Chemistry

Monday, April 30

7:21am Phil
Good morning.  An interesting weekend to say the least. I did get to sit out and enjoy the evening. Had to chase my wife back in. I just wanted me time, tunes and quiet.  Did not want to chat. Thankfully it was a little cool out and she left me to it. It is so hard to get me time. Drives me crazy. At least early in the morning, I have this time in the office with a cup of coffee.

A week to vacation. I’m sure it will be fun. Romantic, not so much. Just simply not there. I’ve tried so hard to make it be there but it’s not. Sucks. I have a dear friend going through so much right now and I am trying to be there and that is hard as well. She could have had my heart and soul but for my stupidity and life. Ah well, all I can do is be there to try to help.

I am finally down a few more pounds, waist is down. The loss has slowed down as expected but still steady. I’m determined to lose another 20 and try to maintain.  I get that tall, lean look with muscles at that size. I’m never going be thin, too much muscle mass for that. I’m just a big guy but I can look lean. Amazing what stress, diet and exercise can do for you. Hope you have a great day and a wonderful week.

8:00am
Good morning! Clear Chilly 41. Off to the office for a busy day! 
8:05am Phil
Enjoy girl. Hope it’s not too busy!
8:10am
Glad you get your me moments.  So sorry you have tough ones.  I don’t want to add bad moments to your life!  I want to make you smile and tingle, and work w/ you to have a great life.  Let go of the regrets, move forward -lots of years left!  Thought about a local solution – but no one has the chemistry, the mind, the romance, the comfort. As the old song goes “You’re the one that I want!”  Rock your Monday!
8:35am Phil
We all have our moments, our regrets. Some you can let go of, others not so much. Chemistry is instant. You feel it everywhere. I’ve felt it a handful of times. I know I could have spent life with any of them. We clicked at every level. Were intuitive, felt each others pain, joys. Chemistry is amazing.
12:38pm
Does chemistry have value?  Is it worth making changes for?
5:57pm
Another work day over!  Yay!  Rode the bus home. Eating dinner from the freezer. Did not spend any money on restaurants again!  Feeling so virtuous!  Hope you have a nice evening.  Think of me naked on my bed with busy hands, thinking of you.  
6:11pm Phil
That’s a nice thought.  Thank you!
7:29pm
Can you imagine it? 
9:21pm
Or you could listen in…
11:56 pm
Headed to bed. Wish you were here to tuck me in. And something that rhymes with that… sweet dreams, kid.

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