Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Sent: Apr 1, 2014 8:55 AM
Hi Sassy (is “Sassy” really your name?),
What I’d like to do even more than email is IM/chat with you. My Yahoo Messenger IM username is: amfreespirit77. If you don’t have Yahoo Messenger it’s a free download. It would let us get to know each other with more immediate “give and take.” Everyone has different “levels of comfort” and “speeds of getting to know someone.” Eventually–I like to meet personally–preferably for lunch or dinner where we have a few hours of time to get to know each other. Let me know your comfort level. If you’re available to IM/chat—I have some time tonight after 8:00pm—if you’d like to and are free then. Looking forward to getting to know you….[his first name].
Sent: Apr 1, 2014 9:33 AM
Subject: A connection
It will be great to talk to you in real time! And get away from AM! I don’t like them taking your money!
Thanks again for your long note! It is so fun learning about you. I’m not usually so verbose, but your initial message inspired me to use up every single letter of AM’s 2000 character limit! And to move along quickly… not be coy and make you write 65 messages before we get to what matters!
Wow! You have moved around. Want to say why? I feel downright stationary having lived in only two places since I left college.
Glad to know you have a cat, so I know you’re not allergic.
Are you a newbie to affairs? Doesn’t matter either way, just curious.
So glad you can cover your tracks. The last thing either of us needs is your angry wife making our lives hell.
Thank you very much for your frank answer about your fantasy! The demure lady side of me balks at saying so, but Sassy screams I REALLY LIKE SEX A LOT! 🙂 When men ask what I want, it’s tough to answer because it varies so much! My short answer is… “I like men. And sex.” Some days a back rub seems like heaven. Other days I want to be shoved face down on the bed and fucked until I am screaming and sweating. Most days, I want a conversation… hours long, punctuated by a kiss… a touch…. laughing… sucking… more talking… moaning… soaring… Can you help me with that?
I crave the basics – holding hands, a back rub, kissing, being touched by a man who knows what a G-spot is and how to find it with his fingers while he’s licking my clit. I want a man who knows a breast is more than a nipple and uses his hands and mouth over the entire surface. I want different positions – doggie, deck chair, side by side, me riding… I dream about shower shenanigans. I am willing to “teach” and “be taught” as the AM boxes say.
I don’t know what “wild” or “kinky” is anymore. I used to think anything but missionary in the mostly dark was kinky. Now almost everything seems “normal” to me. I have to laugh when men ask, with great care…. “Would you do… doggie?” Heh. Of course! “Would you… you know… touch me?” “Could we leave the lights on?” That makes me so sad that the woman in their life has made that seem exotic. And challenges me to grab them and suck every chance I get!
Toys… I have a box of five! A friend talked me into buying them when Amazon had a sale, and I thought they’d enhance things with a man. But I haven’t had a chance. Would you explore with me?
Yikes… what a hussy I am today. Hope I haven’t been too forward. Life is short. 🙂
Looking forward to this evening!
Sent: Apr 1, 2014 2:37 PM
Re: A connection
I moved around a lot for different reasons. When I was younger it was because my wife and I were hard-core “hippies.” Lived in communes out West, all over New England, “group houses”–sex and drugs (mostly hallucinogens–pot, hash, acid, etc…no smack, coke, meth or hard stuff like that) and rock ‘n roll.
Later–I moved because of work. I don’t drink because I’m a recovered alcoholic. Last drink I had was January 1993–and I hope to die sober. You can drink if you like–doesn’t bother or tempt me at all. If I pick up again I’ll either be dead or in jail (been in jail–not going back there). I was a “very scary man” back then–separated from wife 2X, lots of “bad ass” behavior–and did some jail time for 3 DUIs.
Which leads to whether I’ve had affairs before. Both times when I was separated from my wife I had affairs with women. But mostly the women were “drinking buddies”–and partying and drinking at the worst, bad-ass bars in town was our main “entertainment.” We fucked too–but it was almost “secondary” to drinking (if that makes any sense).
I haven’t been with anyone but my wife in 25 years…so this will be completely different than those “affairs” in the past. Today I’m a gentle, good, and sober man. BUT—there’s still that “bad boy who’s wild” who wants to come out and play. (Oh yeah–then there’s the brand new $33,000 Harley I’m having delivered to a storage shed on Friday–because my wife doesn’t know about THAT yet. I’ve told a few people about it–and they’ve all said the same thing. “You’re a fool and a dead man.” Oh well—there’s that “bad boy” again.) Call it a mid-life crisis–or whatever you want. Just want to express some of it in bed with a woman who loves sex.
By the way–all your descriptions of sex sound like great variety!—-and a lot of fun! Honestly—I’ll be a little nervous if we get there— but I have a feeling you’ll “put me at ease” very quickly.
Well–if all that “over-self-disclosure” didn’t scare the hell out of you….chat with you later…
Sent: Apr 1, 2014 10:33 PM
Subject: The black
Here’s my famous cleavage. 🙂
[photo – you know the one!]
Sent: Apr 1, 2014 10:34 PM
Subject: Opening night
Here I am dressed up to go out about two years ago. Look the same, just long hair now.