The New Guy Meet

Tuesday, June 18, 2013
From: New Guy
To: Sassy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:04 PM 
Subject: I can’t do this
I’m sorry 
Been driving around mall for an hour
Trying to screw up my courage
And failing to do so
I think I’m just not ready to take the leap past text messages
Much of me would like very much to make this happen
But I’m too afraid on too many levels
To carry it off right now
May be another time
But not yet
Good luck
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:15 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Thanks for letting me know. Sorry it’s so scary. The first time is tough. Let me know what I can do to make it easier?
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:21 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Are you far away now? If not, park. Come in. Talk. That’s all. You can do it. I’ll help. I’m just a lonely lady looking to make you smile. Nothing else. You set the pace.
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From: Sassy
To: New guy
Sent: Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:36 PM 
Subject: Re: I can’t do this
Okay. Giving up. Don’t fret. Back to email!
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So he stood me up.  At least he emailed and didn’t leave me sitting there too long. 
I hate this part.
Hate hate hate it.
He was the one in a hurry! I would’ve emailed for a month if he wanted.
This is why I shy away from newbies!
I understand the fear…but ugh.
Eh
Treated myself to a lobster roll for dinner!
I wish these guys could punt before I pay for parking.
I am wondering if this was all b.s. 
hard to tell
but it seems real
and he seemed so nice. *sigh 
Another couple of weeks invested without even a hug.  Yuck! 
Back on the shelf for me.

One thought on “The New Guy Meet

  1. JFBreak says:

    Yikes. But at least he did let you know – better late than never.

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