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Visit #2 – part 6 The road back
I drove off down the highway. I kept one hand on the wheel and put the other hand on his knee, making little circles on his soft jeans. I played David Wilcox’s “East Ashville Hardware” CD for him – he liked it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvOgyJt_Xts
I got out to pump gas. No one else was around. It was so cold and windy… I thought I might freeze! He got out and hugged me from behind, blocked the wind, put the gas cap back while I was getting my receipt. Then he pressed me against the car and kissed me. I wrapped my leg around him and wondered how far we could go standing outside before we froze solid. But the cold got to us and we hopped back into the car. He kissed me and I felt warmer very quickly!
12: 25 am Stories as we roll along
I told him about the lessons I learned from my work… nothing quite as dramatic, but still telling him why I am the way I am.
I felt so close to him, driving down the road in the dark in the middle of the night, sharing the deepest moments that made us who we are, the road we’ve traveled since we were teenagers.
Homeless Heart
Don’t Wanna Be Right
10:11 PM Phil: hey!
10:17 pm Phil: of course
Phil: survivor, criminal minds and the Belushi show
10:25 PM ah, right
10:29 PM Phil: allergic to some, some not. Generally ok as long as I don’t touch them
I like cats, just make my eyes swell up some times
Phil: not sure how much time I will have. Can come up one night. We’ll figure it out.
Phil: Love to see your place. Yeah, travels, yippee. Much on my plate
Phil: a few. Met some last week. Know one or two. All mind boggling.
11:05 PM Phil: I don’t think so. he gonna be ok with that?
11:07 PM He is totally fine with all that.
Phil: just saying
Phil: wow
Phil: will see. Have to be back and alert in the morning. This is critical
Phil: don’t remember what the drive is from one place to the other. At least an hour I think
11:10 PM Phil: not too bad
Phil: ok, no need to twist my arm
11:14 PM not… just want to be hospitable.
11:16 PM We’ll work it out. Just whatever makes it easy on you.
Phil: all of the above. Good new England beer too> chowda, clams, oh my
11:20 PM very nice
11:26 PM Phil: choosing from a long menu may be tough!
11:29 PM How do you know I don’t mean chocolate cake?
11:31 PM What do you have on?
11:36 PM just trying to imagine.
Phil: glass of wine
11:38 PM LOL
11:41 PM Kneeling there.
Yeah… started with you between my breasts and gone on from there.
11:45 PM press a finger inside me and then inside you…
11:47 PM Phil: I mean that in a good way
11:49 PM I know.
11:50 PM fun to think about how to make you feel hot
11:51 PM Phil: think thats a song
11:52 PM Yeah? I think it’s “if loving you is wrong, i don’t wanna be right…”
but maybe there’s another one?
Phil: thats the one
11:53 PM who sang it? Luther Ingrahm…
11:55 PM or Barbara Mandrell
wow… lyrics are right on
If being right means being without you
I’d rather live a wrong doing life
Your mama and daddy say it’s a shame
It’s a downright disgrace
Long as I got you by my side
I don’t care what your people say
Your friends tell you there’s no future
in loving a married man
If I can’t see you when I want to
I’ll see you when I can
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
Am I wrong to fall so deeply in love with you
knowing I got a wife and two little children
depending on me too
And am I wrong to hunger
for the gentleness of your touch
knowing I got somebody else at home
who needs me just as much
And are you wrong to fall in love
with a married man
And am I wrong trying to hold on
to the best thing I ever had
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
Are you wrong to give your love
to a married man
And am I wrong trying to hold on
to the best thing I ever had
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
I don’t wanna be right
if it means sleeping alone at night
I don’t wanna be right
if it means coming home at night
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna never, never, never be right
Don't Wanna Be Right
10:11 PM Phil: hey!
10:17 pm Phil: of course
Phil: survivor, criminal minds and the Belushi show
10:25 PM ah, right
10:29 PM Phil: allergic to some, some not. Generally ok as long as I don’t touch them
I like cats, just make my eyes swell up some times
Phil: not sure how much time I will have. Can come up one night. We’ll figure it out.
Phil: Love to see your place. Yeah, travels, yippee. Much on my plate
Phil: a few. Met some last week. Know one or two. All mind boggling.
ecially if its a sexy brown haired wench
11:05 PM Phil: I don’t think so. he gonna be ok with that?
11:07 PM He is totally fine with all that.
Phil: just saying
Phil: wow
Phil: will see. Have to be back and alert in the morning. This is critical
Phil: don’t remember what the drive is from one place to the other. At least an hour I think
11:10 PM Phil: not too bad
Phil: ok, no need to twist my arm
11:14 PM not… just want to be hospitable.
11:16 PM We’ll work it out. Just whatever makes it easy on you.
Phil: all of the above. Good new England beer too> chowda, clams, oh my
11:20 PM very nice
11:26 PM Phil: choosing from a long menu may be tough!
11:29 PM How do you know I don’t mean chocolate cake?
11:31 PM What do you have on?
11:36 PM just trying to imagine.
Phil: glass of wine
11:38 PM LOL
11:41 PM Kneeling there.
Yeah… started with you between my breasts and gone on from there.
11:45 PM press a finger inside me and then inside you…
11:47 PM Phil: I mean that in a good way
11:49 PM I know.
11:50 PM fun to think about how to make you feel hot
11:51 PM Phil: think thats a song
11:52 PM Yeah? I think it’s “if loving you is wrong, i don’t wanna be right…”
but maybe there’s another one?
Phil: thats the one
11:53 PM who sang it? Luther Ingrahm…
11:55 PM or Barbara Mandrell
wow… lyrics are right on
If being right means being without you
I’d rather live a wrong doing life
Your mama and daddy say it’s a shame
It’s a downright disgrace
Long as I got you by my side
I don’t care what your people say
Your friends tell you there’s no future
in loving a married man
If I can’t see you when I want to
I’ll see you when I can
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
Am I wrong to fall so deeply in love with you
knowing I got a wife and two little children
depending on me too
And am I wrong to hunger
for the gentleness of your touch
knowing I got somebody else at home
who needs me just as much
And are you wrong to fall in love
with a married man
And am I wrong trying to hold on
to the best thing I ever had
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
Are you wrong to give your love
to a married man
And am I wrong trying to hold on
to the best thing I ever had
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right
I don’t wanna be right
if it means sleeping alone at night
I don’t wanna be right
if it means coming home at night
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna never, never, never be right