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So we tried phone sex for the first time.  I reclined on my bed, closed my eyes and listened.  For twenty minutes.  Then he said, “I’m home. Gotta go.”  And was gone.  
I had a bad reaction.  I usually like a conversation… he talked non-stop.  I like sweet and hot… he was talking about control.  Total dom.  Not my style. 
If he’s the same in bed?  I need to bail.  Right now.  Ugh.  Why did I not see any sign of it the first day?  Definitely see signs of it in today’s texts.  No questions, just commands.  Better to find out this way,  before I’m in a hotel with him, I suppose.  Ugh.  I really needed a hug right now.  *Sigh

Hearing him cum

Thursday, January 10, 2013
8:18am
Good morning!  Up to 38 degrees!  I get to meet w/ HR and my union guy @ 2pm.  Yippee.  Hope your meetings are more fun! Mwah!
8:50am Phil
Yuck!  hope it goes well:)
10:13pm Phil
Dinner, Vinegar Jim’s, cool place!
[photo of his plate]

10:17pm
Holy cow!  Literally!  What are the sides?  Yum!
11:21 pm TEXT Phil2: Sent you an email
11:26 pm TEXT Me: No gots
11:27 pm TEXT Me: It just appeared!
11:27 pm TEXT Phil2: same email?
11:27 pm TEXT Me: Got it!  Mmmmmm
Three emails with photos and videos of him jerking off in the shower! 
11:27pm Phil
Hey girl
11:29pm
Hiya kid
11:29 pm TEXT Phil2: Just playing around
11:30 pm TEXT me: Yum
11:30 pm TEXT Phil2: Was it the video?
11:32pm Phil
Playing around
11:39 pm TEXT Me: Yes 3 seconds
11:39pm
What are you thinking about?  Hot mouths again?
11:40 pm TEXT Phil2: Was longer than that I thought
11:46 pm TEXT Me: Just a twitch
11:48pm
Got three of them… wow!
Mmmmph… want that.  Right here.  (points to my mouth)
11:56 pm TEXT Phil2: That sucks
11:56 pm TEXT Me: No I do!
12:10am
Sweet dreams, kid.  Mwah!
12:12 am TEXT Phil2: Yes you do and very well too
12:12 am TEXT Me: I also lick
12:13 am TEXT Phil2: Nothing like shooting hot cum down your throat
12:14 am TEXT Me: You want that?
12:21 am TEXT Phil2: Oh hell yeah
12:21 am TEXT Phil2: Love that tongue on my balls and in my ass
12:25 am TEXT Me: Adore tasting you, teasing you
12:26 am TEXT Phil2: Mmmmmmm laying here stroking my cock
12:27 am TEXT Me: Think of my hand
12:28 am TEXT Me: Call? I wanna help you, hear you cum
12:34 am CALL 
[We talked for 13 minutes.  Yes, I heard him cum!]
12:38 am TEXT Me: Oh my… you are made of awesome!
12:49 am TEXT Phil2: 🙂

Two calls

Saturday, January 5, 2013
7:30am Phil
You think we look good together?  Had fun. Each had a beer and then coffee. Almost no drinking which is what I want!  Flowers and crab legs were a hit, took the mutt for a three mile run on the beach, good day. Hope you have a fabulous weekend!
9:44 am CALL 
We talked for 20 minutes while he drove, talked about his wonderful evening with The Beach Gal at a bar with a band, all the military people he saw.  
10:08am
So great hearing you so happy!  Yes – the photo shows it, especially compared to ones of you w/ your soon-to-be-ex wife!  Have a wonderful day!
10:09 am CALL 
We talked for 12 minutes!
[I adore it when he is away from home and work and can call me!!!]


Filthy vs Spotless

Friday, January 4, 2013
7:14am Phil
Already made it further south. 
Some work this morning.  Overall a pretty relaxing day. 
Hope your Friday is good!
7:53am Phil
Nice to be here. This feels like home. D.C. was good.

Fred is a sweet sexy woman but too many issues. Not for me. House was filthy, except for her two rooms. Bothers me, small town house, I’d have it spotless, just takes some effort. It would certainly be spotless if I had someone coming over. It’s an issue for me.

The Beach Gal’s place is spotless, obvious effort to make it perfect and I appreciated it. I think I knew how that would go. Got what I expected and hoped for.

8:18am
Wait…you went to Fred’s place?  Hmmm… Glad to hear the decision was easy. Hope you have a grand time!  I’m off to work!
8:33 am CALL
[We talked for 20 minutes about his visit with Fred and how that not going to work because her place is filthy and she lies about little things]
8:57am Phil
Have a great day!
10:44am
Thanks again for calling!  Hearing your voice and your good news is making me smile!
11:09am Phil
Was nice talking to you too! Always makes me smile!
1:07pm
I shouldn’t say while you’re with your lady, but it also made me very wet.  I was just out of the shower and indulged in a fantasy of what we’d do if you were there… Yum!

1:39pm Phil

LOL!  Nothing wrong with that!
5:26 pm

Mapa tofu, lions head meatball, cheese rolls, yu shiang pork w/ Chinese bread 
@ Shanghai Gate, Allston
11:10pm Phil
Enjoying the evening
[photo of him in a restaurant booth with The Beach Gal sitting beside him]
11:11pm
Yay!  What a cute couple you make!  You both look so happy!