Monday, April 30
A week to vacation. I’m sure it will be fun. Romantic, not so much. Just simply not there. I’ve tried so hard to make it be there but it’s not. Sucks. I have a dear friend going through so much right now and I am trying to be there and that is hard as well. She could have had my heart and soul but for my stupidity and life. Ah well, all I can do is be there to try to help.
I am finally down a few more pounds, waist is down. The loss has slowed down as expected but still steady. I’m determined to lose another 20 and try to maintain. I get that tall, lean look with muscles at that size. I’m never going be thin, too much muscle mass for that. I’m just a big guy but I can look lean. Amazing what stress, diet and exercise can do for you. Hope you have a great day and a wonderful week.